maybe it was for the best , but i make me feel the worst

was that our last convorsation ?
why do you leave me hanging ?
you know everything about me
i got an zip code to my mouth
when in comes to you
if you wonder why i dont text
is because i went to heaven sent
and couldnt calm down
sorry if im about shy when it comes to you
but you come out of the blue
a bit left field and i have build up an shield
but you slowly making me turn in
an essay about how i am
and im not sure if it wore your account
but make a wish and pray to god it was
hope you understand me better now when i my flaws , flaunt
maybe it was for the best but it make it feel the worst