i think i just become friend with my idol

im amazed how you dismantle me with your words
let my guard down when you send that heart alert
dont understand why your exes ran , i get what she see
have the kisses , i just want the well wishes !
im blinded by your mind , all the inspiration im in it find
fall asleep by the keyboard haunting the perfect sentence
to decribe your actions and how you hand me acceptance
of my condition , self worth and loving myself
yeah they say dont get to close your idol but i think we begin to become friends ?