this one is for Marti

i knew you standing on the street light

waiting on the nigt bus 

and of all the guys at the inn 

i wouldn't imagine in my wildest dreams 

you still recall my name  even though i dont know who i am

tell your girl she has nothing to worry about, i haven't even kiss your mouth 

i talk a lot of shit mostly because of insecurities,but i always have your back marti 

because you show me the way how to party  , i remember when i showed up my face at the inn 

never notice jim but a hello from you was enough 

i think you girlfriend is a keeper and please put down the liquor
you are the poem i never wrote about but i remember you show me the brighton night
lost in the memories , in the coat room in oceania - singing Mama Mia
down the karaoke bar and how you gave money to the cabbie without a name
it was here i became known for the girl less known
dressed in a hospital gown
and spread my wings which i kinda regret
because someone of the beautiful people i met
where in BRIGHTON , I JUST DID HAD TO MOVE ON
to know what i missed 

you make me believe

he look so handsome in that suit , and when he takes my hand so cute 

he make me feel like i a wearing a hospital gown when i wore a mess 

you said you liked my cat dress , it make me feel like a princess 

´.. or Ariana Grande with her cat ears and you told me everything i want to hear

be acknowledge of your presence and feeling acceptance for something i was born with

you know i get fits but you  always seem to manage it

dont know what kinda spell you got on me

but you make me believe

i can conquer the pain

Typical Me

he look so handsome in that suit , and when he takes my hand so cute 
he make me feel like i a wearing a hospital gown when i wore a mess 

you said you liked my cat dress , it make me feel like a princess 

made my wheelchair feel like a hella of a ride when he slide 

with me throught the hall , i fear you always be my wonderwall 

you are the fuck up the year and probably will  bring me some tear 

of joy , everything for an boy i dont really know 

but i knew when you snatch my heart we where the perfect match 

kinda love that i am a victim of faith , sofrry but its kinda diffecult to recreate 

a feeling like the one i had when you transform me to cinderella 

with just a glance , you put me in balance 

so diffrent from that other fella - and that what i adore 

with DIOR 

' - IDGAF'

how we dance along to grease 

in the local bar   you wore wasted on gin 

i wore drunk on that  jim

selfie with you arms across my shoulders 

white tee and blue jeans 

this when i cross the borders 

break the rules for a guy who never was mine 

but at least it wore a hell of a time 

devil always been a friend of mind 

and but know god almightly 

shown his presence 

when he ask me to dance '

we not even friends  but in my head

friendship never end 

when i met a angel

he look so handsome in that suit , and when he takes my hand so cute 
he make me feel like i a wearing a hospital gown when i wore a mess 

you said you liked my cat dress , it make me feel like a princess 

in your hands i turned into elegance and grace 

he look so handsome in that suit , shower me up in compliment 

i thought i was to heaven sent when you wore presence

i realize from the start that you would be hard to stop write about 

mostly because you perfect 

fierce

he look so handsome in that suit , and when he takes my hand so cute 

he make me feel like i a wearing a hospital gown when i wore a mess 

you said you liked my cat dress , it make me feel like a princess 

made my wheelchair feel like a hella of a ride when he slide 

with me throught the hall , i fear you always be my wonderwall 

and why he dont call , but then i tremember he doesnt have my number 

would know we got this subtext , and low key but in real life we like HOFFA AND BEY 

notorious  and dangerious in love 

nine pm and jukeox

Nine pm , smoke crowded room and jukebox '
we girls die for love dont you ever learn
boys dont do the same , sometimes i wonder if i wore your friend ?
nine pm , smoke crowded room , and jukebox
i remember how i felt so gangsta by your side
little did i know you shot down girls and kissed every girl in town
its was packed , you wore smashed but i see everything clearly
so i dancing by my own

mad dogs

went home from loxdale hill
took the safe road , short cut
down the alley to portade
remember all of the cool cats
foxes and mad dogs , the hide out
at george where a toad become a prince
for somebody else and i can go whatever
but what fun is it if we not go together

james

i saw the ending before it came

how we dance along to grease 

in the local bar   you wore wasted on gin 

i wore drunk on that  jim but he always wanted somebpdy else at the inn
yeah , girl like us do always skip out on real epic love stories
so here i go back to change history because last year been a tragedy
i seen you as the best ,  seen you dancing home drunk singing elvis
and i remember how you put the are arm around me like your favorite  sweater
since that day everything been better
i know i cursed you for a while but in february i nearly died
and  decided , a broken heart doesnt matter 

eyes of symphathy

heads up in the cloud, she is crashing now
look deep  inside and acknowledge your existence
he took my hand and help me up from the fall
i was like omg he acknowledges my presence
wallflower burst and begin to thirst
je dior . adore and eyes show sympathy
for the girl with epilepsy
the said she never would be loved
but you make me feel like i deserve

George

friend with all , lose the one

and the worst thing he knows
when she is gone , love outgrows
i used to take the long way to George
hoping that i would meet Jim
i remember how shy i wore around them
cools chics like Sam and Bex , why would they like to be my friend ?
thats the thing about grewing up ,  you get broken and stolen
but one magical day its all fine, and its heel  with time like grapevine
and i remember how dex and donna, wore in charge of it all
how i heard a rumour that Peters nephew gone
i didnt know how to send my condolences
but is it nice that heaven have angels
Sarah
 and i remember when Briget stood up for my poetry
said it just commentary
thats the thing with beautiful friends . far away
thay will always in my heart stay
you told  me about life , Taylor
did you  know i wore the first  one i told about my condition
and i  glad John ended  up with Bex  and coop find his beautiful family ''

regards sweden  x 

arrows in the dark

born and raised in the north
show me i was nothing to worth
winter blues in summer '
but in the middle of the storm
there is somebody that keeps me warm
i am an living earthquake , flight risk
falling for me is a proof that  you that be best
i am what a man need , touch me and i might bleed
fragile like poetry , commentary - to summary
but the best thing Dior , jadore is that i  finally a new muse
arrows in the dark , arrows straight to you heart
twist and turn , sorry ir our relatitionship might burn
but its nothing i love more then art

lost in wonderland

lost in wonderland and you became my new friend when you grab my hand
the pebbles look so shiny and pretty , looks like a hello kitty - this is shout out the boys that looks so tough buff i called their bluff', it was somewhere in Hove i 2013 i discover i wasnt in love with him
maybe this country just wore a daydream , so it seem ?

 she wore standing by the pier , why the waves swept away her fears become a bit fearless
her aunt thought she wore hopeless and shouldn't get there but dont you get it ,, run from you
to make  new  one ? she know who she wore from the way she waa born , she never really was adored  i took my  red coat and went  to England , turned left  by mile oak  and went to george just to make a mental note  , never sure i would have this fun - you guys remember me how to be young