söndag 2 maj 2021

madame butterfly


your eyes are the heavenly shade of blue 
i think its trait of sympathy in them 
you look like an poem 
yeah i might make you as a character 
i remember how i fell out my wheelchair 
and into my carrier , how he pick me up 
like an coffee cup - how the sun stroke my skin 
i thought i wore living in a daydream 
when he came to wake me up , like an au pair 
how he gave me that bear and made me feel like a child 
ran around the corridor and i never felt so wild 
how you wore my hipster dude , that bartender 
at ibiza , that clean up for all the weekender 
and since i met you i got an hangover 
even i never got drunk but damn it 
you so perfect 
its impossible to not miss that time 
because you help with the recovery 
and i suddenly became 
madame butterfly 


hit that heart


 i like your exes songs 
 and i remember i thought
 you wore goals which i kinda laugh about now
 how you can be so invested in a love life of a celeb
 is just crazy , to be  honest i always wanted to be somebody baby
but i know the stats for somebody like me isnt perfect 
 so i like to fall in love celebs ,  i mean doesnt they love their fans 
  i heard rumors they do and i remember you before the upgrade 
i would have call you my babe - even if you wasnt famous 
 that how damn gorgeous you are , i like how you write song that hit you the heart
and i hate how i never gonna be as well , poet 


My Feelings For You


everyone know 
that is go down
in the DMS 
and i dont get 
i am more of an social butterfly
in covid19 - restricted company 
but those i got is upper class 
out of my league but made me feel 
like an princess ,  yeah you got my heart , pumping 
my mind wondering - bite my lip , ready for a snack
now you are accessible  to my body soul and heart
and you pure gold , stardust and i think what we have is , perfect 
so damn jaw drop hot and i dont know i got your attention 
because back here i never get an mention , and i think you drop dead
gorgeous , talent and brilliant - and guys with a mind , is a huge turn on
and i never felt so safe and sound in your hands 
i bet you got plenty to choose between 
and maybe i just pichure  you in a dream 
but i like this one , because it make me 
forget who i am 

public spaces

i always do like this 
when i met somebody 
maybe i scared of feelings
not being able to handle this 
i dont like being in public spaces
because i am afraid of people judgement
have a lot problems to deal 
and i am not sure how i feel 
life is an mess and i just woke up
i know you are an different path 
which i accept , respect 
but i dont think we would be a perfect fit 
i mean by the history of your exes 
that all is stylish and talented in there own forums 
i guess i am insecuries with my feelings 
but did made it a great show down in the chat rooms
and i like how you notice me by the millions cools chics
it wore like magic ,-  and for a girl like me , it felt perfect !

is it ok if i call you that


you make me levitate 
fix the heart that i just had break 
pour up an other coke , share it with a friend
remember how i glide in a carrier , made him a character
wore the best feelings ever , how i felt like i wore heaven sent
in limbo , kinda felt like at  month of teenage disco 
and i love how you made me your pussycat , because i knew i dont look perfect 
but in your hands i felt magic ,  how we talked about dreams and i wish it wore a different scenario
where you and i could go ond see some  bio , go out and maybe dine at resturant 
but i recall you made my dinner at retirement and i like to think we wore on date then 
is it ok  if i call you my boyfriend 
for some poems because you give me drug and suddenly you in my blog 

Taste The Feeling


to falling in  corona 
in somebody abroad 
in a carriar , in a character 
someody out of your leauge 
some you looked up for years 
never thought this would happen
but i like where our conversation going 
i want you to to discover , longing 
but  i want it to be - face to face 
not on internet but i like how we met 
'in the darkness , you became the light
and become quite an surprise 

lördag 1 maj 2021

some of my fave swedish artist

Hov1
newkid
molly sanden
benjamin ingrosso
veronica maggio
mijam bryant
oskar linnros 
petter 
ana diaz
darin
agnes


dare to dream

 it  is like it is
one guy trade out to next 
i never heard a lyric delivered like that 
you  make me forget about heartbreak
and this night ended quite perfect 
how to find love in pandemi
question every word , he got sentence  
that make me hospital an kingdom
and that love how you call me beautiful
because i tend to forget i am 
all i known as the sick girl 
but suddenly you came in my  world 
and everything went upside , down
i might as well be in gown but you caught me 
before i fall down and  you make my room 
into a fairy tale , and i like how you help me through hell 
pain relief - yeah i think i might give in 
to something wonderful 
but do i dare dream ?
i wore kinda use to live in a nightmare
when you  .... appear 
out of nowhere

thats how we met

 you better get your man 
i think he lost in my dms 
obvious he want be more then friends 
got that monica and chandler going 
comes to the loving , its all about that joey
and i do understand if you need your space
its okey we can talk whenever 
 just dont say we wore on a break
because i am in it to win it 
i know how i might seem 
spoilish 
but if you lived with my condition
like mine you would think its fine 
and i think how we met is a little Pheobe Buffey -weird and sometimes awkwad
on internet , but i love it and how i get a stupid grin when we chat
i didnt suspect me for falling for  somebody like that 
we all in the same boat in the squad , green seduces geller
and  gunter hates ross because got her , the love of his life
how he never got over her - i will say we kinda like that 
perfect  sorry if i spoiler the show for ya 
but i thing is we hang out at Central Perk 
just around the corner and where , rachel work 
that how we me t 
and it wore abs perfect 

Juice couture


 he told me i wore his fave 
but i got a better babe 
then yours . yeah you got upgrade my game
i remember how i fell out that carrier  , was like
you make a fine character but there nobody that gets me smile 
like that guy in my poems , remember how he told me retard 
it really broke my heart the way you art cant cover up those words you said 
and i am embarrassing you wore my friend because and even consider you my my homey 
but when you feel so lonely you do everything to feel less ... lonely 
i knew my life sound like a made up dream ,how i didnt knew who wore 
young and dont know anything about love , rejections yes but when people embrace you , instead of seclude you from life , you have to built your own life , design it and draw up the plan - i have seen through boys acting like man but never a man - being a man .... that quite charming 

feel good


i like how you make me feel 
comfort in my own skin 
yeah remember how you slide in
how we stayed up and chat during the night
the only one that saw us wore the moonlight 
and i like the way you address me princess 
most of the time i dont feel special 
but with you i do ¨'
is very isolated now days but living with a sickness
is also friendless when nobody there but i am <i find you 
when life wore a chaos and sometimes , i give up us 
not because i dont believe you still there , still care 
i just have to put my priority as number one on the list 
thats why i dont really care if i never get kissed 
i mean i would loved to but if it dont happen 
i will not cry a river because the other gender 
dont got morals and deliever a good man enough 
because im not a princess who let her king , serch 
maybe just , research hehe , just blessed '''''with who  i am ''''¨'

casette

 i¨think i have an  new , new 
might even be  the beginning of  something 
it took me a an year to write you off 
repeat sentences and   now i forget your fragrance 
i remember how i sat an smell the roses 
dident know a lot a about love and relationship
rejected more times then selected 
yeah you know the type but then you came along 
but i always feel friendship in an song 
comfort in those lyrics , knowing somebody else 
have been through the same 
and sometimes i wish in alt world we might be perfect 
but for now i like to listen your casette 

rebirth


 i lke the way you catch my glance 
got me out of  balance put pull me back
again with your steady hand 
you make me grow like a flower 
water it and i am might come over 
i like the way you put your hands like that 
open me like when i did my best to close  my chest
why do you have to be better then the rest ?
i try the best to invest in this and wonder how you kiss
mom things you are criminal , but know you pure moral
seem so down to earth and you even got me  feeling like i wore rebirth