things i hate except this

i hate the way i have to be strong

not be able to tell you was wrong

in fear of that you would disapear

i hate i dont put my trust in you

maybe because you seem better then true ?

i hate how everyone judge my label

not seeing that im cabel

doing stuff by my own

and  the way people look of me with pity

like i would need symphathy

how people cut me out just because im sick

if you only knew what i really Think

about that situation but you not even worthy a mention

and i hate when i make my mom cry because i fall or get a seizurure

but mostly im insecure about me not finding an cure

to my condition and go through Life ,  isolated from the World

but then theres hope because lately i feel like somebodies hospital girl

and thats great because its all i wanna be , nothing less

the girl in hospital gown , feeling like an princess