the pacemaker

you make me heart go out sync so much i have to operate a pacemaker

to stimulate it, to prevent a fit and its kinda funny that you gave me that heart

when i am been liking you from far since you wore this a big superstar

and its a bit ridiculous just by thinking of how much energy

and since that chat, i have been getting a power bar

filled with up the tank and i hope you do know what people you mean

that people like me who rarely get their dreams come true

it can be a small thing, an action but life have a funny way to connect

and it tells a lot about your mind, morals and intellect

how you reach out to a girl that is sick and basically on the way to extinguish

i guess it was i like most about you and why i have decide to make you my friend

know i tend to romance this plot line but seriously is to good to deny

off all the guys that have applied

to become my friend no one stick around but you seem to do

when they know the true, say they stay but it was all lied

but i decide to became to give you a chance

what is the worst that can happen

because all i want to be friends

an i guess you to ?



ps . we both know who this is about and i feel bad for not texting but i will its just im very insecure an dont really let people in because i dont want to hurt them if they know about my condition but then i realize i am not with a condition in this world lol , and i kinda ship this friendship and think its worthy to keep and think if somebody give you a number i should probably call back . i hope you take this apology to your heart like i did with your alert x



also i have really weird titles on my poems . lol