reasons

his eyes got the glimt of dior and he is tall a giant
that bohemian vibe and is to cool its should be a crime 
there something in the way  he move , that remind me of love 
slide in on those shoes and make way on the runway 

nobdoy put her in the corner but the way you got me was like damn 

a security blanket to keep safe during convid and a friemd 

i love how you ride my wheelchair chair like it wore a lowride

slide in to my heart like he did that day when he send me the pm 

you made me feel like i wore the queen of the queen of the ball

with the compliment you said , and i really miss your presences 

in a world didnt make sensc , you made most reasons

but sure we got all our reasons ...

i cant believe i found , safe and sound 

when the darkess times around 

how many nights

 how many hours have you spent 

by the tagent ...

trying to make sence 

of it all 

make a room , begin to dance 

how many nights you spent 

walking back and forth

trying to figure out the perfect 

sentence that will people fall in romance ? 

how many night have you spend

hanging by the fender rather then witi a friend  

trying to make  it sound perfect 

and in the end 

you hear a heart behind the set got break

i found love in coma

i found love in the coma 

in darkest time , in the middle of insomnia 

i was hanging with the reaper decided he wasmt a keeper 

when yoiu came along , something holy like the bible 

pretty please

 take me down the aisle 

take my hand promise you always be my man 

that you stay through my health and not belt 

you accept me for who i am 

dont see me as a condition  

somebody that adress as a human

notice me as woman 

encourage me and empower 

nourish to i flourish 

my securial blanket

 

his eyes got the glimt of dior and he is tall a giant
that bohemian vibe and is to cool its should be a crime 
there something in the way  he move , that remind me of love 
slide in on those shoes and make way on the runway 

nobody put her in the corner but the way you got me was like damn 

a security blanket to keep safe during convid and a friend 

somebody you could rely on in dark times ( and fun ) 

because i made some light of the hell i wore in 

like when you call us dreamteam 

( sigh )and when you gave me meds 

not a typical romantic moment for me , i become to heaven sent

like when i got that compliment when i was in my fave dress 

i usually think im such a mess and guys dont tend to give people like me apprichiation 

but the fact you notification me meant a lot and thats how you jump in the plot ... 

made this boiling hot  yeah this is definitely a shout out 💋 - kiss . kiss 

i remember how you brought me up like the litte teacup 

how fell for you and you me up , like that coffee cup

nobody put baby in corner

his eyes got the glimt of dior and he is tall a giant

that bohemian vibe and is to cool its should be a crime 

there something in the way  he move , that remind me of love 

slide in on those shoes and make way on the runway 

down on his knee , i mean if this guy would take care 

of me , couldnt ask for a better - carriar ! 

i remember how we ride through the corridors 

bet you never knew you wore wore walking in to to a plot 

a Baby nobody put me in the corner 

in a paranell world i would be your 

but this memories will forever be ours 

i recall your soul getting attach 

and me , thinking - you are the perfect match 

how you always got along about you cat 

secretly i wish it was me you pet 

how you lost your keys to my room 

but never to my heart 

when you wore getting meds 

and how shaky i got wore when you sat on my bed 

this is for you , you made my quarantine 

better then valantine ...

lock down love

his eyes got the glimt of dior and he is tall a giant
that bohemian vibe and is to cool its should be a crime 
there something in the way  he move , that remind me of love 
slide in on those shoes and make way on the runway 
i like how you ride with me through corridor 

made me feel like lowrider 

how you told me i wore cute in that cat dress 

ps 

that was when you my heart access 

how we dance are around it all  

and mostly how i felt like the queen of the ball 

ready to strip it down 

because im tired of dancing of my own 

waking up to your vocals

was  the best thing 

with the retirement house 

yeah i kinda feel like overdose 

on you but who cares 

you made the stay a funfair 

xo

My sheets never felt like cold

since the last time i had your hold

i rememeber thinking how well i get over this

think its been a half year and you kinda my best friend

for not give up on me like my body do xo thank you

i knew excatly when you walked in my storyline

made a character of the best carriar

i had because this is our time

Entourage

 you sicker then i am sick and i love how we just fit , im sorry for my tantrums in the chatrooms 

but do you know what kinda effect guys like you have  but it just par of who i am .... 

i wear your merch so i can feel some kinda touch 

and thank god, you not private - because i like investigate 

my inspirations - hopefully, you won't block me '

highly doubt you reach me 

but i like the feeling we are a little squad . . that i have an entourage 

 

Jonna from the summer

 his eyes got the glimt of dior and he is tall a giant

i fall straight in his life jacket 

hit the floor when i bang slide in your pocket

got those ibiza waves and sunset way of life 

put on that alarm , might as well be made a  charm locket

might as well be Dior , je adore

i love that you took time if only five 

to sit and have a cup but mostly i like how who  you got a plan 

to better because nobody set baby in a corner 

even if she is an older 

and

i like how you are an saturday night vibe 

even if its monday 

no way i get out of touch even if we dont keep in touch 

but i like way you keep a watch , like i am your irl 

plug in , press play and i love how it then  went  

think you are from heaven sent 

a local hero with cape 

and even if i could run 

i wouldnt through this feelings escape 

i hate why i came but cried why went 

i hated  it here expect it wore us
how you always forget your key but bae

finders keepers xx 

havent been in more gorgeous, the presence   you picked me up a teapot 

twirl around with me in the retirement house during virus 

because you made me forget about everything dangerous 

supersonic

supersonic that can make magic

transform what abnormal to feel the norm

he got the powers that make a girl think of him for hours

got those healing powers that take me to heaven

the dose of morphine is my dopamine

a date overtaking drugs instead of some lovemaking

yeah my lips taste like meds which make it impossible go to bed

but i always end up in a hospital bed 

You got it dude

his eyes got the glimt of dior and he is tall a giant

i fall straight in his life jacket , hit the floor when i bang slide in your pocket 

put on that alarm , might as well be made a  charm locket

might as well be Dior because you come callin 

got the midas touch and look just like travolta 

the way he make me lightnin , shinin 

no way i get out of touch even if we dont keep in touch 

but i like way you keep a watch , like i am your girl 

plug in , press play and i love how when everyone went 

you stay , i think you are from heaven sent 

i think i drowned in your eyes ,you give me those ibiza vibes 

hell no i be walking like that that  Ari  but get down like that Cardi 

and i have no idea how im still alive but im lucky i am 

because you mademe feel like superwoman in the weakest moment 

but i guess that is the charm with a doctor appointment x 

yeah i remember been waked up by vocals 

and all i could do was focus 

on your bbight eyes 

i remember how you always lost the key

but never  mine 

how we play games in the common room 

and how we went on the ball room  

where nobody wore and we had a dance off 

King Arthur

and so you went and transform my hospital gown 

to a designern label , made me think im cable 

how things have turn the table 

now 

its a certain glow 

when you happy 

you radiate 

amd it must be faith 

like that William and Kate 

i think you the king arthur 

that can transform me jus with a flick 

i think there is something magical over him 

maybe he just a dream , but it seem real 

because i become grew taller 

and its all because thanks king Arthur 

Ibiza rocks

i remember how i saw that alert 

red notification in  inbox and now we , lock

he got those eyes of Dior and tall like a Giant

best voice and remind me Ibiza Rock 

i been having fits like him delivering hits 

cried  like a baby but i think he knows i got epilepsy 

so it alright if im have one two or tree tantroom 

in the chatroom 

i like that you came along like one of your fave song 

even thought you try to delete , you still wore on repeat 

the thing i could count on when everyone moved on 

thanks for that 

the perfect idol

tell me something that get me starting , forgetting

i dont wanna hear about your exes

sure she write brilliant lyrics

but damn the best love stories is made of me

of course she looks like a model

cant really get that you are my fave idol

and you slide in my dm , grab my hand

when i wore half way to sky

follow the reaper , but he wasnt a keeper

so i said thank you next when you said hello with that text

meeting you , was perfect

to my feet bleed

 i hate our song but i listen on it at repeat 

remember how i dance to my feet bleed 

how we first met ,here at the internet 

it wasnt the best but nobody make me ready for a comeback 

like you , i was falling a part - twice , thought you wore sugar and nice 

but every star hasnt good intention , sorry i had to delete but i still listen on you at repeat 

memories have change , from fan to friends ...

thanks

 im just really happy ( if this true ) 

i seem to be more popular at internet 

then irl 

which is cool . 

i dont get how you guys find me 

and for private reasons , i try to be discrete with the name 

but thanks , made my year 

SWEDISH TAY ( inspired by my first inspiration )

 do you think i forget 

you the reason why i got upset 

heard of people you didnt like me

so i made up the ultimate plan 

 cut of your manhood in form 

of writing this blog 

because everyone know 

i am better on write 

than make love 

thats whats make us friends

 
i remember how it felt

went i got from heaven sent 

just to arrive right back 

when i look in his eyes 

Dior , jadore - the whole package 

as a carrier of course i would fall 

he pick me up like a pick up line 

grab me like that coffee mug of his 

i like how our bodies in twinned 

fall for his soul and i loved how you had control 

over me like , checked up me when i felt hurt 

google diffrent conditions and i never like take medications

but i like to think we had secret dates , you handed me pill 

and i wore contaniue to throw them up in your hands 

but you wore there for me , and that whats make us friends !

thank you x 

your words are like lyrics

 i am the strongest person i ever met

99 problems but your dm 

make me weak 

scared of fall apart 

to let you in my heart 

you say im beautiful 

but im no angel 

you break down the wall

when you stoke the chorous line

i listen to those lyrics 

and suddenly you became a living poem 

you hold me up when i am about to fall 

plug you in and maybe this is all a dream

but i dont want you log off 

because i have plugged in 

to a dream 

payback

 the hardest  part wore rejecting a heart 

the one that restart my own 

but i needed to take some to time 

to get my body in check 

for once feel fine 

an since 12 feb when everýthing went out of line

suddenly my karma account comeback 

in a huge payback 

i hardly notice myself

you can tell everything about my condition 

labelled with my name but do you see my shame 

pouring out like the ini that wrote down what i am 

i didnt really know how you became an ... poem 

when i had give up and you swept in on repeat 

i am   convinced that you  my jam 

because you describe my feelings better then i can 

yeah you so much cool you kinda look like GQ model 

and i have no idea how this could happen , like think 

so many people around the world and i just hang out 

in the hospital ward but you should get an award 

for notice me ... i hardly do 

bad vibes goes well with my outfit

 Bad vibes go so well to my outfit 

i mean all i do is deliver tantrums and fits

who would ever fall for somebody like me 

but then he came and dm me 

out of thin air 

dont know much a lot about this shit 

but i like to think its , legit 

bad vibes goes so well with my outfit 

all i do is deliver tantrum and fits 

Scotch and wiskey

so i wore heading to the moon 

fell for the reaper , twice 

but he wasnt a keeper 

so i said thank you next 

had to decline , to take care the body of mine 

you always backup , did you know you walked in a plot ?

maybe it wore all an set up - got a tendency to stir it up 

but in the end you all find myself being your teacup 

because you pick me up like that cooffe cup 

cheer me like hey little buttercup 

yeah , i never felt this safe in anyhtng 

we just go hand in hand like Scotch and Whiskey 

never felt more alone

 i thought i would die 

never would stop cry 

when it ended 

how could i srew up the best thing i ever had

babe 

wonder why people had me lock me up 

with elderly people , not like im belong

yet . im not perfect but i havent begin to forget 

i got the same song on repeat and wonder when i will met 

my mom again , we talk every day on the phone 

but i never felt more alone 

havent had a hug since i dont remember when 

paradise

you got that Dior glimt , rock that stand out like that Giant 

He got that costume size uniform that with a wand can the transform 

she thinks nothing worty of being but then you came around same being sick made me not less of human

he got a heart of made of cotton candy,  eyes that looks friendly and those beach locks - remind me of ibiza rocks ., i see the sunset in your heavenly blue skies and and you remind me of paradise ... 

All i could wish

 you met me on internet 

in the middle of a storm 

i was caught in tantrum 

throw fits like you deliver hits

try to explain away my pain 

but it hard to do on 20 lines 

somehow you stuck around 

deeper where epilepsy never been 

meeting you in a middle of nightmare 

that became hell of dream .....

princess with broken crown

so i dont mean to reject you heart 

because i know i how it feels to been cut off 

just i got anxiety and working to handle your privacy 

try stay low key in  a world of shout out

but im  kinda new to this , friendship 

one thing you should know i dont look for clout 

i am my own and that you fixed my broken crown . 

you have to forgive me but ...

you such a star and im such a fallen one 

i know im a living heartbreak´

dont know how much you cant take ?

dont want to see my life in ruins , the pains 

i live with , most of the people dont get it 

the time and work to not get a fit 

i have to cut out some people 

even if i dont mean it  

it just health is prio number one

for me , boys and friends - come long down on the list 

but know when i done my bucket list 

maybe , i can figure out to get some friends 

that would be my happy end 

Guys made of fashion

i make me feel like shit

forget about that brit

love that he catch me from when i fall

eyes remind me of that Dior , Je adore

yeah i love the way glide  in to my room

anonncing my name like i wore someone

yeah he got the perfect voice

so diffrent from other boys

you should be in musicals

with that frekvens

it was like having a radio dj plug in my ear

telling me everything i needed to hear

got a uniform of a solidar , a cape of hero

and a heart made of art but mostly i prefer

your mind , because you wore clever

to give me a compliment which made me heaven sent

how you saved my life

lets lay down the terms 

when it comes to being 

known as the ultimate human being 

that swipe next with the reaper because he wasnt a keeper 

in the dust came a knight made in dark in  shining armor 

i might as well go to heaven because his look wore on a other level 

heart as Dior but uniform of Chanel that transform 

me to the norm , i like the way he dont judge me as i do 

maybe its the best thing with you ? 

how he stair in my soul like he wore a star 

a guardian angel that came 

in the right time , slide in on the segway and brought me back to who i am 

in dark times legend and got reborn , in your presence 

this is why i why we are friends and the reason why my life didnt end 

Shaddow

so i wore laying on the hospital ward
you wore getting like your million MTV award
i could felt your presence , build a fairytale
beetween
blood samples and samples - babe you are a perfect example
of what makes a man , i dont get why they left but i get why she come back
because you are everyones jam , god damn !
you are the guy who took me back and i will always have your back
i had to let you go so i could know if it wore a good thing
and rejecting you wore the worst thing i  had to do
because i had find myself inner center in the hollywood chaos
but you know it always us , i had to find peace with it
and thats why it wore best with call quit
every good things tend to come back
if they want to get attach
and apperenly you are a perfect match

( swedish song i like )

epileptic love

when it got diagnosed with my condition
by the age of eight, i decided I only  have relationships
on my conditions and that is if I can count on your friendship?
because i need somebody that have come to term 

what i living with is so bigger then 

love - i need somebody that can heal myself 

take time and understnd 

my body body better then i can 

i have to have somebody to push me forward 

say it ok to be scared

for my future when my illness have no cure 

dont reject me just because i am 

something yoiu dont get 

it took a while until through i understand 

why i didnt got the respect even thought i wore living with this illness 

i need somebody to treat me well , and look out for  me as well
somebody that have my back and dont only want to fuck ...
i need  somebody that treat me gently and fragile
because im easily break and i dont know how much i can take ?

but if you find the key to my heart then yóu get the green alert 

this is to dior

cant be in the same room as Dior 

the problem is he wore my carriar 

the best one i ever had 

never had a friend since like eight 

but i feel like you could be a mate ? 

i remember how you went in my plot 

because duh , you are stirring hot 

like the coffee cup you always pick up 

we met during bad terms 

but fuck it i never been so fascinating 

by boy germs 

like during convid ( ugh , perfect time ) 

for falling in love , stuck in retirement 

but you made me feel like heaven sent 

made the stay more , pleasent - perfect 

of all the stars

 this is the rules of a epileptic fallin in love 

no way im doing it , i rather stay platonic 

i dont believe im pretty beautiful 

'even if you told me dear 

you been with singers and actress 

but you got the kill the illnesss with kindness 

and can transform the hospital gown 

to a designer dress 

full with confidence

 fix the broken crown 

i been carry for so long 

i always been strong in myself 

dont believe in somebody else 

not sure what you do 

you say im beautiful 

im think you are my guardian angel 

and i dont think i get over this .. ever 

because of all the stars above 

you really deliver 

finding myself

i remember when i got wrapped in that hospital gown

always been cool with dancing by my own

how you grab my neck and took me , back

down to earth - just when i wore crowned angel 

but who care when you said i was beautiful 

i never thought much about myself 

but with you i find  myself 

Disney pricess

 this is the rules of a epileptic fallin in love 

no way im doing it , i rather stay platonic 

i dont believe im pretty beautiful 

even if you told me dear 

you been with singers and actress 

so i dont get what you see in somebody in me 

is not like im  feeling like a DISNEY PRINCESS 

i dont believe im look like an Angel 

save your words because i dont can take the compliment 

to the heart but i think you must be heaven sent 

who helped me understand me , who i am  

Do better

 who tell you that you nothing worth 

that you dont this life ...deserve ? 

the only one you should love 

is you , 

i been through a lot of stuff 

and is a living proof that things get better 

people might ignore you , i still adore you 

funnny how the karma account have way to come back

but i love even if my relatives cut me out they tend to chasing my clout 

yeah blow your own smoke because im so over it 

pretending to being perfect 

when im not 

try to find somebody better 

then yourself , then will treat you better 

your body , mind and soul 

you know very well im not a featuring 

i  deserve the starring role 

heart of chanel and humble like flannel

i will never get over him 

he is a freaking daydream

that become way to real 

went from trl to real 

i smell your perfume 

and i can touch your costume 

heart of chanel ,  humble like flannel 

i like the way you slide in my nightmare 

pick me up and gave me some , health care 

it shows me what kinda man you are 

hidden hills and gold stars 

but tn the night came real gentlemens out 

those who make me pour up the moet 

over the blank space and be in your face 

forget about about the exes 

honestly 

i always prefer my lyrics 

the cure

he tell me im an angel

i guess i am 

because i am roll down the corridor 

of the hospital in a wheelchair 

he say im beautiful even im shaved 

hair because of my operation 

he knows about my complications

but still stick around 

i like that you came in just when i needed it 

thats why you a hit , polish me with an manicure 

and yeah i cant believe you became my cure 

an out of body experience

i remember it was like funeral

how  stand by the chapel

an' body out experience

since that day i dont believe much in romance

you killed love when you call me retard

i hadnt got diagnosed yet but your words wore hard to forget

but at least i got called beautiful but fave idol

cant reallty get how him find me by every avatars

and to be honest , their many cool chics out there

but i guess i have to preach to my lucky star

yeah i remember it was like an funeral

how i stand by the chapel

fallen angel

but you swept down and catch me

restart my heart with sending those heart

i really apprichate that - adam

you send that dm

try to keep up

 i know im not the best to keep a conversation 

that its hard to keep with me like it is those kardashiahan 

but damn i happy you came and reedit my ending 

because i thought i would end up with million cats 

but no friend , yeah nobody wants to hang with a downer

but if you look beside the girl by the hospital gown 

you can tell my life is whirlwind romance 

and i dedicate to this to everyone who stayed 

not complained , it you guys that make me maintain 

this blog and i  hope you know i love life and what its offer 

so i dont really care about heartbreaks and rejections 

... because when you biggest headache is your health 

well boys , friendship or anything else 

isnt much worth 

Party girl ( WHEELCHAIR VERSION )

hell no im walking like that Ari

but im sure get down like that Cardi

raise the roof in ibiza and fall for some blokes

break some legs , feet or toes¨

 yeah i pull up in the chair

and the boys fall over me

just because they wanna see what i wear

for underwear

( they probably high on life )

yeah i roll up in a wheelchair

and make them bounce

im not here to make friends

i just wanna dance

but always end up in hospital beds 

labels

you got that sunset beach locks and ibiza rocks - waves 

wild thang and i was like dang , i dont reven know who i am ?

you look so cool and got everything down 

im look liike a mess in a hospital gown

tons of friends but still look like a cartoon 

the clown of this freak shown 

that in the end 

dancing by my own

is everybodies friend but nobodies lover 

because the label i got 

and cant take off 

bite back

4

when i get to close to somebody i tend to run
i dont know if you ever felt just like me
i know my life has come to bad termls 

but i honestly happy with be just friends 

i could shout down this blog for those dms 

sign those NDA IF YOU LIKE 

BUT I KNOW YOU SUPPORT WHAT I WRITE 

like i do with you , loyal like a puppy 

but if you get to close i tend to bite back 

it just how i am with ... snack 

cant believe i capture your heart

he call me angel
naive and innocent
but yet im not to heaven sent
and if i do , please let me be  

an Victora Secret - one 

face straight out magazine 

walk heavénly at the catwalk 

dont crumble down the streets 

he call me angel 

naive and innocent 

tell me im beautiful  

but weirdly enought 

i dont feel like that 

not like this 

i dont like magazines 

they make make me insecure 

and nobody  have the cure 

when you feel less beautiful 

its just empty words 

goes in through on ear 

but i have waiting on them 

to here and then they came in a dm 

MY SQUAD

i never been great in keep in contact
but bloody hell life have a way to payback
in ways you never would see coming
in real life im quite shy and awkward

it takes at least a half year to get to know me

because im truly a coward
but when you do 

you know i got love for you 

platonic 

rootiig for your love 

because thats the person i am  

lover not hater <

support your bride , support your exes

yeah everyone in your clique 

.... that isnt a dick 

Hot topic

kinda always knew you would comeback

it just we got a little bit out of track

you doing your thing and i , go and die ...

before you see  i was a hot topic

because news flash , i am

weak

im the strongest person i know 

even if im known as the girl in hospital gown 

walked around like a ghost 

cried like a river 

and went an soul searching 

but somewhere went lost 

i cant stop write 

wish the tans wore stroking your bod

and i definally know you not mine , hun 

wanna to call but when are you up 

yeah when it comes to you i am , weak 

my version of dua lipa new rules

saw you in the magazine
and i most admit you look like a dream
damn , you winning this break up
that technically snt one
because i never seem to hang up
yeah i read how many exes in her lyrics
and sure she is clever but i think i write better
duh , i mean this wore i snag your heart
dingling between death and life
half pipe up and made me feel like a buttercup
delititious but i knew this wore quite dangerous
had to protect my heart , dont want you  yet agin have to restart
yeah saw you at the gram you send me that dm
i was like drop dead and bang my head , ouch
but you always have a close watch
on me - i kinda like that 

ps . everyone know im a master of breaking rules 

so when you picked one of the girls from those dms 

you chouldnt really me choose 

snow white

wherever you sleep
you know im yours
in the dreams you keep
i been trying to get through
but the borders make it hard to
love to keep in touch but always on my watch
got health issues and 99 problems but you dms
are not one of them , based my next poems
on , im the girl who got problem with trust issue
but you stick when everyone left , grab me back
from death and that is pretty whack

Hitman

he is that hit man

im that whatever , man

could care less ...

dont you know im hospital princess

not really sure how you find access

because hell nah , was i offer

pull up a wheelchair

like a mother fucking princess

yeah i dont walk like that Ari

but i sure get down like that Cardi

im only ok with my bae

i was ashame for  the uniform i  wearing

wondering why everybody was stirring ?

why i always tend to falling

even if i start walking

i was ashame and fault i wore failing at being a human being

maybe i dont have the strenght , power that they say i have

i mean how could i , people cut me  lose

and suddenily  i forgot who i wore

im only ok when im with my bae

when you dont have somebody

when the only friend you have is your head
i wouldnt recommend it because it kinda of wild time
fits and tantrums , lose friends in chatrooms
when the only friend you got is the one you dont want
a teddybear ,  soaked in with my tears since i was like teenagers
but i always count the people i shout out as my friends
because i know how it is to be lonely and maybe it can help somebody

sunset locks

 

'

 you got that sunset beach locks and ibiza rocks - waves '
dont need any drugs , when you have boys 

step me into the night , catch my vibe 

you by my side , up to the  sunrise

'i met you by the booth

we laught at all my awkward fits 

remember how i went throught them

like you deliver hits ? 

such a way to grow up 

such a way to fuck this ,,, up 

just hang in there 

pinky swear i know where i stand 

as your friend 

throw me a line

 the power of love 

yeah you can call me whenever you like 

tomorrow or whenever 

i never give up when it comes to love

i might not be the one but i am  a hella good time 

or i prefer you throw  me a line 

thats the kinda girl i am 

superheros are those who stay

isnt it weird how we discriminate 

people in color 

we dont even know them

 before we execute 

just with a form of dm 

isnt  life unfair 

it takes a strong person to carry 

the burden of being be  the first 

or being known as the last 

in a family 

discrimation happens to all 

lately i  had my last call 

got cut out from my family tree 

from just being ... born as me 

but i have come to known 

it isnt my fault 

i wear a hospital gown

maybe they not that strong 

to carry on , have me hang on 

discrimination is a part of life 

but it doesnt mean its ... right  

introducing

  you got that sunset beach locks and ibiza rocks - waves '
dont need any drugs , when you have boys 

you slide in with that swag and know you got every girls number i Ushuaia in the bag 

but you pick me out the crowd , the girl with those wheels - do you know how it make me feel ? 

you sicker then i am sick and i love how we just fit , im sorry for my tantrums in the chatrooms 

but do you know what kinda effect guys like you have  but it just par of who i am .... 

LEGENDARY ONES

i dont think you reconize your beauty
how gorgeous your heart really are
dont mind if you leave me alone
while you go and live your own adventures
you get me to listen to that Legend
because i secretly hope for an happy end
you sucha heavily creature i might
fhink the perfect knight
i dont think i can write a better
with better moral , honor and charactar
ou parents raised a local star
 im sorry if only went on

about my fave star

dont give up on yourself

i hope you never give up on yourself 

find the inner power and strenght 

never give up your dreams 

send those dms 

even if its in in the middle of the night 

i always tend to send call 

after midnight , you probably fall asleep

i dont meant to but i am kinda heaven sent 

i did because know i have somebody to hang with

 

man on the moon

'

operation tables and blood samples 

hospital enviorment can feel so cold 

oddly enough , im on it ... sold 

the waiting room and magazines 

that i can read about daydreams 

never really thought you caught me like a plane 

when i headed way to fast , above with the segway

you grab my neck and told me to come back 

i was highway to the  móon but you got me that that noon 

isnt it funny how life worked out ?

MY ROCK

 i cant belueve you have seen me as my worst 

i know you definally see me , thirst 

drooling and manage to make a fool 

but i know i go the extra mile 

for see you smile 

i remember you cut that chicken breast 

caresss the fóod like it was mine 

i know its blurred line 

but you hotter then apple pie 

do you know are my best carriar i  ever had 

the coolest personal and friend 

that always made me fell a bit extra glad 

when i wore stuck there . you beccame my rock 

faith hope and love

  i had a plan when i went home

but i never really felt more alone 

i kinda miss the elder people where i lived 

during convid - 19  

, i think its weird how many things comes my way 

how many things i have achieved 

 lose some to get some faith 

i went to heaven to let you know my name 

but i wasnt ready yet so you ride with Batmobile

9 / 11 ( to everybody who loss sombody )

i might as well tell you on 9  / 11 

because it was so how it felt 

when you took me  down from heaven 

my world collopse like those towers 

all in a couple of hours , light went out 

a second choice , i dont do it for boys 

... only doctors x

no shade but the best love stories is made of me

  you got that sunset beach locks and ibiza rocks - waves '
dont need any drugs , when you have boys 

that hipster guy, but is he really a good kisser ? 

that bohemian type , no matter what you 

just he give an vibe you like 

maybe he is the surfer dude with attitude 

kinda fresh and relax but only got one thing in mind 

..or maybe i have lost my mind for you decline ...

But Ibiza provide me a certain vibe

that really makes me feel alive 

it been ups and down 

but you make feel stylish in that hospital gown 

dancing by my own - in my wheelchair 

no judgment and i become to heaven sent 

become to sound cloud , above 

when i got some love 

from the idol i admire 

in awe of this 

what begin like nightmare of darkness 

ended up with , a pinky promise 

how was coma ?

  if you give a little you get some back 

and what a fuck , huge karma account 

do i  got ? 

when you slip down when i wore in coma 

laying in respirator - felt like an insomnia 

a little bit of being that Amnesia 

because everyone wore there 

Diplo made the ward to a disco 

Garixx , play around with the sticks 

A male nurse looked excact like Zedd 

he stood by my hospital bed 

and then there wore you ...

that made my dream come 

( a ) 

my version of Ariana Grande Ghostin x

im the the sailormoon dancing in the moonlight
queen of the soul train that can handle all of this pain

you the ghost that live in my head

the carebear , that knows lifes isnt fair

that follow me throught  my dreams

and i dont know what i wrote in those

dms but im not used to boys

Rare beauty

i dont know what your intentions are

who do  you think you are , some kinda superstar

i got plenty of reasons of saying no , letting go

but the wold web is cruel  and make me act like a fool

you tell me im an angel , hell yes - damn right

im the the sailormoon dancing in the moonlight

queen of the soul train that can handle all of this pain

all i wanted was to be myself

who am i without my condition
all i knew wore known
as the girl in the hospital gown
who nibble on her medication
i never find love within myself
until i could educate somebody else
but they never really support me
or lift me up more like cut me out

i shot to kill

she live a life made for a hollywood screen
is a pirate queen living on the seven seas
got the golden ticket to ushuia
when the borders upon i come for my lovers ...
she live behind the masque
her life isnt a simple test
but you fell in my dm
now you mine
and i shoot to aim
because im known as the screem queen
 not even music can silence me now
 once you laugh in the deaths face
there nothing better , and babe . you kinda feel like heaven
the way you spin her around like a record
happy and joy like only a boy
can fill you with
he got the most beautiful eyes
clever as few which i love
and the fact you grab me back from reaper
is why you are a keeper
you shouldnt sleep on this
t-rex
because then i go and like thank you ,, next

i can change the plot lite so you still are mine 

because one thing you better know i never give up 

play with demon and devils , dont really reconize angel 

you transform me to see clear 

but i must admit get the dm me kinda starstruck 

becuse i alwayse thought you rock 

you been my steady rock 

Finders Keepers

 not even music can silence me now

 once you laugh in the deaths face

there nothing better , and babe . you kinda feel like heaven

the way you spin her around like a record

happy and joy like only a boy

can fill you with

he got the most beautiful eyes

clever as few which i love

and the fact you grab me back from reaper

is why you are a keeper

... well i find it kinda fascinatiing

intresting

what the girl need

  you got that sunset beach locks and ibiza rocks - waves '
dont need any drugs , when you have boys 

those hipster guy , but is he really a good kisser ? 

that bohemian type , no matter what you 

just he give an vibe you like 

maybe he is the surfer dude with attitude 

kinda fresh and relax but only got one thing in mind 

..or maybe i have lost my mind 

he hand me that cup , make my heart stop 

damn you so gangsta , one kiss is what i need 

and you can either make my heart beat 

or bleed 

but i think that is just what the girl need 

penpals or girlfriends

did i just become your gal
or should we stay penpal ?
should i have said it

or maybe i should filter it 

edit , did i just become your gal 

or should we just contane as penpal ? 

nobody really hit down inside the wall

but im aware im girl with a whole lot of lauggage
not every man is fit enough for it , carry ... so why wont we leave it 

you and i

i remember you wore the best thing 

how you wore so eye catching 

it coulddnt get that you , me 

caught when everybody one else seem to forgot 

how you put on that alarm and made me feel calm 

your fragrance wore made of romance 

and i hope your future bride , know 

how your treated this girl in hospital gown

hope she that this isnt love 

its something from above 

i like those times we spent 

you deliever the pills 

me throwing up in your hands 

i wish i wore princess 

you said i look cute in that cat  dress 

you and i ... are just perfect 

Rollin' With My Homies

never really had a friend since i wore like eight
dont know why , maybe it was because i used to be really shy
but somewhere i felt like i got a best mate 

i try to respect your privacy and private 

because i know i tend to jump over bounderings 

like you did when you saved me from cross over 

but im very fond of you and like to get know you better 

because i think you are really cleaver 

dont wanna clout , i am my own 

kinda like it in the backgroud 

all about timing

 dont need drugs 

as long you got boys

backing you up 

cant believe i found love 

when i was about to give up 

but there one thing you shall know 

i dont , see the silver living in everything 

and its all about timing x

. ...feels

is that what i had in mind 

looking for a billboard kind 

looks hot but the scene is new 

dont really want to fall in love 

if you cant offer me you mind 

talent and intellence 

dont get me wrong , i know you can put it down in a song 

make me swing along , singalong - ready to give me good time 

you are the perfect crime , heartbreakers club dj and always ready to perform 

yeah you got the skills that take you to the hills and you the guy who give me the feels 

u

sweeter then a dream

 you are sweeter then a dream 

cant help to think you wore ment to appear 

in that dm 

when i lay in coma , was in 

if it was only a dream ?  

why does it feel so real 

you kill the reaper 

with your heavenly touch 

grab  my back 

to earh 

and told me about respect and self worth 

you the guy i could rely on , when everyone gone 

wishes

 dont need drugs 

as long you got boys

your fragrace , embrace 

your body heat 

make my heart beat 

a extra fror  you 

you 

i wish i never went 

because you wore heaven sent 

Ushahaia boys

  you got that sunset beach locks and ibiza rocks - waves '

 dont need any drugs , when you have boys 

those hipster guy , but is he really a good kisser ? 

that bohemian type , no matter what you 

just he give an vibe you like 

maybe he is the surfer dude with attitude 

kinda fresh and relax but only got one thing in mind 

..or maybe i have lost my mind 

high on life

 you got that sunset beach locks and ibiza rocks - waves '

got the crowd surfing , never been a part of the it crowd 

dance like we wore high on life 

dont need any drugs 

when im im with the boys 

he break my heart just to to put it together 

yeah

toghether we down forever 

red flags

 you are the hollywood film 

that came in for in a dm

made feel like beautiful in that hospital dress 

how you call me , made me the crown princess

you got that sunset beach locks and ibiza rocks - waves 

i am that overprotected heart and every one is a red flag is a dirtbag 

.... in my mothers eyes , but i can tell you not a  scum bag x

heartbreakers

'

'

straight up shooter , player
straight up shooter , player

do you really think i fall for a heartbreaker 

he want that scores , but show me that im nothing 

he tell me to come over , babe you are my secret lover 

but i need him to apprichiate what im working with 

might not be a beauty queen but im but im beauty underneath 

come a bit closer and you can get a taste , dont let this momentd waste 

dont mess with a blogger

my body is my temple 

you are a stunning example 

of what the definition of savior 

give me the power in the darkest hour 

to become a warrior 

my body isn't built for this 

but brick by  brick 

you kinda sold me with those dms 

queen of hospital

hospital dream , locked upon the tower 

but he fight the demons and dragons 

slay it , come with me - made it ! 

throught the corridors run  with her 

hospital gown , dressed like a ghost 

looking like a freakshow 

down the corridor , laughin 

because you make me feel 

like a queen of the hospital 

the prince i wanted

i wanted a life full of glam

something to show for the gram

but i have nothing to show my friend

and in the end , when i got that dm ...

from that celebrity , that wore my make a wish lot

that i never sent , yeah this year i almost to heaven sent

but then you swipe me right and become the prince that when everyone went

BLOG GIRL

i like the way you make me groove

maybe this might be , love ?

dont know about that

but i like the fact

you make me pouring out

words like it would be Moet

i wish pour it over my body

dont foll for just anybody

i go for those top notch

and im not satified with

just watch

said you upgrade this blog

did you never had snog

talk a lot and its tells a  lot

if i you mention

flower bed

 i was drop dead , dressed in a flower bed 

when the knight came around to see if i wore safe  and sound 

he picked me up when i fall , was the reason why i had a ball

during the convid and i wore freaking -´´ livid 

for have to go  - you wore my Asylum

where i was able to throw a fit and you  actually handle it 

have a tantrum and you actually get it 

i love that 

insecurities

i dont want a man who feel like he should be ashame over me
got a tendacy to feel that in privacy 

i need a man should  be pround 

lucky that i am alive 

and all want from me , to be in the crowd 

hold my hand and give me my sweater 

tell me everything will be better 

when im frighten for my future 

and insecure , you be the reason 

you make me feel beautiful

marching for the same beat
something tells me i never made to compete
with the models on the catwalk , so she walk the street
once upon a time , old fashiorrun the world 

now it just just ruin the  love 

 meanwhile , modern alerts
save our hearts , blue and  frozen become red

, dont know when love got boring
when boys should have a warning but i know one guy , that ... should deserve a purple heart
because he save me life

GRATEFUL

im not sure how to express '

my gratulness to how you  made me feel like a princess

i wore an holy night and you swipe the tears frim my cheek

I never had felt something more perfect ,and i was half way asleep 

when you grab my arm , took my hand and put an lucky charm 

isnt funny how you offor me friendship , a plot to worship - somebody to keep 

like that favorite record of mine ,  i wonder if you would ever me decline ? '''

but most of all , i wonder ... was you mine ? 

or am i just a muse , of yours 

ï hopé we never close the doors 

because you give me so much more 

je dior 

Broken' doll

 she try to style her hospital gown

make over because this time she might

got it right , put  a mugshot and strike a pose

let the clothes , fall

heads over her head , lay her down in the hospital bed 

and perform for the staff  , but they just laught

never see her inner strenght

straight up shooter , player

but im not a comuter

im not an broken doll

isnt weird that the staff have seen my naked part

fixed every single heart , then i have

and isnt that love

i dont know what is

...  kiss kiss



(and i really do that apprichiate )

loney hearts

 lonely hearts and broken souls 

spilled over the floor 

vintage and galore 

you taste just like dior 

you know the smell i adore 

but i give my heart when i came out 

to that boy with the klein  eyes 

dont want to reject him 

bloody hell 

he fuckinig save me 

or maybe he wore the angel in disquise 

that come with his clever eyes 

Hi

he is real as a script 

bitch and moan how much you like 

this is the life you write 

lonely on the top but dont like to be crop out 

i dont fuck with drake , the weeknd or that west

only of the Dj the the best , request 

sometime i dont get it 

but then listen to your hit 

and your word goes one inject 

in my brain , nothing me is cool 

but you are my pray 

and i cant believe when my relitives said goodbye 

you embrace me with a hey 

( you better know it x ) 

LA DIARIES

he was like hand me an offer i couldnt refuse 

idol for life , but i rather be your internet wife 

heard about those players in LA , players like lakers 

my milkshakes bring all the boys to the yard 

and damn right , they better they better then yours '

cant believe you tap me like like that , 

become your version of a model 

he give me his sweather , makes me feel better 

top model , invite me to the studio 

play me around like they do 

when they spin you on you radio 

yeah he gave me an  offord i i couldnt refuse 

not looking for that mastercard 

all i want that valentine card 

xo 

97

32 years and short term became long term 

retirement house , full with old people 

the oldest was 97 , who wore psycally bully me 

with the television noice , telling me to go my room 

what she dont know is like she punnish me for something i cant help havimg 

just as she was born with that . i wore born with that epilepsy 

model with my mugshot

 im a modél with my mugshot 

babe , you can take a shot 

take a pose , get a pose 

switch clothes 

calvin klein 

remove that piece he tell you 

and say comeback to the studio 

i know im not really glitter and glam

like those cool chic at instargram

i cant hardly believe you me , dm 

because i been taught im nothing 

but i guess im look good in this dress 

to cover up my ... illness 

the delivery

the it boy  and the hopital gilrl 

how weird plot twist isnt ...

yeah i never reeally saw you coming 

hit me wihout a without a warning 

made me feel confident and heaven 

drop it low  just to get picked up of an Angel

 always been playing with  danger 

im a model with my mugshot 

you can take on to 

while you up in there 

get down in the studio 

how , is not like i got a jet set 

and the borders are close 

maybe a bit to close 

an i loose control

saint becomes sinner 

yeah 

you should know you really deliver 

bloody perfect

 i know you hate being lonely like kinda of being the sound of misery 

never really get why you see in somebody like me but you feelin me 

what kinda dope fairytale did i woke up after the coma 

i know you  got bad terms with her and i am got all of this rules 

boys germs always made me feel like ugh , and then you came around and made me fell , less blue 

isnt is weird how you can connect throught internet  . i think its bloody perfect 

dont need the fame , money all i want some intellect converersation 

and babe if you dont give me a mention 

you have no chance 

it boy

 i dont know   about that internet talk ´

all i can tell , you got me to restart my heart 

i was heading to the afterlife , but then you came 

and show me ´who i am , twirl it all around 

yeah i wore like boncing on that soundtrack 

was heading for a heart attack 

when you grab me back 

the most thing i care about is my health

i dont care aboout fame , spotlight as long i feel perfect

you make me feel like that .. it niice to have you around 

that day wore perfect

 she is sweden reprent 

the one that from heaven escape 

finland is her blood 

got that love for england 

but damn , devils child 

is born to run wild 

play with angels 

not fuck with demons 

yeah 

she dont do everything to become famous 

because she is confident her gift 

since the day him , uplift 

that day wore perfect

in a world full of plastics

 you lock med down 

the womg girl  , fine bly me 

you cant an girl in a hospital gown

when you surronded by 

model chics and singers 

who  want a Harley

when you can get the barbie 

dont every let anybody 

think you less , because you are an princess 

with handicap accesss , which make me able to lockdown 

the whole city when im come around ...

we would pretty cool / even if it just on internet

im not sure but i might just become a gf
not sure how it all went down
im just rocking my hospial gown
you make me feel like an beauty queen
you be the dj at the prom
klein eyes , legendary skills
i am bouncing on the sounnd clound
whenever you around
thats the power of music
it make you levitate
take you of the shoulders weights
im sicker then pills . badder than medicine
you spin me around to the heavenly sound
invite me back to the stadio
and maybe some more , je dior
love if you play me like a fender
am i really a contener ?
unbutton my buttoms so gently
ride me like i wore a bently
i want to grab a bottle of gin
get you in the coach room
forget you about those exes
and let you make our own
memories

deep water

i will never forget when you said 

if i wanna be your internet girlfriend 

didnt knew what it meant 

but i became to heaven sent 

somebody like you to teach me to swim

because its deep water im in  

you call me angel ,  did you know you are my saviour ?

that your rhymn makes something with my muslces 

your voice and beat drop tell me , jonna dont give up  

so i listen to your songs on the ward , on replay 

'and if  you only know this hope you know you saved the day 

 

you made my wish come true

'

 for a decade ago 

little did i know 

i would died this year 

but i always lived my life for fullest 

travel the world and soak up knowleage 

was my priveleage . did now about how it would change
isnt funny how when the family cut you out you get a new
how the reaper almost catch me but there you came and saved me
'i remember i was abroad , trying to find peace within the borders
but the brexit kick me out - yeah i can say i live my bucket list
even got my make a wish , come through , how mental is that
yeah , you made my life perfect 

nothing comes easy

its should be easy

bothing in lifes comes easy 

you have to  work  for it babe 

there is a rearson why you are my fave

'i shouldnt need to mention why 

thinkh you pretty clever 

becausre you make my muscles 

feel so much better 

you dont have to say anytthing

when i stumble like i drunk 

you voice is all i can listen on 

got them on record , pon replay 

the beauty with lockdown

shout out to my ex

i have moved on to next

inspiration

the i met

ps . this is not k

how much i liked it to be

hut somehow you came along

in  the most beautiful song

i got it on repeat

and i cant get how we met

on internet

but  i g'uess there is a silver lining

with this to , like it was perfect timing '

diamond cut

he call beutiful
dont really get my name
i hope you understand
i am not here to play games
know already i am custome made
let this friendship never , fade
he tell me im a angel
and how wonderful
it sounds i know the the true
about me and you
yes diamod cut with a niee butt
of course hospitals girls dont , play
for a while i forgot i wore a bad ass
but that doesent make me , a madress

gangsta paradises

i knew im a bit´of a busy be
well honey you can sting me
i been throught dark days
gone to hell but date death
been in gangsta paradise
but then you came and drag me up

say its your mission 

to become a better you 

but im that , mission impossible 

then  you came around and turn the table 

i met devils and demons , screamed fuck you right back 

to that reaper - decided , hell no he isnt a keeper ...

thouight i would dig my own coffin by make this blog 

turn out out i accually get my first snog 

how weird plot twist isnt it ? 

better then hardy

 

he said come and join me in the studio
was like you dont wanna hear me wailing 

in the booth , dont you prefer us emailing ? 

kinda new to this , hardly got a kiss 

but you put me ini mood everytime 

he was like , i put on the mood 

i bet you are good to go 

bed room eyes 

do you know you make me feel like a butterfly

and sorry if awkward and and shy

but you better then that tom hardy 

ir you can fall in love with a dm 

i surely feel for your instagram