my url

i change my url 

got your number in my cell 

the only phone number i got 

but what a guy then 

and i know we not an item 

but since you send me that dm

you all i been thinking of 

i been erasing the browser 

and somehow i feel we get closer 

i deleted my history , fuck being humble

you should know my essamble 

yeah i been open a blog , dedicate post to you 

because i know you care

and perheps i do , overshare 

but in a 100 years nobody will , care 

about my url 

my poems gonna make you cry like an onion

my poems gonna make the onions .cry 

collecting feelings like drake 

but probably will make some of my ex , cry 

because they have no idea who they rejected 

when they not me , selected 

i gonna make my onions , cry 

so much because you turned me into a cry baby 

for a while made me forget i had an smile 

and felt dead inside and that mental 

because my condition is not for rental 

you should admire when i turn up 

even though im pretty burn out 

you are my earworm

you are my earworm 

that keep me calm

in a trace and an glance 

Always down to dance 

even if my legs isnt my friends

yeah i got that earworm in head 

cant sit down , make me feel like an hospital gown 

dancing Queen in wheelchair and i own it 

what used to be broken , stolen become fix 

and you give me my teenage kicks 

because you that earworm 

and keep me calm after the storm 

how cool isnt that ?

in my version of the fault of ours stars

he was like just take the vip access , i see you there backstage 

and i know this might be wrong to write about you but ever writer need a plot 

i hope you dont mind if you be in my version of the fault in ours stars ...

to be honest you just slide into to it , out of the blue thats how i met you 

one year soon and i never felt like this over the moon ...

i became more free in my wheelchair then the people jumpin around 

and since that day every sentence i have wrote 

became yours , like oblivious every songs you sing is mine 

because you the only that get me when even my body get tired off me 

but somehow you havent and it freak me out a bit 

beat for me a bit ,,, stronger

you wore the pieces i left 

thought i never would replace 

you with somebody else

but suddenly all i see his face 

in the stars above , in every plane 

i hope you have a great time at tour

and you know that ever song is , our 

do you see my face in the crowd 

like i listen to your sound 

and even im not there 

feel me in the atmoshere 

im the girl in the wheelchair 

that knows Life isnt fair 

and legs are not friends , either my hands 

the fact that you slide in my dm i will never forget 

just insecurities stand in the way but please i ask you stay 

hang a bit longer , beat for me a bit 

… stronger ? 

you matter

im to broken to dance 

legs arent my friends 

and i get lost in trance 

im wear that hospital gown 

but i own it , yes i rock it 

i want to be front row 

but if im are a no show 

is because i dont want 

,,, its because i cant 

and i never felt like im to heaven sent 

like in heartbreaks club 

life give your lemons make lemonade 

and nothing can rain on my parade 

im a unicorn of a field of horses 

that only hang with the best and in myself invest 

the priority number one in my life is my health 

and my self worth

because nobody deserve to be hurt , specially of themself 

thats self destructive and we got one live 

and if cant with my broken legs dance 

dont really have any friends 

put yourself out there because you never know 

who might in your dm , show ? 

( its not this guy btw )

lost to trance

im to broken to dance 

legs arent my friends 

and i get lost in trance 

im wear that hospital gown 

but i own it , yes i rock it 

i want to be front row 

but if im are a no show 

is because i dont want 

,,, its because i cant 

and i never felt like im to heaven sent 

like in heartbreaks club 

saw your face and got inspired

saw your face and got inspired
and like that my ex became fired
became thank you next , just by one text
or ten , i dont really remember ...
all is in a blur and out of context
but you wore there and trust me , it rare
saw your face and got inspired
and like that my ex got fired

Karaoke girl

from a face in radon 

to an heart in neon

from karaoke Queen 

to night im dancing Queen 

in a wheelchair , dont care 

because all i to have fun

from being stuck in the past 

now she only stuck in her cast 

could care less if she a mess '

because she feel like an hospital princess 

you give the vibe and is the crime 

to be your favorite fangirl and you that guy backstage 

and together , our love will never will age 

confession from an little fangirl

left my heart at the inn

to fall in a the World 

hecome an Little fangirl

freaked out when you did a shout

that made my Life and i wont kiss and tell

... i got some hot spill to spill

but what if this is the beginning of something real ?

so i bite my lip and this secret , keep 

i hope you realize you´get this is a big deal 

and this poem is too got to be real 

never be over for us

last year been hell of a ride
cant help if im a bit too much
but when a favorite celeb slide
and suddenly every song
that i used to sang the inn
became ours and know you on tour
and i dont want to intrude
but hopefully you can me , include ?
and i fear i never will get over
never from this friendship
… recover

transformers

8 year and over a night , didnt knew what it meant
but i wore this close to become to heaven sent
instead of wearing my prom dress , i wear my hospital gown
transform to the girl out out of the norm
EKG and Scanned , full of years of pain and ache
my legs wore not my friends and hands just kept shake
but there wore one thing i find that transform my mind
Music , it was like magic , with every beat and drop
made me not give up and find myself and accept
love myself and it have been quite an journey there
 condition isnt a problem , is the sociaty view
they dont get that is all about self love
and strengh and Worth

better then a daydream

cage in my personal hell
that would come to be heaven on earth
just took a bit to find a Peace of mind
find what i wore Worth
trapped in an emotional cage
didnt saw the light out but one day
something switch and you wore the person that stay
never in a million years i have seen
it coming , you better then an make a wish and daydream
… combind and i hope you find Peace of mind

the black swan

she take on her attire
remember herself this girl is on fire
diamond in rough
and when life get tough
… grab an helmet and over come it
she grab her attire , that hospital gown
that transform her to out of the norm
special and one of a kind
fighter and lover
Beauty and a belle , hotter then hell
she rise from the dust and put her trust
in the only person she know , love
herself ...

what if

do you understand if my hands shaking ...

why my legs are aching ?

do you get im not the girl used to know

and if im an no show

is not because i dont love to , i cant

Health wise .

i hope you get i will never forget

when you slide in my dm

how we chat about this and that

and how you gave your number

the first guy that ever hand me one

but what a guy …

and if we never met or talk that fine

but if you like to do that , i wouldnt it decline

i hope you see im loyal with you , even sign non disclousare

because i love this friendship in making and i hate the Words what if

star map

it aint my fault if you slide into my dm

why did you give me your nummer

if you go and ghost me

i said i call you when i figure out this app

probably over summer and when i have recover

from all of this until that , i follow you on the star maps

i wasnt ready

i remember him uttered those sentence in the common room

how he belittle me , hand me the title and now i cant shake it off

 never felt more like an hospital gown

when he said it , he probably didnt meant it but yet he label

maybe it wore in a moment of anger or perhaps he knew

he would Nail the last inch in the coffin when he said it

or perheps , he just didnt care if he hurt somebody that Always had him , love

when he diagnose her when she wasnt ready ,,,

but now i realize my self Worth and im self made

and dont need to be somebodies babe

make your setback an comeback

i remember spending my teens

trying to fit my jeans

cut my skin because i hated the body i wore in

knowing im cant impossible over this condition win

thinking i was nada , not prada

which i roll my eyes

to now because that was just a lie

made up , supersize because im hella fly

i wear my invisable cape like im superwomen with epilepsy

and my wheelchair , is my bat mobile

i fight the crime during night

and look pretty in my hospital gown

yeah i never been this proud

and i laught to those memories now when i didnt fit in

and follow my own beat and if you dont like it

,,,

call me up when you grew up

because i have elavate , level up

and make your set back

an comeback

hospital prom

i guess i was sixteen and felt like an hospital princess

outside look cool but inside i was in denial

of the girl i was , faboulous !

i wore that Crown but the fasad wore fake

and one day i knew i would break

down and choke the tears and insecurities i wear

on the sleeve but somewhere i finally got the courage to Breathe

i guess it wore all i need to do to accept that condition of mine

nothing i can do about it , just accept it !

and i did spent my teenage years run from what would define me

but nowdays i do my best to invest in me

my Health and self care - because its what i wear

on my sleeve , not love seeking approval

and if you dont get that

there will be an removal ...

the guy i never will forget even if i havent him , met

remember how you gave your number 

i wore like yeah call you in the end of the summer

wonder if you got fun on your tours , do you sing the song of ours ?

do you look for me in the crowd like i look for you in every sound ?

do you read one of my million blogs and do you get is about us ..

i remember it how you tap my heart , send that alert 

and now im top of the chart , chit and chat about this and that 

yeah remember when you gave me that number 

i fear i will never recover 

sorry but you got in the way of my daydream

sorry if you got in my way of my daydream
now you trapped in my wicked mind
thought you would have out of line
playing cool and but you dont know how i roll
became graded one of a kind since birth
and you wont define my self Worth
uh boys , with no sense of reality
dont get a Girls ability
to get over a heart , did you Think it wore smart
leading me on , did you expect me to move on
with somebody that top the chart
you look like an clown meanwhile i wearing my hospital gown
when you heart is broken , bas been stolen … do you Think i  cry
no i got 99 problems so try not to make my heart , die
and sorry if im seem shady but the priority number one is this lady
not become somebodies baby

nr , 1

the rumor is you are an doutche

but every girl want a bad guy 

and to be honest im the sickest 

in this club so we are perfect fit 

you must make me confused 

for an other girl if you thought i wanted your love

thats laughable , just we are matchable 

at the internet and isnt it cool how we met 

the sick girl and in the hospital gown 

the dope guy in the crowd 

and i have no idea why i feel so safe when you around 

how this  songs becomes ours 

and i come bet you have a fun time at tour 

hope every phone call was meant for me 

and i hope you in every girl in the crowd 

… all over the World when you play , me see 

they tell me your an doutche but i think we are an perfect match 

bad to the bone and i get why you are the number one 

Make a wish

i wore the hospital girl in the gown

dancing Queen in Wheel chair 

but i Owe it , grew to love it 

i dance to my on beat . yours ,,, 

and every song is ours 

from now on to forever 

in sickness and Health 

you are my medicine and isnt sublime  

how we met on internet and you became the make a wish 

i never thought i needed or wanted but yet wore grantueed 

scottish stories

remember how you sent me a message i wore in Scotland
was searching for myself  in the highland ?
funny that i wore in Edinburgh when you checked in
and i remember myself being a bit cooler but you Always be the ruler
ironic how i run and hide when you slide  , took the time
to get to know me an add me but i didnt want you to see my sad me
im could tell you have good intentions and have work obligations
because you the last king of Scotland and its unbelivable you wanted to be my friend

authentic and ashtentic

you tell me im pretty when im wear that hospital dress 

when i feel like an low key mess you come around 

and make me feel like an princess 

lift me up when i low - tell me im gorgeous in that gown 

of all the dancing Queens you rather want meal on wheels 

yeah babe , thats how you seal the deal make it real '

make sure it authentic , we dont care about the astetic 

all we want something thats true  , can i put my bet on you ? 

i wear your secret in my heart

remember how you slide into my pm
last year and i didnt thought you wore real
but we chat about this and that
you ask me how i been , what i liked
and i remember it like it wore last night
but now you just an stranger
that wearing my secrets in your heart
like i listen to our songs
sometimes i wonder if you read of my blog ?
do you the first guy that gave me an alert
its pretty wild , dont you Think how
you in suit and tie - super fly
slide into my Life and i Went from the girl in hospital gown
to accept myself as an human being and nowdays , feeling proud
and it all happen that night with that like x

letter to my future me

when your legs

dont work like they used to

and you sleep in a hospital bed

try your best not to break apart

think about all the stories you made

all the momeries you got

and to all the people still is in your life

remember them because they help you through the way

i might be bad on keep in touch but remember you always in my heart stay

dancing along to every karaoke song , festival we went and how we chat at internet

there is a reason why im an no show and its not because i dont like to

perhaps im not healthy enough that day to ... go

My Cool

eight and my scrubs became my hospital gown

12 and i got that wheelchair , i hated it

because my friends made fun of it

for a while i actually walked again

i had forgot how it felt

because i always have an leg bent

my reflection look cool but inside i felt like a fool

but somewhere it change , the pieces fit

that it isnt your style or outfit

its about your attitude

that make it and even a girl in wheelchair

can wear heart on sleeve and i know you care

i was one of millions and perhaps you put tabs

on me like i do with because i am the girl that said yes

when everyone said yes , because i wearing that hospital dress

but now im declare myself , dancing queen in wheel chair

because you make me feel like im the queen of the night

you can read your name in the index

they say we arent good for eachother
but you will always be my brother from an other mother
you are better then my reletives and is weird how chemistry are made
let it never fade , let the love we had not become shade ...
they say im too much but why so i be low key when i know i came to slay
dont need an introducation , you can read your name in the index
and we both know this isnt about ...sex
get over yourself
i just have an need for expressing myself
and you get my way but then again , stay

modern fairytale come true

my stories elavate with you 

the memories is on lockdown

and i went from an hospital gown

to hospital chic , so i plan to you ... keep 

i remember how i went 

on a festival in UK with my leg bent 

but i was like no way i missing out 

of one of life stories and even it hurt like hell

you drop , beat made me forget and i was like under a spell 

and became well for a few hour , how cool isnt that ?

but then , you slide in my dm and i wore like shut it 

Heavyy crown

eight years old and pick up the gown

my house became the hospital

the dolls whispered she is out of control

i was trying to walk in straight line

to fit your perspective of what a person should be

and slowly grew to hate , me

i remember the her , the little girl

who never said a word

and moved around in every city in sweden

in hope to find acceptance as an hospital princess

but never got it so i wore heading abroad , to falling in love with an toad

but he wore the best i could ask for because he gave me the key

to the cage i wore living in , an knight in disquise

and he will forever in my heart stay

hope you cool with that , that i wont you forget !

better then a chic lit

live like an local

party like an royal

fall for a list

better then a make wish

check of my bucket list

fangirl over people on internet

that i never gonna met

but take the time and effort

to send an like and heart

in a shape of an aleart

thats you and me

never thought how good

being this bad is rad

yeah , i think i stick to it

and this is better then a chic li

ice princess

heartbreak king and hospital queen

the snow became the ice rink

the stage , and we owned it

for a second but if i put that record

on repeat , i go back in time all the time

he sat on the chair with his guitar

she sat in wheelchair and couldnt stop stare

they told her he was trouble but

she was heartbreak in making so i think we a perfect fit

he wear that suit and tie , looking hella fly

and she wear that hospital gown , born to die

together we epic and slide through the snow

and you make my face , glow

somewhere in Hove

you knew you can send me a message whenever

because it is George and me forever ....

there by Mile Oak , in my invisable Cloak 

wearing that hospital gown when you wore around 

but felt like an princess in dancing queen in a wheelchair 

i remember how kev did say boys like girls who wore sick

and suddenly i got it , went from weak to hospital chic 

it wore somewhere by Hove ,where i found love 

within myself ...

you better then food

you better then food
better then a slice of pizza
better than sliced bread
you that burger to my fries
the only one i share my food with
to yummy for my tummy
and get your sticky fingers from my plate , mate
i ate my chocolate in my weight
and i dont care about if i fit
in my new outfit
because you better then that and dont care
if a wear my size , health or love
on th sleave

the club girl and the hipster boy

you
became the guy who made it out of town
and your girl look like queen of the prom
tell her i dont want you , just your snacks
and i wonder if you like the outbacks ?
have you climb the bridge
you seem like the party type
the guy that introduce me to what i would come to like
have you grew out of it
i just getting started ,,,,

the five on adventures

locals became legands and myths
i became Enid Blyton that had their heart won
writing the chapter about us and how it was ...
one of us would leave to scandi
an other would head to sydney
some end up with an family
and other memories just taste sweeter
while other , just are bitter
locals became legands and myths
and in my mind we nancy and sid

special to me

i never thought you would be

so special to me 

the one that gave me life again 

and you hardly my friend

but i remember it all 

how i let the hospital gown

fall

for you and let you knew 

that i had come to my own 

and if it rumours over this town 

i wouldnt mind because i have myself find 

... an friend in you 

basket case

i go over things in my head

what did he do and said 

to stuck , i was like i dont give a fuck

except i do because its you 

damn , im never getting over this 

how you became my make a wish ? 

i , wore your chaity case 

sounded probably like a nut case 

but doesnt love make us so 

to be honest , i dont know ? 

THE PIRATE QUEEN

he was richie rich
funny how you can be
the thief and snitch
perfect for an girl like me
they say one man trash
is an other mans treasure
and isnt it how you got down
with the girl in hospital gown
how she grab the key to the car
while  you grab the the wheelchair
and since that you been a friend
isnt it funny  how you become my cure
how you she took the short cut and put the blame
roll the eye when i hear her sing about you not be a man
because , you the best and i got a you a cascet
full of secret in my chest but you the one i never will , kill

in the last day of summer

he was that idol that she been looked up since 2011
mostly the ambition and skills , how he are the real deal
in a world full of fake people and bad apple
and she know his reputation but she dont give a fuck
because he that ibiza rock , neon lights and starlight
she try to disclaim you but i will always have your back
and i think how we met wore kinda whack
how you hand me your number
and i promise i gonna call
in the last day of the summer

the girl who got away and the girl who stayed

there wore something in the air
something that made the guys stop and stare
when i wore rolling in with my wheelchair
felt fresh to death and i bet you never
met an girl like this - thats your make a wish ...
sure she is cute but does she deliever poems on daily
im the girl that got away and she is the the girl who stay
and it always something special with the girls who leave ...

above it

i never felt this free in a wheelchair

like i finally found home , like im home bound

even if my legs isnt my friends

and my body shakes like an earthquake

i made it mine , every inch of the skin

dident see it coming , it come without an warning

the headache and heartbreak

but i grew to like it , love it

even if close to death i know ...

im above it

in a blink of a eye

i never felt more free in a wheelchair
isnt it funny how an condition can be your medication
how knowleadge is the power and without education
you cant lift yourself up , empower and swich your mind set
from being debbie down to the sparkling girl in hospital gown
proud over label what  her ackomplished
its weird how in a blink of eye you forget what used to miss
the girl healthy part but with an half heart
yeah like over a night i become changed from bella lestrangre
to hermonie granger , 7 and felt like an stranger
but now im home and have never felt that free in a wheelchair

the blogger and the A list

you send me an alert , heart shaped and i will it never forget

im that blogger , way to attach but according to internet we match

binded by facebook and hangout and twitter

couldnt life be sweeter

remember when you gave me your nummer im sorry if i called ...

but i was rip me because you add me , its mental and mad

and im sad to say to say i got it bad

they tell me your a dutche , but your mine

every girl want want an bad boy

and to be honest if you want an bad girl im the sickest , freakish

but definally not the weakest

i refuse to listen to that because i know its crap

you are an good guy because added a sick girl

which i weird , awesome and dope

and that make me cope

better with my life and i hope you know

that im not that girl , who standind in row

outside the show - its not my style

i just like to have a good time

in my invisable gown

know you now about the girl i used to be afraid to show

but have come to fall in love

the one that i layer but learned even a player

want to roll with an hospital girl

my legs was not my friends

but i find the love in trollies ,

portslade - mile oak

wearing my invisible cloak

my hospitel gown

and you by my side i always felt safe and sound

the wheelchair became my trolley

but i never felt so alive

just like a little child

Nessie

and i was like damn ...

i got facebook request

of a guy that is the coolest

yeah 
i remember i got this message from highland
i wore like thumbs up for making an friend
… getting this dm from Scotland
the darkest forest of woodland
i recall he send me this recording of this sound
don't really remember it exactly
it could vow an crowd
… even if just chat for a couple nights
and you are out of sight
just like Nessie
i am your new bestie

dedication to friendship

when its dark and you seem to close your heart 

you must to trust yourself that we gonna make it 

because this love is to good , dont let anyone break it ! 

when its cold and grey , you have to believe that we gonna stay 

loyality is everything and this blog is my dedication to our friendship . 

because i think its worth to keep . i gonna write about it all 

the good times , bad and health wise and the rise ... 

and the fall 

this is an dedication to friendship , something that is worth keep

stay true when people are fake 

let you in when people let you go 

yeah . 

this is my love for friends and happy ends 

for everyone i met , on the internet 

and the real life ...

the peronal journey to find acceptance within myself 

how i was able to tell the true 

about my condition 

and how you ...

became my medication 

king of the scene and the queen of daydream

say me who is the dorkiest girl in this pub are ?

remember how i felt about it all , when i fall

walked around with my leg , bent

one kiss on my cheek

could save me for a week

i went to heaven to sent

no  way to bring me down

my feelings are all over the town

but i dont care because i wear

my hospital gown

like an princess and feel like an bad ass'

wheel chair is how i roll  , out of control

but you can make me stay in line

and we owe the world tonight

king of the scene and queen of daydream

english rain never taste so good

english rain has never taste so good
she feel it drip down on her skin
wash away her pain
the feeling that she have tried to hide away
but suddenly , the storm felt like home
like tears from the sky , heaven open up like an shower
and made the english roses flourish because after this indian summer
she wanted to soak up some water and couldnt wait until it became sweather weather

Superwoman with epilepsy

a landscape straight out from tate

towers built in the center , houses look like castle 

it wore here in Brighton i met my first mate

and i knew it would be check mate

when i got the first time i lay my eyes of you

a kiss on the cheek and i never felt my knees so weak

 my legs are not my friends but i forgot they wore bend

from the first time you rode in on your white horse

it wore like you close the door to the pain

when you lay that kiss on my cheek

and i wore like , excuse me can i take an pic

because you is the first definally not the last

but you are the guy that made my hospital gown fall to the grown

and take on an other attire which made me feel proud

over the the body i was given and took on my superwoman

cape and in the night , diseapear to fight my greatest fear

... myself

runaway train

a landscape straight out from 

towers built in the center 

straight out of an movie , fields wore golden

and it wore here i find my home 

a year of happiness , feeling like an princess 

but now it dark clouds over the sky 

and i went 10 years trying not to cry 

i been on that runaway train since i 12 

going over the speed limit ...

raised in hell , thought i this friendship wore real 

when i met you ....

i wore minding my buisness 

when you made me feel like an princess 

little did i knew you wore the king of broken hearts

that alert ...

you made my life an fairytale

it better then an wishing well

how you found me out here 

by all the profiles and avatars

of all the superstars ... 

never thought it would be you 

who slide into to my heart 

with that alert , turn it neon 

made my world radon 

all i see is light , electricity so bright 

and ironically im allergic agaist daylight

not sure if we friends or enimes 

and all i do is daydream about weddings 

look what you made me do ...

im not going down without an fight

i saw him from the corner of my eye

wonder if everything had been a lie

the way you hold me had been an cage

and i knew begin to plan the great escape

but everyone know you dont get far

in wheelchair , caught in a crowded room

and that beating heart got replaced with a wound

i told myself never be back but everyone know

but i jump on next plane but this time i bring the sword

when i go back to the kindgom i love

because im not going down without an fight

yeah , i remember how the love was an battlefield

and how i put up an armour and bring the shield

the landscape wore burning

but without a warning

the prince charming

came and saved me from the the flames

the girls looked like queens and the guys looked like knights

i never seen a landscape so pretty

the house became castles in eyes

and the guys became gentleman

how everyone was my friend ...

i left my heart on the dock by bay

always tried to figure out the right word to say

because i wanted you to stay

and all the girls at the pub look like queens

which made me quite scared because i felt

insecure over having my leg , bent

and the guys wore knights in disquise

the claim to be not but they my heart , aim

and erased all the pain

hospital cape and the heartbreak king

hes the heartbreak king of the spring

im that girl in hospital cape that escape

in the pub whenever life gets rough '

which this point is qute much

but its not my fault if you give her the brew

to help her through the dark skies

when the bad guys lay in ambush

and suddenly i was like damn ...

i think i have develop an crush

on this heartbreak king and i think he know

because he play with me like an child , maybe its love ?

i love the way he become my first

and definally not my worst ...

hes a heartbreak king of the spring

thats why i am leaving because i definally not giving

my heart on this heartbreak hotel

wind in your sail

her future wore bright 

darkness seduce the light 

and she wore in  for an 

impossible fight ...

8 years old and told 

never gonna be well 

is a defination of living hell

and from loving every inch 

of her body to feel like she wore nobody 

being sporty spice to to the girl , who cant stop shake

have hard to sleep but harder to stay awake ?

her legs are not her friends 

and so isnt her classmates in the end

her hands are going out of line and teacher say that isnt okay 

she hate eating in the cafeteria so she always alone 

and you always in my earplugs and in my blog 

grow up wore misery but little did the girl knew she would make history 

never worked a day but been around the world , twice 

england with an interrail so life cant be an fail ? 

when you have wind in your sail ...

fashion killa

it was a dark night only stars watching

headed out for the night in my trench coat

you walked beside me in the silence

kev wore chatting about this and that

dont remember a crap

except how you wore heading to Greece

for summer or maybe it wore Turkey

money wore out because i did prob

bought up Urban outfitters

but there you wore and said you took care of it the people who worked there thought i wore a snob

and i should probably get an fucking job

but im not working class

im bad ass

unvail the truth

i like to say i dont care
about wedding and marrige
mostly because i dont think its a perfect fit
for me , i like to think im living in my own fairytale
a living hell but if i unvail the veil
of this saga that wore to wicked to come true
in sickness and poor but babe , i want more
we dont have to call it love
dont need to put your stample on it
i already put mine on yours
and from now and forever
this friendship is ours

claim to be a lover , but i think you are an villian

i dont like the way she make you out to the villian
because there two sides in every story
and you side isnt necessary the right
you put your mantel on like she an hero
but real queens doesnt point fingers
they take respononsible 
dont make fit and tantrum
they claim you are an fierce leader
dont follow the drum
 she is the fairygodmother of giving
but not the best of forgiving
and that is not a way of living
you could be a voice of reason
but im not sure if you found your tune
because you always change your mood
and i dont know why you got bad blood
with everyone you come across
but i didnt thought it would happpen to us ...
and sometimes i go back , missing how it was
but i dont get how you wear that cape
of being the villian , hit an run with the smoking gun
leave those boys bye , pen a song about it
think they shall be lucky to be in it
but you cross the line when you talked shit about this friend of mine
sick how you play with my emotions and publish things on your blog
you claim to be a lover , but i think you are villian ...

he just my cup of tea

i think he knows
that my admiration
has begin to develop
to that inspiration
he just my cup of tea
and i think he knows
i do the best to not spill
the tea which is pretty hot
but i dont want you to be caught
in all this mess but i think you the best
and im sorry if you live in my chest
since the day you tap my heart
send that alert and every common
sense got thrown out the window
and i was like wow
you know i am exist
think my name is cool
so much i think you rule
and i cant get how we met
here on the internet

connect through the internet

that something with the night brings
that make me think i might go to an shrink
because it something in the way , you link
my heart to yours and make it heart to move on
that something with the night brings
maybe it just an fling
but its feel way to right
the way you touch me that night
and it don't make sense because we hardly friends
but the way you connect through internet
is straight out a blockbuster
and the way you make my heart beat faster
by the way heart drop makes me feel like I'm on top
and you such an bop , i don't want this to flop
my friends say i should see an shrink , get some therapy
but I'm nah nah nah …
because i convinced its all about that chemistry

i dont like that she smudge your rep so i have your back

so yesterday i had an fall because i went into an pedestal

because i looked at this cool guy that remind me of you

but at least i got his attention , it made his girl mad

playing the victim is not get you far

became black and blue , like an avatar

i probably should learn how to flirt with guys

risk free for my heart and don't include my heart get torn apart

but since emotions got involved i knew i had to evolve

as woman and play it smart

just by the notification but everyone know you gotta protect your heart

but i think this is an sure thing which currently i been … favoring

transformed

so yesterday i had an fall because i went into an pedestal
because i looked at this cool guy that remind me of you
but at least i got his attention , it made his girl mad
playing the victim is not get you far
became black and blue , like an avatar
transform in to an something out of the norm 

and that Storm but i do got this plan to reform

no more victimizing pf the situation , i am done with that 

because after that chat about this and that 

everything made sense 

and we hardly friends ? 

falling for an avatar

so yesterday i had an fall because i went into an pedestal

because i looked at this cool guy that remind me of you

but at least i got his attention , it made his girl mad

playing the victim is not get you far

became black and blue , like an avatar

but it doesn't get guys , just them in cosplay

but I'm not into that anyway

i wore listen to this music of you in my ear

didn't look out where i put my feet

and my heart skip an beat

to the sound of the rhymn

so i fall flat on the ground

look like an avatar , just because an star

because for you

i would do it … all the time