cartwheels

when i wore eighteen , i got enlightened

about my diagnos , epilepsy 

before that i lived in a fantasy 

believed i could do everything 

but i had to rethink my way of living

and accept myself as epileptic 

i mean i love it when i wore a kid 

and got away from school to go hospital 

ok not hospital , but the meetings just stay around 

1- 2 hours , so it wasnt that hard to deal with 

nowdays i am more safe and sound , with my medication 

i even study abroad in Brighton for a half year which i never fought possible

have around 120 meds a week but whatever and went world aroud twice with my mom 

ok .. i still got things i struggles with like seizures and fits but dont we all sometimes , fall ? 

so the greatest thing i been through is laying in a coma for a month and then recover in retirement

awkward , powerless and fearless