lördag 24 augusti 2019

friends reunion

i wonder if you saw when i enter the inn that i wore sick 
if i disquised my condition well , did i have you all under a spell ?
been trying my walk in a line since i wore like nine 
but somewhere i wanted to have some fun and you all had my heart won 
its kinda weird how things worked out , how i went one half year without falling 
except for you guys , how i didnt drop - my health wore 90 percent on top 
it was like you guys wore my helping hands , become my friends 
unknowingly and accidently 
and i couldt found any better ... 

dripping in sauce





dont be such a boy and take this to you heart

i know that im dripping in sauce 
and you probably cant handle whats underneath my blouse 
sass and an a bit bad ass but most of all , wonderful
dont be afraid for all the shade i bring to table 
i can be the girl in the wheelchair 
or the girl on the dancefloor 
because im dripping in sauce 
in the neon light and for an night 
you make me feel , alright 

cooler then ice





i never thought i would get a friend

but there you appeared , out of the blue

when you made the effort to the request

and it send , is it cool if you become a chapter ?

i hope you well , you find somebody that is swell

hotter then hell but im that cooler then ice

decline to be somebodies wife because i priority is my own life

guys never got it , girls never bought it -  so i though i would spell it out

that i rather want your snacks then your man , you can diagnose me as an friend


the night we both died

the night we met
was the night we both death
the curiousity , the mystery
went out of the window
and now im dressed in black
like an widdow
because the night that we both met
was the night we both , death

my body is my temple









not knowing is worst, that not knowing

eight and just become showing

my complications

with my condition

getting hushed when you try to take it up

bite your lip and trying your best to not trip

is not an healthy relationshion to keep

and because of their views you cut your skin

because you feel like a monster within

ait will take a long time you understand

that my body is my temple and friend

not you who called out my flaws

because your outside might be perfect

but the inside need an makeover

and what doesnt kill you make you stronger


you spin me around like a record





you spin my wheelchair around at the club

make me feel like im died and gone to heaven

you know my name and think its cool

so i figure i with it , roll

nothing with us make sense

and im sorry if im a bit out of control

but i bet you been to back n yours days

if im not that confident when it comes to be social

and i have know idea how you got in my detail

but it make me feel like im the baddest bitch

which

im not , sickest - yes but baddest - nope

and its quite funny how you make me cope

you better then a love letter

you keep his words 
finest sentence you ever heard 
he mumble something in the night 
our eyes connact on the internet 
you keep him close to heart 
his number in your phonebook 
i need a friend to help with this 
because i have no idea
what is except , you good for me 
every song is ours now 
and i like how you make me 
a princess in hospital gown 
how you accept me for me 
and see beyond my condition 
perheps its all an illution 
but if it is dont wake me up from this dream 
because you better then a love letter 

fredag 23 augusti 2019

Prince George





i dont recall when i become your friend
but i promise to be yours forever
George , where i found my home
be included in the stories and made memories
more then at hospital , my body been black and blue
but everything comes around and lead to you
i remember how i got my first friends since i wore eight
and how mind blown i was you kissed somebody in hospital gown
tell your girlfriend ,
i  that when i rather have your snacks then your man
because i love being a labelled a friend !













i

Peter Pan





an suddenly sparks fly and i feel like im about to die

and its cool because you wore an dream come true !

you made me feel like an hospital princess

when i wore an low key mess but the though you still adress

me as an human and not an condition made me turn ...

superwoman with epilepsy and i dont care if this an fantasy

because for me its real , do you see me now as the Belle

that little tinderbelle , thats follow you around ....

because you make me feel safe and sound


maybe it was for the best , but i make me feel the worst

was that our last convorsation ?
why do you leave me hanging ?
you know everything about me
i got an zip code to my mouth
when in comes to you
if you wonder why i dont text
is because i went to heaven sent
and couldnt calm down
sorry if im about shy when it comes to you
but you come out of the blue
a bit left field and i have build up an shield
but you slowly making me turn in
an essay about how i am
and im not sure if it wore your account
but make a wish and pray to god it was
hope you understand me better now when i my flaws , flaunt
maybe it was for the best but it make it feel the worst

you dont get far in a wheelchair

you dont get far with an wheelchair
you stand with her and my eyes tearing up
because i know i shouldnt show up
let you know abou my flaws
i remember how it wore when you said i wore your fave
i drop my jaw but now the memories of you cut like a saw
he kissed her and i turned into that eight old girl inside
from being that confident and top of the world
you made me into a hospital girl
insecurites and nervous trainwreck
maybe nobody was gonna like me
perheps im not that girl guys fall for
and the worst part
i can see it be i would so easily go and break your heart
with one deadly seizure but for a moment in my life , you wore my cure

the farmers son

he got an way with the girls at home
that can make them feel like they are someone
by the way he move , in the way he love
the mother earth - the nature under his feet
like he dancing to his own beat
his the farmer son that hear
the colour of the wind
the forrest , build an nest in the tree and is friend with the birds
i see you from a far and , would give you an helping hand
if i had the strengh but my legs would probably break

you lay the law and break the rules







i forget you excist

and you an a list

but then you tap may heart again

and isnt it amazing to have a friend

i always trusted her words with this

never listen to your side

but since that day you swept me away

and i dont belive the hype

because when you took the time to type

those simple words , tap my heart

you came in a form

of a heart and slide into a girl that is a bit out of norm

that make you special , one of a kind

and this friendship is to hard to decline

how many songs have sing to

how many gigs have i went to

i dont know , you give me the rules

and i break them because we not an item

hardly friends , and nothing with us make sense

i forget you exsist and you are ... a list