retirement love

i remember how awkard i fell 

out of the wheelchair 

into the career bit remember thinking , life isnt fair 

but then you made the retirement 

place , a funfair i cant replace 

there wore the beard lady 

who always talked about her baby 

who died for like 20 years ago  

and i remember i just wanted run but you made me feel at home 

less at home ,  helping me with the food , med and clothes

yeah you have a heart that is different than other boys 

i hope your mother know what good son she have 

that reconize people that need a bit extra bit , love 

how you made this place a ferris wheel 

when you ran with my wheel chair 

 felt like enter a fun fair 

how everything felt like a carnival 

 you made it a festival 

a little bit of a joker , a little bit of poser

yeah i guess it was how i got the closure 

yeah you wore like a roller costar 

that soon would come to take over 

my working process - to recover

him and become my next dream 

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