friendship is timeless

i used to run in the garden

free like a child but now body carry this burden

is like it wearing a heavy weight i cant shake 

and it feels a bit like im an a walking earthquake

never now when i will fall , so i have to have processors on call 

in case i get a seizure , i dont remember the last day i was well 

isnt it depressed but there a moments i look back with fondness

and i do believe you meet some people for a reason 

do you believe friendship is timeless ? 

i do 

i remember when i played with my friends , hide and seek 

they all smiled , went and hide but i them never again found 

heartbreaker

nothing with this is logic but at least i can say
what i did was epic , took that friendship request away
maybe i was scared for your position
not being able to handle my situation
mama told me i would be a heartbreaker
she knew it from the start but i learn to listen my heart
shut them down , punks that just want one thing
marrige guys who already got that ring
got your messages , all four , im just not that girl who always check my phone
got like billions accounts and you slide in wrong but dont stress , i think we are a awesome poem
yeah i knew i dont make sense , dont work but fly all over the world - no time for dms
i working on my dream and you should be on my team like i am on yours , i even head abroad
to see ya but you never show , i hope your parents know what kinda dude they raise
once you wore my film but now you are not my franchaise because i sing on a better verse

we gonna be friends

if there a hint in the midst of the haze
because i have hard to take it in
you fragile like that midsummer dream
got those candy crush eyes that are addicted
i dont remember nothing what said
because all i wore trying to act cool , not react
like i usually do and you wore the best thing that
ever happen but everything is forgotten
you got that amazing eyes but all i can tell
you the guy who is broke me out from my shell
cherry lips and hand on his hips
you can get me so easy
as long you acknowleage my epilepsy
they tell me to back off , i tell them ha good luck
i dont give a fuck and you i am gonna make you my mate
just wait until i make my check mate

dont block me

i see you like a billboard

golden stars and spotlights

neon light and flashlight

i see starlight 

you are an daydream , i know who i am 

that cadet on the podium and rock the stadium 

i know your scene very well

because i know people who kiss and tell

cant really get that you are star but so grounded

yeah yout the backstage king and i dont get 99 percent of what you living

but that little part you let me in , is a freaking dream and i make it mine

please dont make me declined 

cut ties

so i remember  when i noticed that status update
in a middle of a dancefloor with confetti raining over me
gold became black , you stole that summer and i never now
... how somebody could go from warm to cold
they say you should check up on your strong friend
somebody that is loving , in with the new , out with the old
this is not mourning , is a celebration that you been loved
and you will not know it yet but this wore a blessing in disquise
if you one have rise , you will be able to cut the ties

Romeo and Juliet

it all begin like a fairytale , one of those shakespeare stories
but not evey love story end up being magic , this one wore quite tragic
couldnt see it from the start because i lost myself in the haze of your heart
nothing is logic when it comes to feeling but something with you is appealing
people say he is evil but i know the truth because i can tell in your eyes , got that glimt of a devil
insecurities , dont we all got them and put it beside he was the guy that took that the stride down the aisle that winter when all the boys didnt know , how - if that wasnt true love , dont know what but apparently we wore on wrong path ...

Stunned

put away your mastercard , send me a valentine card 

you know i got this , with all my poems 

candy and chocolate and diamonds

put them away because i like dms 

beyonce told me all about romance 

self care and independent but you came in like heaven sent 

we all need somebody to carry them , a song or friend 

always prefered stars because the celebs love their fans 

is what i been told , never thought you would become of me , a stan ?

because obviously you like them and that how i got a friend 

Old Fashion Love in a Modern world

put away your mastercard , send me a valentine card 

you know i got this , with all my poems 

candy and chocolate and diamonds

put them away because i like dms 

the key to my heart is show a bit humanity 

symphanty and emphanty and i know you got that royality 

but i got this hun because my loyalilty is quality , is all about equality 

dont do rings if they isnt silver rings ,, that third wheel rule is cool 

kinda like old fashion love , is that cool ? 

platonic , yeah i know im rare - like a unicorn 

like that one in a million 

but who want to fit in a world of golddiggers and fuckboys 

dont say judge those who got need but i got 99 problems 

and dont always like to check my dms , just sometimes 

LOVE BIRDS

you make my heart expode and i can tell you either be  good as hell or a devil
make the love birds sing and finally i feel iike i am , living , bring me back from death
i tend to run from people i get close but something with you 

are either driving me mad because you the best thing i never had

yeah your eyes are that candy crush , addicted and im ready to play 

i can tell that you is the king of clouds , soundclouds that break new barriar 

and im the queen of get what i want , I like it how you make evey night 

turn up the volume and back up , drop it low and pop it and rock it 

yeah . everytime i see something i like , i grab because i gotta have it 

Gatsby and Daisy

i remember in midst of the haze
hospital beds and 120 meds
thinking this cant be it
so i made up world that wore more lit
where the sound of your voice
sounded like fireworks
how you portray the walls like that Monet
make me flourish so i can nourish
with that energy you give from every beat and drop
every sample remind me that you are a good example
that one of kind , heart it but i really like that mind , body and spirit
how you can make my world disapper into a fog when i start to blog
and only you can make me snap out of it but most of all i like how you handle my fit
because it take a real man do it , because most of the times i dont get why get out of line
but there you are to pull me back again and thats the true friend

unconditional love

so i remember got diagnosed with my condition

and thought it wore an end of a era and i hadnt begun to live

how will i handle this , to young to figure out how to look perfect

try not to flinch , fit or get a tantrum in public spaces or in a chatroom

you wore the escape from my reality , i know my destiny and got a explaination date

sometimes i wonder if meeting you wore timing , luck or pure fate ?

i have loss friends over having a fit , kinda over it

not my fault if body dont work in my favor or you catch me when im in my worst behavior

but you can also become my my knight and shining armor , my savior

yeah in a world where everyone slide away , its nice to know that you choose to stay 

when eveyone turn the back and clap back - you just are and thats quite lovely

the craft

it something in the water
i can feel it about to cater
the season of love and care
wind , fire , earth and air
all you have to be emotinal
approach and  intouch
with your feelings
one touch and i will let you see
that you been missing out on
me , that little girl that used to be fun
a bit brush up , make up ...
because you have been cover up
that body of yours , forget that you gorges
find self worth and remember how confident
you once wore , because you still that girl
even if you are disable
you just forgot who you wore
but know you wear every scar
like a battle scar

the bullshitter

my first love called me retard but at least of you i got became selected
he got the same dream like you but never really made it , must kick himself
the fact i was the worst at art but i sure know how to catch the attention 
when i break boys hearts , yeah i probably should put in detention
rule breaking and making up some new - that i probably wont follow
first love wore in one direction , not the band
who just wanted to be a friend
and for this guy i didnt eat for the winter
talk a lot but i think you are a kind of a ... bullshitter