struck by lightning ... twice

i been waiting for an apology for like 10 years


from this Brighton boy that mess


around with in girl in a hospital dress


you claimed to be an knight


but i never felt so fright


for my own heart


because you could so easily tear it apart


with a word … spit and chew it up


fuck it up


so for a while i never though i would shine


but then i got struck by lighting ,twice


so  i keep heeling myself with that sweet soothing sound


because it makes me calm