health risk but is on my wish list

the say im am a health risk
its a balance act and dont know
how to react when it comes to feelings and love
so i settle with third wheel , its cool i like to observe
people dont talk about my disorder , im not what you order
delicate and fragile but im raw and real and this isnt a Warner Brother
life has real complications , fears but i like the way you always come over
whenever im down , i might not be in the town but im there in spirit
and im sorry if i appeared with a fit in the chatroom but i am got strong medications
you have to deal with some tantrum , now and then  - we could just hang , talk or write
i can do that forever and i know you always ... deliver and this year i am about to become a giver
more about the self love and support , you know who i talk about - dont ya ?