a letter to a carrier ( i do write letters lol )

i will never forget how you thought my dress my cute 

i remember how awkward but yet found in you some comfort

how you are the kindest man i ever met , and with grace like that 

i wonder how your parents raised somebody that is so , perfect 

with hands of a nurse and clever like an doctor  

loyal as a friend and strength  of a soldier 

that what i saw , fell for 

and i like how you got my heart doing catapults 

cartwheels , straight into you the first day 

i guess i kinda obvious with my feelings , like an x ray 

but i like how you read me through like a chart 

i feel kinda a comfort in that 

while i try to find some healing 

i forgot about the , healing 

i remember when i throw up 

in your masculine hands 

how you help me wash up 

from the mess i made 

i thought it wore faith

how you help me with outfits

became my daily stylist 

and make up artist

did you hear how much heart , beat

when you touch my upper lip 

you knew , where i my secrets . keep

i must admit you made me feel like i wore a big deal

but i really felt like a  supermodel 

thanks to you , and thats why i always will love you 

why got the effort , time 

because trust me i know how i felt to be decline 

by relatives and even though it dont bother  me know 

once upon a time it did but that i can i live with 

i just wanted to say that i think you beautiful 

person , soul , brain and you shall maintain

but your heart what got me stuck 

yeah thanks for being my rock 

there at the retirement 

i recall how much i hated my helmet 

thought i look so stupid in it 

but somehow you didnt seem to mind it 

i always wore a bit shy around you 

how you always had to wipe up my shit ( lol ) 

because you wore so clever and i always said something wrong

but somehow we got along and i like that 

i hated that you wore some handsome but secretly is wore quite awesome

to have a dude taking care of me , kinda like a boyfriend bot not

and this where when i begin to plot 

you as  a character haha