thanks to C

i remember how i fell out my chair , into your care 

and i knew you would be the death of me or the savior

turns out the later 

i recall how you mix my pills , all hundred of them 

like a real bartender and i was like fascinated by how you look so cool

in your blue uniform , costume 

i remember how you smell like an fragrance 

and how you and i wore a beginning of meaning 

something fresh until you saw my ass 

in this house of madness 

you wore the kindness 

i remember how you became my stylist , makeup artist 

and everything on my bucket list 

this year and everything started with me , falling out my chair