the sickest of them all

the day when you pain is no longer tortune
when you realize the only pain relief you will get is the grave
when your pain become a pleasure
hollywood chics claim to sick but they dont know what i deal with
ill isnt what you wear , it how you feel
and im a hot mess , dare you to check underneath
been like this since nine and how did you dare put me down
just because i wearing a hospital gown
at least im own it
my craziness and everybody know im mental
when i get in my fit mood , bad bitch mood
if you wanna see something ill ,, something real
turn off TRL
allinated from my fam but at least i got one friend
that is my helping hand when it comes to this
put on the attire so i can be a warrior , not a worrier
i hate my meds but they prevent me going mad
small dose and no boys aloud
except for my squad

you gave me closer and that i treasure

i guess a lot of girls would be in my postition
have your number but the fact you gave it to me
somebody with mine situation
throw me of guard and i wore a bit scared for falling hard
consider ever poem a postcard , and yours is a pic on the gram
it the secret langauge we got , subtext and low key is the key
i tried my best not freak out in  hangout
but your label scared me and to be honest i have no idea why you add me
my reletieves dont do that or even like my poems
they just shady and say they dont them
geuss there a lot of girls in row
so didnt know how to approach
me with my issues , it makes me sound like debbie down
sitting in a hospital gown
and when you remove me i thought it wore the end of us
i should had a little bit more faith in you
but you caught me out of the blue
and i hope you get that this is love , just friendship
of all the person i met you worthy keep
not because who you are , your positition
its because you  understand my situation
and that is huge

yes / no / maybe

i like to see you smile
because it wear happiness
confident , you make me
feel like i got somebody
when my reality is
lonely
living in a hospital enviorment
tend to do that , sterile
but then you came , heaven sent
dont break my heart , im fragile
i hope you get im live on 120 meds
send text to people because i want to feel happiness
im sorry if i throw fits but i cant quit
maybe you like the normality
 with me , but i always prefered your reality
so i hope you get it was quite a chock when you came in swinging
im caught in the state of euphoria and is with disbeliving
that somebody i like since 21 would feauture me , become my friend
i wore used to be a lone wolf but now i am team TAYLOR FROM TWILIGHT
SEE ME DURING NIGHTTIME AND I WAS CRAZY FOR YOU EVER DECLINE
BUT NOW I DECIDE YOU MINE , BFF BECAUSE BEEF IS BORING SO SQUASH IT

happy ends

you portray the world im live in like fairytale
when it is ironically a hell
but i prefer your reality than mine , is that fine ?
how you make me the princess in waiting
wearing casual but feel like a prom queen
trapped in that hospital wing and there you entering
like a knight from a story made of hope and glory
feeling like shit but since you i become a princess
and everyone knows that fairytales have happy ends
and you became mine in form of a dm

how to become friend with stars

im a prisoner in my body
the only one i let in my soul
terminal ill and is hard to deal
rather run from people that get close
never really suspect you would be one of the boys
i tried to run , pull away but maybe we just needed space
grew to become ... friends ?
im just that girl in hospital gown that attend doctor appointments
they say if people meant to comeback they shall and you wasnt a disappointment
it just when you have a poster on your wall , a spotify account and know your hits by heart
its kinda was a bit overwhelming to meet prince charming but it was a blessing
i know my story is quite tragic but you put that glitter and whip that magic
and suddenly im no longer trapped in my body , im made it to our story
and i love this chapter because i cant feel any pain here , you keep me sane
i dont really know how i went from fan to friend , can you feel that ?
your my out of body experience and i hope you know
im just that girl in hospital gown that attend doctor appointments
and occatually i catch your gig but i do watch them at youtube
i dont respect a lot of people because friends make me feel so small
but i do respect your because you make me feel cool for being who i am
you that friend i always wanted and i tried my best to protect your dreams
but maybe you understand more than i credit your for
i am happy we have this restore

YOU MAKE ME STRIVE TO HEAVENLY HIGHS

i dont feel like i got friends
so i find them in celebs
because stars love their fans
its what i have heard

i been doing this since i wore a child 

because i never got included in games 

so i like to play with word and haunt the perf sentence

how to describe a memory and feeling , to be able to potray a human being 

i like to write about real people , in fact i like to write about stars nowdays 

because their lifestyle is a perment vacation which i highly aware its not 

but by the pictures it seem glamourous and i have no idea why you like to become friends 

with a girl like me , hospital girl ,throw fit like you drop hit but i take dont jinx it by quetion it 

you in my entourage , the it crowd and the squad 

that help me become a better author and i like have you as mentor 

because you make me strive , keep my goals alive and ambition high 

to be clear , i do got friends ( everyone just live in abroad or in my headphones ) how selfish of you haha

you my clyde , ride and die

being a public enemy of the state

but if i gonna be a target 

the girl you never will forget 

we fight like a house on fire 

on and off , back and forth 

i never have a chemisty like this 

with somebody and it scare me 

you my clyde , ride to die 

and you know im picked out my stone 

maybe thats why im so careless with words 

be like screw it - it was he who blew it 

this happens every time somebody get to close 

i pull away , back off and throw a fit like you deliver hit 

i think we the best collab but it quite weird my fave celeb

came along and made me deliver all this poem bc of  this dm 

every word is a bullet , sentence our alliance - how we keep contact 

subtext and you know i have your back 

there is a reason why i dont publish the person , CHAPTER 3 SONGS THAT MUCH AND THAT IS , MOSTLY BECAUSE HIS SONG IS TOO GOOD TO DESTROY OF MY LAME AS POEMS .

I DO ADMIRE ALL OF THE OTHER MUSICIANS HERE ALSO BUT HES SPECIAL . LOL
but i do stream him at spotify all the time .

my one to go ( not this guy )

i dont feel like i got friends
so i find them in celebs
because stars love their fans
its what i have heard
so i making my own , solid crew

and you know nobody keep their word 

like a fan , stan but i like to think this has develop 

to friendship ( why because you are on my instagram duh ) 

you the guy i have secret convorsations with my headphones 

when im sad , glad or just mad - the one i turn for advice about love and life 

because face it im write a blog but got no experience about romance but you seem like mr right 

i like how we subtext through pictures and videos , how you paint my hospital room like a disco 

and help me with words , you my one to go and i probably never let you go 

ps i do like his music though lol . 

you put the fire in the fire cracker

i dont feel like i got friends

so i find them in celebs

because stars love their fans

its what i have heard

so i making my own , solid crew

which including you

you know who you are

mister big shot

i like the way we trade playlist to poems

how we subtext and you are the only one who get my context

i couldnt ask for a better friend , i dont even have fomo

because i enjoy watching your grams and know

time will come when i can get to your show

they always on fire but the real fire cracker

is me , with throwing fits like you deliver hits

yeah you my feauture , my jam and gem

that always go out with a bang

i like that

internet girl

i know the stats for fall in love
for somebody like me
is highly unlikely
so when you enter my life
made me stop swipe left and turn right
you guide me through
like a helping hand
wiping off my tears when im in a middle of a fit
dont know how to explain it but you just lend me a shoulder
lend me a shoulder to wonder of my future
i dont know why you befriend me , not even my family add me
but the fact you did is huge and i was like this wont end up good
tried my best cut you off because its all i known but you , cameback
it really gave me a heart attack
but i like it and whenever you want to chat , you know where im at
- at internet

YOU MY AUGUSTUS

i think our story is a bit like Hazel and Augustus

norious and victorious

and i cant really wrap my head around it but i find it magic

how you find my avatar , there billions of faces but you choose mine

you know by now i throw fit like you deliver hit , and thats why i decline

i guess i fear what might out if it , and had to prevent my health .. find myself

you cant blame me for that , it just fact and i find it quite like a rom - com

how you haunt me down , twitter , hangout , whatsapp and IG

you even hand me your number and you the first guy ever done that

which i never will stop brag about but i will never use you for any clout

becaus i think of us more , ... like friends , are you ok with that ?

im sorry if a bit under your influence , but you a good one

and i would cross the world if i could

but i like our exchanges of playlist and poems

all inspired by chats and dms

straight out of the catwalk

man crush everyday , everyday

how can it not be when you look

like you came straight from catwalk

the beauty is not in how he wear it

it how he owe it

and i dont get why exs run

but i do get why she stay

if you ever need a confident booze

consider me your personalize orange juice

and i rooting for your guys

like your president in your fan club

you know im loyal like a pup

maybe because you just my teacup

make me forget all about my reality

take me to that MTV REALITY

HILLS HILLS HILLS

do you like to slide in on red carpet

like it where magic carpet

or do you prefer stay in

nights out with the gang

shows that go off with a bang

i have million question to ask

and i sound like somebody from TRL

im just intrested how you doing

hope you not burn out

remember sleep , eat and reapet

i should write your captions . haha

you make me a disney princess

sleeping beauty during day

midnight turn up as snowhite

during the weekend transform

to tinderella and she comes to play

summer is makes me Ariel in Chanel

winter blues and i turn into Elsa

everyone love her , than im your girl

if you like a beauty with a brain

then you got a BELLE

and know you tangled , struggled

in this blog . consider it a friendly hug

'Unorthodox

i dont do friends if they they do checks
rather have snacks than backstab GF backs
more into my blog than mr Van Gogh
i got to much clothes but its impossible to pose
in a wheelchair so i write poems instead
dont do boy problems
 i got 99 problems like try not to drop dead
if you not hollywood royality you cant hang
just kidding , its a love feast and a blast
and i am like this with djs .,,
i am a rags to riches story , all about that victory
forget about the past i already clead my browser history
delete those guys that made you feel less
and support them who make you feel like a hospital princess
from being not able to go abroad during school vacation
to slay the holiday location
such a whirl wide and of  course everything is a bit ,,,, magical

so this song really help me on my way to accept myself with epilepsy

you put your rep on the line and i decline

you put your rep on the line

and i did you , decline

i got a habit of doing this

all the time

thought we wore over

but somehow we always gome back stronger

of all the stars that came it wore you that made me recover

i wore a shot in a dark but maybe you got a glimt of my heart

tend to wear it on the sleeve and this time i promise i never leave

for a while i tried my best to walk away

 push you out but you always pull me back

said it wore ok for me to stay

first low key now official , like you feel some kinda pride

over my friendship , do you know what kinda effect you got over me

you wipe the condition off with my face since we become friends ?

you put your rep on the line and the line and i decline , i acknowleage my fault in this

as longer you acknowleage you hit me like a a make a wish

i didnt sent for and i couldnt ask for more

update the top 100 list that will become top 1000 list because there to many good songs out there . damn

yes . i got a lot of time of my hands lol

but my motto is everyone deserve a poem and playlist x

some of my fave playlist this year ...

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0PqiRmqpoFYtZX0SRaWKg ( chill and relax sound ) shttps://open.spotify.com/playlist/3bOxQjPWTWWDZszC9J8Zs5ome my fave music when its fall

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7vWQSIo6eveji92gSCLBDX ( cool and upbeat songs ) some of my fave people with attitude like reflect my writing i think x 

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0Vd8418PK47ivILNg1nw9P ( the friday mood , mostly remix and edm ) 

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6tsNSVdYKpLfrgOcSX5ypd this is my fave songs all time but it become more of 100 . a lot of swedish because people are sleeping on them .lol

LOL

love the george lads but this wore so fucking funny ... haha

ray of sunshine in a winter storm ( you keep me warm )

im am whimstical and you are magical
im am innocent and you become the poem
the way you slide in my dm , every word is lyrical
i fall asleep by the tangent board 
do you do that by the keyboard ? 
sometime i think we more than friends 
but than i snap out it 
you just man crush eveyday and im just thirsty , everyday 
my medicine i channelling , make me able to handling 
with the shit im going through ...he give me that postive vibes
i need to keep myself alive , to make myself smile
they call me little miss sunshine
you make me feel like a ray of sunshine
in the winter blues and i know you get me better than anyone else
i get thats why we become friends ?

ACCENTS ARE THE HOTTEST THING EVER

specially for a language geek like me lol

my fave accents are no perticular order :
- english , duh - everyone love english accent because english wore born cool . period .
- irish ( i blame Niall Horan lol )
- italian / spanish - which i think is kinda similar in general
- french ... the love languge obvious .
- i do like some accents from sweden ( not mine ) but i do like Göteborska and how Zlatan speak
but also i need the swag please if i would have his accent .
- one of my chapters but i wont tell his name because i got a brain haha
- asian like tokyo and seoul , but its more i want to speak like them lol ( next life i want to be a kpop star forget victoria angel )

i guess thats my fave accents and languages

my fave character

what kinda world do we live in when reletives cut out people who not in their liking

life isnt a instagram piture and for some their isnt a cure but their you came to a rescue

when you slide in my dm , send me that message and tap my heart just when i rising from falling apart

invite me to chat in hangout and talked about this and that but honestly it went to crap , girlfriend snap

you gotta know i throw fits like you drops hits but i think you get it because you still came around

hunt me DOWN , FIRST LOW KEY THEN OFFICIAL

IT WAS THE BEST DAY EVER AND STILL IS

BETTER THAN MY FIRST KISS

REMEMBER HOW YOU MENTION I GOT A NICE NAME

AND I WAS LIKE HATE IT BUT GREW IN TO IT

LOOK OUT FOR IT IF I BECOME FAME

AS A AUTHOR , I PROBABLY WILL WITH A MENTHOR AS YOU

the fact you are the only guy ever hand me his number must mean im special

and i did text on that whatsapp , but i know you work its fine - i have lot of time

i will wait forever though , im not in hurry ... you know you are my crown jewel in this blog

and i just feel this bond being very strong , like the one you got with your fave song

throw fits like he drops hits

a decade of poems about a guy but with one dm

everything change isnt it stange in the darkest point

you come to a point to figure everything out

deleting you wore a mistake , cried for a half year

but somehow i made a mark , i tend to do that

with my habits of throwing fits like you drop jams

you know im not want any fame , i got my own

here at my blog - you got your scene , i got my fans

can we still be friends , they say rich friends do it better

im that rags to riches , not here for you spot and i cant be bought

not Vivian , i only drink Evian and dont do communal

unless i rebel against to my parent because they dont treat me like adult

thats an insult and you can not compete with me , honey

might got the fam , partner and health

but not the money

and if you gonna be heartbroken you better be rich

because we all know i am a bad bitch

i dont do avarage , i need savage

please do you know who i am

the girl of your dreams

YOU MAKE ME THE NORDIC STAR

support you from far 

you got the title , make my wheelchair spin like a vinal 

tell your girl im no rival because im not im just here for the laugh

support you from the far , you got the title but im the nordic star 

you make me shine like Aurora borelis , you and i set in stone like that solaris 

i got money on this and you just made my wildest dreams ... i wasnt prepered for being starstruck

one time , two time , three time ... but now im fine , sometimes i want to expose ya 

but than i roll my eyes and let myself calm down because i know what we is real 

we dont need to be official , but i like how we are - and you can tell im comfortable as third wheel

so tell your girl im not looking for backstab her back , i like to have peoples back and eat snack 

more into blog than snog you know but you can tell i develop a BFF but i do acknowleage your GF 

she is pretty like a model and i rooting on you guys , i dont want issues im perfect fine with single life 

and this is because of my conditions , i dont need any heartbreak BECAUSE I GOT MORE ISSUES 

so thats why i settle being friends 

Holby City

nurses are the sceleton of the hospital 
the back bone that make it feel like home
doctors is got the hospital wings 
all i see is glorias around their head 
i like the way the make my bed 
why does it feel so good in the scrubs 
i dont wanna wear my own clothes 

you where there when i broke my leg 

in the lift in Harrods , Rachel 

stayed and chat , i apprichiate that 

how you asked me about sweden 

what i done and if i like england 

i want every nurse be like you 

like when i fall apart in UK 

it make me feel im in Holby City 

and than im even look pretty 

in that hospital gown 

so if i gonna fall apart 

take me to The Kings 

the left wings 

where every nurses sings 

and Doctors got wings 

GEORGE GAL

i remember when i sang your song at karaoke , sounded like a freaking coyote

never been the best at high notes so that was epic failure but pass forward ...

10 years , a broken heart and 2 trips abroad to swipe away that tears 

from that guy i never will miss , his replaced , upgraded if you will 

but i like the fact that i have a tendency to make my dreams come true 

write it and i get it  what kinda superpower did i got when i got diagnosed with epilepsy ?

the fact that this happen twice in my life it cant be a conseqvense 

how i make something real out of a fantasy 

its kinda weird , scary but also awesome ...

and if you think you can mess with a girl in a hospitel dress , you dead wrong 

because you dont know what you trigger , make her deliver ...

everyone know that i just do better and become better 

by the pain 

excel through the hell and shine in the sunshine 

how girls in wheelchairs do

what will ever compare when you befriend your fave star ?

who can ever compete with him , definally not eh jim ...

remember how you broke my heart , didnt got how i would recover

10 years , bucket list made , check list but i still got a friend on my wish list

a selfie with a star , meet me at a bar - ushuaia next year - meet me there ? 

i remember when i sang your song at karaoke , sounded like a freaking coyote

try to be low key but support you from far - you know you got my friendship

remember the first time i attended your gig , in my wheelchair and felt a bit out lost

on the ramp and just when you put the needle on rec , i forgot all about the pain

and went all insane , dont care about being vain - nothing with me is perfect eitherway

but this is how i roll eh out of control and and avoid to fall ... but i like to think thats a bit rock n roll

when i enter a festival

owe it , label it and with a bow on top

you told me i wore special

always felt i wore a problem

customize diamond

make sure you back up what you say

owe it and label it , with a bow on top

remember how you loved me name

i always hate it but if i somehow make it

stick to it , never change it - because you name me

you told me im special , original , one of a kind

it made me feel like i made a friend

oh crap

im am whimstical and you are magical

im am innocent , fragile but you make me 

feel like a party princess and thats why you best 

most of the times i spend avoiding avoiding hospital wings

so when i get to one of you amazing gigs 

i feel like damn i really got a hang on this 

thing called life but never though you blew up my phone 

did my best to leave to you alone

but how to leave somebody that all over the net , crap 

i like watch the stars made they lead to who where your are 

promoting my random thought of weirdness on the blog . join me

7 minutes in heaven . love the song . yet an other hit

dont try to hide anything for me
im like this with GOD
nah just have sources .

I BEEN KNOWN TO WRITE LETTERS . JUST TO LET YOU KNOW

dear chapter 3

im am whimstical and you are magical
im am innocent and you become the poem
the way you slide in my dm , every word is lyrical

now you live in them and i like to consider you my friend 

like always do with my inspiration and there consequens 

so i try to be discrete but let face it , im not the girl to keep a secret 

im quite obvious , you might pick up some hints here and there 

but i went a whole year without publish songs about you 

and that tell a lot about my personality but you always on repeat spotify 

its quite emberressing - not sure if this harrassing or just being a good friend
is a fine line but i think you somewhat , mine - whatever
record , friend or just person
i used to look at with admiration , put you on a high horse
but you more like the guy in the record store
now , somebody i can chat with about music and lyrics
that get it
i think that lit

ps . i think you know who you are 

NEVER HAD A BEST FRIEND

i never had a best friend
been more known
as the girl in hospital gown
than the cover up girl
but than you entered my world
and brush me up
made me realize i got some worth
who care about what the locals think
i doing the royal thing now
such a glow up
dont do the communal , im more regal
hell yeah , im hollywood royal
.... almost

Stockholm Blues

im am whimstical and you are magical

im am innocent and you become the poem

the way you slide in my dm , every word is lyrical

i hear sounds of a musical and i dance all the way home

when in Rome , i like fly during night when im close to you

every star is a witness and i like how you make me feel like a princess

when im caught in this house of madness

the tumblr girl and idol

the problem with me i got a personality

that attracts every star in the gallaxy

im like the sun , never stop shine

the problem with me is every celebrity

tend to like my personality

because im a ray of sunshine most of the time

never chase clout , you know it isnt what im about

im more of chasing intellegence , the perfect sentence

the fact that i am more famous on internet IRL

and its quite mad i got friends from MTV

i admire there ambition

how you swipe away my condition

just with a reference , sentence

i tried so hard to not let you in

but you pull me back

didnt want to let you in , see the real me

because maybe you would like me

but you always came back , repair the damage

and that is quite strange

because not even my family do that

and the fact you handed , befriend

me , add me is like beyond

this is a  testement how i got it wrong

and i shouldnt listen to her song

dont really know why shy run

but i get why shy stay

i think im the coolest friend

since that JEN

BECAUSE I LIKE BEING THIRD WHEEL

is no big deal

i prefer music than people

'



i always been quite open with myself

but when it comes to you , i protect myself

because i fear what will come

but maybe you the person that i belong

like i am writing a part of our song

the lyrics that meant to be heard

because i am like playing games with  words 

but im not the best to keep a conversation

maybe you just like me

find shelter in the music rather than people

the problem with me is i choke on words

when i speak and that is crippling

but i like to think you understand

and still are a friend

a day without a fall

i never really wear make up because of my shaky hands
but i really enjoy being glam up , looking all dolled up
don't really wear heels because i am afraid to fall
but i roll in my wheelchair as Cinderella

feel like the princess of the ball

the drunks make make feel like im one of kind 

and i get special treatmeatment by the bouncers 

VIP , never have to stand in line at Ushuaia 

and im a hot mess but feel like that KAIA 

i know I'm a bit out of the norm but i have come to term

with what i am , diagnosed and challage accepted 

now i understand I'm in perfect

on the inside and we all got flaws
and everyone deserve an crown
even the girl in the chair
living her life trying to break bounders
the guy to afraid to come out
scared for the judgement he will face
not realize that he will find himself
don't care about the ignorance
when it comes to yourself , you gotta be selfish
its all about that that ACCEPTANCE
that it the other people that is cowards
and you should get an AWARD
for being who you are

stronger than batsignal

at first i thought our signal
wore breaking but lets face it
it stronger the Batsignal
with you by my side
i knew everything is good
why even try to act like we got bad blood
you made my poem turn all Gotham
when you slide in my dm
like that Batman and i was like trying cause a fit
but everytime i wore there to throw a tantrum
you pick me up after my Mayham
i guess i am your Batwoman
now

every poem is a love letter

she is a dream , your partner and exes
dont get why them run , but get why she stay
i do like her songs and lyrics 
but will always prefer your gigs 
in the end of it all im team you , dream come true 
she is know for making people wishes but you made my make a wish 
without knowing it , with that click - it was straight out of a film
how you slide in my dm , how we chat about this and that 
dont remind a crap so i make up stuff , do you mind ? 
you probably think im cute geek who write about people she never met 
well i met you so never say never and i consider ever poem a love letter 
because everyone deserves to feel they loved and like they matter 

the good fella and cinderella

im sorry if my story is heavy
but i like how we become friendly
how you add me , hit me with that alert
and you that guy that will take me to top of the chart
to NEW YORK BEST SELLERS ,
for treating me like a freaking Cinderella
and for being a good fella
that good type that every love song hype
never been much of muchi - guchi stuff
just been laughing it off
but than you came along in a form of a song
and the fact i got more conversations with you
than any guy IRL - and you been on TRL
i like your achievements and even though we arguement
like a house on fire you always comeback to set me on the right track
i like that because its a testament that i dont kiss up or a clout chaser
i got my own checks , you know i prefer snacks than backstab GFs in back
but you know i am the coolest BFF , because i am cool with third wheel
we might be around and round like a ferris wheel
but in the end its no big deal
because i am always on your team
even when we are on a break
but i never put the pause on our relationship
because i think its somethink worth to keep

nerves

there is a reason why i dont call boys

i do message them or dm them

dont like my voice

because i operated a pacemaker

in my 11th nerve to prevent my seizure

dont want to be label heartbreaker

its just my life

and i know i am a bit too much

or maybe im just enough

maybe you want some normal

and stablity in your hectic world

i got a feeling that you know about my scene

like i know about yours

monopoly on the hits are you ?

i always end up by laptop

writing in the middle night 

non stop , i even have been known as falling a sleep 

on the tagents , do you sleep over in the studio 

once i went on a course to become a DJ , LP ONLY 

because scratching records is all i got monopoly 

on nowdays but i gonna change it , somehow 

it wore when i was like high school 

and it wore there i begin to to fall in love 

in music and notice how it could tranform

you from place and time 

i been trying to not to publish yours

but i get must inspired by them 

they download on my spotify list 

and i feel like i cheat if i dont put you on it 

but lets face it you always deliever hit after hit 

so i have nothing to worry about ...

lol 

Frankenstein

maybe im in the hospital wing

perhaps in a hospital gown

but the way you make me feel

is like i more than of a condition

not only DNA , germs , and genetic code

that i not only got that bad chromosome

injected like i wore rejected from birth

nah your music is my medicine

and you paint up a dream

you must be Frankenstein

but you sure made me your bride

the way your music made me alive



this is my fave song because it remind mo of a certain time and the mv is perfect for it .

i know you gonna catch me

nothing make sense but in my defense
i am diagnosed with a severe condition
and is eating these strong medication
you one in a billion of avatar at twitter
mum thinks im love , yeah right
i know my place - in your face
i like how we hang out , chit and chat
mum catch me smile i havent done it for a while
like ever not like this , but i know im not gonna fall
except out but i know you catch me if i get out of line
bring me back and thats how we chat
i think its perfect

you my daily juice when i got that winter blues

everything is a fear but when it comes to you , dear

but with you i feel calm and collected like before the storm

there something raw and honest with being true

and you pull it out from me like nobody else have done

let the hair down and let me freak out when we hangout

get my situation isnt perfect but who is ?

scared of that we just are dreams

but if it is dont wake me up

i want to be stuck in the inbeetween

if i hanging with you because you my tea cup

of daily juice , that protect me from winter blues

the sound of a friend

i see the hollywood sign

but you shine brighter

then all the stars aline

i cant believe

you are a friend of mine

we are a little weird combo

you diving the jumbo

jet and i stuck in my wheel

sometimes i believe this might be just an dream

because everything too good to be … real ?

but then i see the hollywood sign

and you shine brighter then all stars

combined

so i trust my gut and put my believe in the only thing i knew

you

and hopefully you get i want the best for you 

we just an ferris wheel going around 

but i like the way it come out 

how your sound make me safe when i got nobody else

it make me go back to easier times , 

Good in the hood

so yesterday i had an fall because i went into an pedestal
because i looked at this cool guy that remind me of you
but at least i got his attention , it made his girl mad
playing the victim is not get you far
became black and blue , like an avatar

but then again do you like that film 

and you might be a little bit overwhelm

don't worry because i got this bulletproof skin 

… built in - specially when it comes to him 

stormzy

so yesterday i had an fall because i went into an pedestal
because i looked at this cool guy that remind me of you
but at least i got his attention , it made his girl mad
playing the victim is not get you far
became black and blue , like an avatar
transform in to an something out of the norm 

and that Storm but i do got this plan to reform

no more victimizing pf the situation , i am done with that 

because after that chat about this and that 

everything made sense 

and we hardly friends ? 

nobody like you

i am just that type that nobody like

to because it remind them of a sad end

but then you came around and became my friend

i had forget how to make them but just with a dm

i got one , and im cool with being friend zone

you know im support your dreams , half and crew

i am all about that love

and i cant believe you hunt me down all over internet

its quite sweet

straight out of chic lit and i know i tried to push you out

but there somethinng with you that pull me back

if i only got a friend let you be my happy end

THE ONE THAT TOLD ME ABOUT MOTHER EARTH

deep in the Highland

where nobody go

there is an castle that rises

over the tree top

where only the flowers grow

if you nature them with love

where the animals are you friend

and you have to take care of mother earth

…. with an gentle hand

deep in the woodland

you find bravery and honor

humble and down earth

because you know worth

and its make me breathless

because you care less

about shallow things

and more into the wild life

then spotlight