the untouchable one

 he is the untouchable one , the one i dont mention by name but he sure know who i am and it scares me half to death because he seem so perfect , saying everything just right to become my new knight and shinning in an armor , with his perfect manner ,  you such an banger but i am thought you wore an scammer , excuse my manner , but your interior is better then your exterior , the good one that dont care about that glitz and glamour , and yeah you the untouchable one i dont namedrop for privacy reason and you are my impossible mission 

attracting scams until that dm

i wonder how you are when i look at the twinkle star , it remind me of you . somehow i fell in love with the sky above when i wore , well above and heard the soundtrack of your vocals  , heard your magical lyrical . they kinda dance around my head now and you make , glow and i might be in love , you have erased my suspicious and doubts , and sorry if i worry such an idiot for asking who you wore but before we met the only i attract on the net wore scam , in form of dm and i want to be sure this wore real because everything is so surreal because you are kinda an big deal and the only guy that make me , feel like this 

Grateful

 sometimes feelings like that can overcome , when they hit me like that .i dont wanna mention it , scared for mom block you for like its your bloke and i am not sure why you like me in a town of stars , where one look like models but i bet there is hearts in the hidden hills , that are broken and looks that kills , but i get over it ! did you know my lips taste like pills and there nothing like the touch of your hand , which kinda suck now because of covid19 but i guess it something we have to deal with , insecurities and overcome them but i think we can do it and its not like i am ugly in fact , i am pretty it just scared with harry potter scars but living in hell and not always being an Belle has made me an better , author - so i am grateful 

soundtrack of him

 there is nothing more special when i hear music , the soundtrack of him is like an dream . how he sync every note correct , with the word so perfect , and how the lyrics collab with who i am , as an human . not an illness or diagnose . do you know how feels ? spoiler alert , unreal . i thought i wore hard to love , not be able to show emotions but i wore death wrong , i just needed an song that fit me like an glove , that song wore you , got me attach from my condition for an moment and during that time , i am like heaven sent , yeah you even come in my limbo made my dreams into freaking disco and help me recover so i kinda feel like we are , closure on that way ( even if you far away ) you still in my heart , soul and mind , i like how i can get lost in your fantasy and i wonder how you got your imagination from and who are you running from in your love song . 

the best a woman can get

 i think i just get inspired , how make my heart on fire . use to think i wore to fall in love and for sure to friends but  then you remember me this dont make sense , and i am not sure if following you on the IG wore the biggest mistake i could do because know i will always love you but i cant help take an sneak peak , like the man you become , seem to be , down to earth and humble that know your worth but never forgot where you come from . yeah you remember me of my second home and my number one , dont like this screen and i hate this barrier but i love how you become my next character , new chapter - an new begin , that help me come over those other boys that frankly have nothing against ya , because you the finale finalist in this bacheloette and you like Gillette , the best a man can get and the best a woman  can get 

this with love and all above

 so there you go with you humbug , enchant me with another love song , twist that verb and make me your girl , like only you can . i know you the man for the job so come on , dident thought this wore love but somehow you come through in my darkest moments and i recall i wore so lonely and scared , when you appeared out nowhere . just like magic and you make me wanna improve , set my goal and baby lets try out this with love , fall head over heel and how hearts , feel when its real come on , game is on - play on ...

not an fantasy

i can found me in the stars

intenational entertainment

crew love and all that 

lighting up the skyline 

im so used to not be loved 

so i had an hard time to love 

but every time i am look above

i am get remembered by you face 

its kinda hard to replace and misplace 

because you like crawl deeper then my epilepsy

and this isnt not even an ... fantasy  

fever dream

 i ending one chapter to begin an new , and yes you may say it , i am also begin to feel it . how you pulse keep me alive and i am sorry if i think your exes is rad , but there is nobody who write an lyrics like you can , man because you made me survive  but nobody got a story like mine , because i am one of a kind ! 

i like the fact that i saw you in my dream when i lay in the respirator , it wore like i could manifest everything , see the future , predict it - and know i have to , commit i really want this to legit even if i cant say it , but swear to God , i do mean every word i say , i am just a bit scared for the men you represent , a bit to good to come true , gentle and down earth , yeah you got that body , soul and mind that is better then the one before and the worst part you like an reminder of an fever dream and the best part , you know who i am 

my tour

 i like an one liner , reach out but in covid19 i have been more of an social climber then i ever been , its quite mad how i find love in the worst time but i must admit , i had checked out when you pull me in , i remember that i wore in coma , heard an sound i recall , i think it wore the drop of your beats that remember me to move my feet . yeah those dreams wore really visually i had from laying in the respirator for an mouth , not being able to move , write and talk when i woke up but after a while when i put you on and made the ward to my own MTV AWARD , BECAUSE AFTER ALL I FALL FROM GRACE , IN HANDS THE HANDS OF THE REAPER BUT IN THE END GOD TOLD ME I WORE AN KEEPER , SO WHAT , so it become my dance party , listen to all those djs with skills and arm wrestle with those doctors , its sorta became an tradition of ours but sadly it has become my tour 

4 minutes

its kinda hard when you get inspiration from an star 

no names because of privacy reasons of course 

but i am like them , big shot , tall and i be the girl 

in the audience watching your performance 

in the middle of the mash pit , my legs isnt my friends 

i level with you , but i came for view - and music only 

this is the best part with being at concert 

4 minutes i can stand and dance , awkwardly 

but those minutes i become heaven sent 

then reset for a while , then do it again 

distracted in your lyrics

there something with being in an wheelchair that make you , feel like living 

and when that that feeling empower , take over and fill me with , power like you got some superpower , to be honest i dont think you can remix an better version of one kiss but then again you haven't taste this kiss ? we all kinda mash up and fucked up , but with you i feel actually sane which , insane - to think about because i dont know much about you , just that i feel good with you . you like my favorite part of the chorus and i like the song been written by your hands , how you put a feeling to my emotions and how i tend to get distracted in your lyrics , how you got me drop just like that , my beat stop and how just scratch the scratch the surface but last time we spoke , i wont let you ... elope  - just telling you that   

pop like pop eye

 i dident thought this would happen  , how you came in like that unsuspected DM . How hard it wore to get over , had to cut you off , just to let you in and somehow i got my make an wish dream , come true " even thought i way to old for send for one but i wore like what a fuck , how my mom got me blocked and i cried for like an summer knowing you still have an place in my heart , kinda rocked , yeah i always kept myself in the background , eye on the prize , like what you advertise  , research the merch before you buy the shit , but i can tell you worn born an smash hit and you make me drool like an cartoon because apparently i am over the moon and make my eyes , pop out like pop eye 

on the top

i always look for an new chararter to enroll in my story , like i wore an archery , 

which i am not but i sure know how to make him look hot - spoiler alert , not like they already are because i just pick them with good morals and great heart , never mind , i recall how wore clever like an doctor , ambitious like student - obvious and how he wore an great carrier ,  knocked down by his appearance ( lit fell out the wheelchair when i saw him ) when i saw him , because i just came from heaven and now i met and other angel , enchanted by his personality and integrity   personality , integrity - how he pick me up , my favorite caretaker . i could tell you had an gentle heart , pretty clever and quite smart because you got me in your net . i recall how you made me feel pretty like a little kitty even if i felt the worst which i kinda appreciate , and i really like how we had our moments when you fix my meds and when you wake me up from the bed , sometimes i close my eyes a bit longer so you would be here a bit longer . the intimacy of when you swipe you tip of your finger on my lip  will i always keep . thank you , wish i had something to give but all i do send this poetry , they have to do , consider it my birthday gift  , not sure what you wanted because i dident heard you send an wish list ( but i guess my friendship is one the top of the bucket list )