fangirl for life

i prefer distance then up close , an i like how you become one of my boys i drawn to . like every time i got a problem , you work overtime to solve time . we do have to talk much , i just tend to sound like an interview because you got me , framed - picture perfect , but nothing with me is flawless and i will be up front with you from the moment we met . yeah i am a broken doll and all you dated is 'models and it give me insecurities . I hate how i like your exes lyric but i think i am better poet , kinda deep and i can put you to sleep with my words , that probably better then you ever heard because its mine delivered to you and i hate how you make me love every one of your , song - they are ours now , and you can see me in every show , the face of an fangirl going out of control , in the audience from the platform and i know i am not really the norm , but i am something . trapped in the mash pit , afraid to have an fit but love every moment of the show ,  this is where i find my happiness and forget my insecurities , how i get accepted by the crowd and feel for once , safe and sound 

 

for sure

hands on my hips 

i call dips on his , lips 

pull you into my heart 

and wrap me around your fingertips 

watch you deep in the eyes where the secret lays 

trying to figure you out but one thing is for sure 

there no way back now , when it comes to love 

i am down -for sure 

not with u

if you not got Klein eyes 

you no boyfriend of mine

sorry i have to decline 

 while i am on topic 

of request things 

sympathy 

empathy . kindness 

make you the prince 

of my heart 

and if you got humor 

you have an in 

and i do prefer tall guys

that are nice 

but what i seen on your Instagram

you seem all humble and down to earth

and i love that you know your self worth

when you approach me i feel comfort 

i like that because i tend to break a leg 

when somebody say hey 

but not with you , i actually feel okey 

The stylist

 everyone think they knows , how it to be known as the girl in hospital gown but i had my fun , it wore when i fell out of my wheelchair and into my carrier ,  because he looked kinda like an babe and i wore like here i got my new chapter , " YES " how you made me feel like i wore so stylish in that bald skull , almost like an supermodel , how you look so handsome with that ocean eyes and how you help me undress my clothes for the first time , it wore so awkward but kinda still awesome , the way you look at me made me feel , special so i decided to make him , special ! How he put make up on me like an make up artist and how his voice belong on Billboard list because it wore priceless and how he style me like an pop princess 

more then friends

 your songs remind me about us 

and i like it how you make me spin

in my wheelchair , you might notice me there

there in the audience , but i am the girl  under influence

you give me all the feels , chills and i wonder if this is - real ? 

i just been sitting dreaming , wishing about things like this 

never thought you would be deliver my make an wish ? 

spin the bottle , kiss and tell - just an other day to live through the hell ...

you drag me the mystery - seven heaven and i am levitate , and meeting you , i think its faith , true or dare - who care , you will always be my .... dare ¨

the one i never will forget i met and yes it was everything , but perfect 

how i became starstruck because i couldn't believe my luck 

that you came in fever dream during when i wore in coma 

and how you help me recover - is nothing i wanna do over 

somehow you make me crumble , stumble of every word 

been all around the world but the only place on my bucket list 

is to be kissed by you - its my not so make a wish 

yeah , is it weird i like you so much i got you comeback 

how many times , it gone out lines 

and i not sure why you attract somebody like me because its not like i am look like your exes

but i sure do write some deep text and i never thought you became the next and most of my stuff have no context but then again , you remind me of an Gillette model that i never kiss and  tell . because i dont wanna make any star fall ... local or international , yeah you got features that is remind me of swords and you are the king of pop , who made my heart stop but fortunate you brought me , back to life - once or twice and thats why we more then ... friends   

Shot in the dark

 i kinda like the distance , that you dont know that in the audience , yeah you make me feel like i am under influence , drunk in love , except i am not drunk , i wonder if i said anything wrong , how everyone of your song make me recover , move - a little bit closer and i like how you not look at me like  an loser like i always used to do , you seem like an dream come true , like an make an wish i never sent for but i like how you became my cure , how every song is ours , this wore an shot in the dark that you would fall for somebody in wheelchair but i am here , listening - to every word you singing  ... the way you scratch my back like i got yours , and i remember how i slam the door when my remove you from my details because she wore on his tail .  

under influence

your songs remind me about us 

and i like it how you make me spin

in my wheelchair , you might notice me there

there in the audience , but i am the girl  under influence

you give me all the feels , chills and i wonder if this is - real ? 

i just been sitting dreaming , wishing about things like this 

never thought you would be deliver my make an wish ? 

spin the bottle , kiss and tell - just an other day to live through the hell ...

you drag me the mystery - seven heaven and i am levitate , and meeting you , i think its faith , true or dare - who care , you will always be my .... dare 

 

wash my mouth

sometimes things do not work out 

and i am sorry if i need to wash my mouth 

with soap because i namedrop to much 

but i cant help you look like that 

how i begun to develop some serious crush 

got a sweet tooth for DJS or doctors 

and everybody know it because i am not afraid to show it 

:) 

that month wore perfect

you brought the keys the your heart 

i brought the chain and now you are in my heart 

give me an reason why you , run like i am no one 

left me at the porch like i am nobody special 

maybe i am never wore i though but then you comeback

remember how we had our old soundtrack , it wore quite magic

it went off and on , back an forth and i though i wore an loss cause 

but then you came back , how i ware darkness but pull me out in light 

that night and that month , is perfect ...

min hemlighet

 varför hänga kvar , när det ingen som hänger kvar ?  Jag ger hintar , men han bara fintar . sitter och pimplar men  han nappar inte på mina dikter ... och jag bara försätter , längs leden ,även om jag kommer att bli , ledsen men vad gör det för han är min " hemlighet " har redan paxat nästa doktor besök bara för att jag är så jävla kär , och i got  an dips on his lips since he put his hands on my hips ,,, du läser min chart och vet varje hemlighet , min kropp bär på men jag har en hemlis , och det är jag kär i lokal kändis 

finest hour

 i know you like me , i can tell  by the way you , swept in through the door how you make me feel like i am , that kinda woman - how you twirl my hair just like an carrier . i know you like me , i can tell ... so why are you giving me an living hell ? how you treat me like an supermodel . the way you swept in like an character  , the vision of an angel , the beauty of an stranger that talk to you like you do and you have no clue what you do , or have you ? 

i remember how i sat in the corner of the common room when you came sat down and made me less alone , it was my finest hour , how i never wore okey but when you said hey i felt heaven sent ... again because i made an friend , little did i knew i would loss him again , oh well , just because i fell . isnt that just typical , just my character and why dont people ,.. stay 

 

online friends

l by your look , hey why dont you add me on me , facebook   

i cant help but wondering what if your if my what if ? I remember how i stumble on the words , when i wore asking and how you help me out with the sentence ,  this is how you make ,,, friends ? i remember how i trying , to decline but i fell - i was fuck  but now you stuck in my head and i recall i almost , drop dead and hit the bed .

ghost of you

 feeling of you give me goosebumps , do you remember how i falling out of the wheelchair , had no hair , but you dident seem to care , you wore head over heel and i know exactly how it feel , i feel the same ... the way you touch my body , made me feel like like i am somebody,´how you felt my body become , levitate when i met you on the internet , i can make the room stand still will ,  i love with the mystery and the ghost of you - and sometimes i wonder if , your feelings really wore true