the retirement

i always knew you care 

i could tell in the way you stare 

kinda like how our story begin 

and slowly you made me replace him

chapter two and now its all about you 

i kinda like that 

how every sentence goes back to the retirement

i recall i wore so tired but when i met you i got full of excitement

and got knock of my wheelchair and how you pick me up like an au pair 

i remember everyone there , how the elder ladies nag about the what they watch

and how loud they had on the television ,  which wasnt a perfect combination 

when it comes to my epilepsy but then i got lost in my inspiration 

really did not care because mom always told me be nice to older 

so that grew my heart fonder and my strength , stronger 

i recall how you mix my meds like an local barterer 

and i think you are my best carrier 

that i ever met and never will forget 

i recall  i how you you pick my outfit 

like you wore a bloody stylist 

and touch my upper lip 

like an makeup makeup artist 

the intimacy of it all

and i always thought you wore the smartest 

so i hated to go departed in the darkest 

times but i quess we have to wait to the sun , shines