we dance like it wore like the last

'

we dance in the new year 

as we forget this is the last 

time that come sparkle

like the 97 years old eye 

when she got a phone call 

from her son , maybe her last 

so make sure the conversation 

forever last 

so tonight we might be ... alive 

we merry and jolly , cheer 

with too much alcohol and beer 

to forget why you really here 

and ringing the bell the retirement 

so you become to heome to heaven sent 

( just inspired by a person i met on the retirement ) 

chapter 3

i had a  prediction

about that Christian

that he would be my next 

.... thanks , for being fucking perfect ! 

i remember how i fell out my wheelchair 

when i saw that caretaker and little did i knew 

how much i begin to like you 

yeah i remember how you handle me like cat 

take care about me as you wore that 

... Meredith

how you pick me up , au pair

i knew you will be perfect for future 

because you wore a part of gaining my strength back 

and i think you got heart of soldier but i prefer you outlook 

how you handle the elderly so well and how you always pick me up when i fell 

TACK för att jag fick leva

jag kommer ihåg hur jag låg på Niva 

undrade om var det här slutet leva

hur jag kom in på akuten 

drygt 10 personer var omkring 

inte visste jag att detta skulle

 bli mitt personliga krig 

hur jag kämpade för min överlevnad

och inte visste jag hur mycket kraft jag hade 

jag kommer ihåg allt som mamma sade 

hur hon önskade mig att jag skulle komma tillbaks 

trots att jag var i koma , det kändes som jag var neddrogad 

hur hon alltid var där när vaknade , och alltid satt där och pratade 

hur vi  kramade våra händer , och hon alltid stod alltid upp för min rätt

jag är är så tacksam för det 

att jag fick ett år till att leva 

tack , mamma , sjuksköterskorna på niva 

akuten och grannarna som hjälpte till 

ja jag kommer alltid vara tacksam till niva

men mest till cbristian 

som fick mig lusten , att skriva 

 

¨on mine

chatting your online 

and i want that body on mine

i mean how could you ever , decline ?

dont you ever swipe left , is there somebody else ...

you put doubts in my head with all of this names

i dont wanna hear about those other ... babes

sure they gorgeous but that make them dangerous 

look at their body and style , uh 

and if they got great health 

i be kicking you out the door duh 

if you dont accept my chair 

understand that you not only a friend 

you have to take care 

about me to and if you do 

i know what kind man 

you are made of  

moral , honor code 

or if they be like 

i was chatting with you online 

and i want that body on mine

i mean how could you ever , decline ?

dont you ever swipe left , is there somebody else ...

you put doubts in my head with all of this names

i dont wanna hear about those other ... babes

sure they gorgeous but that make them dangerous 

look at their body and style , uh 

and if they got great health 

i be kicking you out the door duh 

if you dont accept my chair 

understand that you not only a friend 

you have to take care 

about me to and if you do 

i know what kind man 

you are made of  

moral , honor code

or if they should be  friendjzone 

boys online

we been chatting online

and i want that body on mine

i mean how could you ever , decline ?

dont you ever swipe left , is there somebody else ...

you put doubts in my head with all of this names

i dont wanna hear about those other ... babes

sure they gorgeous but that make them dangerous 

look at their body and style , uh 

and if they got great health 

i be kicking you out the door duh 

if you dont accept my chair 

understand that you not only a friend 

you have to take care 

about me to and if you do 

i know what kind man 

you are made of  

the story about the hospital chic

so bored of this but you just hand me my make a wish 

got heartbroken by that dude from next door 

told me stuff that that i didnt want to hear 

and gave me the biggest , fear 

rejections and pain  was that your end game ?

so i headed abroad  because i heard you never get board 

with a english guy , the rumour was correct 

time of my life until i notice he had a ring 

never really looking for bling bling 

just a good time 

so i enter left and somehow enter somebody else 

in the world of litter , i find somebody that made my eyes glitter 

sparkle and shine , of that heart alert - thanks adam , for that dm 

you came in right time and i know we been back and forth 

when it comes to this , i admit im not perfect 

throwing all fits like you deliver ........hits 

but lately i been quite out of it 

as i lay in 32 days in coma 

wore having a neurosurgery 

so they could take out 

that tree surgeon 

from my head 

and everything was quite weird 

up in limbo , recall how diplo 

wore playing but martin handle the nurses

you wore my make a wish / and you come true 

but most weird that when i lay in hospital bed

i saw somebody that look  like zedd 

and then i almost drop dead 

when i saw who would take care 

about me , hands around  his  neck 

and grab his back ,  i never felt so intimidate

for a guy i dont even date , can you even relate ?  

pinky swear

i remember sitting in the corner 

figure out who will be my next lover 

in this , when you gave me a hella plot twist 

how you pick me up like you your coffee cup

and  i felt better like i had won worlds cup 

i remember how he pick me up like an aupair 

and i always felt some comfortably in your care

¨pinky swear , always been into my character

because here i can be my own narrator 

of my own non existing love life lol 

but least i have a ball 

my inspirations

how i met this artist 

thought he wore the coolest

at this boarding school i went on

didnt knew a lot about paintings 

but i knew one thing about humans 

and that is that i  shouldnt be treated like crap

so got a fit and took my bags and snap 

went

abroad to brighton to study 

but the only thing i dancefloor 

of george and hang with pete , jim and bex and sam 

but i dont think the last named knew who i am 

and slowly , this become my home of set 

the place i never will forget 

where i grew up and it is perfect 

in my mind , like the old soul of the pub 

dexter and donna, who always welcome jonna 

so kindly 

it took me quite a long time to get over this place 

first cut is hardest to be replace 

you know 

but finally i did , found a setting perfect my stories 

hospital or retirement  - i  mean , it was meant 

lol for me to write about it 

Love in quarantine

how will you find love nowadays 

when you cant get in touch ? 

when one simple stroke and you might 

fall in love with Death , not your Crush 

i guess you will do for eye candy 

because i kinda like you and think you come in handy 

during this times , so please follow the guide lines 

   wear the mask , wash your hands and remain distance 

so we still can be friends when this all ends 

its up to any one of you to be responsible of what you do

but if  you support me as i stand by you 

i hope you dont visit the elderly 

even if you want to be friendly

with a chrismas visit 

but this year , isnt it 

and dont go on party 

my suggestion is put something together 

at home and what movies and just chill 

because after this season , we all will 

slow love

arriving to the retirement 

remind me of being to heaven sent 

yet again , how i dance with devil 

but wore hand in hand with an guardian angel

i remember how i fell out my wheelchair 

when i saw the w,ings of your shoulder 

the good kind with a beautiful mind

and i remember how he slide 

into my heart and it - restart 

such a sensual feeling 

intimidate  , can you relate ? 

you give me hope and faith 

in the darkest moment 

and thats why you aré to me , perfect 

everything remind me of death here 

but you got a  touch that is quite , rare 

it can take me to heaven and moon 

and i remember thinking god i want too spoon 

with you but that would be inappropriate 

yeah hate my new chaperon 

I PREFER YOU 

thanks for treated me like a Bentley

i remember how i fell out of my wheelchair

when i  saw my new caretaker 

how you up me like an au pair 

hands around the neck and how i fell beck

in my bed , i thought i drop dead 

when  i look into your eyes 

heavenly blue like Nirvana 

how you told me . time to wake up Jonna 

so sweet and smooth 

kinda have a sweet tooth since i met ya 

yeah didnt knew this would come 

my second home , by all the older elderly 

i find a face that treat me so gently 

like i wore an Bentley 

Good As Hell

i remember how i fell 

first , that was my first mistake 

because it was about give me heartbreak 

he told me i wore nothing worth 

but you dont know amount of my bank account

so i was like thank you next , fly to england 

because i heard boys abroad is better and will treat me like i matter

but i fell to deep and truthfully he was nobody i planned to keep

then i got alert and that truly saved my heart - thanks you Adam for that dm

and i cant believe i got that from Tuck , i mean ,  have my luck 

change - quite a social butterfly on the net , basically an jet set 

forget about the regular because with them had nothing mutual 

yeah i recall how fall into  mr grey that really  swept me away 

chapter one . reunion

i remember those nights in the middle of the night 

hangout , play around in you room 

tip toe over the common room 

to yours so we could had some time of ours 

i remember i saw the stash of porn and condoms

watching sex scenes always me my cheeks

turn blossom - red where i sat in your bed 

always wonder why you never hit at me 

did you acknowledge my feelings

it was hard to let you go 

but easy to let come back 

vibin

falling out of my wheelchair  , crash landing in to most gorgeous guy  i ever seen , i thought he wore a dream , maybe would you like to be in my poem ? what did i just say  , if i could walk i would run and if it corona i was gonna , take a hike out of this place but then again then i never see your gorgeous face, nobody can ever replace those eyes , knowledgeable and deep can i take them with me and keep . every string of your hair i wanna stroke , you remind me of that ibiza vibe and m'ake me feel happy i am alive . thaks to you , i survive . i could tell you had great morals and your parents , raised a solider but got a doctor .

alerts that saved my heart

i remember how i fell 

first , that was my first mistake 

because it was about give me heartbreak 

he told me i wore nothing worth 

but you dont know amount of my bank account

so i was like thank you next , fly to england 

because i heard boys abroad is better and will treat me like i matter

but i fell to deep and truthfully he was nobody i planned to keep

then i got alert and that truly saved my heart - thanks you Adam for that dm

and i cant believe i got that from Tuck , i mean ,  have my luck 

change - quite a social butterfly on the net , basically an jet set 

My teddybear

i remember how i   jump out the wheelchair 

into your arms , that treated me like a teddy bear 

i remember how you pick me up like a au pair 

and i have never felt so safe like in your , cáre 

yeah , i really enjoy to have you there 

when i felt scared for the elderly 

at least i had somebody that wore .... friendly 

Fell In Love With A Boy

so this is a plot that kinda stirring hot 

just like the spoon in your coffee cup 

remember how you took and pick me up 

treat me better like au pair , like you really care

i remember how i fell out my wheelchair 

when i saw you appear like a guardian angel 

wrap me up like a daydream 

glide in like a living poem

 

king and queens

i remember how you address me , princess

but im the queen of my own destiny 

how you admire my hello kitty dress 

that made me feel a bit better 

did you now you are my fave caretaker 

that should bee in musicals with vocals 

like that , yeah everything with you is pretty perfect 

slide in my room like it wore a stage performance

and i like to think that we become , friends 

how you handle my meds and tap me in bed 

help me with the food and i hope we dont have some bad blood 

for i pick you as my inspiration but i cant help that you became my vision  

Body of work

he play me just like a piano 

got his hands on my body of work 

stroke it like it wore his work of art 

i didnt expect to find a beautiful mind

in the retirement house but i became heaven sent

by your treatment , second time i went to heaven sent 

 waking up to that heavenly voice that keep me along 

and wrote me this awesome poem 

Black Coffee

    

i remember how i fell 

out of my wheelchair 

when i saw who was gonna take care

i guess you looked like my next character 

that i knew would treat me so much better 

i remember how you pick me up like an au pair 

how i always could count on you to be there 

yeah you make the military base impossible to replace

and i recall every inch of your face 

your deep blue eyes , full of knowledge and wisdom 

yeah in you i find my freedom 

just like poetry

i remember how i sat in the corner 

of the retirement when you slide in 

brush up and put some make up

made me forget all about this panemi

how can a person make so dreamy ?

first of all we got supportive Suzy

who always wore there so easy lean on 

and emmy wore nice to talk about brighton 

or about england in general 

how i fell out the wheelchair 

when i saw who would take care 

about me , who you pick me up like au pair 

and help me what i would wear and brush my hair 

thanks for make my panademi , golden 

when so many life was stolen 

you gave my heart back . restart 

 

JACKPOT

if you wanna score 

you should met that boy next door

real player but i was like it gonna be more 

to the surface but after he  me brutal 

told me that the feeling wore not mutual 

ai no longer fuck communal 

so i was like thank you next

went  aboad to study in England'

because i heard you never feel bored 

around those british boys 

which is true and thats why they are so hard to get over

but suddenly somebody appear through twitter , instragrams

and send me all this dms  which i got happy off 

and finally i shake this british boy .... off 

but then  , he arrived when i just begin to feel alive 

he knock me out the wheelchair and pick me up like a au pair 

i couldnt help about stair his hevenly blue eyes and that velvet voice 

so diffrent from other boys - you are an fairytale that made my hell 

an daydream 

playground

i remember when i wore in quarantine at retirement 

how i felt like a little child when i saw you at the playground

and you really knock me off my wheelchair but i didnt care 

because in your care , i felt safe and sound 

like i wore living in a snowball during this pandemi 

yeah i remember how i had my arms around you back

and you helped me up like a tea cup  

i could feel the fragrance of your cologne

and i could had drown in that moment 

this where was when i decide to make you 

an new character in my poem 

smitten like a kitten

it all was like  straight out from a musical 

when i met this boy which the heavenly vocal 

perfect frekvens , sound like a choir 

well dressed uniform but everyone know 

its the eyes that i adore 

because they are the window to the soul

and your spirit was so different 

then all the other people i met 

you better then any character i written

can you tell i am , smitten like a kitten ? 

himmel säng

när jag fann dina ögon 

det var som du räddade mig från döden 

hur du tog och hjälpte mig upp som en ängel 

jag antar det gör att vi är vänner ? 

hur jag föll från himmelen 

till att falla i himmel sängen 

som var din famn 

har aldrig känt så varm 

the neighbor

i recall when i enter that boarding school

where he wore my king of the castle 

how we slide down the aisle 

during that winter and you made me you ice princess

yeah how you always smell like that , Guinness 

and how you portray you inner  chaos so perfectly 

with a brush ,   always love people with ambitions

passion and dreams - and you set the common  room on fire 

with your desire , i respect that in a friend or a lover 

how you treated my feelings so recklessly

i wore just a kid 

and fell for you   ... hopelessly  

The Story Of Us

it all begun on a boarding school 

when i fell for this neighbor 

typical high school 

girl met boy , boy reject her 

which wore hear greatest fear 

it took a while to get over him 

so she grab her bags and study abroad 

where she met this guy called jim 

that took her heart and bury it at the inn 

took a lot to get over him 

but when she finally did nobody compare 

to this royal affair , it might be short and 

but for me it is complete sweet

and then we have this dior , who eyes i really adore 

heart of a soldier , mind full of knowledge 

because he choose his intellect , not judgement 

and that is perfect - and im really proud over him 

for his parents raised a dream 

visual dream

i never felt so home then 

in retirement 

maybe because i got a friend 

or felt like i wore from heaven sent 

how you treated me like divine

yeah you words made me feel fine

the act of you having my back 

my arms around your neck 

as you help me in the bed 

cheeks turn freaking red 

yeah i recall it all 

how i fall

out of the wheelchair 

when i saw who was in my care

tend to do that of habit 

little did i knew you would pick me up like a au pair 

i could smell the fragrance of coffee beans 

and those eyes give me visual dreams 

Awestruck

i thought it would become

a nightmare when i attend

but then i got a daydream 

in a friend , cute as can be 

that really seemed to like me 

in the beginning i was like 

let run from this place 

but then i notice your face

and got awestruck 

by your gallant , and intelligent

never have i  met somebody with 

body fits what underneath 

i used to fall for those boys one internet

but now i realize you are beyond perfect 

then any star above because you save life 

check mate

knew that it would be check mate 

never ment to have you as click bait 

but boy you hotter then hell 

and you the reason why i fell 

out of my wheelchair 

when i notice i wore in your care 

how you pick me up like an au pair 

i recall how your vocals should be in musicals 

the way you slide in to the door 

maybe i most drown in his eyes that remind me of dior

sparkly like the ocean , it wore like you appeared straight from my poem

i could tell that you have a heart that is different to others

the moral of a soldier , who truly care for others and make them feel like diamonds 

when i   felt like a mess , you treated me like a princess that needed aid , like a babe 

characters

you should see the shape or your eyes 

i think them are the best feature of you 

never let the happiness with them , die

keep on be knowledgeable and inform

help out people that isnt the norm 

and i know that i transform 

you like you did with  me 

shape me to a better person

when you help me with my medicine 

how i hated to take to them

you help me out  

but you treated me kind

which is a trait of a rare mind

i remember in the darkest hour 

you wore the sunset flower 

how you set the fire on a horizon 

that i though wore gone 

remember how i felt so alone 

did never really had any one 

but there you came in like a knight 

 fought the dragons and demons 

how you became a sting i would pull in 

like i always do when i meet somebody worthy to be

a character , like that william , jim , christian 

my grandma was an angel

if i didnt knew better you still around

keep me safe and sound , are my guardian 

never thought i would lose you but they cut me out 

from the family tree when you went to heaven sent

you wore my friend , maybe only and know i am lonely 

again , i remember how i went to italy and we went with bus 

just us , always had a feeling i wore your favorite grand child 

and that you like to hang in my company more than in your own family  

how she encourage me follow my dreams , to travel the world and become a writer 

and how i thought she live forever and that we always would be family , together 

how we went to england , to london and how she count on my to translate everything 

because she didnt knew english better then i knew , finnish 

and so many times we went around in finland , to visit relatives when i grew up  

i recall how we went abroad to  denmark , to mtv - awards without tickets 

thinking we get in but there wore fun things to do like whats snoop doog and pharrel 

and killers in the snow , yeah i miss those moments with her now 

how i told her about my adventures with that guy , next door 

and i am happy that she saw that guy i wore adore 

but in next episode I would find somebody i really , admire 

that would put my heart on fire - i wish she seen that 

because he bloody fucking perfect 

pick me up like an au pair

never expect that this place 

would be so hard to replace

but there something with him

that click like he wore a dream

the sweetest one 

i remember how i fell 

out of my wheelchair 

how you pick me up 

like an au pair 

play me me like a child 

i still remember 

when i fell out my wheelchair 

in the arms of somebody that care 

how he look so slick in that uniform 

knew ecactly how to to transform 

me , out of a hot mess 

when you made me feel like a pop princess 

starring role

this is a story how i overcome my condition 

got that cup of medication , one zip of it 

and you will think you are ... perfect 

i remember how smala sussi handle it 

like a pharmacist 

how she transform me to believe that i could handle it 

then we got emmie that should basically get an Emmy 

i find comfort in the way she treat me like a au pair 

how i found love in that retiremeant guy , he was hella fly 

with a heart of gold of course i was sold ...

i was like hell yes ... and adress you starring role 

christmas ( an poem to my new muse )

i remember when i fell back from personal hell 

it was like you put me under your spell 

how i was like fell out of the wheelchair 

and how he took care about me , better then a au pair

i remember how you smell the fragrance of coffee 

and how great it felt when you said you like my dress

when i thought i wore a hot mess , i will forever like that 

how i dive in your eyes that gave me , ibiza vibes 

and to be honest with a view like that ( perfect ) 

who cared if the bored wore close 

yeah you wore so so different then other boys 

i met , with a gentle touch , beautiful sight 

but what i love most is your intellect 

When I Was Young

little did i knew

when i wore young 

that love was so strong 

would end up in straight jacket 

if i told you out loud was on my mind

little did i knew when i wore kid 

that my life would turn out to be this wild

how many up and downs

how i am known for wearing hospital gowns

then those designer label , yeah never wanted that stapel 

like a condition , swore that i wore healthy as a peach 

until i really got it , i learned to recover be my own lover 

and just own it 

My type

i remember when i enter the retirement 

saw this people in different shapes 

knock me out when i saw this superman in a cape 

remember that i fell out of my wheelchair and into your care 

how you handle me better then an au pair made me feel something that is kinda rare

that i wore special and one of a kind , with you i saw a guy with a beautiful mind 

that treated everyone kind and gently , how i remember how you drive me like a bently 

when you slide through the corridor with my wheelchair and how you always wore there

when im felt down , how you pick me up like coffee cup and how we spend times in spare room 

and how slide in my bedroom , waking me up with those vocals that should be in musicals 

 

Fifty Shades Darker

i remember got driven to the retirement 

after been spent 32 days at hospital 

where i got the best treatment 

during my near death - experience  

that made me consider life 

how  the neurosurgery 

brought me back to life 

and how that tree surgeon

how i cut him out from the book 

now i wouldnt even take a second look 

because i remember i brought you heavenly heights 

i remember those white flashing lights 

thought is this it , am i gonna retreat 

to my condition , there must be some kinda medication

i remember how i begin to seizure out of control 

dont really remember a lot more then mom was there 

crying and ask me to hold on , be strong 

how she hold my hand and how you became my best friend

Martin , Joachim , Christian and Kristian ( at hospital ) 

merry xmas everyone ( some of my fave holiday songs )

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7jKtWUzBuwOi82ZSzzEsLj 

sharing is caring

After like 32 days spending time at healthcare 

it wore nice to have somebody that treat you like an aupair

picked out your clothes , style you tip to to toe and wash my soul 

clean from the black hole 

yeah i remember how it was so sweet to had somebody that genuine cared 

it felt like i started begin a little affair 

but its what i tend to do when i find a feeling that is rare 

oversharing is caring 

yeah i remember how i fell down the climbing frame

and how it made it to who i am 

never really wanted to go but after awhile never wanted to let go 

because you wore the gift that keep on giving 

when you    help me on living 

Access living

i remember when

i attended the retirement 

after been spending weeks at hospital

i wore kinda scared in the beginning  

because i thought it would be just like this video 

but then i realize , there are really kind people 

who just bad situations happen to 

so do i , but one of the positive thing 

with enter the retirement house 

is that i met this people that didnt take , just wore all about giving 

i like that kinda people and how they help me to access - living 

frog princess

i remember when i wore study abroad 

switch an frog to an toad 

but no germs got because i am labelled 

and lets face it nobody wanna ´kiss a girl 

just for charity , that just insanity 

but what they dont know is i come from  a diffrent world

and after this i gonna head over seas because im a bloody princess

bart and lisa

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/36y0IhkHIywQKaRAdSl1Fy 

3

i remember those lights 

at the section 

how you slide in like knights

cut deep like neurosurgeons 

drop dead gorgeous 

treat me better then that tree surgeon 

it wore a silent night when the three wise man

did everything in their power 

that in the godly hour 

 gave me the life back

this why i am so freaking attach

to you because you help me through the worst 

time and helped me with the rebirth 

rebirth

last year i almost got to heaven , sent 

i would be if it wasnt for the l0vely 

people at hospital that fought , night and day 

neurosurgeons  and nurses to make me wake 

from coma , 32 days'

i will always be grateful for that 

you gave my life back 

thats pretty magic 

i find love in retirement ( for somebody special )

there he comes around 

the new caretaker 

that will make me safe and sound

i remember how i fell 

from the wheelchair 

how you pick me up like Meredith 

told me i wore cute like a pussy cat 

 in that dress when i didnnt felt the best 

yeah i find love in this retirement 

because you made me heaven sent 

thats why our time wore , perfect 

you made this military place 

impossible to replace 

painted up an beautiful manor 

and i feel it such an honor 

to get to know you 

i recall how  you ride with me in the chair 

and i never felt like anyone really care 

i think you got the most gorges voice 

that sounds like velvet with all the noise 

in a place that can be so cold you made it warm 

and im sorry but it wore impossible to not fall 

for your charm 

near death experience

i nearly died this year 

and somehow i thought you would appear

like a jack in the box , you would slide in when everything , suck

yeah i had my near death experience ,  notice no friends 

except the people who took care of me , seven to eleven 

i will forever be grateful for the neurologies

heard nothing from my relatives

so i dont care for you apologies 

anymore , met those people at Retirement 

it wore i become heaven sent 

twice 

retirement love

i remember how awkard i fell 

out of the wheelchair 

into the career bit remember thinking , life isnt fair 

but then you made the retirement 

place , a funfair i cant replace 

there wore the beard lady 

who always talked about her baby 

who died for like 20 years ago  

and i remember i just wanted run but you made me feel at home 

less at home ,  helping me with the food , med and clothes

yeah you have a heart that is different than other boys 

i hope your mother know what good son she have 

that reconize people that need a bit extra bit , love 

how you made this place a ferris wheel 

when you ran with my wheel chair 

 felt like enter a fun fair 

how everything felt like a carnival 

 you made it a festival 

a little bit of a joker , a little bit of poser

yeah i guess it was how i got the closure 

yeah you wore like a roller costar 

that soon would come to take over 

my working process - to recover

him and become my next dream 

 ,

the perfect poem

he was a perfect shining armor 

hm adress him like a poem 

what should i call him 

christian 

that how the new chapter begin 

and how i got closure with the next 

never thought i would do it 

you show me your dreams

how you wanted to study the brain 

i think the brain is the most gallant 

life style you can entertain

yeah he slide in like on a prince charming

little without a warming 

that he would come my next poem 

never though that i would find a such a great mind

in a place like this but i should knew better 

that you would be able to treat me like i matter 

yeah you brought me a vision so bright

that i fell out my wheelchair 

when i got the feeling that i might be liked 

how you seem to care if i wore alright 

     

top gun

there is a place i always adress 

i know every corner of this lover 

and we will never become , over 

you the asylum  that get my tantrum 

how i fell   out of my wheelchair 

when you walked into the room 

how you let a bruise 

look like that  Cruise

some boys are just better to lose  

if you want to be a heartthrob

go ahead but i knew it wore a  inside job 

that take my breathe away like that career 

when i saw  him slide  in like a daydream 

christopher walkiing and mr bean

he slide in like that Christopher Walking 

got a way with his voice when he talking 

of course i would trip because he kinda perf 

fell straight out of the wheelchair but you wore there to take care 

fuck me , i never had a friend that put some kinda effort in me 

in the beginning i really wanted to ran , countdown the hours 

but when i spent some moments and i like how this house became ours

how we fought the dragons and monsters , through quarantine 

with keeping a good hygiene , with a smell of caffeine 

and all i was looking like that mr bean 

but you said i wore quite a daydream 

i will always be thankful for that   

you made it like a musical

its begin like a thriller

he slide in like killer 

cut me like a surgeon

handsome like an neurosurgeon 

forgot about that tree surgeon 

cut jim out from the selection 

of the guys i met in real life 

of all the men who treated me right 

there wore  the guy at the retirement 

who made me feel like heaven sent 

stich again every scar and read my like a chart 

might be a billboard or musical with those vocals 

and frankly i had hard to stay focus 

all i could look at your gorgeous eyes 

that remind me of your beautiful mind 

never want to leave you behind 

but time stood not on our side 

prince of this diary

there he was 

the new prince of my diaries

that would help me through these injuries 

i remember how i fell into your eyes of sympathy 

how i open up about my damn epilepsy 

felt so awful , bald but you said i wore cute 

when i had just puke in your hands 

i guess that makes us friends ? 

yeah you painted up the retirement to a castle 

and i remember how i walk down the aisle 

how you always hand me  meds 

and how you sat in my bed

it gave me comfort 

how we build our own fort 

there in the retirement 

 cuddle up and pick me up like a coffee cup 

i like this with you 

how you made me feel pretty when i felt like ugly doll 

basically like a troll but by your compliment 

you made me to heaven sent , again 

that makes a friend 

i think 

retirement

do you recall how i fell out my wheelchair

how you always picked out what i would i would wear 

never had somebody took that good , care 

and i wore drowning in sympathy in your eyes

i knew that you wore somebody i had to write 

about you became the new prince of my diaries 

it could be the worst time but you treatment 

made me to heaven , sent 

once again 

didnt expect when i roll  in to retirement 

i would get a best friend 

Have mercy

There was once upon a time a king who had three sons. When they were old enough to be married, they asked their father’s leave to go out into the world to seek brides for themselves. Their father gave his consent, and the eldest was the first to set off on his way. let call him , William because it wore was name - it all begin with we live next doors but i would come to see trait in him i wouldnt adore so we fell out for like a decade or so then the next guy arrived in a text , we talk for a while - on and off , and then i met this knight that wore more of  dark knight then i wanted him to be and then i got arrived to this place , hospital where i met the most gorgeous angels , called Joachim , Martin and then headed to retirement and met Christian 

a mix between my life and the rat princess 

the rat princess

its begin like a thriller 

he slide in like killer 

cut me like a surgeon

handsome like an neurosurgeon 

forgot about that tree surgeon 

never gave a rats ass 

should had realize i am a rat princess

'king and queens make dreams 

i remember getting brush by martin 

talking with Joachim 

and fell in love with that Christian 

rom com at the retirement

its begin like a thriller

he slide in like killer 

cut me like a surgeon

handsome like an neurosurgeon 

forgot about that tree surgeon 

i already cut him out my life 

end of that story 

decided he wasnt mister right 

i rather fight for my life 

was falling into the ocean

held on to the reeling 

and jump if my legs gave up 

i love the fact that you made my life 

on the retirement , more a rom com 

because reality is everything but not 

but somehow you brought 

me back from life 

and that is an great achievement  

i hope you know what you accomplishment

when you saved my live  

him and her

i know you got my back 

since the day i fell 

out of my wheelchair 

and you pick me up like a coffee cup 

how you slide into the door with your beautiful vocals 

should been in vocals but i always preferred a brain 

before a lifestyle that is hard to maintain 

i recall how you though my dress wore cute 

just when i had in your hands , puke 

it made my day - correction life 

how you spend some time playing this game 

of chess , how you treated me like  a princess 

i recall how you find the  key to my heart and it , access 

now i can never forget your adress 

yeah i remember be surrounded by elder people 

handle them so perfectly and stand out with the cranky ladies 

i recall you hide out in my room , made it our play room 

talk about this and that and i learn to get to know you a bit more 

things like that i truly adore in this times , dior 

Lift Me Up

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i remember how i thought it would be a hell

when i got sent to retirement and fell 

out out my wheelchair when i saw him 

i was omg   you look just like a poem

how you lift me , grab my neck 

and help me back - adjust 

i remember how awkward i felt in the beginning 

but i dont chat with people , i write meanings 

and i recall how i wanted to go home 

because i was afraid of somebody at home

how you came with the telephone 

when my mother call and brought up food 

because ï kinda dont like eating due to meeds

you help me take them and it made it easier swallow 

i recall that i countdown to go home but somewhere i forgot 

and this became my second home , everyone 

that  cranky lady that always had loud noise 

her friends that she talk with 

I guess i find stories in them 

like i did with you 

MOET DREAMS

my love for you grow by the hour 

you wore a seed i had to plant 

but know you are an flower 

that need nourish to flourish

you fill me with energy 

and i let you rest in garden

where you can be my warden 

picture scene straight out monet

with heavenly eyes like Moet 

yeah you give me champange dreams 

and i wouldnt mind to be the girl you left behind 

have the heart broken by you if you said to some other , i do 

 

growing pains

i know you got my back 

since the day i fell 

out of my wheelchair 

and you pick me up like a coffee cup 

the smell of your fragrance 

remind me of those growing pains 

wonder how this life got so hard to maintain 

bur i learn that with time 

dealing with emotions is fine 

showing you got problems 

might be to much in dms 

but i know the invisible string 

between you and i that make me , living 

and that is because you got the healing feeling 

spilling the tea

i know you got my back 

since the day i fell 

out of my wheelchair 

and you pick me up like a coffee cup 

you give me my grand fathers blanket 

when i wore cold and i pretend my ugly doll

wore you during night and i fell in love with your accent 

there something with that vocal that play in musical 

yeah you got the x factor and are humble as a bee 

wrong timing we met but i love the internet 

so let me spill the tea and how you make me feel 

slowly you become to kill will and james dean 

reach out

its begin like a thriller

he slide in like killer 

cut me like a surgeon

handsome like an neurosurgeon 

forgot about that tree surgeon 

i already cut him out my life 

end of that story 

decided he wasnt mister right 

i rather fight for my life 

then somebody who dont apprichite my effort 

then you slide¨in like an rom com and had my heart won 

when you appear from nowhere and we begin to chat on twitter

your music sounds so much better it wore , maybe yoü hit the right chord 

that made me find love in myself  , did you know that one accord 

can do that , isnt that magic ? 

but i really find closure with that english dream when i saw the reality 

never thought i would get back together with that neighbor  

because we didnt end in best term but now i gonna do my best effort 

the smart guy

i was took to the emergency 

had to go in for neurosurgery

remember thinking who will 

i recover , when will this get over 

when i fell in coma and how i fell over 

and how mad i wore when i heard how long it would take recover

how i kept  fall over , when i saw my caretaker 

that wore quite of painter 

that made every bruises of mine a work of art 

and read me through , like a chart 

cut deep

its begin like a thriller

he slide in like killer 

cut me like a surgeon

handsome like an neurosurgeon 

forgot about that tree surgeon 

i already cut him out my life 

like you did mine 

but erase him from life 

i remember how he cut deep 

how you made me freak 

didnt know how it end up like this 

but there wore something in that kiss 

that wore addicted and sorry if begin obsessive

but you wore the medicine that made me , live 

almost drop dead when i fell out my chair 

i was oh here we go again when you rush in 

and this wore the end of a nightmare , but so the poem 

begin when i met him - when i almost went to body bag 

over the guy that would give me a happy end 

the bodyguard

its been a year almost since i you met 

but something with you is hard to forget

i recall how you made me fell out my wheelchair 

because i never seen somebody straight out of a dream 

yeah you slide in like an poems 

and i remember watching you from the corner

making up stories about this and that 

including you because i kinda like you 

i remember how you ran with the chair 

it made me feel like the time wore a funfair 

that i had somebody that actually , cared 

and maybe thats why i shared 

my poems and dreams with you 

the inspirations you gave me 

when i met you 

you made retirement fun

 

i  remember how i enter the retirement 

and thought i wore heaven sent 

fell out my wheel chair 

and how you take care 

of me me so  gently and  friendly 

how you slide in like in like an poem 

how you heart are the most loveliest thing 

but i love what it bring an daydream 

out of nightmare ... 

heavens door

i was took to the emergency 

had to go in for neurosurgery

lay in coma for 32 days 

and how you fought for  me 

i feel like the  luckiest girl alive 

that you gave me the will 

to survive 

never have i felt so down 7

but strong when i conquer this 

by my own 

with the aid of the band of brothers 

and nurses that worked 7 / 24 

that wouldnt get through heavens door 

neuro was a disco

i was took to the emergency 

had to go in for neurosurgery

dont remember how i loss my mind 

but somehow i tend to find 

it again , i think doctors is my best friend 

i recall how i nearly  begin dead 

but i think it wore just because they always there to aid 

stockholm syndrom  ,  i am caught in hospital section 

where people run to set in , action