close to heaven

i recall how i fall 

and end up in the hospital

how i wore in coma in a month 

how the surgery came cut deep 

just to keep 

how i got vip treatment at retirement

when i went there to recover 

and how close we wore to become , lover 

kinda sad those days are , over 

remember how i fell out my wheelchair 

when i saw my new carrier 

how  i climb up on him and in the bed 

how you made my checks , red 

the way you handle me so carefully

because you knew you have to be fragile with love

and how i got insecuries with being bald but you did  not care

so after a while you made me feel like an supermodel

it wore pretty awesome dude 

how you paint my lips like they wore yours 

and style me like an make up artist and stylist

i recall how you sounded like an recording artist

and how i kept my eyes shoot when you came to wake me up

because you have the greatest voice i ever heard 

how you deliver my meds like an bartender , like an entertainer

that i forgot i wanted go abroad because your eyes got that ocean eyes blue 

and i had no idea i when i came , i would begin to write about you 

remember how you made my favorite food of chicken roll - i consider this 

my first date mate , the timing wore not perfect but then again - for me it was because i got an friend   

( never change )