thick of healing

i wore like falling for like the million time

but this time worst the worst time 

... body bag and crime  scene 

daydream but an nightmare 

and give mum quite a scare 

for the million time but dont worry mum , i am still alive

you just dont know it yet 

it wore like an out of the body experience 

and i recall how i got there by ambulance

hospitals , nurses , doctors and surgeries 

waiting room and waking up from my injuries

dont recall anything anything after that 

had to recover , begin all over ,.. again 

dont be able to talk or write 

which i hate because i am a freaking , poet 

and how my mum cried by my side 

i just wanna say i am alive 

but  somehow i become an expert on ... survive 

in the thick of healing , i got a feeling 

that everything would be alright