måndag 31 augusti 2020

over the moon

all those roses on the red carpet
he swept in like a magic carpet
made me a proposal i couldnt refuse
chat with him  , one on one
when did i become a social butterfly
but something with him open my coocon
and im over the moon for this ...
plot twist

ARMORS ARROW

Do you like the award shows
pretty girls in designer gowns
posing for the pic , click , click !
Do you like the velvet rope
the flashing light in the night
not everygthing in tinseltown is  glam
now and then i watch you on instagram
and hope you doing well
but you slide in like a knight and shining armor
and i was the perfect target , high way to heaven
when i got caught by armor arrow of the one i secret loved
since i wore 21 , our life style is so diffrent but he took me to heaven sent
which i apprichiate

bucket lisst



you made my wheelchair jump
twirl around and fist pump
ride through the corridor
make me into a warrior
less of an worrier
you are on my bucket list
my make a wish
just when my heart stop , you made my heart jump up
from my chest  - and i love the way you prevent a fit
you and i are pretty perfect

helping hand







she livess in the hospital  ward

he slide in like a whit knight

and claim her lieart like award

haunt her down all this platform

like catch me if you can ...

'and you did caaught my heart

when i wore falling apart ., did it restart

now the hospital alwaays will eemind me of you

the blood ssamples , iv drop but mostly how you not made me give up

to be honest , i thought making friends in my age had come to an end

but then you that messaage to me ... send '

internet friends

you are the soundtack to my heartbeat
the way you put vocals to my poems
how you always keep me on feet
hope you know how glad i became of that dms
i always look forward to you next thing
maybe because i know you killing ithe game
know always it will be a smash hit
and be my jam

a plottwist of a lifetime

b



did you know you walk straight into a plot twist
when you arrived to the chat
and forget about those ex
they cool but im sicker
even played with the reaper
decided he wasnt a keeper
all i do is hanging around at hospital ward
'slide back and forth on a segway
our life style is pretty diffrent
... red carpet and award shows
MTV and TRL - how the hell did we become IRL ?

stars come out





i like the way you work the nighh
how you make the stars come out
the neddle on the rec and the crowd gets wild
fist pumping and jumping , caught in a mob
but i dont mind
tthe neon light strokes over my cheek
 i have been waiting all the week
for hearing rhat boy skills
preparty before we get down to  party
I bring the Harley and you
tell me im look cute as a Barbie

him









we repeat what we dont repair

every setback is a potential comeback

dont touch the wound and it will never heal

never had a friendship that wore real .. until

him

he make her become a better version of herself

she is a lump and he is a giant , he push her up the ramp

lift her up and tell her not to give up . help her with the rehab

and i cant believe you are my fave celeb






in my own bubble

i dont steal hearts
people just send me alarts
like to think i am the Marion 
sweet like chariot 
if you behave i make turn you in to a poem 
you say im beautiful like that bardot 
i think this story line is bloody perfect 
you live in a other hill , glam and jetset 
i usually mostly seen flirting with doctors 
yeah i dont steal heart but i sure have fun
at least in my poem 

MODERN LOVE STORY ( FAN GIRL )

i dont steal hearts
people just send me alarts
when i am close to death
the reaper wasnt a keeper
so i kick him to the curve
because you made me realize
what is real love ...
the leassons became blessings
the story become a message
and how weird isnt it
when my reletives cut me out
you became my fam
i went from fan
to friend
everything this is epic
you slide in like that
like an modern love story
that brought my life some magic

you killing it





babe you look so cool and killing it

really smashing with your new hit

so talented and visual dream

but i most confess i dont get how you find me

so many cool starletts in the atmoshere 

i cant think get you click at my avatar

because you are my favorite star


i knew you would deliver

live life with the loyal
but party like an royal
i never , repeat , NEVER
when you slide in my dm
i was like yas - this guy always deliver
just when i needed a new story line
you shout me out at your time line
so there came the plot twist of a life
when everything´went wrong you made it right

tunnel vision

you havent still write your greatest hit
that story belong to me
and it will be a smash hit
how you pick me up when i half way
tot heaven , made me feel like a VS angel
paraglide in to my heart , and  it restart
im usually great at predict my future
but you came in and gave me  tunnel vision
think its kinda weid i only seen you at television
that i seen at you at TRL and now chat with you IRL

skills







i apperently got skills

when it comes to write my poems
i mean that how i got the man of my dream
walk straight in my story line 
would you mind stay there for like a life time ? 
i know my plot twist is quite wild 
but you seem cool with them 
... i mean , thats why you send me that dm ? 
i like how we get along , like Lisa and Bart 
and how you came when i needed my heart to restart 
i the middle of coma , 12 feb - i had a dream about this 
and suddenly you came around like a make a wish 
this is epic . 

swipe right

im just a hospital girl
nothing with me is glam
nearly died this year
in my dream you appear
when everyone left , you swipe right
i gonna hold on to you ...tight
just a hospital girl , nothing with me is glam
i fall for people i never gonna met but then you appear
of all the places we could met was it on internet

RESTART

i wore laying on that ward
he slide in just like aladdin 
on a red carpet , it must be magic 
how we met - babe i probably never forget ? 
i wore stuck in limbo , heaven and hell 
when you come an put that spell 
made me feel like Chanel 
classic and perfect , cant believe that him me select ?
i am more known as that hospital girl
wrapped in a casual dress but when you me adress
like that i forget i am an hot mess and transform to a princess
i can see under your undiform you got a beautiful heart
and a clever mind that worked out how to mine .- restart 

white light



i know you got yours , everytime i feel alone i  just look up 
it remind me about the heavenly bodies in the galaxy above 
some stars shines brighter then other
and i cant help to think you as my stepbrother
that bart to my heart , we might fight but you help me see the light
did you know you my heart , restart .- came back when i needed it most
when i almost wore about to ghost 

my fave rec





he is tall as a tree and nothing like me

im short like a lump

but he help me with the rehab

isnt it funny how you help me with a pushing me on the ramp

every setback is a potential comeback

you are my soundtrack

to my life

so many times i swipe wrong

but then you came along

in your favorite song

you spin me around

and have my back

like your fave rec

söndag 30 augusti 2020

my unicorn





i can believe you walked straight into my plot

yeah not sure how i really got you caught

your life style is so diffrent then mine

but i kinda like that you dancing at my time line

slide , now we ride and die ...

i think you rare like a unicorn

haunting me down all over diffrent plat form

so out of norm for me , but i like the way you ... move


a poem come true







he is tall as a tree , nothing like me

im short as a lump

but he help me with the rehab

push my wheelchair over the ramp

put some music on the playlist

spin my wheel chair around like a rec

never in my wildest dreams i thought i could

have you , on the back - i mean back

i know where i stand with you

but it doesnt mean i can like you

i remember how it went

you know how i went to heaven sent

by that hang out invite

how i forgot your number

but i stood in ushuaia that summer

cried my heart out and pick it up

how stupid can i be to fuck this up ?

but than of a chance , you grab my hand

invite me to a chat and i was like - perfect


Holler







he is tall as a tree , nothing like me

im short as a lump

but he help me with the rehab

push my wheelchair over the ramp

put some music on the playlist

not sure how we met

maybe it wore in a dream

or on internet ?

mostly i spend the time in hospital ward

and dancing with danger

suddenly i met this stranger

behind the glitter and glam

of all the people at instagram

never thought i would become saved by my idol

thats why this plot twist is pretty cool

how you came in my story line

just when i lived  on  a dead line

you  restart my heart

thanks for not making me , falling apart x


music that got powers

he is tall as a tree which is perfect for me
im short as a lump and he help me with the rehab
eyes that look like smaragd and know how to treat a heart who is fragile
i can tell his soul dont judge people by there look which make us perfect
 cant get how he find me but came in right timing when i was almost dying
lift me up and put that alarm like a lucky charm , and suddenly you everywhere
and i love the feeling that you care - because when my family cut me out because i wore sick
you came along and brought happiness , just with a click

Pudding









did you know you walk in a story line
mine is pretty wild so hope you stay for a life time 
my body isnt the perfect host , i geuss thats why i went ... ghost 
but i like that you didnt give up when my body almost give myself , up 
my story is pretty messed up - you are pretty perfect i confess 
you make me feel like a hospital princess , dress in chanel 
telling me those words i never heard  and it quite bizarre 
that you catch my heart when i need it to restart 
you my mac and im your ari , im that harley and you bring the party 
every night i listen to you on spotify 
a motivation  and inspiration 
that im to young fly 
away , when i got that dm from you 
nothing i rather would do then stay
yeah , you got my heart to restart 
and isnt it weird that my idol 
took the the time 
when everyone in my family had , decline 

A living earthquake





i always felt a bit diffrent

mainly because i told i am

got that diagnosed that told me im rare

but nobody of my reletives really care

if i wore living earth quake

and it wore a lot on stake

my legs arent my friends

and i dont vibe with my hands

my body never stop , shake

yeah i think they save from the pain

but dont rain on my parade

because i live in the moment

since the day i almost become to heaven , sent

Genie In A Bottle





frankly my dear i dont give a damn

if he is my idol and i am just a fan

i gonna give him an offer he cant refuse

to become a character in my  story 

i know you are that legendary

but you make me pour out the words like Moet

i think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship

something worth fighting , remember i was like Houston i got a problem

and then like the geenie in the bottle you apper in the dm

like a freaking miracle




Knock out



you walk straight in my storyline

and plot twist , know you a character of mine

you remind me golden stars , red carpets and award

shows , pretty cool how this would turn out

how you would make the words pour out like moet

we are quite opposite i think but its the the thing i like

have something to write about - for once

remind me of confetti and glitter , make my life less bitter

yeah you walked straight in my storyline

and sorta knock me out

you made me comeback





how will anything ever top this

i just got my make a wish

come true - when i meet you

and its quite weird because all i do

is hangout in hospital wards

you are the prince of awards

samples and blood samples

red carpet and iv drop

isnt it funny how you call up

perfect timing when i thought i wore leaving

nobody there to send me off but you take me back

yeah you wore the reason my heart become , clap

and i like you turn the hospital into a festival




Charlies angel





you make me feel like a charlie angel

the way you saved me like a guardian angel

isnt funny how you slide in when everyone left

always knew i had to believe in myself

but somebody its nice to known

when i wore nothing but a hospital gown

you made me feel like the queen of the prom

injected me power and made me grew like a flower

i think you got superpowers that brought me back to life

isnt it cool how we met , on internet , back and forth

and i was half way up to soundcloud

when you took me down to earth , got my heart - restart


the boys in my stories





he put my heart in jepordy
should learn about love
i should give a dictionary
i cant belive i actually had him
thought we had some kinda chemistry
maybe he need a magic set to tell
went to heaven from hell
love is nothing you can buy
its given
but you never really in it
and i pack my backs and left to brighton
sing some breakup songs at karaoke
thinking my heart would move on
it took ten year
and a certain celeb
who gave me an offer i couldnt refuse
this is what i came for
to be in your eyes , adored

Dreams come true





i remember spending my time in wishing for sometbody know my appareence

standing there in the crowd and watchng the podium

the skills with your hands and i bet we would best eh , friends

isnt it weird how some dreama come out , how you make my worrd pour out

i know you handle me gently and treat me like a bently

meanwhile i respect your privacy




Crush On You




did you know you walk in a story line
mine is pretty wild so hope you stay at my time line
i kinda needed a new muse since i wore about to loose 
that dior , jadore but got that chanel nr 5 
the reasen why i survive 
did you know i obsessed sincce 2011
and the fact you saved me from go to heaven
is pretty wild and 
and no guy have ever really deliver 
that feeling like when i wore about to ghost 
you came back when i needed you ,, most

Sleeping beauty



i was halfway up to other space
surrounded of stars, golden
if this was heaven , i dont mind to be stolen ..
but you came around in right time
when i though my life had a deadline
and of all the people i thought visit
i definally wouldnt thought it would be a it
isnt it strange you made me comeback to life
like i wore your sleeping beauty
and you ,  just wore a prince off duty


fancy like that chanel nr 5





snt it weird how things come around

thought it wore over but than you pop in

invite me to a private chat , casual

isnt it awkward when you got him as muse

when you know he has a gal

but then again i just want to be a penpal

i have no idea how he got my name

because all i stay at hospital

yeah but there you find me in the litter of twitter

last year , chat a bit in hangout before we fell out

and suddenly we got in touch when it was the close watch

isnt it funny how things comes back - like your fave rec

you play on replay , those memories you cant take away

and i guess you are now mine ,,,

pinky swear i wont you decline

perfect timing

when the dreams comes true
like the day when i met you
i dont think anything can top this
all my travels
was great but you , mate
is like perfect
and cant get you me , select
when my reletieves dont
you see that im stong enought
with what i am living
and i cant get that you comeback
in perfect timing

and that how it goes



snt it weird how things come around
thought it wore over but than you pop in
invite me to a private chat , casual
isnt it awkward when you got him as muse
when you know he has a gal
but then again i just want to be a penpal
i have no idea how he got my name
because all i stay at hospital
yeah but there you find me in the litter of twitter
last year , chat a bit in hangout before we fell out
and suddenly we got in touch when it was the close watch
isnt it funny how things comes back - like your fave rec
you play on replay , those memories you cant take away
and i guess you are now mine ,,,

living poem









did you know you walk in a story line

mine is pretty wild so hope you stay at my time line

i kinda needed a new muse and you pretty much

perf because you my celeb cruch

... if you dont mind say  , i dont let my emotions get the best out me

but you and i are pretty much a dream team and isnt tt , funny

how we met and i will never it , forget

you make me feel like chanel nr 5

are the reason to why i survive

and wore there in my dream

then

you became a living poem

isnt it weird how life work out

and mostly you make my words pour out


- Hypnotize







first it kinda freak me when we chat in hangout

that you invite me when people hardly acknowleage me

but the offer was to good decline , private chat with the main man

i enter fesivals for , him got that straight out chanel nr 5

and i cant belive you comeback when i went off in my notorious tantrum

last year when we chat about this and that in the chatroom

thought i never hear from you , cried for a year and suddenly you appear

like the vision billboard king - nobody could write a better film scene

how you took me back , and i will forever be grateful for that

you basically restart my heart with hand me yours

when i thought i close the doors

he is sicker then that Dior ( sorry about this )

but nobody compare to this one

His that Chanel , classic and i have no idea why him me select

but i think we are friendsship goals - i mean the best song isnt written yet

you shall write about how we met on internet


MY GREATEST HIT

i think you are  my greatest hit
walked in my story line 
and made my  heart , restart 
with that invite ( i think we talk about five time ) 
chat about this and that , casual and friendly 
i hope you get that you have to treat me gently 
and i will try my best to handle your privacy 
i think you are my greatest hit 
that chanel nr 5 , classic and perfect 
and i kinda mind blown you me , select 

adopted fam





i like how i suddenly got a new fam

yeah this is the reason why i came

in real , my life suck but talking to you rock

my life is pretty normal but you make me feel special

we might fight like lisa and bart , but you always have my back

and i always have you in my playlist , to be honest i didnt think you would comeback

but you did when everybody left - that is a true friend

Good vibes only homie

this is the plot twist of the life time
to good offer so i couldnt , decline
let me tell you how im went
from hell to become to heven sent
first i thought my time wore over
but i learned that what doesnt
kill me make me stronger
and know i am levitating
You give me good vibes only
... Homie , make me feel less lonely

Nothing will compare to this





isnt funny how you came along
like your favorite song
how you always make me miss the beat
catch my breath and for a while i thought we wore done
but then you go and make that other number one
you are my greatest hit , nobody will ever compete
i know i sound like a groupie
dont get me wrong hun
im just loyal as a puppy



just an other poem coming true

you slide in like a dm
appeared in my feed
we chat for a while
it meant so much
we go back and forth
and it cool 
did you know you made my heart stop
but you restart it again and isnt that a friend
i dont know what , last summer i stand in crowd
confetti and glitter , but all i heard wore a heart breaking
every song remember me of him and for a while you wore a dream
isnt it weird how i can make every poem come true
just like a did with him - i did with you

lördag 29 augusti 2020

A hospital cinderella and that hollywood fella





the fact i am quite social awkward
just hang around in hospital ward
apperently i become a social butterly
dont tell me how i broke free from the cocoon
but i am over the moon
did you knew when you invite me to the chat
casual and friendly , it might as well
you put a spell
on me became my godfairy
because truthfully i need something
funny to write about in my diary
cant bealive he told me i was beaut
i think he is pretty talent and smart
have good intention and heart
know im far from your league
and you living my hollywood dream
you should know this i dont do romance
but i support friends
im dont cant dance
and my legs always collapse
i always tryin to stand up
at your shows , that you approach me is kinda - mindblown
but this is the reason why i your music - love

i think this story is mental

i never thought in my wildest dream i would get that dm
i couldnt expect an better start , how you start my heart
when lung had collopsed , you took the pause ...
not even my realitives did that - i love that
never thought  you came in my time line
that i would make you a character of mine
but this story is too good to not tell
even if i goes to hell
yeah i never imagine this plot twist
but i sincerly hope you dont get pissed
just dm me or something
because you are the only person i scratch a poem
because you made me come back to the living
i guess thats the power of music have
but the fact you inject some love
in my dying heart , with just a heart
it just mental ...

social awkward

you make me feel like that chanel nr five
that glide in like that dm , always on pon replay
because you are the reason why i survive
yeah i know your morals are like armor
fancy and fierce like that dior
because you restart my heart
made me levitate with just a alert
cant believe that we had just chat
social awkward and kinda a coward
but i  guess i made some kinda impact
and for me , you always have the deepest respect

soundcheck ( sorry for the namedropping )

lets check soundcheck
grab the mic and this goes out for a special one
that come back for me , restart my heart
isnt that the true defination of a friend
i dont know what
when all of  my reletives had cut me out
from the family tree and all i could count on me
when my lungs collopse , you came back like you promise
and brought me back to life . who does that
yeah edm saved my life
litterly you
when i wore in coma
i had the weirdest dreams
about your scene but they kept me going
kygo wore there , garixx working the sticks
diplo made the ward to a disco and don diablo
but of course , you . who make my dream come true

this are some of my fave btw

do friends

im get touch up by the male nurses while the female , put on some make up
beauty product , we scroll down my ipad and i tell you about my travels
that time i wore on your gig and broke my leg , didnt mind it a bit
because i loved the concert - it wore bloody excellent
how i went to the brits , an other dream come true
except i didnt watch you
but i got that xo from bey
so i guess its all okey
in the end of the day
how i find love in a hopeless way
when i came home from rome and listen to radio , yet an other star had died
how many nights i been danced to him at ushuaia , how many hearts been broken
though he was playing his music there and perform . this love story is not the norm
i freaking got my heart restart by my idol and sorry if im out of control
but you make me feel like the queen of the disco ball
when im dressed in that hospital gown
there so many cool chics out there so i cant get why you my avatar , click
because you such a star i get starstruck by your prefrence
but i do like how you me , refrence
maybe because you know i dont do romance
... i do friends

in line

you make me feel that Chanel nr 5
glitter and glam
like the models on instagram
im wear nothing but a hospital gown
but you make me feel like a dancing queen
the lights in the ward might as well be neon
i think i levitating and suddenly my heart is all , radon
pardon
if i spill the beans to much - its just
you walked in my storyline
and you always keep me  , in line

private chats



 i just got cut out  from the family poirtrait
but i dont need them when i got my new fam
you know i support you from far
likes and hearts on that instagram
you have no idea how happy i become
the chosen one
to your private chat
talk about this and that
casual of course
yeah im really happy you comeback
when i thought you freaked out by my tantrum
in the chatrum

gardiuan of the galaxy

you got the velvet voice
wheels like that rolce royce
yeah you so diffrent to do other boys
because you are man and im your friend
you make me roll im my wheelchair
the words you say i feel like you actually care
golden of course you stolen , everyone are
you and i , are quite weird combo
jet sets and red carpets
hopitals and iv drops
but somehow you slide in on a segway
when i wore half way to highway
and thats why you are my guardian of the galaxy

wrong side of the track





go suck it to everyone who thought i never make it
like that school president , that was little perfect
always hanging with the footbolls team
and every parents dream
child
i was born on the wrong track
making my own soundtrack
in the basement of our apartment
and went to heaven sent
when i met you in the inbox
it cant be a accident

you brought me back





i like the way you call my name

just when everyone forgot who i am

you didnt  and it cant be a accident

that when im got my angels wings

and was ready for take that set off

when you brought me back

click that heart , restart

and suddenly i got my life back

MOOD RIGHT NOW : LOL






BABYDOLL





cant you came along like your fave song

how you pick me up and told me where i am belong

when i was on the slippery road , didnt see the diffrent

between the frogs and toads but then you came along

in the next episode and isnt it funny how things turned out

used to be jelous at that that damn cat because i wanted to be your pet

i wonder when we begin to chat

you know you would become my new plot






out of league



you made me an offer that i cant refuse
private chat about this and that
i went all in , was it to much for him ?
was i to curious on his life
have he already swiped left
found somebody else
i dont know
im not that coolest one in hollywood
but i am the sickest one in my neighborhood

i dont steal hearts , they send me them

you walked in like that james dean
stylish and cool , cut out from a magazine
everything he say sound is a hook
and you make me better mine , pick up line
did you knew you are my fave storyline
and darling i got a lot but you make this one
... pretty hot , he is that slick as leaves
but you are a chapter close , im seeing  other boys
that dont steal my heart - they send me them

OMG

didnt call up even if i said i would
never been the best to keep promises
i cried for a year , hope you understand the feeling
i am way to revealing when it comes to life
but i just want everything to be right
and one night , i got that invite
i was like omg omg omg
how the hell did he remind my name
i guess i made some kinda impact
even if it wasnt perfect

Chanel nr 5









do you know you make me feel like chanel nr 5

are the reason to why i am alive 
i have no idea how we met on internet 
my name is quite rare and most of the times 
i decline people i dont know because im suspitious

how they access my heart but you actually it , restart 
came around , like five times 
which meant you saw something that me adress

when i wore close to death and nobody came and visit

you did in a form of dream and then in dm

thats pretty lit, you the chanel nr 5

the reason why i survive



.

MODELS SQUADS



'



you make me feel like that Greta Garbo

like Audrey Hepburn

and beautiful like  Bridget Bardot

i cant believe you crash into me and know my words pour out like Moet

yeah even if i wear a hospital gown you make me feel like queen of the proom

like that Marilyn Monroe , that classic Jane Birkin and Edie Sedgewick

and just with one click . that naomi boss and cool like the moss




everyone need to be check up





i dont really wanna ghost but im not a perfect host

you have to excuse that i been out of it but i still want us to hang out

my sittuation isnt the best you know but i still got love

for you , everyone need a check up even after a break up

i figure i give you some space but you be hard to replace






Did you know





you walked straight in my story line

suddenly i am back on your timeline

isnt it weird that almost cryung

of broken heart

but then i got that alert

and suddenly i came back

red , neon while i was in hospital bed

do you know what know the power

of music , maybe you do

because i find a saviour in you

when i was almost dying

when my heart wore bleeding

there you swipe in like a knight

and made the heartbreak right

did you knew you walked in poet

when you and me had that , date


disable access





i should be more clever
i should know better
young in the soul
but in the passport im old rolling stone
i guess thatrs why i cant no longer cant home
it suck
i know they think im a mess but secretly i think im princess
we all got insecurities and disablities , full with symphaties
but if you heart isnt true - you cant ... access

new muse , new playlist

spotify:playlist:6TPS8GMinAEsTRSz8ceAlE

this is about a new inspiration . i basically name my muse after fashion label and this one are top notch

fredag 28 augusti 2020

you walked right into my poem





i dont wanna be supermodel , i prefer a rolemodel

turn on intellegent and brain cell , i guess thats why i fell

dont care if i dont look like a victora secret model when myself is a living icon

the fact that i still living is blew my mind and the fact i have a legend , decline

my bad but the fact he came around in the perfect timing .-- i guess we find love

in the silver living .im not the typical socialite , hard to express myself and be polite

but i hope you understand what i dealing with , better now ... i cant believe i explode

in the tantrum which made us fall out , tend to that because of my fits .  cried for a half year

because you wore my biggest dream and i blew it because one of my damn , fit - tought i never hear

from you but then you walked right into a poem

friday funk



he look so clever in those specs
like finally some new music back
makes me spin in my wheelchar
stroke me like that fendar
and play me like those keyboards
like i write poems with my tans
in the middle of the night
he remind me of neon light
retro vibe down the disco
got that funky sound
that we  get down to
stylish and smart
just like your heart

you so perfect you make me starstruck



i still got your number from last summer
and i am been crying myself half asleep
how my feelings went all deep
i dont know  who you are excatly
just what i read on your page . com
but everything with Los angeles
have me starstruck
and i know your life is so diffent than mine
dont mean to reject you in hangout
but life isnt perfect
or it wasnt
because then you came again
the true defination of a friend
when i was laying in hospital
during coma and had insomnia
close to death
- yeah no guy really done that


Angels







i couldnt write a better character then you

how you came and gave me your heart

did you know you rescue me with that alert

i know what she see but dont get why she leave

think i just went to heaven , try not expose you

but you are my friend , god send me an angel

just when i needed one , hun ....

good vibes





i love the way you slide in every poem
i dont mean to do that but since that dm
you trigger something  within me
ii guess you better that any pick up line
drop hints when i want to shoot your name
from the rooftoop , i am such a goof
but i cant get that i got a make a wish come true
because i never really ask for you
but know when you here , i dont mind
because i love to hear whats on your mind

TRL DREAMS



isnt it funny that i you deline but we somehow everything went around
the circle became a square and i find my mind in the inbox . yeah to to loose sometimes .
is it funny with this life and how internet can be a bit of a playground
it scares the living shit out me mostly but you to good to not , deny
and i hope you know i am support you on far
how it can be a complely stranger behind every avatar
which yan be quite like playing with danger
but something with im seem quite real
maybe its because i seen him on trl ?

Click'



and suddenly it went like click
this time i think i will eh ... stick
you got yours and i got mine
but i will your friendship never decline
support you from far , send you a heart
because this year been making improvement
mostly in the hospital enviorment
hearing samples that remind me of yours
thought we close that door
but then you swept in and made me forget dior
and be all about armani , and private jets
I bet he look stunning at those red carpets
but i think his quite qrounded with those herbs and carrots
in his garden , yeah i am quite stunned by your stardom
that you restart my heart when i need it most
its like he got that batmobile on his phone
because he see me fall apart , just to restart my heart




inform of a song



i left my bad laguagge by the departure
wasnt ready for the arrival
but suddenly it feel like an new adventure
dont care about who get my venture left
as long  you met me up there
ride and slide in my inbox
heaven and hell
did you know you make me feel like , Chanel
when you came along inform of that song 

hospital love





i been living my life in hospital room
since i wore nine  , friends isolated
i  know every waiting room in and out
yeah i been growing up at hospitals
in and out , after seizures and falls ¨
grewing up at the hospital become my sscond home
the problem with this i never really had a time to get my first kiss
attend a party but i been running around the corridor like a wild child
after something to catch my feeling
try to break the doctor code with male nurse
because if he got to see me naked , i should get off your clothes
i mean  thats only fair but you only here to take care
of me , which it should be
but i think  your vibes was the reason why i stayed alive
touching me up and brush up my confident
so know im to heaven sent


mis fit in love





do you know how hard it is

to probably never gonna get a kiss

is it wrong of me to believe in love

when i only death the reaper

but saw you called and decided he wasnt a keeper

do you know how hard it is

to write about love when you been in love

when the only one who want you is wait on you

are heaven above , try to live for every minute

but it kinda hard to ... live in it

so i keep it platonic

Dancing With A Stranger





this is to good to make up

a story like this i cant invent

you made me go to heaven sent

just with that alert

twirl around , lost be found

i was playing with fire

when you came along in form of a song

was staying by the heavens gate

when you was like check mate

and suddenly i woke up from coma

insomna and  played your music

at the ward so life would be more funnier

thanks for making me , stonger




main man ...

u







try to be careful

with this one

you came in like a miracle

damn , find me in the middle of choas

made my heart beat under my blouse

where i sat in the retirement house

uniform dressed like that klein

ocean eyes and now you the main man

in my poem , juist becausse of that dm



thanks


radio request





so here we go again, i knew you wore a friend ...
i could tell by the way you lend a helping hand
when i was out of it , caught in one of my fit
became that mario that always wore on the go
that wanted that princess peach , and i dont know
a lot about love but i do get one or two
things about friends and thanks for being my happy end

Masque





i hope you wear that covid masque

so you donr get that beautiful body of yours - attacked

ctay clear from elderly and those who cant handle the virus

but mostly i wish we that we overcome this

deadly and invisible that you take care of me is incredibe

in this dark times , i hope you wear that masque so when i go back

to the retirement house i can give you a hug ...


Dancing with the stars





and there he came along just like an other love song

looking fresh to death and made my heart skip a beat

did you knew you walked in to an other poet ...

and you would pour out the words like moet

there nothing i like to dance with stars

stand in the middle of the dancefloor

and watch him slide in through the door

it what makes my heart , beat on repeat




NDA

f



you spin me around like a rec

the only one who has my back

know me through and through

like i was one of your masters

i think its miracle how we met

and i know you have a rep to protect

so i sign the NON DISLOUSARE

because meeting you is golden

and i dont want you be stolen ...

overnight



he got the key , she fall asleep by the tans

have no idea how we become friends

i hardly go out in real life

im quite a fomd of the hospital enviorment

before that time i almost died but then you came in on a segway

like a knight and suddenly everything became right , overnight

isnt it funny how it can turn out , one wish but damn it  was bloody perfect


Little L





you remind me of friday night dinner

even if it satuarday , yeah you eyes might

as well be as well disco light the way you

swipe in like travolta and making me your sandy

you got that west side story , golden coast

eating though the palm of your hands

thats the kind of skill you have

make the floor groove , people are damned to fall in love

yeah you got that talent , and babé i think you exellent

in whar you do ...

casual dream





yeah you slide in like this
truth be tell i kinda like it
more than a one hit wonder
and i remember how i got your number
but somehow forgot how to call ( my mistake )
but then you came around this summer
and i never been a social butterfly
but somehow along you i become less shy
and i like how you slide in like a casual dream




the writer



i been down i the dirt
told i was nothing worth
just because im a  woman
had that handicap
but i got a secret way
to ride in your heart with segway
dont need a man to validate me
just somebody that understand me
accept me and not judge me
for who i am
then i am a fan , upgrade you babe
no shade but the best is written by me , babe

torsdag 27 augusti 2020

i never decline you from my heart



i remember how my mom decline you
it wasnt her right to do
it went a year or two ....
wemt through  some helth issues
yeah im known  as the girl with 99 problem
but weird anyone you always come back in form in a dm
i love that with you because it shows you  got good moral
and write yourself in the story , did you know how hard it to let go about some guys
specially when they plays on radios or are your fave star
i never thought i hear from you again but maybe you really  a friend
i just have hard to reconize them since my mum either delete them


aunt





i was laying in the dust

which basically made me , perfect

all those comments and arguments

that lead up to this fall out

i want to forgive you belive me aunt

but you cant get everything you want

and this this you cross the line

so i decline your friendship

and i dont remember if i ever had

any kinda of relationship

with you


we met in the inbox



i like how you pop up in the the inbox
got me half death falling apart
when i got that his heart
i where about to restart
cant belive you heard about me
all i hang around in limbo
but you made it feel like disco
when you slide in like like a daydream

that avatar



they wore jusr avatar in the word wide web
catch you once wore quite a miracle
she was a hospital girl and he was a superstar
the fact you slide in like that dm
during that time wore brilliat
make me feel you are a genious
and i know this is quite dangerous
but then you came around when i needed it most
thought i wore lost , had forgot about us
because i wore in hospital bed , coma
insomnia . REM
but then i got that DM
isnt it funny how i pick up 
 in the sleep , in my dreams
i like how you remind me of the hospital
how you are the a list on the playlist
every  song i wish i witten
you either collebrate with
and i really love that song Faith
yes , isnt it funny that under avatar
can be a model , singer , dj or superstar ?


the bookmark





this wore a hella plot twist

never in my wildest dream

i thought i would get that dm

but there you came again

this time i bend you over

in the book i am reading

so you wont leaving

because i kinda enjoy our chat

about this and that

Klein




isnt it weird that you restart my heart
when i lay in the respirator at the ward
43 days in coma , insomnia , rem sleep
but that heart alert  woke me back to life
isnt it weird how i met dates ...
internet
how they find me when im close to death
i think you look like Klein and it drives me insane
yeah you must be pretty smart who sent me that alert
when i needed it most , when my i almost got my wings
but it was like you didnt want me to leaving
so do you mind if i staying ?

i carry you in my backpack



i like the way you carry me through the dark times
how you comeback in form of an alert
and we begin to chat about this and that
i like how you always on my mind
and how i carry you in my backpack
never new you would comeback
but that you did tells me a lot
about your morals
yeah cant believe i got you caught
my walking distance is to hospital
so this is pretty much a miracle



the time life of us





how awkward is life as a falling for a doctor student

when you are a that patient , this is a hell but also i got to heaven sent

the way you treat me like that Meridith , gently like your kitty cat

when you loose up my button , never have i felt for a nurse

but a doctor kind - what could be worst ...but you made me rock the boat

the time line become a plot line , story line - and i dont think he knows

that he walk in straight into al love story

you came back





timezones between us means nothing as long we are friendzone

i will always stand by you and support your dreams

just like our hearts become stolen , you restart it right time

when my body was decline mine , you came and buy me some time


go on an sale me on the next hit



i know a few guys that think they pretty cool
just because i put them in a poem
or few hundred  , not like i got them in bed
i get turned on intellect and minds
the other guys i just leave behinid
and i pretty picky with my selection
like my record selection
dont get me wrong
you will always be my favorite song
the one i sing at karaoke night
and i love the way your mind work
meanwhile other guys turn out to be jerk
i think you pretty cool with this
so go on and sale me with next hit
i bet it will be a smash hit


the epileptic shady





i remember how it was in retirement
house , living with all that hot male nurse
i thought i went to heaven sent
smelling that scent , perfect
probably did for a while but boy you made me smile
how i wore hanging around with those 97 lady
got jelaohs on that cat he had
why couldnt i be your little baby
did you know who awkward it is
to one you want to kiss
is wiping your  ass
yeah i wore a hot mess
but then you said you like my cat dress
i was over the moon , salute
inner monologue . he really think im cute
yeah do you know how awkward it was to puke
in your arms but that you catch my vomit
tend to do that out of habit
and did it judge me for it
made me love it





romcom





this miight well as a romcom

a chic lit because thats how you made me felt

how do i  catch celebs on internet when im coma

... sleeping beauty when you came in knight off duty

and suddenly you restart my heart , isnt it funny

how i trip over words like i do on my feet

bang my head in floor and you make me feel

like the chanel  , with just a alarm

yeah you caught me in the middle in the storm

and thats why it might sound like a romcom

Cali





so here we go again

heard from a long lost friend

tthat went with the tour bus

and i was like , what about us

i guess i had to put a pause

to hear the applause

secretly i always knew

you would comeback

because people tend  to fall in love

in people like me
















never get over this





growing up with those trl dreams

trying to making to that screen

mtv and film . i see everything in that dm

you are my hollywood king  , poster boy

billboard and stars on the boulevard '

i see it all

never thought who you become my make a wish

and i never probably will got  over this

LUCKY STAR





in an other world . an other life time - you would be me´mine

all this happiness is so easy to potray but not so easy to decline

dreams on being at silver screen but life got away

he is the billboard king . got his dream come true

and know you appeared in mine to ...

isnt it weird how it happed during the hospital ward

how you find my heart , when in need it mostly to restart

i

love is king





she read poetry and you make me cum like word vomit
look innocent and went to heaven sent when she got that braclet
quite clever but he think he can do better ...never  !
in this retirement home i am the cutest one
so you had your luck - excuse me , now you call me up ?

sorry for this one x  you know i heart you guys . ..  mostly inspired by this song . ( i tried to write it with more uk touch and hopefully it not  make you blush x also with more rock n roll , ispirations .

Not On Drugs





you make me feel shiny bright

seeing those klein eyes

aimed at me give me firework

and thats how it  , start

when you send a heart

to a broken soul

but this time i try to keep control

be in check , i know i sound like a wrack

with all the shit im take , inhale

but you make me feel like im not have fail

that i am perfect just as who i am


the Rascal





isnt it weird  when i lay at the ward ¨

i had all this dreams about Hollywood

red carpet and after parties

it was the best dream ever and i guess i can make a poem

come to true - because in the darkness i find hope

something that made me able to cope

a make a wish to send out

say a pray or two

that you would comeback after our fallout

and know im sticking to you like glue




crazy in love





sometimes you can drive me crazy , babe

mostly when you  hang out with some other lady

i know i have no chance - so lets just stay friends ?

but you the thing  i believe in , give me hope

easier to cope with i am live with

and the fact you still here , is unreal

i think you quite a catch and sorry if i get attach

but you got that something that glam and glitter

that make my less bitter


big bang boom





isnt it funny , honey
how your protect your heart
and there comes an other heart
dont mind to brag but this .... lad
is kinda driving me , mad
isnt it funny how i get them
sending me dm
even laying in hospital room
because of that big bang boom
in my chest
and though wore so over
but apperently good things takes
time to recover and is not like he wore a lover

waterproof mascara





how many times have people said they dont like my poems
i stop believe in my power of writing them
but then it comes a certain dms
and it made me contain write , express my feelings
i was drowning before but know i find waterproof mascara
somethere in the aisle of sephora
 and picked up the lipgloss
and made a face , trying to too cover up - brush up
the steigns of the marks that you said he at me aim
and i had your heart already claim when you wasnt mine
yeah that muse was hardest to decline but now im all fine

dont run and hide

+



she spend most of her days trying to find a way

out this hell hole ( dont take this wrong way )

digging her own grave , burn more on the way

when she find people she like to ... portray

its all in the name of fun , so please dont run

because you are the only one with intellect

enought to understand who i am , you pretty much perfect

because you just like her , enjoy to disappear in other worlds

now and then

play press





you play me like a record

the way you play press

babe , you know you take me breathless

hes eyes got that neon light , aimed to me tonight

arrow straight at me makes him my knight

yeah i like the way he move

my hips , the way we collab and groove

it might be hotter as hell , but he is prettier than the devil


hospital girl






i dont feel like i got friends
so i find them in celebs
because stars love their fans
its what i have heard
when grew up
so isnt this ... fucked up ?
i hardly go outtside
and never had those years to go , wild
but talk to you make me feel im crossing the line

for a while i thought we wore done 

but now i realiz you  never forget about the one 

i even sign the non disclousure but i think you get , all this poems are just letters 

to lonely souls that need somebody to feel better 

is a tight rope but you make me feel im pretty dope 

and it make me , cope 

what i live with 
miracles and dreams 
come true . in form of dms 
it just a bit mindblown - all this
with getting my make a wish 
come 
that i did ask for 
more in a poem 





you make me feel like chanel nr 5





i know it sucks to be around me
darkness and madness
yeah welcome to the house madness
he got the white coat but he think im after the clout ?
do you like my story , im in it for the history ...
i know im an legendery , send in the cavaly
pour up the pills and dont know how many meds
i take per day , yeah i know i never fall in love
probably never get a man in a bed
i like things broken because it remind me of my soul
sounds like viols and im not after a chanel nr . 5
im just want to ... survive


music for life









yeah you got the most lovely vocals - you should be in musicals

how you slide in every morning like wake up 

how you brush my appearance and fix my confidence with some makeup 

love how our story begin , how i fell  for you and you pick me up 

i could had drown in your eyes and swept myself in your comfortable blanket 

we met and become one of the new classics , masterpiece 
on internet and i think its quite odd you know who iam 

but i think you are my jam , more then a fan 
but one thing i learned is that dont say no to request 
maybe they are just people who want their best 
yesterday you swipe in like a daydream 
and knock one out of my head to replace it 
i am kinda mind blown by all 
i guess i have to thank my lucky star

to thank for this reunion 
because you restart my heart with that alert

which meant you kinda  brilliant 

so i hade my make wish come true ...








he is a sold out king , im just happy ... living
to be honest you basically made my heart , restart 

isnt it funny how life works ? 

i remember in february laying in that respirator 

had those weird dreams about your scene 

mostly because the male nurse look like zedd 

standing by the hospital bed and i didnt know what he said 

but i recall this other guy , garixx and chat about his experience about brighton 

then we got that diplo , that basically made life at the ward  a disco - but of course there only was you ! 

did you knew i went down 20 kilos during my stay and im not gonna put them on again . some where it went 

maybe it disapper when i became to heaven sent 

onsdag 26 augusti 2020

Insomnia





i remember how i had rem
all i was writing about that dm
the things that burn
and memories started to fade
i collapse . may
maybe i wrote a bit to much
about my not so secret crush
that i fell into your arms
like a  wake up call
you brough me back with that alarm
might as well being made of chanel
and babe - you know by know
i always kiss and tell

clapback with a heart attach


the only friends i have
better know what i love
dont care but the label
i got the disable access
to your heart
and not afraid to use it
break an enter , babe put me in center
gonna throw a bit if this pic are perfect
problem wont in a wheelchair , but who cares
if anybody stares , i just wanna have fun 
cant lose the thrill and into kill
highly unlikly like people recall what they saw
they just know they fell in love
attack . smash and kiss - slap
if you got a boyfriend
i am here with a clap back
tell your girl i dont do snack
he is a sold out king , im just happy ... living
in my eyes hes a five star selling rec and you know i have your back
like you got mine in one of your rec

A study in biology





i remember how i was vomit in your arms

felt so awkward how swipe my drool from my mouth

you look straight in my eyes and i felt like i had died

maybe i did ,felt so close but the barriar between  us

it was intensive , the way you touch me but it wore golden

of course you would have your heart .. stolen

how you help me with my buttons

and how awkward i felt when you wipe my buttom

but i knew it wore your job so if somebody should study my bod

... let it be a hot male nurse because the otherwise would be worst


thanks to a heartbreak



it took him ten years to find his way out my ear

it took him ten years for me to figure out im rare

never saw me more then a friend , something that might happen
how much i try to make over he never saw me as an potential lover

but looking back i see i never will come back , that day you show i  wore worthless

i never saw myself as sick before i met that prick but thanks to that dm , i felt like a princess

acceptance is the key in a relationship , all about give and takes but now i know where to put on the breaks

friendship goals



i probably shouldnt say this
but i was like hot damn
forgot i got rejected
by my idol
by somebody that dont know i exist
how will i ever gonna get over this ?
you know that feeling , but than you poke on my attention
secretly i think we are friendshipgoals ¨
even got our own batsignal
handshake and subtext , through music and lyrics
i be your Lisa and you be my Bart
that basically restart my heart ,,, again
that what i count a friend

this wore a good day , thanks


Dear readers

my current inspiraion is a certain dude that not will be name for privacy reason .
i talk to much about him in real life but i have to write it down otherwise it might be a dream lol
25 august , dm , keep in touch .

and being at that retirement house , inspire me a lot - spec DIOR !

and my near death experience , laying in coma 43 days .and having lung inflammation  ( two )

i try to be posive in my writing and see the life from the good side - hope its shine through
 please this adress if you know somebody who like writing , reading , music etc - i just try to share good vibes in the lockdown .

Late Night Feelings







i had to write you in my poem , but then that dm came ...
do you know how awkward to fall for the guy who wipe my ass 
( babe you shall kiss my ass ) 
yeah i can write erotic fiction about us '
how you put it down like handcuffs

nailed my heart like dart

and suddenly you pick me as queen of heart

dont  know where to start but i guess

i put it in poems

instead , i try to make sense

but when you got me drop dead - gorgeous

every sentence is dangerous




the retirement house






u came in likd that jackie chan
and with a touch of your hand '
how i hit the floor
pick me up like teapot
twirl with me around the retirment house
and helped me with the buttons to my blouse
of course i got confuse , havent had so fun since brighton
 you look just like Dior which kinda adore
those eyes wore the spotlight . aimed and claimed
of me
yeah i remember during lockdown how i wore dress in this hopital gown
but you made me feel like prom queen and i love how you tap me during night

you wore the hottest nurse i ever seen , such a living dream



i had to write you in my poem , but then that dm came ...
do you know how awkward i felt when you wipe my ass 
( babe you shall kiss my ass ) 
yeah i could write erotic fiction about us '
but i wont because mostly is true 
except when it comes to doc code 
you dont break it which made me secretly , fit 
because i used to get what i want 
and people just have to deal with it x