deal or no deal

you lay in the ambush

and im hating myself

for loving you so badly

i hate my legs

because they always make me

end up in hospital bed

but more the attire i have to wear

is not very presentable

and im unstable like an ikea table

how could you ever like somebody like me

please dont use me for your pleasure

because i got more important stuff to deal with

then a broken heart so dont please tear it apart

there no cure towards heart ache

and i got a lot on stake

like my health