i like to have you as a friend

i been make up with some friends 

regretting those words i said 

wish i never wrote those poems 

and why the hell did i write those poems 

when you slide in my dms 

thought we wore over 

forever 

but decide follow 

because you never know 

i had my date with the reaper 

last year , decided he wasnt a keeper 

so i let him go but never thought you would apper again 

i like to have you as a friend 

i miss you face

 you got this look on your face 

i dont think i can replace 

eyes carved out like cliffs 

blue and daydreaming of something 

better then this 

if it wasnt corona , i would give you a kiss ? 

you on your six cup of coffee 

i still remember your fragrent

it made me heaven sent 

and we became starbucks lovers 

Je adore

 

I fell into  floor 

but got picked up Dior 

je adore 

when  wore at retirement 

he help me with his muscle hands 

into the bed 

saw his eyes ,  they remind me of ibiza vibes 

and i got swept away 

basically could watch  all day 

he told me i got a nice dress 

even though my hair was mess 

it made me feel like a model 

thats whats a perfect carrier do 

and that why i begun to like you 

trick or treat

well that was a treat 

from hearing from you 

whatever i write you never gave me a broken heart 

its been like 10 years , a rollercoaster of emotions 

broken legs , hospital beds but never a broken heart 

but of course i had a great time also doing life

studying in brighton , health wise its was perfect 

meeting some new people and inspiration 

but you will always be the one that unlock my writing block 

i travel the world , twice which wore quite a hussle with a wheelchair 

but damn so fun specially in in ibiza , festivals , englands south africa and seoul 

thanks for being a starring role in this plot 

fuckboys

i been watching boys on the screen 

but never in my wildest dream 

thought he send me that dm 

the king of my heart 

that got it re-start 

the fuckboy 

the boy on my wall

is was like he knew 

i wore in trouble 

hunt me down 

twitter , facebook and instagram 

exchange some dm 

i hang on to those sentence , for life is worth

because you did as i  comeback down to earth 

inspired by this song 

after a decade

i havent seen your face in like a decade 

wonder if you still remember me 

hate how we departed 

love when you hearted 

my comment 

... it made me to heaven sent 

im sorry for being abstance 

miss the way your fragments 

but it killed me how argument 

thank god before we before we catch up 

before my heart stop 

Adam and eve

no matter what i do got me feel like this , starstruck by that dm like he wore freaking adam and i , eve ... i knew i probably should leave him alone , why can i  stop look at the phone , is not like he call faster , so much more things i should then cosy up in bed , waiting for the notification turning red -  but it then when him make me a princess in gown and even if dancing alone in the hospital room , you give me attention  but then you came an notice me , bow down - suddenly i fell down and love birds word flying above my head when you help me to the hospital bed . i still got that scar in form of a cross , it remind me of harry potter , that im  a wizard and able to turn the table of everything even if i was born with nothing 

no rules

he tell me i queen of broken heart

didnt know when that story , start 

i guess it was when he send ... alert 

red notification , in box - dm

pinky promise 

but no rules when it comes to love 

yeah he call me trouble in making 

and i geuss i am 

beause i am namedrop you 

at instragram 

smiley

i had to cut  you out 

but someway you find 

your way back 

in my soul  - am i dig myself a hole 

nah i think we are friendship goal 

and the fact i comeback from coma 

makes me realize who i like to talk to 

hashtag you ,  i know it wore a while 

but you made me smile 

and that is what a friend meant 

thank god i didnt have to be to heaven sent 

before i could chat with you ( because i kinda miss that ) 

'hit me like a' brain injury

you stroke me like storm 

when i hit and fall 

caught in a tantrum 

fit like you deliver hits

dont mean it but get them all the time 

like a brain injury you appear 

from nowhere , back and forth for sometime 

but w'ith time i learn you to good to not decline 

somebody that want have the best for you 

Platonic love

i know im not perfect 

far from it 

i got my tantrums and fits 

it make me insecure when we chat

knowing in any  sec im might loose it 

dont want to mess this thing up 

i think we have a good thing coming 

so dont keep running 

VIral love

lately i got this guy that fell down like a falling star 

when he sent me a comment , and we almost went viral 

 he made me broke the internet , with that comment 

yeah he made me feel like kimmy  ,,,

this poem isnt about jimmy <

its about how i met one of idols 

not about that adam that slide in my dm 

not that mark that catch my heart 

when he called me friend 

no , its that tucker 

yeah i begin a bit starstrucker 

drop dead

remember when i lay in the park 

mile oak , watching the stars 

arrive at the inn  , it wore it begin 

2011 , where i met him 

at the seaside , country file 

everybody walked hand in hand 

this is why i loved ... England 

i saw that guy under the lamp post 

he is a ghost from the past 

and when i when i go back down 

that part of the town , i just feel let down

he was stealing my first kiss and hiding away his mrs 

i wish i kissed his cuz instead , because now he can drop dead 

the overachiver

 i remember how he grab my attention

drop dead 

when i saw his face 

how he pick me up in the hospital bed 

how i dive into his eye , i would forever there , lay 

beside , yeah ... 

ocean drops and how you pick me up 

like the little tea cup when fell 

how you put the alarm 

felt like it wore dior , je adore 

how you was like hands up 

if you wanna grab a tab

by the bar and how i always saw you as star 

Treat You Better

i am not the girl the move on , like that - but i am do a great comeback

just by you chaunting my name , i  drop everything to feel ...  like a human 

i know my situation isnt the best , but i truly doesnt look for romance 

i just want to feel a certain grace , in a world that isnt that elegant 

yeah i am the topic that everyone treat like the elephant

- in the room , but they dont know i dont know i dont looking for a groom 

love is the least of my problem , im more into self love . 

history boy

i dont know how to tell you this 

but when you send that dms 

what kinda like get a make a wish 

it wore a dream e come true that came inform of you 

like a falling star . a lucky star 

you dont know who i am 

i been deleted you like four times 

though you wore not the real deal 

my bad for not knowing what vertified meant 

but was  notified and become heaven sent 

that you wore my fave star 

but you found me in diffrent social sites

when our paths - ignite 

no way

by the first hello , i wore like hell no 

i gonna go back , you pull me back in every sentence 

 every poem i write , remind me of that night 

he flirt with me between the lines 

maybe in another lifetime 

we could be something 

but i know what i am to you 

nothing 

and it kills me to think about it 

how you didnt handle the truth 

about me and what i live with 

to the celebs that build up my confident ...

 he says im beautiful like an angel 

little did he knew i almost become one 

last year by the valentines day 

lay 32 days in coma  , had an brain injury 

but i almost recovered , this year been shit 

i know im not the only one that feeling it 

but he send me that heart emoji 

it made me feel special 

like i havent felt for a while 

since the other guy call me beautiful 

and that made me ... smile 

because i dont feel like that , contrast 

with my hair shaved but this guys aid 

to build my confidence when it wore low 

which i love 

 

lucky star

you hit that like an bright up my life a starlight 

cant believe that you drop down in that inbox 

t hought celeb wore all about privacy 

cant believe i just got had a rendez-vous 

between us . 

all i am hangout in hospitals and not really into festivals , now

but the fact you click my avatar , i always gonna thank my lucky star 

Nice To Meet Ya

i dont like to be in public 

because everyone always judge who i am 

which state i am in , so i prefer dms 

because there i feel like i become a part of a fam

Community , dont want a big ceremony

i think edm treat me like that , perfect 

when every one walk  away , you guys .,, stay 

just push play 

is like being welcome home 

GOLDEN BOY

he aura is golden 

dress in white coat 

he came to rock my boat 

basically fell in the river 

because your look really deliver 

but im more impressed by his brain

his intellect , yeah 

he got the pipes for my likes 

the vocals to be in musicals 

i love that he slide in my plot 

and made it stirring hot 

heartbreaker of the inn

 i wish i could tell you i knew better 

but i guess my feeling dont really matter 

i been like for a decade and i never thought this feeling would fade 

until i met this guy on internet , totally a upgrade from that shit 

to claim to have perfect manners . oh please ... 

we both know you never wore legit - breaking young girls heart

dont make you a work of art , more like a piece of ass 

vibes

 he say im look like angel little did he knew im almost became one 

last year , february the 12th , and i think his bad as his song 

every word make me feel it directed toward me 

and i cant help to dance along 

he is like always put me in a good vibe 

giving me a reason to survive 

and i think he knows this isnt love 

just admiration , fascination - inspiration 

and i think every song is about me 

of course i do , because i might be head over heal 

but if you dont like me ... its no big deal 

the boy that never show up

he said it with not showing up 

wrote that note , ask me to show up 

what a fuck what was that about 

do you regret that know ...

jim , 

the boy who wore no english dream 

i would had let you said it in a dm 

im not like that swift 

i have a talent , an gift 

to make heartbreak into poem 

and potential  books so i kinda overlook 

heartache - like healh issues 

so you kinda vain if you think you cause me all that pain 

Trip

my bad for fallin 

your bad for check me out 

now you got me hooked 

my feelings been blocked

like i wore ice queen of the north 

and who would be worth 

to settle down . with the baddest chic in town

he is tall as a tree , and knew exatctly how to handle me 

a giant and a lump - celeb that give a bit of push to rehab

never thought i find something with a beautiful mind and soul 

and thats why you became my starring role 

sorry if im tend to get out of , ehm out of control 

you my bop

i put my guards up 

but when song come on 

i listen up , tell everyone to shut up 

i dont know how to move on from this 

the first time wore of accident 

the second . was what heck 

the third , kinda want you back 

there is a reason why i put my guard up

but when our song come on , i listen up 

tell everyone to shut up because that is my bop 

we met in october

i never felt more lit 

then when this guy 

send me a alert 

and restart my heart 

damn , i still remember 

how we chat back in October 

i wasnt sure it was you who slide in 

but now i do get and its was a dream come true 

like a make a wish ,but never it sent 

but then you grab my hand 

when i almost become to heaven sent 

i dont give a damn , i might use your name 

because nobody really know who i am

but they shall , spread the word 

im here for take over the world 

or mostly your heart 

just kidding 

im not the girl who want a wedding 

just a happy ending 

rejecting an angel but got an guardian

he call me beautiful , maybe on the the inside 

i got scars head to toe , from loving you 

rejecting an angel but got a guardian 

because i needed to focus on my health 

it took some time to i get my self worth 

hopefully you with time see not a work of art 

that im beautiful underneath 

in a decade full of fear , you appear 

out of nowhere it kinda scared me  

because i dont want you to see me like this 

you all glamourous and i , am notorious 

for those fits you know like you deliver hits 

i hate to have them but i grew to accept it 

im sorry for my tantrum in the chatroom 

it wasnt perfect but at least i made an impact 

ps . my hair look like dakotas now .    they had to shave it when they operated my brain .  

taste of love

there wore a time in the darkness 

where i wore the princess of darkness 

the sadness of not having accept myself 

being a prisoner in your own body 

have never felt so ... lonely 

not have somebody 

but then i find a friend 

most unlikely soul that suprise me 

how i remember how i sat and listen to markus krunegård 

in the backseat of the teacher car , looking at my feet 

because i didnt want you eyes , meet 

our songs

i hate when they play our songs 

damn it boy why did you record them

sure they are great but the best lyrics 

was them you wrote in that dm 

i still remember that that you slide in 

couldnt belive it wore him´

i love when you annonce an new song

because i know there is something 

i will get out of it 

and i hate how fell out because of my fits 

have them like you deliver hits

cried for a half year when my mum 

deleted you from the chatroom 

omg , but you still find me in space 

cant belive that in a world of avatars 

there wore a star , that bright 

that he become my guiding light 

i wore standing in the spotlight 

singing some karaoke on the stage 

daydreaming about acceptance like i had in the 80s 

never thought you would send me that dms 

click that alert and suddenly my heart , restart 

by his lovers he looking for a barbie 

but its more funnier with a harley ? 

i get why she fell 

but i also get why you give her a hell 

dedicated to my fave musicians 

- martin garrix 

- calvin harris 

.- diplo 

.- sofitucker 

music help life . 

we found love in retirement

when i enter the retirement house 

 never thought i would fall 

but then i met this guy with the gorgeous eyes 

he wear a blue uniform that might as well be a soldiar 

and first impression of him was damn 

i knew he wore gonna be a mister man 

he got a mystery aura . a kind energy 

and it might only be 

a fantasy but let it be because its real to me 

i remember when i fell out of the wheelchair and he was like omg 

it make me smile a bit , nobody really does think im worth worry about 

but you did , how you took time to talk with me when nobody else did 

i know you , i look forward to the day you do 

take that doctor bar , maybe we meet sometime at a bar 

celebrate how we make it , because i know we both will 

you

i remember how i felt in his arms 

just because you hit me like baby one more time 

when i attend but i always knew you become a friend 

starstuck by his eyes , the vocals he kinda should be in musicals 

on stage , entertain - yeah i remember how he touch my skin

it drive me wild ,  how the chemistry drove wore insane 

it was blurred lines , sometimes 

i recall how he have to help me on the toilet 

it was so awkward but yet something i will have to write about 

how i forgot he still wore in the room when i took my clothes off 

that he had to turn his head in embarrassment 

yeah we find love in retirement 

i bet she dont write poems like i

 i hate that im so addicted to the social because you for good for to be on it i doesnt listen to your music since our last chat because it remind me of you and its sucks because you rock , i like that you dont do interview because i dont wanna hear about who you love , sure she probably great but does she write poems like me ,  i bet she aint ? you look so cool ,  and the way you call me beautiful omg i didnt know how to react im always been known as the girl with epilepsy but maybe love actually is dream - thanks 

charmed

i remember for a decade ago i was meeting the charmed ones 

, Bridget , Pete and Jim at this cosy inn . never been the girl 

that hang out but since i got the kiss beside my mouth by him 

it was like he put some love spells on but at least i had some fun

so dont worry about it hun x . suddenly i got all the confident 

just because i got to heaven sent - i guess love was in the air 

and im sorry if i didnt move on - until know -¨it takes time for a girl like me 

to fall in love , i need the perfect scenerio , preferbly in a disco but whatever 

i find hopspital enviorments are quite romantic to , heck its where i met you 

and he came around inform of a dm , well he is a legend ....

but i thought you guys shall now that every heart is either a lesson 

everyone of you guys have been a blessing because you guys are help me to find great characters 

and i respect your support in my dreams like i do with my friends 

coma girl

 our history is quite awkward 

how we met on the internet 

you have no idea who i am 

if i see you human or as a fan ?

did you know you the first guy 

that ever alert and re-start 

my heart 

i didnt know what vertified ment '

but went to heaven sent , isnt it wild 

but i felt like edm saved my life 

i remember when i got this heart on a comment  

that i wrote , i felt very special - like he wore singular me out 

im proud over that  and the fact that he send a heart emoji 

made me over the moon , this guy you wont delete - mom 

no shows

thank god you dont do many interviews 

i dont want to hear about who you date or love 

let stick what we now ... put on a show 

thank god you are official on the instagram 

hate the way my mother shot you down 

because she didnt knew you verified 

for a half year i was like terrified 

i never would hear from you again 

but then you disappear 

wasnt it you who said  , no games 

well im not playin 

im stand loyal as a fan 

but more as a friend 

George Girls ( name drop )

i remember how i met the George Girls 

cute as a button , dont get me wrong 

but dont get on the wrong side bed with them 

then you might be through out the country 

let me introdoce , the fanciest of them 

 Rebecca , always thought she wore some kinda model 

and the sidekick sam , behind the bar - thought she wore some kinda star 

and then jims sis , kindest of them all who stood up for my crush on him 

by the way - so  over it . if you wanna know how can i not when my fave idol 

slide into my inbox - yeah that kinda rocked  and hell no , i gonna tell you who it is 

ps . you can tell bex if you want to know who got me thank you , next .... 

Epic

 i never felt so iconic 

yeah he got that hollywood magic 

and im know im that Meredith 

type , no guy tend to like 

well until you did send that alert 

and restart my heart 

i think you lyrics are a work of art 

but the best song you never written yet 

how you and i , met - that i never will forget 

it was totally epic !!! 

the tree and lump

he got a way with him 

that made made me forget about that Jim 

when you get a like from a celeb 

its the best support , push with your rehab 

he is tall as a tree and i short as lump 

but he remind me not to give up 

spin me round , pick me up 

can dance but you give me a fun time 

having a sickness 

like mine is pretty isolated 

but having supported friends is .... priceless 

i like to count you as mine 

you are a legend and one in making 

thanks for understanding the history you and i are making 

Chatroom diaries

you make it so easy to clear my browser history 

acting like im over it but secretly im kinda was into it 

how you drop by in the inbox - like a falling star 

you know who you are 

i know 

we didnt get of at best terms 

like mom who  do you think you are ? 

i was like trying 

 explain it  in my poem 

cant believe you slide in my dm

that tantrum in the chatroom 

that my is apart of who i are 

like  you life your life 

as a superstar 

thanks

i cant get you out of my head like fave song 

i knew i didnt did great impression with that fit 

but then again , you make me trigger them 

i wish i didnt said , that , know i cant take it back 

but i love the fact that you know my name - who i am 

and perhaps , read my poems ....

yeah nobody really blow up my phone like you 

and i didnt really knew if it was a prank or a dream come true 

its hard to explains my condition in 20 sentence 

hope that you get that i am apprichiate 

of what we had because those memories are pretty rad 

wouldnt trade them for them world but thanks for being 

such a great human ... being ! 

what do i now about love

what do you know about love 

you might got a big heart 

but i like a huge intellect 

a guy who stick around 

for sicker or health 

poor or wealth 

i need some loyalty 

some person that 

treat me with quality 

erase this chapter please

the world is in  crises , but you just erase the topics of science that sound logic 

there is a wildfire down the coast , flashes and fake news he says 

wishing for better days ,

most admit it you kinda killin it - the tweeter game 

thought he just wore 15 minutes of fame 

but what 'does he really say in the end of the day

want to immigrate people that build this  country 

take away there health care - is not really fair 

and he dont really care about that Black lives matters 

America rock but lately its lockdown 

and no bother to tell the , uptown 

breaking the lockdown 

im furious on the situation they in 

but mostly at him 

and why doesnt his children say no

eager to please , is like they beggin on their knees 

not very presidenal - more classclown  

of the the tinsletown 

Pretty in ink

you probably think i am 

what i not . perfect 

well you make everything looks so stylish 

look at this relashionship we estamblish 

pretty powerful dont you think - in ink 

back and forth

i hate the way we argue 

back and forth 

honestly i always loved you 

since a decade ago 

i hate how i couldnt describe 

my condition for you 

but i love when you begin to subscribe 

on my gram , never really saw that dm 

until ages ago ... never though i get a plot twist like you 

came around that drop in the inbox , it rock x  

Like It Is

i wonder how to date , nowdays 

we just gone seperate , ways 

how should we get in touch 

when we cant get in , touch 

on paper you are the perfect match

since you did that i been sign my soul to online datine 

give me a line , and you be mine -  for a time 

and then press delete , forget because im a cool cat 

you drag me through the mud and now we have bad blood 

i dont look for love , heck no - all i want a good time and the exit 

but in this crises , you have to choose your alleys 

live or let die 

i rather bury the butterfly 

then myself 

perfect rhymes

i wonder how to date , nowdays 

we just gone seperate , ways 

how should we get in touch 

when we cant get in , touch 

on paper you are the perfect match

not that type that snoop 

´but something with you , made sign up at match . com 

hun , well i realize a world of guys that never be like you 

you got those perfect eyes and deliver those perfect rhymes 

tall as a tree , yeah nothing like me ,,,

im a lump but you help me through the recovery - with push on my ramp 

vote him out

hand on the bible look , swear by the state of grace 

i will never dishonor this flag 

what the world we live in 

like it are a hell or dream 

where did the police went 

and became so corrupt 

in the middle of a panedi 

black life march shouldnt exist 

and what the fuck shall people go

when this is american dream 

yeah nothing make sense - with this president 

Will

back to the memory lane when i thought you wore my friend 

turned out you just wore just a neighbor but i needed a saviour 

i try to make the set but somehow you become easy to forget 

with the years because of all of the tears you brought me 

we both wore here to study , but somehow it became labor of love 

the conversations in the dark , how you  portray me like french girl 

i wore so naive back then , thought you wore my friend 

but im glad you became my helping hand 

curfew in love

i wonder how to date , nowdays 

we just gone seperate , ways 

how should we get in touch 

when we cant get in , touch 

on paper you are the perfect match

sign up on dating site to find a mate 

if only because feel little lonely 

somebody to talk to in the night 

when you got a curfew 

from falling in love 

how stupid is this 

that you cant deliver a kiss

to somebody you like 

in risk of this , virus 

but i guess i have to think about the bigger picture 

... us 

thoughts abought music

 - mabel and doja cat should collab 

- dua lipa and mabel should do it 

- and make a remix with doja 

¨- i can write the songs 

deliver hits like i deliver fits

 i remember how you drop down in  my inbox 

like a god from heaven to pick me up 

just when i needed some back up 

send that heart , push that alert 

of course i was a bit suspected 

and kinda overacted 

but it just a part of me 

having fits like he deliver hits 

i guess we can laugh about it now 

eyss like klein

he got eyes that remind me of Klein 

i can watch them all the time 

with a velvet voice 

i go back all the time 

to we first at the internet 

he such different then the others 

falling for artists , doctors 

but i always had an taste for musicians 

something with you string me along like p 

and i wish you get what you deserve 

hope you get the one that you ,  love 

that set him far from the rest 

and the way he press my heart 

is clearly that best , yeah you the reason why you kept me alive 

even in the rain , you remind me  to smile - better days yet to come 

yeah something with you just feels like home and when you feel quite alone 

that is quite nice to have , a friend ...

the best role model

since we went seperated ways

try to came back over .

 become my lover 

but i blocked your number 

sadly i cant do the same 

with the memories 

and why do you always keep tag my name 

in those pics on instagram , i cant get over that dm 

you like my idol , seems like a great role model 

and those words you told me made run but know and then

i comment because you shall know i still think of you / as a friend 

dont think as me such much , certainly not a public figure 

but i like to think of you as a mentor 

in how to act as author 

because you always deliver the perfect 

hit like i deliver the fit 

 

some dreams never meant to come true

You danced in my life and i knew you wore here to make everything alright 

i was broken , had seen my future , stolen - but when i met you everything is golden 

i know im the girl with broken crown but you fix it and no guys have every manage to handle my fits

but you did , you trade the quarantine and made it felt like a daydream .  i was nearly dying before 

now i just crying , some dreams are not meant to come true like why did i wanted to go out door 

now i never gonna see , Dior more 

ps . we are . definally are gonna met eachother . 

i have a way to make it come true . hahaa

a decade years diaries

i always thought of myself that chic , you knew her

the girl that wont be able to do anything and never see the world 

what a plot twist i walked into when i enter the boarding school school 

of mine , to study art but all i learn was to broke a heart ... 

not that social , more into my earplugs 

but i know they had they fun with me 

and i was to shy to ... say let me  be 

then i went to abroud to study 

but the lessons starts at the pub 

because there i had most fun 

and kiss somebodies ... hub 

sorry about that hun 

then i went home to sweden 

attend a writing school 

and 

after that i decide to travel the world 

twice , i thought it would be nice 

and boy i haad right now after the whole world is in quarantine 

boys like you i only read about

i remember when i got taken in with the taxi 

straight by the police and forc 2 minutes i got to embrace nature 

i dont remember how i got to the hopital ward but you should have a award 

for keeping me alive , thinking about it make me smile 

i remember i fell in coma , was in insomnia 

and somewhere halfway i got embraced by your charm 

when you put that alarm , might as well be of dior 

je adore 

typical me to fall in love 

with somebody that took care of me 

but hit me baby one more time 

if i gonna go through rehab 

you hit me harder then a celeb 

never thought about this 

and suddenly you my greatest wish 

cool like urban outfit  model

 and dope as who could handle my fiit 

who can handle my figures , who figues ?

perfect on paper , everything i could ask 

your arms was like getting embraced by heaven nine above 

and i knew from the start i would fall in love 

lit 

fender guy

he hit you with an other banger 

as he sit there by his fender 

working hard on some new shit 

and of course it sound perfect 

like everything else you done 

i wish i could be the one 

but everything i say 

come out wrong 

but you turn it into a magical song 

that remind it about us 

the perfect charcter

i wonder how to date , nowdays 

we just gone seperate , ways 

how should we get in touch 

when we cant get in , touch 

on paper you are the perfect match 

how we had to go seperated ways 

how life built up a barrier 

you wore such a perfect carrier 

the perfect character 

everything in my world is shatter 

but what does it matter 

when i have memories of you 

and i guess it will , do 

is this our new chapter

is this our legency 

how we go down in history ?

for tearing up the world 

can you fix the atmosphere 

and is it really fair to leave it to a girl 

are this the new chapter , the new area 

how many lovers will survive 

how many family will become one 

yeah thgse this chapter is truly a heartbroken one 

soft kitty

this time kinda suck but what a fuck , lockdown 

dressed head in toe in a hospital gown 

nothing with me is special pretty 

but then you said you like my kitty 

it made me feel good because nobody give me any compliment 

so i grab it and got to heaven sent 

you cat is pretty cute to even to i wish it wore , me you pet 

i hope you dont are to stress about the situation we live in 

if you are are , i might break in ,,, 

in the retirement house and sing you soft kitty ( big theory ) 

so you can fall asleep better because everyone knows 7 hours sleep , matters x 

blocked from intimicy

i wonder how to date , nowdays 

we just gone seperate , ways 

how should we get in touch 

when we cant get in , touch 

on paper you are the perfect match

you get me so vulnable , never new i would get this attach 

fuck , this suck with convid it makes me livid 

how can you find love nowdays 

when goverment set you under curfew 

'how to find some kinda intimacy 

in this kinda society 

it suck 

i guess i should write some erotic fiction 

then i will get at least some kinda satistfiction 

in a world where you blocked from intimacy  

to dior

i remember this guy with the vocals 

wake up , felt like i wore wore in some kinda musical 

he was like lets touch you up so get out from here , dear 

put some lipgloss and i felt like kate moss and brush my hair

made a make over , inside and out . from being down 

i became all uptown ... even if it was in quarantine 

and he was my carrier - well this is why you became my character 

because you have a good heart , fancy and your soul is beautiful 

... Dior x 

House

 he got the bohemian vibe 

and is the reason why i survive 

kinda remind me of Diplo 

and made the retirement house 

into - house ... 

had vocals like he should be in musicals 

slide into my heart , with that alert 

just when i needed it to , restart 

when i almost lost my life 

when you almost a fan

you hit the alert and heart 

and made it start 

with full of energy 

that i came to life 

i will ever be grateful 

to that 

cheap thrills

its been quite a while 

since i saw your smile 

as you hand me those pills 

i guess it wore a cheap thrill

when you said i  had a nice dress 

but then got disablity access '

i remember how your vocals 

sounded like wake up of a musicals 

and how awkward i wore with everything 

but i have never walked into a poem 

Blocked from life

like over night i became trapped 

dont want to feel like i have over stepped 

any rules and this quarantine suck ....

its kinda like from the nature , blocked 

its all screwed up and not even music event you can get down

so easy to feel depressed and i bet the doctors are all stressed 

and when you blocked from family and lovers 

how to date somebody new when you cant touch each other 

be imitate when the bacteria screams hysteria 

... yeah nothing with this gives up for it 

rockstar

 

how the hell did i hang around with this star 

that grab my heart and made it restart 

around last year , when he fell inbox

no boys aloud hear but you came 

in a form of a dm 

of course you have to become a poem 

i do really apprichiate this 

because it my secret make a wish 

that you would do a shout out 

never thought you do but 

but now i see , some stars 

is humans to 

falling in love during convid

i wonder how to date , nowdays 

we just gone seperate , ways 

how should we get in touch 

when we cant get in , touch 

on paper you are the perfect match 

but i know my future isnt ... perfect 

then again so isnt yours so maybe we should give it a go ?

cant handle to stay in this curfew but falling in love 

made me less lonely because words have only been my company 

visualize somebody like you did but then this damn convid 

came between and all i can see you on a screen 

such a star

i wonder how to date , nowdays 

we just gone seperate , 

how should we get in touch 

when we cant get in , touch 

on paper you are the perfect match 

and would be a such great catch 

but like dang all the connection you can have is , when you rang 

yuck what a fuck , is this all about - when you can even kiss a mouth 

because of all the germs , you basically have to rely on your crush slide in your dms 

how the fuck does it came to this ,i geúss i have to sign up to one of those match . com

to get some but its not the hway to get seek romance 

are everyone suppose to be friends 

if you cant kiss , in risk of germs - are this why we are at bad terms ? 

im not sure how it got this far , who i got to talk with such a star

because i knew you heart , soul , and ..... brain 

and everything with my life is just insane

i guess we met on bad terms , but i really came around in that dm 

never in my wildest dream i though you drop in my inbox 

its totally rock  ... X

you made a nightmare a daydream

 he is a living in a hollywood scene 

you made her nightmare a daydream 

i dont ask for love because i know my end 

but maybe  you can be my friend ? 

when nobody stay , please dont walk away 

maybe im just repeat what i havent repair 

but you the only one the that actually seem like cared 

thanks for saving my life

 he got that gloria over his head 

standing by my hospital bed 

kinda remind me of Zedd 

i might be halluciate 

as i drop down 

and found myself in a hospital gown 

half way up when you grab me hand 

cheers for not hand me victoria secret - wings 

yeah , i was like loosing my voice 

but there a way you came around 

made the made the ward into a disco 

with all those beeps like Diplo 

just when i wore fine from this 

the reaper shot but he miss 

.... and i cant believe i got your dms 

deleting this love song

i wonder how to date , nowdays 

we just gone seperate , ways 

and how the fuck will i find 

somebody new that can replace 

your body , soul and spirit 

specially when you cant feel it 

nowdays in this panademi 

when all you have to do 

when there is no hope 

how can you cope 

no xo to blow 

a world without out love 

how could the world swipe so wrong 

im delenting this love song 

BROKEN DOLL

 your a hipster guy 

i am just try my best not to die 

'i cant believe you caught my eye 

of course i would drop down and fall 

as long as we on topic nothing with this is logic 

how you drop in my inbox when i lay in coma 

push press , made me feel like a princess 

couldnt speak but when i woke up from insomnia 

saw a dope male nurse that remind me of zedd 

got a voice , heavenly skills that become my cure 

standing by my hospital bed , yeah this feeling is quite mad 

and there is that martin playing with those sticks 

everywhere go , guys usually dicks 

but not here , doctors are the bests 

you got friends on high places 

but nothing with you i would replace 

this memory is too good to erase 

maybe it wore just little bit of sadness

from your part , i dont mind because you always have my heart 

because you made my heart , restart ...

i remember how martin brush my my hair and talk about brighton 

he had been there to and he scroll down my blog and didnt like 

what i like , he favorite swedish guys - the only one i like is Håkan 

talked about the food , karaoke and but mostly i remember that him 

brush my hair and teeth - wasnt that sweet ? 

Im not sure if i remember him , correct but in my dream it was perfect 

how he went out the window like a flight nurse 

and how i sat in zedds braces like a kangaroo 

dont quote me on this , it just be a dream 

but it make quite a lovely poem 

thanks to the music i surived

your a hipster guy 

i am just try my best not to die 

i cant believe you caught my eye 

of course i would drop down and fall 

as long as we on topic nothing with this is logic 

how you drop in my inbox when i lay in coma 

push press , made me feel like a princess 

couldnt speak but when i woke up from insomnia 

saw a dope male nurse that remind me of zedd 

got a voice , heavenly skills that become my cure 

standing by my hospital bed , yeah this feeling is quite mad 

and there is that martin playing with those sticks 

everywhere go , guys usually dicks 

but not here , doctors are the bests 

i cant feel my heart . beat 

felt like it wore kinda a retreat 

couldnt speak but i think im develop a crush 

on everyone i write about and during the night 

diplo turn the hospital into a disco 

did i just got my make a wish come true 

that i never really sent , this is mental 

and blessing in disquise - because you give the best advice 

adam in the dm , yeah this is the reason why you become a poem 

( for the love of my fave my fave music and how it help it throught 

with my condition , thanks ) 

 

DOctors

your a hipster guy 

i am just try my best not to die 

i cant believe you caught my eye 

of course i would drop down and fall 

as long as we on topic nothing with this is logic 

how you drop in my inbox when i lay in coma 

push press , made me feel like a princess 

couldnt speak but when i woke up from insomnia 

saw a dope male nurse that remind me of zedd 

got a voice , heavenly skills that become my cure 

standing by my hospital bed , yeah this feeling is quite mad 

and there is that martin playing with those sticks 

everywhere go , guys usually dicks 

but not here , doctors are the bests 

thank you

  you slide in like you own the show 

of course i wore about to fall in love 

lit tend to do it of a habit 

when i fall from above 

like when i did crash down 

in your muscle arms 

blended by your energy 

it wore like getting embrace by a hug 

and i knew you wore the next character in my blog 

i really appriachiate that in a carriar 

and seek that in my character 

so thanks 

hollywood king

he is the hollywood prince
she got hollywood dreams

send a dms 

which made me feel a princess 

he aimed his arrow straight

when he heart it ,  restart it 

she lay in respirator when you access it 

how the hell did you manage to do it ? 

im not looking for being yours 

i just looking for a human touch 

somebody like you  , a dream 

straight from a movie screen 

he is a hollywood knight 

that fix her broken heart 

with that alert 

legend

  you got me listen to legend 

thinking maybe their is a happy end 

perheps , this world will turn out 

before the love burn out 

yeah your voice remind of john legend 

smooth and i cant believe you get me through this 

they say legends never die and i will hold on to you 

as long to you in my heart , hear and far wherever 

we will be together ... 

MISS YA

i been writing poems that made a mark 

that wormed them in my heart 

left some kinda 

his eyes got the glimt of dior and he is tall a giant

dont know what to say but im i am kinda glad the first runaway 

he woulnt made me to a hemminway , anyway ....

i met him when i study art but the only thing i learn how boys break heart 

back in this boarding school back in the days , anyways 

so i headed out to england to study and discover this inn

full´of characters that really deliver 

storyline , never in my wildest dream i thought 

i would caught your attention 

it really wore sad to say good bye 

but i always this memorie wish cherish 

how we dance in the moonlight '¨

how people got drunk in love 

like i on inspiration 

yeah ..'

i though this wore the best time 

but then you send me that notification 

and that gave me some motivation 

quarantine is boring

 he catch my arm 

like i caught his charm 

said babe , like this you press the alarm 

but hun , since you arrive . - you gave me a reason to survive 

i think im falling , he rock that klein blue eyes and i think never met a guy that are so nice 

of course you walked straight into my plot and made me feel like freaking hot 

twisting myself in bed and cant sleep , beep .- just for fun 

because love is quaranine is boring and boys like you , should come with a warning x 

this princess is priceless

lets talk about love ? 

sure its nice to felt cared 

but i couldnt give a fuck 

this princess , is a priceless 

next to throne and im used to be alone 

but im know im number one 

if i cant have the one i want , why bother 

Chanel nr 5

 

do you know you make me feel like chanel nr 5
that you are the reason why i alive ...  never in my wildest dreams you would send me that dms 

when i wore in the lowest point and i think i like it 

dont know how to describe it 

more then its like winning the BFF - lottery 

that you never sucribed at 

but i think we are perfect 

ok to be honest we it didnt begin that smooth 

i nearly got kick out from the dj booth 

just because of my damn fits 

but we all know 

we both are great deliver hits 

and take them 

yeah you remind me of that perfume 

classy and a bit bad assy 

to chapter  nr 5  . chanel 

humming beat

 He said why dont you join me at the studio 

i was like right ,i rather hang on by the radio 

wherei can request you by the dj 

make the humming sound 

hang all night , damce to the trance 

he said join me me at the studio '

it just just a problem  

we arent a item 

but by by that dm 

you seduce me with those word

like one of your songs 

you come through ..... like i knew you would do

take me to your paradise
harris

i be your eve , you make me belive
in the deepest darkest hours 

when i lost my powers 

then comes faith 

like when i nearly loss my life 

and begin to hallucuate about people that impact my life 

mostly writing , i remember it wore you , who stand out 

and diplo and martin garixx and i also notice sofitucker 

this guys i begin to listen to except kpop , which is also a bpop 

but i also came back to you guys in my coma , ps . i hope you if you read this 

dont mind this because i tend to think , always say what on your mind before its to late 

but i got a feeling you dont mind x 

‘Lovesick Girls

he got the glimt of dior , je adore

but he is tall like an giant

that combination is like perfect

´forget that shakespear

he cant write the lyrics that i wanna hear

and that bond was just bummer

so choose you , even if it just for a summer

but dont dont fear  i know im a rare 

he might call me reject 

but you are the the one i select 

to next --- chapter , and i know this one 

will be the the best because i know the artist 

there goes the little heartbreak

there she came the little heartbreak 

i been told it since i wore a little gal 

my story isnt the prettiest in the world 

but in the own way

 is about a girl who find her own way 

its been ups and downs , fits and tantrums 

people who dont deserve them 

but you cant introduce yourslf in a dm 

before your get ghosted ,thank god for instagram 

so i can keep up with you there when i cant travel because of convid 

les miserables

 this year been thought 

a emotional hell 

les miserable

nobody to back me up

when i fell 

landad in the most gorgous carrier 

arms i held when my legs fell  

he was the one who carry me through 

the deepest perieod of my life 

when i thought this with would end my life 

he help me see wrong from right 

of course there all of of people helping me 

but this on got the x factor , - maybeline 

and maybe it was all a dream 

but it seeem way to real 

and i think you should know 

that i apprichiate you even it didnt show