humble

i  am sorry if i judge you for being 

shouldnt do that i know and what i read 

you seem like an humble human being

somebody that is grounded and i just thought 

everyone in Los Angels had no morals 

just because i read things on some bloody tabloids

back in the days , but know this , i never apologies 

but you actually seem to have a great self awareness 

about the world and i dont know a lot about you 

but i guess you respect you privacy so i try  to be secrecy

because i respect you as an person way to much to blow your cover 

but seriously i think i have already done it with my not so discrete poetry 

all i want to tell is i learn a lot from you , like how much you love nature 

we kinda similar like that because i was brought up on my nans farm 

and always thought you wore the man , not that i know you but though of ya 

doesnt all stars love their fans , because their wore their reason they name is shine in spotlight 

but i also think you are cool person or the the idea of ya 

because frankly i havent been around that many people , just hang around hospital

and it might seem cool with all the doctors and nurses but to be honest but i prefer , ya 

yeah  i recall how i became bullied from my relatieve and they made me think i was worth nothing 

but just with a like  , heart i recall i remember i am something , yeah always loved school but people treated me like an fool just because i shook so much an draw outside the lines at art class so i had to change , class basically move all over the country , tried to runaway from the label but some how it stick but friends never did , yeah i am kinda protective from the world but i dont want to fall out because thats all i seem to do , so i am sorry if am hopeless , awkward and coward , if we get along like sweet and sour but i like to chat with you and even if i am a bit shy working on it and some we manage to get throught all the chatroom tantrums , me with all my fits and seizure but i guess that music wore my cure