you are my best character

 i hate how i all i do is fall 
out of wheelchairs and into characters

is to occupied with not dying , try to begin living

how it feel like not be able crying you heart out 

because everyone know you shall be happy you are alive

that you survived ,  give them a " fake smile " but feel empty inside 

yeah i remember it all , how i went around being scared for the downfall 

is it weird i like retirement and hospitals , the doctors , surgeons ,  nurses 

the staff that became with time , the one i always have one call 

away , yeah i remember how i met you there at the recovery 

how i Discovery my new character in that carrier 

how you had the moral like a solider , clever like a doc

and i remember i fell in to you because you wore so damn , hot

how you pick me up like an cat and i wore like  perfect 

you  wore a seed in need , how you help me with my meds and that is a good deed 

never met a men like that , yeah i think you might be close to perfect 

and those eyes got me forgot about stars and that tells a lot who you are 

yeah i remember every wakeup call woré like and how i fall 

into you out of the wheelchair , into that carrier 

it wore so awkward - like being drunk on a festival

( i imagine ) 

but it wore like the best time ever