matisse

never thought i would find somebody that would kill my darling

but somehow i fell out my wheelchair and into your cair like an au pair

remember it like yesterday how i hit the floor of you sliding in through the door 

how you catch my breathe when our eyes met and i think i never will forget 

was soaking up every inch of you 

remember how i was trying figure out a  monologue , during the night was wondering

how happy how you gave slide in and gave an fresh start new start and dialogue   

and i dont want to brag but i think i just think had the carrier 

convisedence , i think not

 but you always help me with that next 

like how you would end up in my text 

you like drop dead gorgeous

 and my stay at the retirement wore a worldwind 

nothing i wanted to leave behind 

never in my life i thought i would thought i met 

somebody that is an expertise 

when it comes to this 

and you made  me 

... Matisse 

amazing aesthetic and makes me feel so poetic 

from the way you slide in to pick me up 

smells just like beans and how you twirl me around 

in me that wheelchair , how you brush my hair'

and make me feel like the cutest 

you know are dope to cope 

to handle with this situation 

from the way become my makeup artist  

to when you pick out my outfits 

everything on my wishlist

how you become my personal stylist 

and thing on my bucket list 

but i also knew how awkward it wore 

feeling like it was quite in a blur 

which quite absurd 

being take care so well you think it was love

but realize you wore a employee 

and i was like fuck this guy will destroy me 

when you whip me ass i wore like it this guy is a badass 

and i fell out of my wheelchair into your care and you pick me up like a au pair 

the intimacy of  living in the retirement but you made me felt heaven , sent 

i remember how i watch your eyes like it wore television 

how you watch mine and tried to figure out my condition

yeah you left a mark at my broken heart and i recall we ran in corridor

shot gun to the medicine cabinet and i remember how i notice you wore so talented

i like our banters and pick ups and i love how you made me archive 

beyond my belief and how you call me enchantenced , babe that's how you dismantle 

how you made me realize life is an battle , mentally and physically 

even if you are crippling you might be clever so do better