how dare you not return my call

i know i shouldnt , i made a promise ...
but im not good a keeping them
we all know i am break rules , not play by them
is there a reason why you never return my calls ?
did i ever dial the number you hand me at all ... 
is all a blur but i dont really want to close the door 
to what we have because i feel something BIG is going on
like i have the BFF LOTTERY , won 
but its a new year , new opportunities - are you down for that ?
i thought i would give you a text ( on the thing you following me on ) 
is not that im havent forget , im just been caught up 
in my fucking health - i guess thats an good excuse why i have dial 
and also you are pretty fly , for a white guy ...