Good morning C

remember how i  fell out the wheelchair 

how you treat like like an aupair , pick me up 

when i fell in your chest and for the moment

we did cross the line , that was i knew i find 

a new character , soul  that treat me so refine 

yeah ,   i might not be cool as Ari but i sure 

get down like the Cardi. i remember i hated my bald head

but somehow i found you in you in my bed . it wore awesome 

wish i could tie you up so you stay there there always , handsome 

yeah , i how  you made me feel so good knowing 

you be slide in and say , good morning 

with that heavenly¨voice of yours 

always knock me out in the lockdown 

and i remember how you came to rescue 

when i wore like falling face down 

and kept for a freaking mental down

yeah i remember it all , how i fall 

mostly because i look in  yours eyes

heard your sentience but couldnt make a clear lyric 

all i know , this with C wore magical 

if you need proof i am a goof

 i should knew i find a platform 

even if im not excatly what they call norm

but i remember the first day you said , hey 

kinda new it wore the beginning of goodbye

yeah i knew i got a stage out there , somewhere

it just wait for me and i remember that heart alert 

felt like if somebody is gonna take me top of the chart 

i knew it wore gonna be you , gotta be you 

and i remember when you like my poem , i went off the roof 

and i knew am a bit of a goof and maybe , this poem is a proof ? 

saddest story

 the thing that is the hardest to know

that life what been was was an dream

and i am sorry if i am sad sorry

 that dont portray me for who i am 

but the thing is when you almost died

you dont really give an damn if you lied 

yeah i am know i am a bet am bit complicated 

nobody people really care for if they dont end up with , charity 

but am not a charity case - i am that queen bitch so dont ever , step 

the throne because then i will make let out harley Queen on ya 

the mud under the country road you on remind me the way i fell down

and i wore so glad i got ot this , town just  to find my ,,,, own 

yeah life was a bitch growing up but you made it see so effortless 

yeah i remember you become , priceless 

have you guys brush me off me

I remember how i wore about to you meet  you

expect i didnt new it back then , how i met a friend

in you Angelica there at the inn , and how we spent 

every Friday night at the inn , wnnt , do you recall it ? 

well i remember how i babble about that guy , Jim 

i think his name wore and how cute he was and how 

tired tired you become to lisen on my stories ( lol ) 

they wore all made up anyway but i recall you gave me a ball 

when that william wore giving me , scars , heartache and nightfall

yeah i recall pete , look like that neighbor of mine and how i went out 

with marti and coop , to oceania to got lost somewhere we went clubbing 

yeah i really miss the folks of the loxdale and the people at george 

perhaps its obvious ?  you sister really got kindness in her and i knew , Bex would 

snare John - obvious . sometimes i wonder if you guys ,, us or have you me you guys just brush me off   

repertoire

 i was like heard a voice 
so different to others boys 
it knock me out in lockdown
shut me down 

and i become known as the girl 

as wore almost went to heaven sent 

, but i become levitate , radiate

yeah i remember everything went 

in flashbacks , how my life seem so perfect

it might be to others , but for me there is no - other 

yeah i remember how met you become my stylist 

make up artist and i wore like thats my man , that my man 

with  gentle hands like a nurse , clever like doctor , loyal like friend

but i prefer you see me as a fan i am known as the girl with tragic end 

but you made the effort to become my friend , thank you for that - all i ask is 

platonic friendship nothing else , because even if you are a star and i know your reportaire

doesnt mean i am fan - i mean if you doesnt about me , truly deaply care 

Naomi cat

 i never missed the feeling of falling in love 
like now , how will you ever ,,,, get a kiss deliver 
when you afraid of  boy germs and have to be exams 

swap for every sample and i still remember your touch

how i met you glimt and you caught me when i fell out

the wheelchair , i t was awesome because you so handsome

yeah made me feel like that Naomi - Cat , drop on the floor like that 

and i remember how you made purr like perfect when you pick me up 

like an au coffee cup  

Fave rappers of all time ( random order )

Jay Z

Petter ( swedish ) 

Nate Dogg 

Snoop dogg 

kendrick lamar

drake 

the weeknd 

Dababy 

Post Malone 

Offset

Meghan the Stallion 

G-Easy

Nicki Minaj

Stormzy 

Saweetie 

french montana 

stefflon don

iggy azealea ( dont judge me ) lol 

the beauty with you

So what a hell happen  in quarantine 

suddenly i become like a social butterfly 

yeah i remember i wore awkard and shy

but know i get likes from celebrieties 

its so weird feeling but i must admit i love it 

never really expect it though and even though 

tantrum in the chatroom , fits , you kinda come through 

thats the beauty with someone like you x

Healthy

always makes moves , could care less about love 

unless it platonic shit then you might , tap it 

dont ask me about my account and i will not kiss your month

and im not a fucking charity case , the only priority i got is my health 

i am sorry if i sound icy , somebody you wont wifey 

but i am not the girl that particular got a be somebodies , wifey 

never ask how a hot girl do it

all you got to know , i got it 

once i  had that simple life 

now i am got  the living the high life 

but dont really know how i do it  

all i can say i fucking loving , it 

every second of it

so i remember when i headed to retirement 

i was like fell out my wheelchair and feel in my carrier 

obviously . kinda knock in the lock down , just try to make it by my , own

but i remember i fall flat on the floor and you come glide in through the door 

pick me up like an aupair and help me up and sat me by the bed it wore kinda rad 

how brush me up , did my make up and become my stylist basically everything on my wish list

dude you got it ,  you eyes remind me of of Mediterranean sea , and i like the vibes 

you give , when you really do  what you love , yeah you know that feeling ...

how you have the hands of  nurse and mind of a doctor , skills like a surgeon  

but mostly i love you for help me recover me , for my brain injury 

and i like that you become my friend where most of them whore old and remind me of dying 

because i have never had a friend like you  and i knew it weird , timing 

but i loved every second of it 

if it the last message i write

if that wore the last message i sent

you should know , the time i spent

wore perfect , how you slide in

and i never really thought this 

that you made me , heaven sent 

perfect and accept 

and i remember how i fell out 

that wheelchair into my carrier 

how you pick me up like an pair 

gave that blanket  and became my teddybear

i recall how i wore so scared for the elderly 

but you made the time at the retirement , worthy

because you become my stylist and make over 

and almost , lover - well i like to call it that 

because for me , you treat me like , perfect 

you got hands like an nurse and clever like an doctor

and i become your , patient such an student , i know 

i blame the brain surgery and how you wore deeper 

then my epilepsy ever been 

i like how we go together hehe

so i remember when broke up for a couple years 

after i had deliver those fits and wore delete you with an hit

crying for like a half year and i was like ok , calm down

you have to get out  of your own , room 

iis not like he know you or will show up by the porch 

with his whole gang and lit up an torch like his lit my heart

with his music , after dark 

i know , you would be the soundtrack of my life , present , past and  future

but i think its kinda whack you got slide in on the right , track 

when i wore half ways , yeah it kinda cool you become the segway

to get my life back , i  just wanted to say , thank for being so perfect 

// it scares me a bit ) but i love it , like a fan to a idol , patient to an doctor

yeah you name it ,, you got it and i like the way you got the skills to solve it 

like an dj , figure out whats wrong with my condition before i become heaven sent 

doctors and patients

 i should learn how to avoid to get burn
how to love without get burned 
 the stein of you be able touch me 

the feeling when i head above fell in love 

and you catch me . how you snatch me 

when i almost fell out from the wheel chair

and in to you and fell in love with my new carrier 

yeah i like how you pick me up like aupair 

trust me this feeling for me is kinda . rare

and how you always help me out in the best way

like the way you slide in on the mornings at that Segway 

pick out my out outfit and become my stylist 

basically my makeup artist and i even like when like 

how awkward i felt when you was me but maybe it wore because i like ya

a bit too much , didnt plan to begin crush but somehow i was like played 

doctor and patient , yeah - you made my time there heaven sent 

and i like how we play  around  in the fishnet like it wore perfect 

suddenly every song remind me about him and i got like 100  playlist 

on spotify that remind me about , then , that i forever love 

because you handle me with silkest , glove 

watch me make it

 dont need your promotion

i already made my decision

he got the skills like a dj 

work the sticks like magic 

and i think make every bad moment

perfect , yeah i felt like i wore heaven sent

and technically i wore   cut in   something

laying there at  the hospital bed , not able to say anything

but i love how we chat with   pushing those signals 

yeah i recall the nurses have the hands that wore so gentle 

how i met    this man that look like a superman without a mantel 

and how you wore clever as doctor and made me feel like , 110 percent  better        '

i dont know what future keeps in hold but i sure i met somebody i can  

and you remind me of i am an   am   i a            freaking wonder  woman 

 

BEEF

 i am sorry if we cant be friends 
if i wore to curious , dont knew if i am your fan

anymore , but i kinda dont like you as my idol

but i like the way you call me out and how we fought '

how we always find over way , back 

yeah you like an older brother i always want 

and i am sorry if i   hurt you but i like to call us lisa and bart 

sometimes we  have our rants and mistake , but i always comeback

because you are the only track that make me in check

and i like to think you got my back 

im sorry if do got issues with trust but i got hurt  to

but i never mean to fight with you 

because you like the man , awesome as well as handsome 

cool and it make me kinda a fool well let it be 

i knew him out of my league but once upon you wore a dream

now you are a nightmare and i dont think i belong , here 

trust

i got hard to trust people 

but admit i can that 

i am not perfect

far  from that  

i lived and learn 

got trust issues 

cuts and i still remember you clean my butt 

oh god , the intimacy of it - it wore  perfect 

how you swoop me up when i fell out my wheelchair 

and made me fell like a princess when you said my outfit wore cute

it was then i decided to turn you in to a poem , because you wore like a friend

but you help me open up and i like the way you pick me up like an coffee cup

when you grown up and been bullied , picked on and basically told your , worth

by your family and relatives , its hard to knew who to trust but i guess i take a chance 

and believe that we can be friends ? 

Dover

 in the pouring rain 
but all i remember is 
that touch and feeling of a crush 
i remember i dident come for love 
but you gave me a feeling of home 
 which wore perfect, thought of being select 

not being reject  

i remember  you  hug me like a beer 

how i got i wasted of have you , near 

it wore the season of changes , acceptances

but i never really in my wildest dreams thought this 

how you sound in the that mic 

but i found closure for a while ago when i heard about your mrs

and i bet she beautiful , and you sure got beautiful family and kids 

but i will be known as the one you   slept on , and knew the worse day was i when i met him

once upon you seem so idyllic , poetic and but nothing says like that forever

and i remember that day when i wore headed home and and ask the taxt driver 

if he seen you seen with someone , he did  and how my heart burst like Dover 

because know i cant be , see you as my lover and yeah with so over 

dope ass thing

 he doing dope ass thing 

like help me with living 

with hands like nurses 

but clever like doctors 

a look like a model 

and i dont know ya 

but i think i want to be ya 

... with ya  or under ya 

 hehe , is it cool if i call you babe

because i kinda made you mine 

for once upon a time , you just dont knew it 

and im sorry for every fit i deliver like a smash hit

go out with an bang , yeah knew my style 

not go with grace and balance but i got some intelligence

most of all i like how you treat me so gentle and nice 

and i think you are a superhero without an mantel 

because you made me recover and i hate the thought of it is , over 

but after this , i can stroke your  cat like you did my head , pat 

i mean wouldnt that be perfect 

naked

 

sorry if i sound a bit , erotic 

when i write all this poetic 

but you should know 

how it go down in my DMS 

just because i am a bit flirtatious 

doesnt mean i want to be more then , friends 

i like how we are , hanging out dont really want to make out 

specially not right now , but i like the way you give all this likes and hearts

even if we miles apart , its feels like an confirmation like it us 

and i know this love i hard to adjust but i am sure we make it 

i mean , there internet , chatroom and if we dont consider my fit 

get a bit emotional , scrub the scars with a help of heartthrob

yeah i think it weird that you the only one that seen me , nude

and how awkward i felt back then but i guess this most we are friends 

when you saw my bare ass , help me clean it and wash it 

and damn i wish you could , touch it 

repair

 i cant change how i been 

where i went 

but God i wish i never 

those message had , sent 

thought you would respite 

maybe more i wish i could repair 

things i never said , things that wore taken

in context and made me heartbroken 

to my mentor

he tell me to back off when i cant get enough

and i love when i made him laugh

because he always play it out so cool and i know i am a bit of a fool 

and i am sorry if come of to strong with my questions but i do value your privacy

i just thought this wore how you was about learn to knew each other 

just knew i do respect your values , i  just new to them 

sorry if i came a bit strong but i didnt knew what to say or do 

i never really talked with somebody like you and it scared me a bit 

i admit but he told me my poems wore , lit 

that wore the best feeling ever because you like my mentor 

the one i look up to when it comes to being an author 

i like that you clever like and your mind make me better 

and how it wore the worst message i sent because i wrote it in an fit 

throwing those words but i wonder if you  of a fan of them ever , heard ? 

and i hope we can bury the heches because we lit , perfect matches 

bathroom stall

 i remember the bathroom stall 
that night of new year and waited for drop to ball 
i recall how i you   said you meet me here but never show up
and i came , from sweden all dressed up - this wore when i with james , broke up 
when my heart stop   beat for george and it would take a long time to find it  again 
but i find the healing in a friend , myself . i recall i should listen to that marty when we went out 

when he said that guy is up to no good but i never learn , just get burn and what do i get in return 

- a heartbroken like everything that wore golden with this place got stolen and i knew that i never forget them so i turned them into an poem , that i read and rewrite but how much i try i cant make the ending right . it would take arouud like ten year , two  trips around the world a a lot of ups and down but you still return , creep in like you wore but i should know people 'like me , rarely found love , but you wore best and saddest day when i have to walk away from england , when i understand my heart belong to sweden

whack

 if i knew it wore the last day i met you 
i would never said those words to you 

and i hope you excuse my fits 

i try my best so long to stay quiet

but you gave me hope , a chance 

of maybe we could become  , friends 

i remember you held her like an glass of beer 

hourglass and grab her ass , i remember i wanted it to be me

looking back i always knew it wore an ambush - just an crush 

and i have no problem being dumped as long you become a meaning

a dot , just  give me what i want in this - sentence and if i dont get romance

i prefer an preference  ,but some how i knew back in my mind that you always comeback

and set my life right on track and its kinda wack , that it wore you who did it 

i just like you for being you

i remember how it used to be

with the admiration of a guy 

you never met , just talked with on internet

but yet in the darkest times , staying up and watching vines 

dident really knew how to get out this alive , how i  would survive 

but somehow i recover with the of a secret lover and i wish it wasnt , over 

that day i you pack my bags and show me the way out but i also knew 

what i got and it wore the best part of heart , soul and mind to recover 

yeah you wore an trip , the like the best rollercoaster ride that i fell out into your arm 

and i remember i got so knocked out of you kindness , intelligence and brilliance 

love how you made me feel like a child and i recall how i felt the acceptance 

of you which i havent done for like a decade because my friends and relatives have begin to fade 

yeah i like that you had the hands of a nurse , clever like an nurse , skill like an musician and loyal like a soldiar and royal like soldiar - but mostly i like you for being , you  

life at the ward was awesome

i remember when i lay in the respirator 

one month , off and on but got the condition won

that my proudest moment today , that i wasent to heaven sent 

diagnosed with an brain injury . fell in coma and didnt woke up 

tried to speak up , but nothing came up and i remember how mum

cried as she sat by hospital bed and how i fell in love that guy that looked like zedd 

to be honest i love every guy in the edm crew but specially you ( hehe ) how i had this visuals 

dreams about the festivals and bunch of dj , and Garixx wore picking up nurses with his verses

( like always hehe ) diplo enjoy his sticks and sofi tucker i discover there . basically is was like them gave me an Heimlich with giving me an kiss but you wore clearly my make a wish ( that come true ) or did you ?  

sometimes i forget who ya are

 i should have understand 
that i have nothing on them
princess and queens , those hollywood dreams
but at least i talk to you secretly know and then 
in my poems and i hope you think me more as friend 
then a fan because i feel you more like a bro 

might not be the coolest , nicest because of my fits 

but i do imagine we are perfect , fit 

you get me better then somebody can

and i am the only girl who tell you off 

even if i am a fan , i got episodes i forget you like legend 

and sometimes i feel  that you more of an friend then a fan

yeah there somethink but him that make me trigger , babe 

do you know what you deliver - fist fights and daggers 

comments and arguments but i love a debate 

ridiculous princess

 the  last chapter is written 

but dont you think you ever 

become forgotten 

those prints and winks you deliver 

became sentence and antidotes in my notebook

i love  the way i made you smile 

havent felt this good since i wore like , eh nine 

maybe i just made a friend , if only in my head 

and i like the thought that you actually my poems , read 

but then if you do i would probably drop dead  

somehow you always seem to to catch me when i am fall 

yeah you look so great you got me fell out the wheelchair 

its pretty feeling , almost like i wore dancing at the ceiling 

into your arm , got caught by your surprise of that charm

kindness and remember i hated looking so ridiculous

but at least you made me felt like a freaking , princess 

l 

YOU got it dude

 i wish somebody could correct my life 

 dont want to be known as the girl in hospital gown

 but i guess that have become my soundtrack of my life

 i swore my best days wore when i woke from the coma 

 saw that nurse that look excatly like that dude called , zedd 

 watching me like a hawk , by the hospitel bed 

it freaked me out a bit and i tried to to mention it 

but nothing came out , i had lost my capacity to speak 

i was like great now everyone think i am a freak 

hut weirdly they didnt and i become to love  it here

that guy who drop verses for the nurses like if he wore Garixx 

and somewhere i heard Diplos music but it wasnt problably him

yeah i think i landed in Harris paradise and i really got into sofi tukker 

that tukk such a heartlocker , and sofi is quite a charmer

but we  all know where my heart are - in that superstar x 

cluedo

he look like an idiot

asking me those questions

god you used to look so perfect

shiny and holy but know every word

he scream is aimed at me 

and dont take me for an idiot 

just because i take care of myself , a lot 

i dont know you and your ¨friends 

maybe i will not even call myself an fan 

because the way he act is not the way of a man 

i should knew , this isnt ... Cluedo 

you shall knew i am the best detective 

and every scar i leave in the heart locker

a bunch of them i write about my poems

and i got millions of sites and love a like 

but in real life i dont care who you are 

because you can be a doctor or a superstar 

i dont mind as long as you on my , mind 

main thing

when the last chapter is written is done

when i am have got all from you , won 

when i finally the perfect sentence found 

when i finally get you where i want 

i ¨remember how you are the only guy clean my ass

just like take me out like , trash but its all good babe 

because what i gain wore something important ,like the brain

its kinda my ¨main thing , my everything - the reason why i living 

and i am grateful for you help me with the recover , yeah i really dont like endings

i prefer beginnings and you came and knock me out the chair and i feel in your care

obviously i like to be , there 

i will remember you dearly

 i still remember the joy 
how i fell in the boy 
that carrier the coolest 

kindest and dopest 

how  he help me up when i fell

out the wheelchair , and pat my head 

god i never felt so damn , awkward 

but thats the thing with love - we get through it

and will remember the memories with fondness 

even if we had to departure i will always see you 

in every damn white coat and i remember how i used to hate that song 

but somehow you got me humming along to the lyrics i cant sing along 

but its ok and cool  , and really like that i spent that time with you because then

i got to develop an other character who was really interesting 

LOVE GEVALIA

he smell just like an Gevalia

( coffee beans and is probably ob his six cup ) 

and i remember how he totally knock me out 

out my wheelchair and into his care 

and i wore like damn , this feeling is something , rare ! 

he pick me up like that au pair and pat my head 

i recall him being a good human being 

and i bet your parents are proud over raised somebody like him 

though on the outside but inside wore sensitive , yeah you really helped me  during lockdown

felt insanely alone when you came into my room and said my mom , called , i remember not wanted her to call in the end because i had made an friend in my head , and was watching him like a hawk , the best thing with being on retirement it remind you of living and being an human being . yeah i like the caretakers , they like like live living angels but mostly ,,, i like you . Gevalia 

Mask up

he is a corner around where i live 

spend the nose in the his books 

while i decided to , live 

it wore like a fresh air 

and i remember you beautiful hair 

he said he study to become doctor 

an face that wore all mask up 

wondering whats going on 

but your kind eyes to me be strong 

clever and smart and with an heart 

of friend , loyal and strength

everything i think is honorable in a man 

yeah you came out and show me a guy 

full of a character   , 

and everything you said just seem to register 

maybe i am more like you then i didnt thought 

i like how you saw my beauty spot and marked it 

now i am yours forever 

je adore dior

 i remember how i fell out my wheelchair and into my caretaker 
the hottest , kindest , and coolest - it wore like a dream come true 
spending some time with you , im not the girl people mostly , add 

and i remember how you help me with the 120 med 

how i throw up on your working costume and i remember you look like Dior 

,,,, je adore , yeah everything with this moment that could realistically would be bad 

just would become a place of ecstacy and i am not sure if its only my fantasy but its wore kinda , rad 

how you brush  me up and give  me that complement on retirement even though i felt sad 

you liked my dress when i wore an complete mess , i wonder if you like me know when i look all - fresh ?

raised by queens

i knew i can scratch every scar away 

just with a pinch of your imagination 

and my fantasy , and i know every story 

dont end up like those in Disney 

this might actually end up , tragically 

but i also knew i can make it when i break it

pull it together , yeah i am better then that tay 

and slay demons like that Bey 

so dont mess with me Dear because i got raised by 

... Queens 

wink

self

 you call me selfish 

just because priority

myself and my health 

and i dont really care 

about anyelse probs 

if that make me an snob

let me have it , 

you say you understand 

but do you really get it 

what i am dealing with 

dont judge somebody without

you crawl deeper then my epilesy ever been

and fuck it you are freaking dream in a form of dm

but dont tell me i am selfish because i got other priories

like myself and health 

you made it priceless

 if it only wore an other star 

that got me like this because i dont know 

how i will ever forget about this 

you are like better then my first kiss 

hurt me like an rejection and still you are my obsession

you make me dance in my wheelchair and make me feel , rare

tell me im beautiful when i am like have no hair 

thats my trait and i love you for making me feel like that 

i know we go off and on like a hit track but you know i always have your back

rooting for guys because you seem so nice , you are the stardust falling over my town

but i am good dancing by my own and you should get this , yeah without you life would be 

meaningless , hopeless but you made it priceless 

lockdown love

h

i know i seem a bit suspicious but the way i been treated of my idol

have put you in an other light and i recall when tay was in notious fight 

how it all went down , splashed down over the social never really thought you 

find me here at the hospital , in the limbo but the way with you turns everything to a disco

i recall how awkward i felt with the hands i been dealt , waking up after on month and saw this handsome

nurses and doctors , with  skills like dj they came to fix my bodyparts .  how garrix wore picking up some chic ¨with his verse ,  i just had to smile to it secrely love it . how he brush my hair and fixed my teeth and i was like really hate it too leave but i know because i have to recover my brain and did it at the the retirement , i recall how i went to heaven sent it wore so pleasant even thought  people here came to die but i wore the lucky escape and hit and run straight in christian arms , yeah he really become the love of my lockdown ( bebe ) and you kinda become my little carebear .i love the way you came with my teddy and is the only one have seen barely seen me , naked - but that can we keep an , secret ! how you clean me up , brush me up , and treat me like such and adult . i know i am protective 

of my collective of inspirations and some make an deep mark of my heart , maybe you get like this once in a while 

plead the fifth

 heres to the wishful thinking 
the cheers you had but never came true 
and was like if i got a penny for thinking 
about you 

but somewhere life became quite bearable  

this thing though , is like some kinda miracle 

if some oracle told me , if i read it in a article 

i still woudnt believe it because you the myth

that i plead the fifth 

doctors and djs

 you made me fell out the wheelchair
i like that because it remind me of a festival

but know i just wore trapped at hospital 

and had to talk with nurses and doctors 

which i hated , well until i met him 

because you painted up the ward to a dream

and i remember thinking this is somekinda musical

how everything you said turned into poetic 

and suddenly i become a genius lyrical 

... well according to me you become a great poem 

i remember growing up , despite places like this 

but know i understand its where the magic happen 

where all the men and women with brilliant minds 

that never leave a body behind 

yeah i like that and so thankful your help me through life

dark years an teen , just to come out and blossom 

yeah being treated by handsome dudes are quite awesome 

and quite awkward but i geuss it become a good story of it 

yeah i remember when i woke up and saw the nurse look like zedd

by  hospital bed , i thought i went mad 

i was trying saying his name and discover i couldnt talk 

yeah the recovery wouldnt be that easy and somewhere i heard sound of weasley 

i recall the female nurses like the calvin harris that i played because one month in wore a living hell

but better then being dead and i remember how garrixx , pick up female nurses with  his verses 

yeah i remember it all like it wore the best festival , and it kinda wore - in my hDead . how i crack it and went with ambulance , the coolest of them all at NIVA NR 2 , i didnt want to go , but had to so left in taxi 

to the retirement and fell out the wheelchair and the caretaker , hotter then hell  , a bit ibiza vibe of the guy but he never been there , i recall he help me up like a aupair  , gave me my grandpas blanket and  teddybear . yeah , i really wished i wore cooler than this and i remember when he almost gave me a kiss , i mean ( i  wish ) hehe ...is it okey if i be your babe , for a chapter or two , promise you never let me go . i recall how you stroke like that kitty cat , that wore pretty perfect . how you said i wore cute in that grey dress even if i felt my life wore a mess you gave me accomplishment  and complimnt and i love that . now i named bear after you because i like to have a thing to reminice about you - exept my bloody poems and i bet your kids will be like this in the future , insecure when it come to love

but just introduce them to my blog ,  or  Dr Love ,and he will help you get from heaven above 

Dream boy

he remind me of dreams 

that life is  not what it seem

and how much i love his music

there is such an  sadness to it 

because we all know the end 

and i hate when you stop sing 

you stop living when you press play 

yeah he sound so sensitive through

that beat booth and i hate how we lost him as a DJ

but i guess heaven gain an angel and i like to believe

you spin your records in serenity   , in the solitude 

ride on dude , rock and rolla , attitude     

hips like Elvis and fashonable like that Mick

moves like jagger , and kiinda like that tongue of his kiss 

yeah he got the skills like a doc and leave print that i will forever, miss

kitty kat

somehow i fell out the wheelchair 

and into wheelchair , into to your care 

never done that but i love how you pick me up 

like an coffee cup , stroke me like an kitty cat 

yeah i felt so alone but you build a fence 

around us , shelter us from covid 19

and i felt like i wore in heaven , sent

yeah you made  my stay  , perfect 

i remember sitiing on the bed 

in the silence with with you 

and it drove me mad

so i was like come a bit closer 

how you made me this make over 

like only a  friend do  

and remember how sad i wore in bald skull

but you sad i wore cute anyway , so i was like 

ok this guy will become a character in my poetry 

perfect as i am

  wearing mý ear phones like i wear my clothes 

music meant to be played loud and if you dont  get it , fuck off

i got a friend that is the coolest ever because he really deliver 

hit after hit like i am like i am deliver ehm , fit , its just perfect

i think he remind me of samples when life for me is , blood samples

and the floor becomes a dancefloor and he become the DJ of the hospital

 it was what i saw when i woke up from coma , how he wore standing there 

looking like a stunner and made me feel like absolute  , winner 

listen to those music and  thinking of yeah whatever happens 

i know help me heal myself when i hit the wall 

that brought me  up from  life when i wore down 

but dont get me twisted , i like be dancing all by around 

get lost in this marvelous sound , bass drum and beat 

i standing here in the corner and stomp with my feet¨

he wear that cool outfit and i feel like an misfit

just perfect 

but according to the lyrics i am , perfect 

as i am  

Picasso

 i was like is this this shit hole 
gonna be i everything i know 
and i hate how you seen me in 
my hospital gown 
 but i love how you wash my  asshole 
the intermittency of it and i think im lost 
myself in the rabbit hole , never thought 
i would come that i would cum and god i fell so dumb
you probably dont even feel the same 
but i remember everything from the  first time i fell out 
the wheelchair and into your care , how you stroke me when i wore sad nhelp me up on the bed  and yeah became my daily stylist and makeup artist 
painted me better then Picasso and i remember i hated to go but i thank you fhe recovery
i remember how i felt so clumpsy but in your hands i become friends with my legs 

and how you help me with making the food , its our recipe know

how i recall you drove me through the walls to take my meds , all the 120 of them

how i being to throw up at ya and felt so embarrassing  , yeah this is my confession

and i think its really awkward but wtf , i been dealing with the reaper so what ? 

it just that for this plot you kinda perfect . 

10 years with brighton ( sum up last decade )

10 years since from Brighton and i thought we so over 

this city will be my forever lover and how much i try to write about it 

i never seem to get any closure , i just felt llike an epic loser

well until i him , when he slide in my plot like daydream and knock me out 

the wheelchair and into his care . it wore awesome because he wore so handsome . 

but first lets go back to Brighton , where i hang at George with those lads and their babes 

i remember i wore so shy back then , didnt knew how to make a friend but i just thought 

getting out the box would be a great idea and let they knew the real me , take it or leave it 

how i went on this karaoke nights hanging with this studs and ladies and everything felt 

like heaven sent , perfect , i recall hannah the chic from school and bex , who i thought wore so cool and little bit complex for , sam look like a star handling the bar and bridget wore so kind that stood up for my poems when i couldnt , thank you we both know we cant help who we are have crushing on , but to be honest i have move on , and i remember pete looked like my neigbour and how i went out with marty and kev once , to dance which wore nice but kinda an epic failure how i got my first kiss from somebody call jim but i am happy he belong to ... kim , because if he happy im happy im happy 

and i bet she makes you fell better then  i ever would but i really love my young days in brihton and it wore here i discover my next chapter , myself  . yeah i recall how much it suck to be in sweden so i went abroad agaain , dance my promlem away got swept away in sydney and fucked up in ibiza . how we shared a ibza and probably looked like theresa may , dancing in capetown hehe but who care because i am quite a free spirit tired of be lockdown and i remember how i fell in love with that that guy from retirement , he wore like heavent sent , hands like an nurse and mind like mind as clever  - what could be worse ? 

repaired

There is a track that always on repeat 

but there is guy who always get me repaired 

he think i am beautiful even if i look dreadful 

with no hair , yeah that guy doesnt seem to care 

thats what i love about him but i know he is a dream

and it sucks as much ibiza rocks hut i like the way we vibe

the way he made me kept stay alive during those episode 

of tantrum and fit and i knew that even if we go through awful periods

we came through , shinning and thats the silver lining 

fan club

i remember when i ´swept in of the inn

a decade went by ¨but sometime i fells lke drop by

two see the kind  eyes of  Marty who took  me out to party 

f recall i never had any money because i dont usually expect this 

and  how i get my some kinda first kiss of james ,but that will appreciate his kiss

the thing about me i am deep like a poet , like  the freaking monster of Lochness

i do climb up   because i know i have your , back up and i like the way you make me step up 

to my game , but everything with us like insane - you like a friend but he is an icon and legend 

thanks for you become my happy end and welcome me in fan club ...

you make me feel better

there wore moments of dying 

dont recall how i wore falling 

but i recall the outburst and fit 

the tantum and fell out in chatroom

im so over it why cant make it 

but somehow you help me through

come  through and it wore the break throw 

yeah i see visuals of you spin me around like vinyls 

this doesnt make sense but is more sensible 

yeah i am only fall out wheelchairs and into cares 

spent a life time in a waiting room  and in a chatroom 

but i prefer the later because it make me feel , better 

i fell in love with the limbo

i remember how i fall out 

how we become to chit chat 

how we talked about this and that 

in hang out , never thought i would make up 

again but you seem to like to have me as a friend

you know secrets that i am  never shared 

and i am sorry if i am not that behaved 

not like i ace that social etiquette 

but i like the way we connect 

on internet 

people might think i am mental 

and should go that Dr Phil 

talk about the importance 

how to find acceptance 

but i rather listen to some music 

because thats kinda make me , heal 

i know i am a bit hard to understand 

heck i hardly dont get myself 

all i know is you are worthy to celebrate 

you just make me levitate 

yeah , i remember i wore in limbo 

felt like i wore in disco , sounds 

like groovy kinda like that ... techno 

yeah i remember taking samples 

like you do music samples 

and secretly i loved it 

how i get fits like you deliver hits 

yeah i am not the well-behave 

how i had this visual dreams about being at rave 

it wore like awesome because i never had a friend that is that , awesome  

Donr mess with my music

,

so i remember when i lay in coma 

thought i would die have almost died 

three times , even the reaper do me - decline ...

i remember how i fell on the floor 

but not how i came out the door 

and how the neighbors helped me out 

where the  ambulance stood , of course i dont recall

people told me so afterwords and recall not being able to say word

when i woke up after the surgery , not being able to write 

with i really panic about because i really want to become an poet 

and i couldnt stand due to lack of balance or sit but i wore working with it 

like i wore in paralympics , i remember the best thing with being at the ward

was everyone liked music except for garixx but he like some swedish shit 

declare myself as the myself the queen of the bats lol 

everyone know who make me the princess of the ball 

i think you the best of transform me into an poem , get the best out me and i dont really know how you do , it might be magic the way you spin me around and put your twist on it but i kinda love it 

 

love birds

 to fall in countries i never been link up with friends you never seen 
get through ups and downs 
and get touch down in your hometown 
broken and scared , cant get out 
because of that heartthrob 
manage to break and enter 
my heart , know i look around the corner 
yeah you cut deep and i didnt it know that in the middle of the sleep
such a player in making , two love birds in making ...

how you touch my upper lip , swipe it from left to right 

yeah i knew that you would become the love of my life 

but i also know i cant stand in you way so i know logical 

its best that keep it all platonic but damn i wish this wore , fictional

i guess i be the girl who got away but all i wanted you to say was to , stay

i know is irrational , that i aint that verbal when it comes to - it 

i rather do an hit and quit it then do it 

but something with you , just do it 

for me 

humble

i  am sorry if i judge you for being 

shouldnt do that i know and what i read 

you seem like an humble human being

somebody that is grounded and i just thought 

everyone in Los Angels had no morals 

just because i read things on some bloody tabloids

back in the days , but know this , i never apologies 

but you actually seem to have a great self awareness 

about the world and i dont know a lot about you 

but i guess you respect you privacy so i try  to be secrecy

because i respect you as an person way to much to blow your cover 

but seriously i think i have already done it with my not so discrete poetry 

all i want to tell is i learn a lot from you , like how much you love nature 

we kinda similar like that because i was brought up on my nans farm 

and always thought you wore the man , not that i know you but though of ya 

doesnt all stars love their fans , because their wore their reason they name is shine in spotlight 

but i also think you are cool person or the the idea of ya 

because frankly i havent been around that many people , just hang around hospital

and it might seem cool with all the doctors and nurses but to be honest but i prefer , ya 

yeah  i recall how i became bullied from my relatieve and they made me think i was worth nothing 

but just with a like  , heart i recall i remember i am something , yeah always loved school but people treated me like an fool just because i shook so much an draw outside the lines at art class so i had to change , class basically move all over the country , tried to runaway from the label but some how it stick but friends never did , yeah i am kinda protective from the world but i dont want to fall out because thats all i seem to do , so i am sorry if am hopeless , awkward and coward , if we get along like sweet and sour but i like to chat with you and even if i am a bit shy working on it and some we manage to get throught all the chatroom tantrums , me with all my fits and seizure but i guess that music wore my cure 

corona love

 he told my i am beautiful when i am bald 
pretty like kitty cat but dark like the the night

never met somebody like him and maybe he just a dream

but i dont mind but you make  everything , alright for the moment 

in the time , send a like , never hope you send me a comment 

do you know how it means for me and i know you out of reach 

but you are and living dream ,full of  energy 

that give me an book of lessons and yeah you make me me feel like an princess

your an avatar , dont know if your an star or real person but i like to think you are an human 

because ¨the way you treat me is like a gentleman and i never really met one of them 

i just write about them ,fantasies about love and everything above but truthfully i am i love myself 

other anyone  , else . i guess its shows in my poems and if you still wanna be friends , cudos to ÿou 

yeah fuck cali , Edinburgh , everyone in this damn disco , just to take it back  , dont you know i always have my own back - before i got  yours and if you dont like the shit i say you can  make an other blog and sorry i f am not one of those girls that  stand in que for wanting to snog , i know i am fine , fresh - even the death wanted me but i was like , what a heck - well you know me you always met me in a other post , blog or gram , because i come alive on the socials , yeah i bet writing is better than ,,, sex and everything like is subtext because that is my preference when it come to romance and i love to dance but my legs arent my friends . but sometimes i forget the balance , and drop dead in some gorgeous carrier but honestly , it wore pretty awesome because he look dope , like some kinda musician i admire,  yeah life at retirement wore fire . the only problem i cant go out know because i feel in love in the cutest guy in town but in this covid19 times who want to be in a relationship , with risk of all this boy germs , yeah i remember how i fell out my wheelchair , into your care and somehow you become my friend , when you me add ... 

the string that follow

i wore like fell out my wheelchair 

into you care , into you chest 

and i  will lay in your arms , forever

i remember how you stroke my bald head

told me it okey to be scared

from everything thing except for you

yeah i recall how you help me down the bed

catch my blanket and bear , cant sleep without it here

and how you thought i wore cute in that dress when i thought i look like a mess¨

this is how i become your princess and stop believe in the tragic ends 

how i recall you help me with all of those meds just for me to throw them up¨in your hands

i guess this makes us , friends , you wore an sharp object cut through and it might even be love 

but i wore high as kite but you wore the fella the fellow throw all the shit , i done , i know i am awkward , hopeless , but never fever fearless 

the heart of the retirement

 isnt it funny how hospital hotties 
they way around my body 
when i never really let anyone in 

yeah that guy is for the is dream 

is so smooth and have really no clue 

the way he talk is lyric , of course you make me an poet

how he set his hands on my body where nobody have 

i can still feel it and the trace and got that gorgeous , face 

that made  me feel out wheelchair , into your care

but i am wore really happy it wore , there 

that pick me up like a coffee cup and treat me kind like an au pair

hands like an nurse ,clever like an doctor , loyal like a soldier and moral like an royal 

i like the way you you wipe away my fears , insecurities about have no hair 

i mean everyone know its the inside who matter , yeah i should basically know better 

how you help me with my medications , mix them like the baddest bartender

remember how you pick out my outfit on daily basis , for you wore so effortless 

yeah during that it felt like your wore my bestie 

while everything for me was brand new but you help me through and i hope you know 

i am very grateful for this , i remember how you become my stylist and makeup artist

touch my upper lip where i keep my secrets and most awkward feeling when you had to wash me up 

get clean but i must everything with you wore a bit of a dream , Christian , and did you knew your the only one how washed my booty , clean , scrub it  clean and you wore the reason why i stand out because somehow you made this retirement feel like an night club and it wore freaking awesome ! 

thanks for  thatt x i had the most awdsome time in the most dangerous time , the smallest things meant a lot and you slide in and i wore like hey , welcome to new plot x 

Hospital Hotties

i woke up from the coma 

which basically felt like have insomnia

and had like 2 lunginflammations

so after operations , exams  

i  finally become a bit better

had no vocals or lyrics 

which suck but i still got my brain 

so i wore put in the training of a life time 

so i would so´me fell good and you more i practice 

i learned how much i love this place 

and fell for the nurses with the gentle hands 

meanwhile , the doctors wore like genius with their , brains 

yeah this is where i am the queen of the castle and you wore my happy ends 

when i almost about to get a kiss from the reaper , you came in like an savior 

cut deep and decide i wore worthy to keep and i will forever it be grateful for it 

i will always have your back

dont really recall when you would become everything i could think of off and somehow every poems end up to be about him and i am not sure if you just a dream but hell , if you are you the best plot i ever had because you deliver the best plot lines how the hell did i ever met you , is not like i am famous i am mostly hangout in the hospitals or the internet , highly suspicious on everyone i met but you seem nice so i wore like ok , lets go for ä great and meet when this thing is over and suddenly i develop a friendship bond , something stronger with somebody i never met - well i kinda like that ! I wont namedrop , micdrop - and people have to exam me but they probably will not see who you are because i dont plan to give you up because i have you back , rep and talk bad about you , well i always be there to clap back ... 

"Dear Boy

hey dear i been known you for quite a while  

dont remember when you slide in box , just  it total rocked 

somehow we went away , separation  sucks in the moment like these 

love increase  , if only its platonic and thats feeling like levitating'

i though i had a dead line on friendship but apparently no

people just seem to come and go , it just me who learn to be patience 

with it all  but i remember that click made me feel super , duper brave 

how you put on a cape on my shoulders and erase my worries  

why i never really had , friends - just been linked up with nurses and doctors ? 

it all a bit mess up really because i just fun , wild and have know how to a good time  

haha , but sometimes i do hesitate of fear of rejections and i knew people have a lot of obligations 

i dont wont to be a burden , so sorry but i am still on my journey of learning 

and if you like we can be platonic , thats totally okay 

as long as you like , stay ? 

vibes

i remember how i came in on a segway

felt like i wore on the way to stairway 

to heaven  but somehow you caught me 

when i wore like catapult out the wheelchair

into your arm , and pick me up like au pair

how you stair me around and made me fell good in your care

yeajh i recall i had no hair and thought i was nothing special

but you thought i wore an , original 

and i like that you pick out my clothes and became my stylist

basically become my makeup artist , how you touch my lip 

how you got the skills of Djs , work your magic like that Potter 

loyal as a solider , but sorry to the doctor because you are kinda , hotter 

you give me the vibes and feels and even if it not on real , lets pretend for a minute it - is 

hopeless feeling

 awkward , powerless and fearless but never hopeless

i recall how i  fell into my carrier and i wore like here  we have an new  character

never thought i would came to stir a plot but then i saw somebody that look so hot 

smelled just like coffee beans and got that eyes of heavely skies 

i remember how i felt so weird in my bald head but you didnt seem to mind it 

and i recall how you stroke my lip , just where i am keep my secrets 

i know i might regret  but  hell no , chose to never forget you 

because you me my favorite memories during the dark times

and i knew there is lines to be cross between doctors and  patient 

but when you wore treat me so gentle , kind and just like a perfect man

how you  handle my meds , all 120 of them  thets when i knew 

you wore not a human , you wore about to become an poem 

  

i made beautiful memories with you

i remember how i got my first bike 
and around the hometown was like 
seen hanging on the bike

had the chubby arms of a kid 

hanging by your waist 

yeah you wore show me life 

of happiness and brought me up tell me 

i wore , i importance and thats how i found acceptance

you not only my mom , you are my best friend , protector 

i remember how you took a break from your work so we could travel the world 

it wore the best time ever because  i made the greatest memories , with ya 

i remember how much i missed you when i wore study aboard , hanging with all those toads 

having a crying shoulder , yeah that would be nice but growing up you have to roll with the punches 

but i prefer you wore here and protect me for these guys with bad intentions , yeah thanks mom for always been there , helped me through the bad and help me set goals 

you shoud see my with long , long hair x

 he lives just around the corner 

 is the only guy that touched my lips 

now i cant our secret , keep them

 i am sorry if i am 

fuck up this but i am truly your fan

yeah if you knew my dreams 

how the hell become your friend 

all i am known disquieting and awful

and i know gossip is an disgrace 

but i kinda like this, place 

is all i got and i know you liked me bald 

so you should me when i have  long hair 

i kinda choose to be surrounded by

like my favorite carrier at the retirement 

Elin and Susanna , yeah you both  knew it 

hehe that wore quite an babe 

but  all i see is good lad 

sunshine in paradise

 i remember who i cartwheeled through the world 
just book a ticket to kick it like i wore it 
which i certain  not but i like feeling a lot 
be able to do whatever you like , if the price is right 
my favorite places i been is the whole , ibiza scene 
which provide you great music , time and sun 
if you up for that i am like the queen of the bat 
and try my best to invest in my skin care 
because everyone know that thing with Cancer 
 is not that rare , now days - and dont want to look like lobster 
even though i dont  really dance because of legs isnt mine friends
i like to go to attend diffrent gigs and Concerts with djs 
i been watching kygo , tinie tempah , if you dont know what to get for ticket , check out Guetta 
i watched him like three time , every time perfect , axwelll and ingrosso wore amazing but rgartixx is fantastic , but nothing is better the Avicci , the whole island where there to see him , and i am so sad this became his farewell. .i also like the nights at Hardwell spent , but mostly with Harris because you did did island a paradise . i also seen him in sweden , on a festival , 27 - 29  , i mean , times flies by like jet ski 

but but weirdest part , how after all fits , tantrums in the chatrums - it still become a we 

SLUMBER PARTY AT NIVA

i recall when i  wore at the hospital 

the neurosurgeon , who cut deep 

and how i feel asleep 

like in coma for 102 days , or something

not that i care because i loved my ward 

NIVA NUMBER 2 

the doctors and their brightness

the nurses and their hands 

it basically  felt a bit like an slumber party

because all i remember when i got everyone loved it 

when i dance this harris, diplo , and garrix 

thats the thing with music , it make people come together ,

become better and feel like it nothing wrong with you 

and thats what you guys

  in the moment , deliver give me inner peace with my condition

because i take like 120 meds , always ending up in hospital beds 

not yours hehe , and i remember how everyone loved my selection 

and i hated to go because i hate a separation 

+

our friendship

you came around like the musical sound

and i have no idea how your me , found 

it been a while, since you come around

im sorry if i am a bit suspicious  

but i been raised and told internet is dangerous 

somehow it come to become , us 

i like how we spin around like a vinyl 

 you help me through the days like Tidal 

and i am sorry for my fits

 but i tend to have  them

like you deliver fits 

and i hope you okey with that 

because for me our friendship is 

perfect 

obviously

i remember how did a fell out 

basically did a catapult 

the first in your chest 

and i remember how hated this place 

but when i saw your face i knew wore in love 

the feeling of knowing you i wore i beautiful 

he kind , clever and made me feel , beautiful 

with hands  like a a nurse and doctor , mind

 loyal as friend and quite , notoriously 

but most of all i like how you touch my touch lip 

where i keep my  secrets , obviously 

 how your finger against mine , that when i begin to smile 

again , just when i fell from heaven 

Lift Me Upall around the world but i always comeback to you twice

i  been all around the world , twice 

heaven and hell , yours arms devoted me well 

the drops , mic drops and sound check 

i remember how it hur my back 

laying there at just waiting if would live or dye 

how i had this visual dreams about being at i was on ibiza 

and i recall how mum sad i would able to go there but covid19 

set stop for that unfortunately , and how i got this dreams abouts 

doing a rebout , when everything is over, because its here i feel most home 

catapult in to my lover boy

 

 he got an east side bitch , but want a south side wife 

probably living  luxury life , i mean , not to talk shit 

i bet she is lovely and i am a bet you are , amazing 

it just a bit here an waiting ... 

whatever i dont expect me to yours , all i want to keep this friendship of ours 

all  is this a bit space and time , yeah i been up in heaven and hell , before i fell 

in your arm for him ,fell out my wheelchair and stright to  who pick me up

like a coffe cup and stroke me like an cat  it felt magic . How you how said i wore beautiful 

but clearly wasnt in  my bald hair but you didnt seem to care , it wore awesome yeah this is dedication to my best carrier , hands like a nurse , clever like an doctor , loyal like an soldier and you made me , stronger  and i cant believe i met my angel at that retirement  , how i almost got to heaven sent again ,

but the best part wore to find somebody with beautiful traits , who left a deep mark  inside by fucked up heart , how i dyed a bit  when i saw ya but 

 freaking , go out the catapult so it all love boy . 

´thanks to music i survive

 he got an east side bitch , but want a south side wife 
fuck Sweden ,  can stay here longer because everyone just , suck 
probably should do peace sign before i get out of line
but i like to watch over you like an an , head line 
and there so many reasons why i shall run but , dont 
mostly because of my damn legs do that i , cant 
yeah you the spot light , all those neon lights and how we stand there in the glitter 
yeah life couldnt be any sweeter because i just been kissed by the  reeper , and survive 
yeah thanks to music i am alive , this is is the story why i dont care about  i dont like icons i prefer friends . but its all good  , but i must admit if i admit i  am sucker for Hollywood 

well . 

thanks to Diplo . 

Calvin harris 

martin garixx 

kinda like Arty  

becaue he remind me of ibiza party 

sofi tukker 

thanks for help me throught due coma . loved7 it 

pinky swear my friend

this is to my friend

dont now how it happend

isnt the best of make it , happend 

but somehow it we made it 

and you the sunshine to my darkness 

got my back when feel like have been attacked 

basically , you are perfect , you kinda heaven sent

i also signed this NDA closure with ya 

which promise i wont expose ya 

all the shenanigans you up to  

i mean pinky swear and cross my heart

... dear i just write them here 

peace

 is such an classic 

 like stars fell above

 and suddenly i wore in love 

thats how it felt when i fell in your hand

finally i got somebody to call , friend 

i thought it wore an deadline when you surpass 

30 but apparently it was just an cold case 

i dont want to break up , why cant we just , hang out 

like we used to , i dont want want to fall out 

and isnt this the perfect time to make nice 

because they say in dark times you should ,peace 

specially with , yourself 

that time i almost become an idol

 

i remember how i used to watch top of pop 

back in the  days or something called Voxpop 

that is a Swedish format , but not really that perfect

anyway i recall how to become an musician , singer on top form

so i did something out of norm and did an audition to Idol when i wore like 14 

about  turn 15  , i wasnt  prepared and saw straight to it , but i kinda loved it 

i wore there by four of judges how would sound check , my vocals but at least i kept it  together 

while they put down the law and i could comeback tomorrow  , after that we begin to counting people

who wont make it to the , Stockholm . obviously i didnt made it ,  but i dont think i would make it because i think i am better then then the rest . but one door close ,  an opens , and i never really new i wanted to go to musical school because its seems like wore casually cruel , i learned a lot but most i recall but some of it wore actually quite , a rock  n roll  

( voxpop : a swedish television program  ) 

 

that second hand , friend

never thought  i wore got older 

but i gut something , stronger 

i guess we can can call us friends 

dont know how to make it 

but one thing i am certain of of

i love it 

and i knew how we met 

wasnt perfect 

you  slide in in my DM 

and i was like this 

send you a thank you note wrote 

in form of an a poem , this doesnt mean we are an item

we just are , and and like way you bring me chemistry 

like an  star and how you are an fantasy liké an model 

i am  all good by that , because you guys are like perfect 

a relationship  goal to strive , nature and ¨seek to¨be alive 

and just because you are only a friend doesnt mean its second hand 

yeah i love to be your , friend 

human conflicts

you seem so clever and mature that see the Gods gift in the nature 

and all the small things that keep crawling , yeah you dont strike me as an materialist

like very humble and down to earth that know the world is worth 

t like the picure you share , and i really have feeling that you care 

i do to but  sometimes shyness set in and then i  write about it in a poem 

kinda like our friendship or what is now we have going , because im not the girl who look for a wedding 

ironically when i write about romantic poetry , but all i want is a friend and if you keep up with my adventures we can hang , me you and i might listen to your ex but its always you i end up , text 

and you can tell your girl i dont backstab any chicks , i am more interested  human conflicts

yeah you got that force of voice which i am personally , admire and i hope you know you know 

its all love ,  no hate - yeah i you kinda my mentor in this end game and that you the reason why i came 

i seek  to be better and i want us to dance , ´never seek romance if i  write about it but doesnt everyone i mean everything sounds better  with a bit , love but yeah its the health i priority and my epilepsy 

you just an fantasy but i kinda like it , do you mind it 

 

the fall out

 i remember how i had the huge blow out 
didnt knew why we ever fall out 

all i recall is that you treated me like a good ass

yeah i recall how i sat on the stair figuring how to get down there

it wore winter , slippery and cold and i have no hand to hold 

when you from out of no where appear , skiing and hug my hand 

like you never wanted it to let go , i remember your heart shaped tattoo  

at the right side of the ass and recall our movies nights like it wore the bests times 

but trust me , they wasent - they wore about to come when i ... cum 

how i fought you wore the coolest but god i had wrong 

you just play my heart to something better come along 

ps . boarding school inspo

Damage control

i not the typucal club  girl but i decided to see  world

i so i took my wheelchair , grab my passport and went abroad

wrote an bucket list , like an wish lish list - it become quite a lot 

and here is where i abandoned my plot , the setting wore a beauty 

but i am an blogger - always on duty , no time for love or relationship 

it pretty much suck , at least i thought that at Ibiza Rocks  

i recall being  here when i saw they  got hinched being at my fave gig 

an was like damage control  . 

poem without an title

 it took me a while to look beyond the tittle

but now i understand you jlike me , normal

it took me a while to look beyond the label

that people have put you in

... always knew you wore special

your parents must done something right

because for me you are the starlight 

aurora borealis, a fresh air and breath 

i hope you doing well all be side 

i know we been throw an hell of a ride

but i like that you got my heart alert 

again ,just when i thought  i broke it

you came and stole it 

and suddenly we became the duet 

i am  never thought i needed 

he is a legend

all my life i been through obstacles 

i am kinda keen of them 

and what dont break em , make em 

or as i like to put it , become a beautiful poem

you wore an living daydreaming that just had beginning 

finding your meaning , living and way to settle down

i hate that we didnt read the lyrics when you shout out , sadness 

just that we wore in a place that wore full of madness

even thought i secretly love it but not when it come to you 

i wonder what your last day , sometimes i wish it all was an conspiracy

that he still out there and make music but in privacy 

yeah he wore legend and this wasnt his happy end 

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spotify list

i been doing the cartwheels

 around the world 

try to dutch the feels

but they always come around 

when i got touch do the ground 

i could hear you calling when i falling 

for like million time , cheering and chant 

and i wore full with pride and took this condition with stride 

remember i got the spirit and energy , yeah i am quite full of it 

i know i am always make seizures and fits like you deliver , hits

guess it a part of my charm and to think you ever send me an DM 

is pretty beyond because i am mostly playing hide and seek at the rond 

but i really appreciate it , i remember once i went to your festival 

broken feet and all because i am in love with that , beat 

yeah so many memories i have and so many songs i love 

to me you are always on my spotify list - without it , it wouldnt be perfect 

smash hit

  isnt it typical , the guy you like - got a girl but heres a twist you never saw come
i just want to be your friend ,i been through this with other guys , that they wore married 
thats cool because i support woman and weddings arent not my thing though , so do you . 
you guys look like an power couple i must admit , i bet your kids will be an other smash hit 
but yeah , thats an other thing that isnt for me ... call  me the cool aunt , who know want i want 
i mean in theory it sound good but nah to much work and i really like the way how i find the groundwork 

friends like this

he is the soundtrack of my life 

whenever i am down ya make it right 

got a playlist on spottily list and he on it 

because he on it , i like to think that i am your friend 

yeah he is a long shot but he is all i got and thats perfect

you are at ibiza and thank god your public

lately everything about you i have begin to publish

damn it 

you know i am friend , i will never go between 

but most i like to see face on screen 

why did i just fell for a dream ?

yeah you dont know who i am

and i dont know who you are 

your an celebrity royal 

but 

for me you just , normal 

cartwheels

when i wore eighteen , i got enlightened

about my diagnos , epilepsy 

before that i lived in a fantasy 

believed i could do everything 

but i had to rethink my way of living

and accept myself as epileptic 

i mean i love it when i wore a kid 

and got away from school to go hospital 

ok not hospital , but the meetings just stay around 

1- 2 hours , so it wasnt that hard to deal with 

nowdays i am more safe and sound , with my medication 

i even study abroad in Brighton for a half year which i never fought possible

have around 120 meds a week but whatever and went world aroud twice with my mom 

ok .. i still got things i struggles with like seizures and fits but dont we all sometimes , fall ? 

so the greatest thing i been through is laying in a coma for a month and then recover in retirement

awkward , powerless and fearless