loyal as a puppy

he probably used to yes but i where hell to the no
didnt meant to come across like that but nobody is perfect
i always been running from my problems but in that dm
there where something that mat sense in this madness
and since that day i try my best to function
you make me loyal to my medication
and i got 120 of them but i really in the long hall
if i could take it back i would but you caught me in a fit sorry for it
maybe you are the one the person who trigger them
i dont know but eveything with us is so surreal i dont know how to feel
he say im a trouble maker , a heartbreaker in making - the worst part
he is right so try to delete the memories , erase and say to myself it just wore a phase
but how can you get over somebody that is apart of your recovery , a way to heel
a way to deal , not much of a party girl but when the dj put on your music i get on the dancefloor
because you my jam and i hear you wherever i am , you leave trace in the sand and have been in every city i been , wonder if you stood where i stand , looked up at that tourist sight in the daylight
take like 100 phographs of it to settle with the the 101 , are you that kinda friend ?
i always been the girl who drop friends because over my meds , i take like 120 of them but you the best person i ever met and its weird i met you over internet , thank god you got that music of yours
and i have a playlist that i consider , ours and i dont really why she ran but i get why she stay - its kinda why i do , but not - loyalty , sorry if im sometimes are a bitch but i will never be a snitch
to you because you that guy , the chosen one and i have feeling that this story just have begun
maybe you like im not chase you around for clout , perhaps i just like have you around
whatever we are , you my lucky star