Bounce back

I don't recall a lot from when I fell
more then I know the recovery would be a living hell
42 days until i could walk away
lay in a respirator because i had a problem wiith my  lungs
nearly died , twice but i was like fuck that
all i recall i was my headspace was in a different trace
saw neon colors all over and thanks to niva , i am s stronger
all i really remember sitting in that hospital bed . not able to speak
for more then a week but i used diffrent technique
like writing - even  charades which i hate