the coma girl

i remember when i wore in coma and had this visuals dreams about djs 

it wore weird and awesome , at the same time and i am sorry if i get out my mind

but i cant help if i basically , out of mind ... i know you got a lot of exes but i write better text , with dept - at least that that what i think ,how they look like supermodels but i prefer being an role model , anyway . I like how slide in my dreams when i needed it most , when i wore totally lost - that is true friend and i dont think it wore , accidentally 

yeah i remember how you help me start talking , walking and how i made the ward into an dance party because i fell in love , with your songs that month when i woke up and that the skills of DJS have , to make people fall in love with them self  and accept them self 

MY X FAXCTOR

 i think nobody will ever this one , yeah because he such an ... babe and ladies man and now he played my heart ,  fold me into an swan instead of dancing queen , yeah i think i met my match , perfect and how he make me stand , make cartwheels and fall in love with the sound, never felt so sound like on the dance floor , even if i wore in the mash pit and had an fit , even if i had an tantrum , i know this is my safe room .  i know i not like an perfect model like one of those u usually date but maybe there something you , like ? i mean , i am not really an superstar , cool like those Barbs , and i do eat carbs , but i have one factor that is my x factor - i am me , and i am pretty awesome as you are , handsome !!! 

loyality

how many time i google you name , do you even know who i am ? i wonder , how you live , how you spend your time with , and i get you got like many ex ( i read it , in the text ) but i dont care , all i want now and here . somebody that truly care about my well being , somebody that give my life an ... meaning ? maybe its you , i think you are great human being , down to earth - yeah i done my research before i bought my merch , and sorry if i am an fan but but being married to one ,  means loyality for life 

Americans dreams

 he is an west coast prince , but i want an Bel air heir  , have never been there but something with me tell me that he , got the america dreams , modern kind , the way you get in your DMS . Yeah , he went abroad to make some gold and but never his , soul ,,, sold , this is what i see in you and you have help me through so much but i never really though i would talk to an Billboard King , did you know i wore in the last show , that i been in love with you since i wore 21 , and how fun it is to know you never gonna knew this , hun but then , one day ,,, you came in and i wore like just got it maybe you actually the guy that is , beloved 

almost perfect

how much money do you want ?

how much honeys , do you want ?

how money ex do you got 

do you have me ... forgot ? 

what is the price of an friend 

and would you ever sell love 

to head above , would you ever cheat 

i dont so , because you seem like , perfect 

do you like what you see in the mirror 

i think you got moral that that 

or has anything disappear out of fear ?

you seem pretty loyal , Hollywood royal

yeah down to earth and humble pie 

like that american pie 

look pretty much , priceless 

and treat me like an princess

and i dont mind , this - at all

bakläxa

 en sekund från falla , för många gånger har jag ... överfallit, hur jag kan somna i tanken och    hur många gånger har jag nästan gått bort , hur jag föll ur en rullstolen , klättra upp till toppen .. igen - igen är bättre än han , jag säger det igen , och förlåt att jag har fastnat av oss två  bli ett , tanken på det vore ... komplett , tanken på att du har sätt mitt inre , och hur klamra fast i tanken , för inte falla på på baken  hur du är den ända som sett mig typ , naken , hur du fick mig mellan två lakan och att se dig var som se , spöken - ingen gillar dem men     ärligt talat , jag har blivit ganska fond of them 

FUN AND GAMES

i like how the retirement made me felt heaven sent 

when felt head over board for this , student 

like by the first glance i wore fell out my wheelchair 

and into the carrier - yeah , i have no grace but he wore awesome

about it . how he help me up , pick me up like an coffee cup 

and i remember how it wore nice to have an friend like him 

in the darkest of the times , even if it wore fun and games

so i wore like yeah , i repay you like i use to do put you in my poems

i recall he wore styling me like an pop star , you always look like an hipster 

to me , i wonder how many girls had you kissed ( or left pissed ) hehe ,,,, 

yeah i recall how you became my makeup artist and i even forget i had no hair 

 

pure magic

 you cant kill stars  , wannabes and groupies are just friends in making  everyone know that fans wore sat you on the map and can cancel you , just like that , i fell in love everyone of song and i always tend to singalong , sang out off tune but you make me feel like i am , somebody , for once and i know my legs is not are my friends but who cares , after hours  makes everyone fall down , everyone in the mash pit but i avoid having a fit so i just sit pretty hear in the wheelchair , observing everyone get out of control and that my kinda perfect , soaking up the music and that is pure magic 

rent free in my head

he said he , like me but that is not how you shall treat me . i dont like the way the you lean me on , did you suspect me it would be hard easy to move on ? When you look like that ...  huh ? How you belong to the world , i dont really get why you pick me as your - gal , give your an out , never done this but your words is like everything , how you pull me in when i try to push you out , its what i known for but you so hard to reject - you everywhere and nowhere - living rent free in my head and in my head , try to unfollow but i am afraid you drag me in you in my world , i like how you are that man crush everyday and hopefully you do get that - no body will ever compare i am afraid and its drive me ... mad 

Assumptions

 i wont do assumptions because it only lead to rejections . why my crush , said i wore an retard and made me feel scared for life , thinking maybe its impossible to fall in love with somebody like me " who is labelled sick , diagnosed with an condition but i think i beautiful underneath " and if you flinch , you might miss it . that everyone is wonderful - yeah i remember how you put me down with the word because i never accept myself and you made it kinda hard to love myself , when all you saw an diagnose , not an woman or human - who should had respect my body , is the only one i got and i know it is not perfect , like i wore liking your art even if i dident get it  

the caretaker

so i remember when i enter the retirement 

and fall out the wheelchair because i saw

my new love , the one that  would take me above

would become " one for the road and this time , no toad "

i never thought that i would see such an handsome 

or if i would do , that he be so , awesome 

the way he made me forget i had no hair 

made him the perfect  caretaker 

with an gentle brush , makeup and became my new stylist 

how we ride through the corridors like old buds and how he gave me an helping hand

whenever i need it , and i love the the way he sound like vocalist 

trepass

 you wore an plot twist i never saw coming , hit me without an warning . thanks " christian "thought this to would  pass but i am sorry if i try pass to get into your heart , never wanted to to come , never to runaway but promise that you will come away with me in my hideaway and stay . for a bit . wouldn't it be like perfect ? i like how you can portray an kingdom in your   eyes , how are so cool and how you lit rule my head and remember how i wore scared for everything but then you appear by my bed , like an dream , it felt like being heaven sent , for the second time , how you sat at  my bed , felt a bit romantic , you know - and this wore how i fell in love in retirement with an guy an that wore heaven sent  

Christian

is it quite funny how i went all around the world 

just to hit the ground , to found my new rebound

how i went to heaven sent when i saw his eyes

fell out my wheelchair and the arms of that carrier

i wore just an patient , he wore just an doctor student

maybe i come on to strong , maybe i do everything wrong

like i always tend to do but think that is better to the cater 

of love, how i floating above and was like you fit me like an glove

how you knock me out and got me heaven sent , second time 

when you slide in through the door like an ambulance 

i knew we should be friends 

how you made me feel perfect even i felt , ugly 

thats the defination of true beauty 

when i was hit rock bottom and how awkward it is to have somebody you like , clean your bottom . the intimacy of it all , when you became my stylist and makeup artist