bad boy with a good heart

I remember how i met the coolest guy ever 

he had the perfect sentence to deliver 

an body sculpture of art 

knew exact how to catch my heart 

it wore something in the air 

that tell me you care 

never seen eyes like those 

and i remember how you belong to the bad boys 

but when the dark knight rise , you kept me warm to sunrise 

internet love

when you are young you put me on

like an record , how many time have i listen to that song 

sang to that damn same old song , you jump over my love 

and for a while i wonder whats love got to give ? 

i remember how i drown in your eyes 

how you gave me the best advice 

didnt meant that you become a poem 

but damn you are made it so easy 

when you send that dm 

reunion

i know what i feeling 

it feels like love but also know 

i cant work on it because i dont know how you handle it 

if i would get a tantrum or fit 

so i gave you the silence treatment for a decade 

but then i mature a bit and decide to go for it 

if the world would end yesterday 

wouldnt it good to have catch up 

in a reunion , in a union ? 

slow down

we  should go slow , i dont think i ever been in love 

but something with you takes me heaven above 

i know you far out of my league and maybe just a dream 

but you got a way that make me .... forget who i am 

the way you watch over me like a guardian angel 

honey i met the devil so i know your type ...

and you not the reaper , you are a keeper ...

Just Friends

i like to be your friend , i never wanted it to end 

like that way it did , im over analyze every sentence 

thing i did , do i hurt you feelings with this this poems ? 

i am a professional over thinker , meanwhile you are a professional beer drinker 

never been drunk more in ... maybe hopeless romantic but whatever 

it starts with a kiss , dont have to lead to your heart 

all i want is ... BFF forever 

winter comming

i remember it never felt so alone until that day you came along 

appear from nowhere when i stood at the castle stairs , like that night when you appear from nowhere 

scared of falling down you approach me , gently and took my hand like a gentleman and suddenly i became that damsel in distress . how i slide my hand in yours have never feel more safe and like it should belong there , i remember that winter like the hardest - i hardly could go out but movie nights with you made me stick through and i cant believe it took a decade to find you again ...

next door neighboor

i remember when i came across him 

never thought i would met him again 

but then you slide in my dm 

because i missed your damn face 

so many guys out there 

but nobody can replace 

him at the private school 

i thought he wore so cool 

wearing all black and dr martens

through the years i wonder 

what happen to this guy 

with so many dreams 

so i wore really happy when he slide in my dms 

because that mean we still ... friends ? 

Brush up

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i like the though of you in the morning 

how you slide in through the door , je adore 

how you brush my hair and decided i should to wear

i like to be your little dress up doll 

from a rag doll  that always seem to fall 

to a girl that standing tall 

i like how you put that gloss 

on me , it  made me feel like kate moss 

and how you had that touch 

of making me feel like a catch 

like i wore princess when i wore hospital mess 

i never forget you

he are the coolest guy i ever met 

and he add me back at internet 

send that comment and i became to heaven sent 

let me be your house cat  , stroke my ego with compliments

likes and love that send me above - i know im get older 

dont mean its getting over . friendship never ends 

and you have always been my helping hands 

every song in my playlist

i remember how i stood in the spotlight 

how you became my first kiss 

now you are everywhere in my playlist 

yeah i never wore his but i wish ! 

i remember how you give me that glance 

made me feel a bit more confident 

... when you embrace with a hug 

i was finally i got something to blog 

about , never really wanted you to kiss my mouth

because boy germs never been intreat 

but somehow you got me to listen on you , repeat 

make me jump up and scream and suddenly you in my dm 

heaven sent

so i remember last year when i arrived to the retirement  

and i met this guy that look like he wore from heaven sent 

got morals like a soldier but peaceful like a angel 

he made me breathless because he made me feel like a princess 

is like he got the perfect recipe to get a heart fixed 

and a hospital girl feel glam and adored 

like brush up with some make 

make me feel that pussycat 

i remember how he woke me up with that perfect voice 

kinda miss that time and how he took the time to play games when i was bored 

i remember when i had that dress but felt like mess , but you said i wore cute 

it make me smile inside and slowly you became an character of mine 

and i do recall how i forget you still wore in the room when i took off my clothes 

how you turned your head because of the  blurred line 

do you recall how you ran with me through the corridor 

i do , and every time some open the door 

i wish it wore dior , je dior x 

how you helped me with the food because i didnt like the elders 

so i order in from mom and got you to help me made it , score 

little things like that , i really adore 

we found love in retirement

he give me that love on the brain 

with on glance i begin to think about romance

of course i almost fall apart when i saw your heart 

hit my head and he wore like omg , omg omg 

every time  he look at me 

he gave me an adrenaline rush 

i never had a carrier  

please dont change 

morals of soldier 

but everyone could tell 

you wore a peaceful 

human 

that boarding school guy

 i remember how you fallow me back in teacher  car , how i didnt want to look in your eyes because you look like a star , i remember how you  smell like smoke and i wore like i will never forget this bloke  ,,, but somehow i did , i hope you forgive me  apperently you did ?  remember when you caught my hand so i could walk properly down the hill , in the halloween at boarding school and how you made me break fall in love , the only rule i ever had . i remember how you gave me a blanket because i always froze , how i always went after you like puppy because i knew i could count on you to pick me up like a coffee cup . how we excange papers , you got the art and entertaiment and i ... the world ... yeah i felt like you embrace most as a friend during that time . The only because you made me time there less lonely