the neighbor

i went to this boarding school once 

to study the art of a broken heart 

what could become an chapter of romance

the setting wore competing 

about his attention but i don't 

because i didnt knew what i want 

i could feel the pressure of be the best 

so i begun the starve and went down 

around 16 kilos a winter 

and my heart never felt that bitter  

become an pure agony and pain

could see my own ribs and was longing for some chrisps 

all for a guy that would become my first heart break 

when he said that im wore a retard and label me sick 

before i ever did and boys like that i cant hang with 

because they must understand im more then im illness

an label , that im that hospital princess

and know i realize you wore just a chapter , not the end

cant justify my actions but damn it you shall know your actions have reactions ...