tisdag 2 mars 2021

Grand hotel

 i remember you as  high class 

first class , yeah you are that sunset 

i recall how i watch the sunset 

before it set , remembering 

this are the days i never will forget

you wore a major part of my life

a blank space that kissed my face 

i wore like yeah you deserve an honorable nominee

how you stand tall like Grand Hotel in Brighton

shine bright and in the middle of the night 

and i recall the setting wore perfect 

for some pre drinks at the shore 

by the summertime at Brighton 

yes this is why i you , adore 

sunfaced and unbothered

just roll with it  

,,, have some fun with it 

and wait for it 

you gonna fall for it 



 


måndag 1 mars 2021

this is why i love Brighton


the year wore 2011 when i  entering west Sussex
and little did i knew that i would fall in love with town
Brighton , Portslade 
, Hove and Mile Oak 
yeah from George  to shoreham sea 
and god i become love in the that coat in Churchill Square 
i love to get lost in the windows of the lanes 
all of the shiny jewelry  and broad out 
i  recall how i wore eating out 
on different restaurant , end everything with this 
wore so excellent , perfect 
 

Hostage


this one goes out to every men
who doesn't  know how to treat
a woman with , respect 
but they should know i land on my feet 
this one goes out to every men deliver  a hit 
that really made me , fit and disrespect 
who anyone in tantrum i  could care less
if you hold have my sickness in hostage 
its like game over , you never  will be my lover 
but if you are  are treat me like a doctor 
a problem solver , you about to make me ,,, stronger 

creative


it wore 2011 , before the panademi and everything was like an dream
nowdays i just see your face on screen , put a heart to know that 
i still remember when i came and found inspiration 
love that you acknowledged my imagination
you know i only write about people i like 
and if you become namedrop because i you to know 
you made my life ,  starlike or dreamlike when i write
yeah , its like i am make my dreamworld of how it was 
is and .... hopefully it will continue be , creative 
the only freedom i feel is when i get lost in my fantasy  
because then i cant feel how much i shake 
and i am actually grateful for every heartbreak
because it make me more , creative , positive 
and you guys  just brought me good energy 

frozen in time

 friends break up , friends get married
i am one of those people that always that have to be carried
a bit extra help and some of us can cant help to watch me struggle
but do they ever hear about the girl who got frozen 
but somehow you got melt , with that word 
i used to be so insecure of my bald head
and now i feel like i was wore drop dead 
gorgeous and i am so damn curious 
on everything in your life 
try to get up more cheesy scenarios 
to my poems where we can met again
the life moved on , but she wore stuck in her mind 
choudnt leave the people she once loved 
thought it was like the great romance 
but everyone that i once know , left 
and i had to take care about myself 
yeah friends come and go 
but when it comes to you 
i never lever let you go 
because i am way to attach
and once iam dive in it 
there is no way out 

falling for sweden

 and suddenly everything switch 

from being all about Brighton

to find happiness in my hometown

embraced by the golden field 

that i shield from , where i felt like nobody

but suddenly you appear out of nowhere

you are so royal , i could care less about local

sure , they are deserve all love but you are that , new love 

that statue of you and i still recall your perfume 

coffee beans and how you slide in my room 

how we went out to the living room 

you said i wore cute when i felt ugliest

how you became an a artist , my makeup artist  

styled me like an stylist and truly care about me 

like i wore a princess - yeah you made it all an a rom com 

and mostly how you made me come to blossom 


bättre ett oops , än vad fan

 jag undrar hur han är uppväxt 

mest för han är så jävla , perfekt 

är solidarisk som en soldat 

men jag är du har  valde att bli kamrat

fan jag tror min karaktär väcktes till liv 

och det här till dig med mer än nio liv 

... inkluderar mig 

ja , jag kommer ihåg jag föll i din famn

jag tar det som min första , kram 

och 

jag älskar att du plocka upp mig med en , arm


english rain


a remember of English rain
but i love how you was me clean
from the pain , carve your name in my skin 
thought you never would will disappear 
so many days i been struggling with 
what i am living with but then you gave me the key
here in  , ironically i always hated this country
before i met you , now i think i am in love with my homeland 
how the golden fields embrace me when all i feel is loneliness
how i pack my bags and felt like i am homeless 
until i met him with the key 
when nobody is knock on the door 
i gonna make you my honor nominee 
write about you like i wore freaking Great Gatsby 
because this is how i roll the dice  over a couple of Yatzy 


GEORGE INN


so i remember when i came to the Brighton 
never been there but grass is always better
on the other side and i recall it wore pretty wild 
dont quote me on this but i do remember that i got my first kiss
by somebody i dident knew for like a half term , but i knew i wore in love 
ha , young and dumb - naive but there wore something with Portlade 
that unlock my writing block and i wore like , knew i wore made 
for this place , all the best memories i ever found in this wouderful , pub 
around where i live with my host family , i was like perfect to spend the company
with beautiful souls and people that i will treasure forever and i knew this would become quite an adventure , but im glad i spent it with the best people at the  in that i met sam , marti, bex , john , jim , pete and ... bridget who build up my confident and made me acceptance of who i , am t am truly happy over meeting ya all and you guys have have a special place in my heart ( if you didnt knew it lol )
the thing is i always roll in people life , with my wheelchair and have hard to  know where to stand at '
but you guys , respect my condition and all which i have deepest respect for . thanks x

I tried to write you off


i remember you wore like the bomb 
how you i thought i look like Lara Croft 
that first Friday night  but we both i am way to soft 
but you shall know how much i wanted you on the loft 
yeah i remember how you made me fell well , excel
from this living hell i been through past years 
and i recall how much i fear the day i would , disappear
but the feeling didnt 
or at least for a decade 
how much i try to write you off 
shake it off and dance you off 
you wore like stuck 
in my head 

Around Christmas

 Oliver is the most import lesson i got in my life 
how to take care about your life and you rarely have a second life
well , i  actually did but i would give it up for him and i hardly know , him
the fact that he become an angel around christmas is downer on that holiday
that i always been quite fond of , how can somebody Godly 
when life should be joly , it feels more ¨,,,  holy 
how he ripe somebody from the arms of mom is a tragedy 
and i really wish i knew about that what your struggle with
because than i could share some of my lessons that in grew up with 
sarah , and maybe i could help a bit - yeah you are a constant reminder 
that i should manage my life better , handle it and protect the safety of it 
sadly i almost ended up like that olly , yet it wore february 
had that brain injury and went into coma for a month , on and off
but after all training comes a pay off 
a reward 
which i find in the greatest heart  

FAB FOUR


so i recall this four girls from Brighton
not share strangers personals
but this wore no random , this wore the cuties
first we got that queen b , other known as bex
how she went from random when she send me that text
i recall how afraid i wore when i came for them 
but kinda got used to them, like a childhood friend
i never really wanted my time over there to end
but it wore the best money i ever , invest 
because here i got fond of my address 
the people , locals , studies 
and i think i got my first buddies
since i wore like nine , yeah i remember how you once wore , wore mind
but now i have moved on and fell in love with my hometown
i recall how you made me push through my comfort zone 
which i absolutely love , the freedom of  feeling 
was like falling , fast and furious 
but very appealing , how everyone wore so kind 
there at the inn , how you made it hard to loose you 
but i knew i had find me but more important , how i find acceptance 
in George , 2011 , yeah  this why i comeback and write about you guys 
and dont get me wrong , i just wish well even if i spill the tea 
but you gave me a perfect setting , that was impossible to forget 
how i used to to hang with the cool Sam , fashionable Bex and kind Bridget 
yeah thanks for that , for giving me alll the confidence and respect 
with my poems and shit - and always have my back

´Östergötland på sommar


 

Han har de vackraste ögonen som påminner om vågorna längst Vätterns strand 
Hur de glittrar och hans skratt är så smittande, hur hans  kändes som Vadstena strand
Ditt hjärta är stort som Omberg,  trösande med omtanke och samvete och jag har drunknat 
i din kloka hjärna för alla vet väl att du är på äldreboende, stjärnan!
hipster killen med knut , ger av Ibiza typ och du vet hur den där jag gillar 
kan inte fatta att han tagit av mig mina kläder , rört mina läppar  
tagit av mina kläder 
har aldrig känt mig så säker i dina händer 
hur du hanterade mig som en bartern
när du mixade medicinen 
ja 
kommer ihåg anföll dig med att falla från fallade dig 
genom att föll från rullstollen men jag gillar att du någorluda hade , kontrollen
hur jag åkte genom korridoren som värsta fartdåren och hur du så snabbt ersätte min idol '
och jag vet att jag sätter dig på  en pedestal,  för att du förtjänar det , det är ingen hemlinghet 
hur alla i staden vet för det är inte så att jag är typ , diskret , jag du är Vadstena Slott , som jag typ kan äta upp , du var kullerstenarnar som höll mig på benarna , ramla fram och bak och fan vad jag avskyde att du torka min bak men sen kom jag fram till att det var ditt jobb så varför varför en snobb , här bland äldrevården , jag kommer ihåg håg du tvåla in mig me tvålen , blev min stylist och makeup artist 
och jag måste med ge du fick mig , le hur det var oss mot världen , välfärlden 
ja , gillar hur hur du får mig att klättra upp för Omborg 
hur ditt  hjärta är fullt av symaty och empathy
fullt me omsorg och omvård
hur du förstår min , epilepi 
ja det är ganska sagolikt 
typ magnifikt
hur du vart kungen av Vastena Slott 
som tvätta mina mina kropp
hur du höll mina lemmar
allt från ben till armar 
i din tillsyn , kände mig som prinssessan
på ärten ....hur du gled in som travolta 
och hur mitt hjärta börja , volta 
jag kommer ihåg hur jag gjorde en plan 
för att rymma du fick mig falla 
fan 
så jag gjorde det här mitt drömställe 
under karaktärn . ja du måla upp den perftkta atmosfären 
undär de mest konstigaste . jobbigaste tiderna 
ja det var mörka , tider men du var ljuspunkten
vändpunkten
i den här parademin , men det var aldrig menat att det skulle bli , 
hur gled in i mitt liv så som killen på  tåkern 
hur du badade där i , Roxern 
ja du imponer som en Kinda Kanel
hur vi gick runt i Trädgårdföreningen
och jag var typ , är inte det här underbart 
ja , du killen vid ... Järnevid 
ögon som är djupare än  , Mälaren
för du är sommen och roxen 
på sommaren , och du är vinden som vände  
när jag anlände och gjorde mörkt , ljust - kul
jag antar inte det var  värsta lyxstället 
men med dig kändes som jag var , hemma
ända sedan jag föll pladask in din famn 
ja jag tog det det för en välkomskram