söndag 9 februari 2020

she is the man







shes the man and she is wearing the pants

climbing up the hill , trying to seal the deal

do what he can but ten time , more

put away the mastercard and flower

because she have no time for date

she have to work after hour

trying her best to get that pay check

land the next contract

yeah

she want equality

not a family

she is a bossgirl

that want to empower

and it take a confident man

to be her lover




lördag 8 februari 2020

going back to that hollywood theme because its so fascinating lol

also there is diffrence between , role models and teen idols 
also i used to see this new one , as a star but i have take you down to ground haha 
its just i like to write about this scene ( if this make sense )

eight grade





it all was pretty clear when i met you
that you became the next chapter
didnt knew what you bring
tears or laughter ?
but i wore down for whatever
he wore the new  shy guy , kinda fly
i wore trying to make an impression
but thats on problem - im eplieplic
and drop fits just for the hell of it
perfect , now is things just awkward
no social skills , just in eating pills
but maybe you think its no big deal ?


one of my fave tv show when i wore young

friends , finally





first time you enter my life i was like
nah this cant be right
people like you dont talk like people like me
yeah i didnt really get why you add me
million cool chics and i am just a hospital chic
had to shake off those insecuries
took me like a year until i became comfortable in who i am
we chat about this and that , but then i got that tantrum
and was like feeling awkard as hell in chatroom
so i was like delete because out of mind , out sight
but maybe you the person that actually understand
why i do get my fit .if so it makes you the perfect friend
took some time , didnt got why i did you decline ...
but they say lightning dont strike twice but suddenly we become friends
and this is the year of mends
one door close and an other open but never in my wildest dreams
i thought it wore somebody from your scene
yeah i tried to block you but you kept slide in my dms
and that how we became friends ... eventually

fredag 7 februari 2020

bye brighton





¨

new year me , why do you try to add me
took ten years to realize who are my real friends
dont take me for grantuee because this girl , is a new me
new chapter , say goodbye to brighton
wasnt here for me last decade so why will you be after brexit ?
dont hang with locals , ballin with royals
it must suck for you that im moving up , level up - and you stuck
new friends , that show me support - reconize what i am worth
funny how you call yourself , United Jack
think its kinda ironic and that sound kinda selfish
because in this climate we should be all about love , not hate
they say together we stand tall , devided we fall
do you really think i want you back- get over it
i did like 2011 , made some memories
dont assume you the best thing ever happened
because i made an new friend ....

teen idols and role models





is it weird if im liked you for ages
listen to your records in the player
wrote in my diary i had to date you
or at least befriend you
most of the people thinks im crazy
dont mind because you always get me in line
cant remember when we met but i knew it wore on internet
kinda suspisous because i like horror stories but something you
got me like nobody else maybe because 99 percent i wont
get to meet you , got wish i wore a bit optimistic
but i have to be logic so lets keep it - platonic
is it weird if i have a poster on you on the wall
that i kiss every night
yeah this is story about a fan girl
who got her wish come true
got her like from her fave idol
never that i thought you would give me a number to call
when i find courage i will - hope you can deal ?
is it weird that look up to you , now more like role model
came and went , on and off but for me it wore perfect
i had an crush on your for ages and our story need more pages
beause you the one that got away but i didnt want let you in
yeah this poem is fragile like dream but so am i since you came in


inspired by some real events in my life , fan and idols , rumours , power couples and hot topic

THE FRIEND I DONT NAME







this is an shout to the last decade

lately i got this new me that pretty cool

an new chapter that is handome as hell

but i prefer hes brain , ok ?

didnt understand how we become friends

i always run from them because i know my end

nothing with this are logic

do you like that im that im platonic ?

maybe you the only one that really get my condition

its seems like you do

seems like i know you ten years

but really they two

when i decline is because i need to take care who i am

yeah . he is pretty great and pretty much a miracle

sorry if i always get hysterical

but i can help if i get fits and tantrums

maybe you also have rants ?

to be honest , it not like i wanted them

but its nice to have an friend who dont judge them

its great to have somebody to believe in me

support my dreams and you know i do the same

maybe thats why we become friends

AND I CANT BELIEVE YOU KNOW MY NAME




Comebacks









I am the girl with that chip

in my shoulder , dont hit me

i got epilepsy , i might get a fit

and fall over but always recover

 dont do left over

do you know what you started

im the girl you left stranded

the one you cut out

dont think you can comeback

because i learn from the best

who i learn to invest

in as friends

and who i should kick to the curb

when you not show me right kinda love


torsdag 6 februari 2020

better on rejections





never been the best with connections

better at rejections

its because of fear of letting people in
and for a while i did it with him 
but he always tend to comeback in full swing 
how much i try to fuck things over 

always pushed people away 
little did i know you become the one 
that would stay 
isnt life crazy how it turns out 
just with giving a shout out 

my current theme on my poems have become more harley quinn ( or harley queen as i like to call her ) HAHA

perfect ten





i the girl that went mental and ran with it

got her diagnose and laugh out loud 
lets have some fun with it 

would you like to have some fun
with it , yeah they been thinking im shall go to asylum
just because a throw some fit and tantrums 
shame , told me who i am ?

it took me a long time to understand

who i am , teenage madness

made me get that if you can handle this presence

you sure sure will be cool with me being a hospital princess

destructive enviorment , without no empowerment

no support system since i wore ten

- ish , but then came into my life and you the baddest

because you get me like that joker do is harley

that ken that understand that im a perfect ten

treat me like human and not a condition


Good to have a friend





i the girl that went mental and ran with it
got her diagnose and laugh out loud 
lets have some fun with it 
would you like to have some fun
with it , yeah they been thinking im shall go to asylum
just because a throw some fit and tantrums 
shame , told me who i am ?
it took me a long time to understand
who i am , teenage madness
made me get that if you can handle this presence
you sure sure will be cool with me being a hospital princess
destructive enviorment , without no empowerment
no support system since i wore ten
- ish , but then came into my life and you the baddest
because you get me like that joker do is harley
that my life is kinda messy
that im not that princessy
but i got i feeling its what you like about me
that im not that barbie
that say what she thinks in a world of yes
and that dot want that love thing
because i do silver ring thing
didnt expect anything
until the day you came knocking

sick chic





i the girl that went mental and ran with it

got her diagnose and laugh out loud 

lets have some fun with it 
would you like to have some fun 

with it , yeah they been thinking im shall go to asylum 

just because a throw some fit and tantrums 

make them believe what they want 

label me sick ok i stick with it 

if you want to see something mental 

i gonna show you crazy 

poke the bear and i be the girl you will fear ? 





new playlist : inspired by the harley quinn movie - enjoy or not

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3Ld3ul4kY85RPIxuEbe3KP

pincodes and security guards



 got the brain of Einstein

you are that Bond type
im gonna put the work in
and now a diffrent character walk  in
now we finally on the same page
under surviellence , pleadge alliance
they say the women make the men
you the security and safe zone 
that friend zone i found in your album
when life drops fits and tantrums 
i know you be there to calm me down 
after yet an other storm 
stir the pot and some like it hot 
make sure you not get caught 
never knew you lay in ambush 
been doutching bullets since i wore nine 
but he got that deadly way to hard to decline 
tried it once , twice , third - damn this gonna be a  whirlworld 
romance or friends , drop fits like you deliver hits 
and something we this just click and im not the greatest to commit 
find the pincode , all i been known as the girl who dancing by my own
but you became the beat and the drum to calm my tantrum

a view from a hospital room



back home they scared of me
that they ignore my presence when i walk in the room
they look with me with fear that i forget who i am
shelther soul with a view from a hospital room
i see life passing by , people hook up
but mind have , stop
its cool because i already knew it would be like this
before i wore in my twenties
always had hard to let people in because of my condition
but then you made realize that we can be platonical friends
and it my prefrence , some people dont get it
but i think its pretty lit

onsdag 5 februari 2020

rediscover my soul



i had to locate my heart
rediscover my soul
and take control
of it all
put some extra time time
in and exhale the bull
learn to decline is not a crime
friends come back , in time

Crack the code



i got the brain of Einstein
you are that Bond type
im gonna put the work in
and now a diffrent character walk  in
now we finally on the same page
under surviellence , pleadge alliance
scratch those chapters - dont mean a thing
find that ride and die type kinda friends
secret language , subtext and you know i dont say next
be there whenever you , text , everybody know im that genius
adventverous and ingenious , not afraid to put up a fight
but only with the boys i really like and think its worth to write
about , you know that

i hit you with fit

i dont like to get attach
but i think i met my match
it have to do with my epilepsy
i rather play around with my fantasy
then stick with reality because it boring
but then you hit me like a song
and im not the a best a play along
but i thought you have to begin somewhere
and this friendship is so damn , rare
yeah we got that type where we end each other sentence
platonical and not logical ,
something with you got me ...
like nobody else done , neurological
yeah since you slide in my dm with your segway
you open the door and i climb highway
to heaven , you dont care if im - eleven
you see through my aggression
my fits and rants , i hate having them
and you get that , its pretty cool because nobody do
more than you , i hope you get i am living tantrum
and everything in my brain is a .... drum













































Pop Bitches









i drop it low like a freak show

make friends with the floor

people kick at them on the ground

is because they dont know 

dont know how to show love

but i dont kiss up , i tell them to fuck off

if they come here just for a laugh

who need a pop princess

when your are a bad bitch

that harley to the joker

yeah nothing with us

is medicore


OMG , I GOT !! LIKES AT THE BFFS ; HELL YES POEMS _ SHOW YOURSELF HAHA

i can start my own squad lol

friend in my head







i drop it low like a freak show
make friends with the floor
people kick at them on the ground
is because they dont know 
dont know how to show love
maybe you got more flaws
then i got , some perfect ...
is what they have to accept
and i think it take courage
to talk about because life
isnt a priveleage
and lately i come to knowleadge
that music is very depressing work place
which mental because is my happy place
so hopefully i can make them understand
they got a friend in their head
because we dont lose somebody anyone else
okey , so take care of yourself


to be clear . this song is kinda inspired by this song which i love - rest in peace also, i read something , that music place could be deprassing which i have hard to wrap my head around , because music is my happy place

Best friends , hell yes ?





i think i just made a new best friend
this doesnt come along a lot
for people like me but maybe i turn it around ?
never been the best with connections
better at rejections
but this seem kinda lit with all this subtext
and you know i never say thank you , next
you the boy that that keep me in control
and i never in line , can i call you friend of mine  ?


tisdag 4 februari 2020

THE SIMPSONS





take me to springfield

too much  tans and lets be friends

you can be my chaperon , i pay you

might not have a mill but im not a buzz kill

palms trees and sunset beach

escape from the police

wiggum is pretty dumb

donouts to everyone

where is your fave place to go

can we catch at moes ?

take me to springfield

want to befriend a rebel

and date that nelson

just to piss main love intrest off

steal dad`s duffs

and get my first hangover

because i have to impress

which is madness i then realize

but i guess i have to have life before i die

Barbie Girl





twitter , twitter - in a world full of litter
i found somebody real , that was surreal
do this platonic thing so never suspect anything
third wheel rule type so when you came along
nothing made sense because im not the best of making friends
this has to do with my condition , because i need that unconitional
love and not ever one is up for it but you seem to be my tea cup ?
like the ken to barbie , perfect fit - thats why we are an hit ...

friday the 13th





i drop it low like a freak show

make friends with the floor

people kick at them on the ground

but life isnt a playgroud

when i come around , i showdown

dont pull the trigger because you know

i am only pull up to shut down

dont do kens , i prefers jokers

and barbie say goodbye to your pageant title

because the queen is here , and i will snatch it

from them with my poem

DRIVE ME CRAZY





you realize your love make me bananas

you my justin to my brit and this so lit

didnt really expect to fall for him
like i fell in Gap but something with you made my heart , clap

but there wore something with that dm

they say that im out of the blue , is all pretend

but i know you are my friend ...

he probably think i am drunk , just drunk in love 

girls think I’m desperate , but haters gonna hate 
Oh, well when you put it that way
You’re not offended so don’t pretend to be'

i like the way you slide in on your segway 

drop down and remember me that i got a heartbeat 

have my back when nobody does that 

yeah i think our friendship is perfect 

not sure if i will head to an mental instutional 

or if you be very tuturiol 

all i can tell you become to be very ... educational 

one of my fave movies btw . 

THE BAKE OFF





i think i got this problem , kinda hard to solve them

want a  man but im the typical friend zone type

cant help to grab a bite when i see some thing i like

sigh , yeah there something with the treats that make me beat

but i cant get the tempeture right , i tried once with a knight

but got then got burnt , instead of turnt ....

dont really mind if they brownies or captain oats

all i know that they have to rock my boat

yeah , there something that Ben and jerry

and that mr hollywood is quite scary ...

that oreo is a big no no

but i cant help to dip in milk

and even if i know peanut

sit on my butt i got to have it

i tell them this will be the last

gonna keep up with that diet

but we all know who is my true love

mr cookie because he such hottie

damn burnt , well do a new patch


måndag 3 februari 2020

Hot wheels





i rollin with hot wheels and my lips taste like medicine
they dont make people like me , we are a art form
lick my lips and feel the substence of the pills
they say i break heart but i cant handle it
got that tongue that sickest of them of all
and if i gonna fall , make them come along
make rules just to break them
think you bad chic , i eat chicken like you for dinner
i am no saint , nor a sinner
eating brunch with the the devil
because i always try to have the upper level
dont mind if i sell my heart when it comes to the art
 because i know how to top the chart
tell your people to call me or better yet , add me
if you not scared of course , i might come across a bit eh , mad
but to be honest i think i sound quite rad

cupid , stupid





take a look at my boyfriend
tech not mine but he will
tend to get what i want
because i got a secret
an reciepe , kinda old fashion
whip it up like that , text him a egg plant
tell he you can grab peaches when you want
got that archer touch and and you better be on your watch
because i always get what i want - well at least in my poems


10 things i like about you




i guess in this society
when its a men`s world
you dont have much humanity
but there come that little part of your heart
emphathy and symphaty
that let me know that you got my back
even if im on wrong track , you pull back
i kinda like that
that you like my touching story
and acknowleage that its not my problem
im sorry if i always think that boys are screw-boys
always prefer hanging with blokes because they get my jokes
when then slide in me dm but but i not the the girl who fall in love
and suddenly you became a moment that made me
realize i dont gonna give up on hopes and do deserve
things in life , just like other people does
im not a sad story , im a victory ...

the dark side of tinseltown





know how to handle pain . take every hit and you should be scared when i get a fit
excel from the hell and who needs a joker when you can you can be a queen ?
went mental and ran with it , tinseltown is lovely but underneth is a mess
break this heart and i willl deliver a epic tantrum , dont are afraid to please
im a harley not a barbie , and dont need a ken when i got my friend
they call me villian and i go with it , know how to capture hearts
and not afraid to break them , they tell me i am savage - but who want to be avarage ?
know how to get twisted and break up with me then you get black listed

Romy and Michelle High School Reunion



had no time for my reunion because i had time to make my first million
can you relate , im so lucky that i got epilepsy - like best diet ever
skip the people i dont want to met because i am my own league
have no time to be in a team when i follow my dream
first i was like why dont you go all and fuck themself for making my teen years
end up in a living hell but somehow everything worked out well
said i wore a discount but watch it when i run my mouth
having nothing growing up but now i got my own coins
people really dont get how i did it
because i am the defination of growing pains

söndag 2 februari 2020

not sure why i blow you off





this is something you probably never met
a girl who see ever boy as a pimp and i am wimp
i am run and hide when somebody comebody to close
specially when it come to boys , but then there something that made it us
dont really mind what they say , i tend to forget about them anyway
not sure why blow you off , maybe because you hot stuff ?
but to be clear , i know my place , in your face and love hanging out as friends
maybe you not used to have girls want that , hang in a diffrent crew
but not everyone is open for love - if is not platonical
dont mind what i say its all neoutrolical , not really logical
it isnt fair but hang in there but is what it is , you know i support you - no matter what

alexa and alex





he is the backstage king

with an guitar on his back

and have between his teeth a cigg

sitting in the tour bus , off to the next gig

call alexa , if she wanna hang

but then she told him to never call again

doesnt mean he can write about their time

maybe a album or two , can , do you know i think of you ?

Katniss



when it comes to friends it okey to take a chance
and girl power is cool , we fight and make up
got that support for each other artistry
love is as spectres ball but you know im your back up
toghether we become legandary , going down in history
make my own rule and sometimes , break them
inspired by all but that dm
become a leader , not a follower
and fake it until you make it
because you will end up on the top shelf
we wore meant to be , friends
play your card right
 and you will get your happy end

Clueless



i remember when i met this guy on internet

he is my friend because he know how it feels

to have other people jealous other him

first i was like ugh , as if

why would i want to be your bff

but he kept buggin so i was like why not

cant be worse then those people i dont got

lousy on r.s.v.p  but trying to asap

the best i can and sorry if i thought you wore a scam

delete people since i wore nine but you kinda , vip

sorry if i am a rookie in this but we all have to start

somewhere

to all the boys i kissed ( and dont )



let me tell you about my first kiss
tech it wasnt my real because he miss my lips
wasnt that great experience but it was something
but then i notice he got a bling around that finger
i was like boy bye , dont do husbands , i do singers
or musicians - because they really know how to make me listen
yeah no more knights , we all know the prefrence i like
so been there , done that and never go back, once wore listen to wrong track
but now im comeback with an ... smack


the fault is in our stars





you put my heart in quarantine

yeah music is my medince

i hear you every tiny beat

you remind me of hospital

the only place that is my retreat

but you are the real treatmeant

you make me feel secure

do you know how much you are a cure ?

i hope you do , i hope everyone know

that you make me glow

HARLEY QUINN





who got time for a joker when you can be a bossgirl

dont be mad just because lost out of this sauce ...

i the girl that went mental and ran with it

can help if im not fit in the box , i make my own

and in the end , the haters beome the lovers

dont need a man to have fun

because im the girl that always on run

been on the world , twice so who want the ken

when you can become your own party ?

little town



she came from a little town and the only friend was her rec player
never had internet until she went to high school but she liked to write this poems
inspired people she never met , the headlines and rumour patrol
when i wore young i fell in love with the world , who is untainable
well . that was she thought because she never had high hopes on become somone
because she been told that she wasnt no one but writing wore her sweet escape
from the horrible faith that would come along ...
when she was eight she become ill but it took four years , to get whats real
she used to be quite popular in school but suddenly she become an outsider
but as she said she found love in this record player
music got the power to heal your body when doctors . cant
always the new girl at school , probably lived in every city in sweden
never felt safe by classmates except in england
nobody thought she would make it with all her tantrum and fit
but than again they havent met me , she excell through hell
the studies wore great but it wore the pub become her first mate
and she used to cry her heart out to leave but some people just there for a season
wherever she went , travel the world twice but funny how i got new friends in dms
never felt more comfortable with this - and my body is never comfortable
its pretty unstable like a IKEA TABLE

what matter





if you wore my boyfriend , i bet we had a time of our life

i got money in my hands , dont really need those diamond

im that jet set girl , globetrotter and vagabond

put away your mastercard , i do valentine cards

in form of dms but if you like we can kick it friend zone

that is kind my comfort zone as im wheelchair bound

you kinda spin me around but i have to make sure im safe and sound

put that candy , chocolate and flowers away because i am my own bae

first , love is cool but acknowleage your own worth is better

and you made me understand that i matter

SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL GANG



 nothing with us is logic but it sure is epic
but let me tell you how i became the girl who got away
pretty sure he have tons of them , at least what they say
make me insecure because i dont really got that label
for a while i didnt knew what i was but now i know it us
friends , dont make sense how it all begin and its fragile like a dream
but i know what i am , had to take my way for the ecuation
refresh and start over , recover but he always come over
i dont mind if you stay but i got rules that i probably will break
kinda new to this but say that we always be friends
and suddenly we making a mend and remember to support your local gang

pretty fly for a white guy




i get  ghoosebumps and you the only one that can make my heart , jump
pretty eyes for sure but i like that mind of yours
emphanthy and sympathy that is what i see , what do you see in me ?
i know im not have much to offer but i dont want to be your lover
and in a world where everyone want to have yours
some people have hard time to dial a number
or reconize a friend , so come and hit me in the head
but i think what we got is kinda rad , yeah you the best thing i ever had
because in a world of fits and tantrums you the person that stick
reliable like a usb - stick and i like it

lördag 1 februari 2020

Elle Woods





i been acting kinda dumb when i am that legally blonde

quite wit and deliver my comebacks - perfect

just had to pick myself up from that heartbreak

brush up and a little make up - doesnt we all need that ?

a bit self care and health care , remember the girl on top

become a girlboss , you should support that

took me like a year to understand who i am

but now i put me before we

just like you did when you follow your dream

and suddenly you wore in my dm

like honey , i know my chemistry

im every boys  fantasy

bible

so put that jaw up from the floor

always snatch them hearts , shore to shore

so why wouldnt i do it in the ... dorm






if you wore a friend






not know much about relationship
but i know that there should be no borders
between friends and lovers
everyone need a helping hand
younger to elder - everyone need an shoulder

did you know that you break up with a heart 

after that brexit , you used to be perfect 

but now you damaged thing with you is strange 

maybe it comes with age and everything look so staged 

like a politic party - the only party i dont wanna attend 

and now i wonder if you really wore a friend 

because you little vote my love out , what was that about ? 


LOVE IS LOVE





not know much about relationship

but i know that there should be no borders

between friends and lovers

everyone need a helping hand

younger to elder - everyone need an shoulder

to cry on and i think you have my heart won

dont talk , just listen when feel weak

begin to trip - can i adopt your ,.. friendship ?

dont judge what i go through because you are a blessing that always come through

like nobody i ever knew , all i want is that acceptance and acknowgement

to be honest , could care less about the romance when i got that platonic love






The Smart Girl Trope, Explained

the person you never will forget





they say your body is a temple but mine is an earthquake

my hands cant stop shake and my legs always seem to break

my limbs are fragile and you saw through my senstitve state

it must be fate , nobody really comeback after a fit but you did

maybe you the only person who understand what i dealing with

made me realize im beautiful underneath and not only a wreck

isnt it funny that a person that you really havent met

the person that you never will forget

you in my system now and i needed to lose you to find somebody i forgot i used love

me , are you okey with that

Catch me if you can





he told me he got an plane and i must be insane
or really clever for not leave my future in a boy`s hands
he told me that it wore legit but im i seen scary stories
and i dont want end up like a victim on law and order
become harressed since i wore a teen and life wasnt a dream
but learned with time that the only person that can help me is me 
reject him was a cursing and blessing because i learned later 
that you would come along and be with the one you belong 

never leave the future in your a boy`s hand







he told me he got an plane and i must be insane

or really clever for not leave my future in a boy`s hands

he told me that it wore legit but im i seen scary stories

and i dont want end up like a victim on law and order

become harressed since i wore a teen and life wasnt a dream

kinda have hard to let people in but there where something with him

they say dont google prince charming if you want to leave something to the mystery

put away your mastercard , send me a valentine card you know i got this , with all my poems 

candy and chocolate and diamonds , put them away because i like dms 
the key to my heart is show a bit humanity , symphanty and emphanty and i know you got that royality 
but i got this hun because my loyalilty is quality , is all about equality - yeah he said i got a plane

and in a alternative world i would be your perfect girl and you be my man but now i settle with having a friend


the broke friend







is it cool if you be my plus one ?
if i got invited to a wedding could i hire you for a night
i buy you tie and suit , if you want and if you want
you girl can come too , we can crash the bar and steal a car
i will take the blame because everyone know your name
would you have my back , would you tell them to fuck off
if they make fun of my poems , do you think im crazy
in love or just plain crazy , but who cares when i know how i am ?
yeah your gal sure look cool but im think i could be your best pal
one plus one - is us and i can be your broke friend , is it lonely at top ?
are you tired on the yes sayers , and do you want somebody who
shout you down , tell the truth and isnt afraid to say no
than let me introduce your new broke friend
might not be the coolest by the bunch by i sure know how to have fun