internet crushes

i woke up that day , 43 days since i headed with ambulance into the hospital

one of my notorious fit , i live in a dangerzone and call deliver tantrums

that are deadly and fierce , i was walking hand and hand with death

when you drag me down to earth ,,,

to be honest , its not the first time i almost died ... it was the third

i think i got a target on my head and thats why i always end up in hospital bed

- instead of yours

never felt so alive even if i saw eye to eye , to death ...

but then i realize the most beautiful person i havent yet met

and isnt it weird im talk with him on internet