thousend years of coma

 i  was like drop dead and bang my head 

to the floor , the minutes wore crucial

i know my life sound like a freaking , musical

might not be as functional but its very fictional 

very entertaining , expect for the people who complaining 

can see it in their eyes , the way they watch me handle myself 

but i do my best managing myself 

and that is all you can ask for somebody , yeah i recall i lay on the ground 

exposed for the world , mostly my neighbors and felt so embarrassed 

technicality i didn't  because i went in thousand years of coma 

it felt at least but wore a month and waking up wore like heavent sent 

yeah i recall Jocke , Kristian and Martian swiping by in the white coats

i thought they wore like Angels and the nurses there wore cutieopies 

like Sofia who listen to same music on me  and  watch my instagram 

and i went through the pictures and told her abouut them , it become

easier to get back to my normal voice like that , i remember how i went in to hospital 

in the beginning of the panedemi , end came out from it ..... in a month 

so much i learnt ,like being humble to myself and loving myself 

 yeah it wore an really hard experience being at hospital 

how i wore  like fell out my wheelchair and in to my carrier 

this wore wore there the new chapter begun 

the chapter of love , war and sickness 

and mosly how i try to conquer my illness