måndag 27 juli 2020

queen of art


he look so handsome in that suit , and he takes my hand so cute 
he make me feel like i a wearing a hospital gown when i wore a mess 
you said you liked my cat dress , it make me feel like a Disney  princess
he is the king of heart , and i am the queen of art

the only one that has handicap access and he can paint a fantasy 
just by a glance, yeah you really put me out of  balance
but what they know, i love a challange ... 
will you be mine please dont decline ? 

just with a glance






he look so handsome in that suit , and he takes my hand so cute 
he make me feel like i a wearing a hospital gown when i wore a mess 

kinda remind of dior , adore   



you said you liked my cat dress , it make me feel like a princess '
the only one that has handicap access and he can paint a fantasy 



yeah he can paint a me like a disney princess 
just by a glance, yeah you really put me out of  balance  

and a bet you wore Prince , whisper by the door : sweet dreams

how i loved when you turned my wheelchair to a pumpkin 

and always handed out my meds in bed 



starry eyes






he look so handsome in that suit , and he takes my hand so cute 
he make me feel like i a wearing a hospital gown when i wore a mess 
you said you liked my cat dress , it make me feel like a princess '
the only one that has handicap access and he can paint a fantasy 
just by a glance, yeah you really put me out of  balance 

yeah i  think you must be a prince

i knew i am awake

bur you look like a daydream




Awkward









he look so handsome in that suit , and he takes my hand so cute 
he make me feel like i a wearing a hospital gown when i wore a mess 
you said you liked my cat dress , it make me feel like a princess '
the only one that has handicap access and he can paint a fantasy 
just by a glance, yeah you really put me out of  balance 
for a girl that lives with epilepsy

buit i  search for plot twist , story line

all the time and decide to make you mine

 specially when you me like tha

had my back

catch me falling , god im so emberressing 
yeah he look so handsome in uniform , do you mind if i transform 
into a poem  , you already look like one ( not like you are one )

fan girl


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he look so handsome in that suit , and he takes my hand so cute 
he make me feel like i a wearing a hospital gown when i wore a mess 
you said you liked my cat dress , it make me feel like a princess '
the only one that has handicap access and he can paint a fantasy 
just by a glance, yeah you really put me out of  balance 
catch me falling , god im so emberressing 
yeah he look so handsome in uniform , do you mind if i transform 
into a poem  , you already look like one ( not like you are one )
thousand poems and millions soundtrack 
yeah you the a list on the playlist 
that have access to my heart 
lost in the lights of oceéania
i am trapped in   the coat room 
the girls whisper where did she coom from 
when i appear from the bathroom 
Its glitter and confetti on the floor at ushuaia 
but all i think about the time when i sang 
mama mia 

söndag 26 juli 2020

Prince Chistian



he look so handsome in that suit , and he takes my hand so cute 
he make me feel like i a wearing a hospital gown when i wore a mess 
you said you liked my cat dress , it make me feel like a princess '
the only one that has handicap access and he can paint a fantasy 
just by a glance, yeah you really put me out of  balance 
catch me falling , god im so emberressing 
yeah he look so handsome in uniform , do you mind if i transform 
into a poem  , you already look like one ( not like you are one )
do you remember the first time i lay my eyes on you , i sure do .
i always make an awkward first impression but you shake if off 
though you wore a knight the way you saved my life 
you kinda remind me of prince Christian , knight and shining armor 
but inside of a hero , didnt want to go but one thing i learn with time 
is better to let go the hold on to past , kinda like to be the damstel in 
distress and i let you follow your dreams ( but we can met up at hospital 
because it nothing i do then ... fall


shots made





he look so handsome in that suit , and he takes my hand so cute 

he make me feel like i a wearing a hospital gown when i wore a mess 
you said you liked my cat dress , it make me feel like a princess '
the only one that has handicap access and he can paint a fantasy 
just by a glance, yeah you really put me out of  balance 


catch me falling , god im so emberressing 
yeah he look so handsome in uniform , do you mind if i transform 
into a poem  , you already look like one ( not like you are one )
no sound is that perfect like yours , its ours 
yeah i should have record it to my voice mail 
isnt it funny how a stranger can unvail 
your fears , in those isolation days 
and 
i hate that i had go seperate ways 
because 
you the only one who read between the line'
i never let down the wall before but you wore that DIOR 
fancy and trendy - you that peter to my wendy 

shots made





he look so handsome in that suit , and he takes my hand so cute 

he make me feel like i a wearing a hospital gown when i wore a mess 
you said you liked my cat dress , it make me feel like a princess '
the only one that has handicap access and he can paint a fantasy 
just by a glance, yeah you really put me out of  balance 


catch me falling , god im so emberressing 
yeah he look so handsome in uniform , do you mind if i transform 
into a poem  , you already look like one ( not like you are one )
no sound is that perfect like yours , its ours 
yeah i should have record it to my voice mail 
isnt it funny how a stranger can unvail 
your fears , in those isolation days 
and 
i hate that i had go seperate ways 
because 
you the only one who read between the line'
i never let down the wall before but you wore that DIOR 
fancy and trendy - you that peter to my wendy 

deeper then my epilepsy ever been






he look so handsome in that suit , and he takes my hand so cute 
he make me feel like i a wearing a hospital gown when i wore a mess 
you said you liked my cat dress , it make me feel like a princess '
the only one that has handicap access and he can paint a fantasy 
just by a glance, yeah you really put me out of  balance 

catch me falling , god im so emberressing 
yeah he look so handsome in uniform , do you mind if i transform 
into a poem  , you already look like one ( not like you are one ) 

i like how you made my wheelchair a hella of ride
transform it to vintage teacup and how you made me feel like betty boop
when you slide with me throught the corrridor and i always loved to hear your coming through the door - you made the quarantine so much more , Dior and i knew you are a superstar in your own way
im sorry to your partners that i write about you but you shine so bright and i was like fuck the barriar
i just wanted to hug you tonight brighter then then neon light and you the best carrier
i ever had because you also wore a friend

it made my day

you scroll down your phone
looking for the new fall coat
i guess you walking arm and arm
give her your coat , you dont need to sugarcoat
how you feel , you walk down the park
just to find a broken heart , pick it up
... hello buttercup
he say , it made my day
because i missed you since i walked away

Sk8er Boi











you know i adore you , dior

you are better then a superstar

because you have my heart restore

but i know i gonna stand in your way

so i slip you away , its for the be best

but know this you have a special place

in my  soul , yeah you the starring role

you now the type i like on the billiboard

and isnt it absurd

that i find a friend with boy with skateboard

trucker hat , i remember do you like that

poem , but deep inside i know you do








update about my recovery

so this decade have been amazing because , a lot of new people , adventures and experience , basically i travel the world twice since i left brighton and it was amazing . here is the places i been at: ibiza , spain ( in general ) canada , iceland , sinapore , tokyo , capetown , mexio , finland , cuba , south korea ( my fave places in tokyo , ibiza , capetown ) and i really recommend you to do a list with trips where you like to go ( it doesnt have to be far , it can be roadtrips )

but in the beginning of this year , i head an serious head injury and two lung inflammations  and  was in coma for a long time . but thankfully i made it out alive so i am very grateful to them who help me 
, HOSPITAL ,'

catwoman



he look so handsome in that suit , and he takes my hand so cute 
he make me feel like i a wearing a hospital gown when i wore a mess 
you said you liked my cat dress , it make me feel like a princess '
the only one that has handicap access and he can paint a fantasy 
just by a glance, yeah you really put me out of  balance
when you gave me that eye and i thought i wore everything 
bit then i hit and fall, like a waterfall 
crumble down like pastry 
always assuming nobody will have me 
  the favorite love scenes is those i made ( no shade ) 
but then you came and pick me up , like your fave teacup