soap

boredom is my kingdom , my pleasure palace
the reality is i dont got the ability because of my disability
but the truth is i am an superwoman
... with epilepsy and i go anywhere in my fantasy
the wheelchair is my batmobile and my cell
is my bat call , my hospital gown is a prom queen dress
and i wear my invisable cloak like an cape
the rain i transform to confetti rain
and im dancing around in my chair and forget the pain
i never felt this free then now , somehow i became acceptance of myself
and stop fighting the war within myself , raised up with being ignored
when darling , im the queen , hero of this story
IM THE OG AND YOU JUST AN COPY
and this story is quite soapy , plotty

blessing in disquise

do you think just because you cut me out
chop down the tree i wore climbing
make me limb , was that your definition of a win ?
dont you remember how you said we should stick together
well , honey dont throw stones in glass house
because you might win this battle , but you will lose the real war
thought you would knew who you wore dealing with
since you hanging with me since you wore two
that you dont even realize im an fighter
warrior and i will over this
because im conquer lifes obstactle course
and will walk away from this war
with my body intact from scars
but you doing theraphy , twice a week
and probably have to do it for an decade
meanwhile i already worked on my demons
you , so now we are throuh .

family Portrait

i remember when my complications

of my epilepsy just begun to show

i wore like eight and try to pick up a pen

but couldnt draw a line and my teacher said i was getting out line

i was tearing up because of what she said made my classmates me the subject

for bullying and shade , i remember how i become the daily target

of their mean words and how i had to change school because somewhere a girl

cross the line when it should have been her who moved but from that day i knew

i only could depend on myself and my reletives can be bought