krossade mina tabletter som du krossade mina drömmar , men finns det en så finns de flera är det inte så de säger . och jag fattar att det inte fanns en plats för mig ditt liv , för du har allt det där , studentliv men du missade en riktig bra tjej och jag tror att det är du som kommer ångra dig , när vi äldre , kommer inte vilja se dig men finns alltid tillgänglig , här tror fortfarande att du kommer bli en bra doktor , far , var en bra en bror men förtillfälligt tar jag paus mellan Christian och mig , så jag kan utveckla en ny karaktär och förmodligen och gå och bli kär , i . men tills nu we are on a break . probably wont last forever though lol
the story about how i found epilepsy and acceptance within . ps . a lot of fan girling x ( health activist )
onsdag 29 september 2021
ÄCKLIGT SNYGGT
i saw it in my dream
urban outfit model
you are in mine heartbeat , lift me up and make levitate , walk step by step - and you are an V.I.P for me , dont know why you add me but i like how you help me through the journey , recovery . all the others have been banned , there is nobody else from now because you are my man , friend and and greatest supporter ( and i like how you look like an urban outfit with inch of Gillette silhouette , absolute stunning ) everyone know you are an winner , in every way but i prefer that intellect and mature that you only read about guys about books
tisdag 28 september 2021
ODE TO FINLAND
he looks like an silhouette from Gillette , well groomed of his exes . dont get why they talk shit , maybe you dont see a good thing when you have it . yeah , he is the best one i ever met , mature and wise who help me with , advice in life because i dont really got an hang on it , down for it and you are so sweet like honey and i really like you got heart is soft like an mumin , how this chapter is better then once upon the time and how the hell did you become , mine ? you such an smooth talker that you make me stronger and i like that feeling . to day i went out my wheelchair for like 10 years , baby steps and went like 10 feet ( with help with my awesome mom ) but this is the power of music of you , it make me , levitating . lit . and it an pretty awesome feeling .
måndag 27 september 2021
club land
söndag 26 september 2021
from far
i wore falling flat but never mind that , after misery comes victory and i am now on my victory lap ( in my head ) never had a lot of friends , sickness took away my joy and never really got time to go on dates with a boys . but music always been healing , from the feeling of being not secluded , with the earplug in everything become like an dream , i become superwomen ( with epilepsy in my fantasy ) and could do everything , and to be honest writers are people how them to them to them self , so i wore like its ok you dont have to dig me , but you can stand my presence . to be fair , i read somewhere celebs are your fans and i stick with that because i like the stars , they kinda remind me of wherever you are - you look at me and it kinda safe to have friends on distance - that was i thought when i grew up , and always looked up to stars and dident thought they had any problem . but maybe they do being surrounded by fake people , clout chasing people and getting sued thought i knew much when i observe it all from far but know i just realize you far from a star , you are an human
fiction or fantasy , heaven or hell - i am in limbo
his older and so mature . i like that because i kinda need somebody with experience of life , telling me stories about life . he got plenty on his mind , go ahead trollbind me , i trade one of mine to your - make an deal , whats going on its that head of his , i know he got plenty of girls trollbinds , but i bet their nobody quite like me who add you to my collection of my boys i write about , i think he is quite unreal and dont know how to feel ? is this fiction or fantasy , i have a reputation for make guys comeback when i not want them knocking , like they got an radar or something but this guy , seems better then a daydream and cant be an nightmare because i can tell in his words , he care ( and thats rare )fiction or fantasy , heaven or hell - i am in limbo , just floating on thin air of the things you said
trollbind me with his mind
i like the way you trollbind me with his words , say things i never heard , sorry if i cant tell them back - someday i probably will , i just have to be assure how i "feel " sometimes when i feel down i put on music because it remind me about those heavenly skies , nights in ibiza neon lights - you probably dident see me but i wore there in the audience , no way i wore missing out the the performance i look forward for like , several month - it wore lit , how i get " lit " on environment , and i knew nothing with me sound logic but its hard to be when you be in presence of magic
PRIORITES
lördag 25 september 2021
trollmind me like the moon and stars
he looks like an silhouette from Gillette , well groomed of his exes . dont get why they talk shit , maybe you dont see a good thing when you have it . i can tell his soul is golden , heart is one of an kind and that you got an beautiful mind . the best a man can get ( more like woman ) and i really like how you trollbind me with your lyrics when you pull me up , pick me up like an teacup . you always be my ear worm and i really love that you have the control over me . how you seem so humble and down to earth beyond my believe - because i know what you achieve and i like the though that heaven remind me of you , you like the moon watching over me like a spotlight and the stars is danicing in the night
fredag 24 september 2021
heart alert
he looks like an silhouette from Gillette , well groomed of his exes - now i can write about you in my texts . never get why they run from an good time , and how you only got one song about you , well i will edit the truth and can give you the credit . Yes i dont do getaway cars , in bouncy cars and my life is kinda of chain , ache and pain but nothing heals me like music and the power within it is magical , its the best this girl can get and i have no idea how you drop in my chest but i plan to invest
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golden soul
beyond titles
torsdag 23 september 2021
support me like a surround system
never used to be adored , loved but you have an way to surround me with love like an surround system , support system and yes you say it but i am not sure i can tell it , yet . never shown love more from stars above , yeah i learn early to be loyal to an fan because they always treat me like an pop princess but i know i am better as an friend ( but dont friend zone me please ) you are my make a wish , i wore to old to send for , the last thing in my bucket list and the only thing that give me , that feeling of healing . i get seduce by your musi your words , things i never heard , how you play me like a house of card and suddenly i become you queen of heart . dont know how you do it
thank god you public
they say he is the man of the year , he is the man of my life . bootlegs , heartbeats , skips and sample beats like i do to blood samples . Everywhere around the hospital i am surrounded by you . how you make me drop and stand up , if only for some sec and how seem so mature , everything i am not but i do know how to catch an man apparently , so lost in life but i find something in you and thank you , i wore lit half way up to heaven , one foot in the grave when you call out my name ( in a dream that i had during coma , everything tend to get more visual then ) but i am reclamin you the guy that did me better and i like how you became carrier - best time ever )
just like that
is it hard to make real connections , deeper by this age ? everything get mixed up and kinda hate that . how people meddle , when i just try to keep an conservation going , how ever song remind me about ya now , and how will i be able to fall in love when you are an constant repeat of the guy i always met with , how you saw what i wore underneath and understood my illness better then i , yeah . i wore broken for like an half year and then you comeback . just like that
Take My Breath
OH MAN
he probably have an long list with girls his kissed , the reputation is his lips is very kissable and of course you memorable , you got an honorable in my diary and hopefully i mean something in your journey . Got hooked but mom , blocked ( how rude ) this flat have never seem so imperfect but its full with antidotes like how i always died in that corner and fell out the wheelchair and broke an tooth , yet again , ( oh man ) how i broke to many feet and how the hospital become to sound like an bootleg . how i lost my mom for like an month , dident care at all because i hang around with , djs ...
SIX FEET UNDER
falling apart
4 element
frankensteins bride
maybe im in the hospital wing
perhaps in a hospital gown
but the way you make me feel
is like i more than of a condition
not only DNA , germs , and genetic code
that i not only got that bad chromosome
injected like i wore rejected from birth
nah your music is my medicine
and you paint up a dream
you must be Frankenstein
but you sure made me your bride
the way your music made me alive
third wheel
dont do romance , you know
im not that type who fall in love
better then gillette
onsdag 22 september 2021
Wireless
i remember when i wore like breaking my feet just before i attend his gig, god , i hate my freaking leg . love to dance but cant . dont know how i cant make stars fall like this , i am the only one that is able to fall .i miss guys and gigs and remember how you wore my wildest dreams , now you just my wildest dms . had flowers from that dude , and an note it made me suspicious , curious and maybe you are the one you say are , i had to think of you less like an star and more like an an human . i wonder which stars is still are here , after this corona directions left and which have been replaced , but you never will be " replace " now i got an taste of something i never thought somebody wore able to offering but when my mom almost have to buy a coffin , you slide in like the wildest dms and got me through it , help me manage it , when life goes left , you find a way out ... somehow
USHUAIA
he look like an Gillette model , best a woman can get . Hands up for your performance and you got quite an audience , look so stylish in billboard and you are my honorable mention " dont know you caption " my heart , when i wore six feet under , grab my had and made me levitate for only some min , think i am more when i am hit the dancefloor , but when i hit the dance floor , i am first in , last out - jumping in the mash pit and think ever hit he deliver , is about me " they must be right , mum " . and i have not felt like this since , i wore nine
just an appreciate post about how i found my acceptance
one day you in , next day you out
he got the beat and make me skip repeat . not much of standing but for you i am dancing . always tend to drop it low like that cardi , sorry if i am not that graceful like , Ari but i sure know how to stop a party . i am like notorious for go home with ambulance , and how the hell will i found some romance when one day you in , next day you out but one thing shall dont chase clout ,thats not what i am all about . i am my own clout and people shall chase me ,, thats my philosophy .
in the music room
edit correct and make it perfect
torsdag 29 april 2021
wild n out
the only on that tap me
add me , yeah you can have me
fredag 8 november 2019
rock n rolla
not story how in your web got caught
áll i been trying my best to swipe left
but then you came around , turn me around
like a recond player and it was the game changer
you got that special magic how to portrayed
whats plain and dull , made it all rock n roll
and it turn me on being your friend
simple like that , nothing more , nothing less
i like being friends and i like how you recommend
music for me , do you like my like poems like i love those dms ?
onsdag 28 juli 2021
always treat people a little , kinder
tisdag 1 juni 2021
stage dive in your eyes
lördag 29 maj 2021
HUGGIES N PAMPERS
torkade mig med dom där , huggies
måndag 5 april 2021
spit it out on the billboard
dance party
his lips embrace me like an sound system and i bet he kissed many , hard to tell if he want to be friendly because he is so handy . i love the way touch me up like an makeup artist . How i always know where to found you , Billboard chart number one and i really love to get down , have an party all by my own . All dressed in my fanciest outfit but nowhere to go but what does it when you got music . the rhyme make me come through retirement after i wore heaven sent , thought i wore , like heavent sent ... again . the feeling is healing and to not be able to stand up , from the wheelchair but you make me level up , like levitate . if only for some seconds when i spin that record but that is worth it .
follow the stars
his lips embrace me like an sound system , look kinda like an daydream and i think i am drowning myself in his aftershave and love how he look at the rave . yeah , sorry mom but i have cave . forget about her rules , they are old school . i am all about modern love . platonic friendship , if i dont decide to play for keep , which i hardly do but there something with you that makes me come around , maybe its because you the perfect sound system or maybe you just the man of my dream . how you have a hold of my heart like i wore yours , oh man , i wore already sold since i buy your first record and know i am just , follow the stars and , dident thought it took me a wonderful human
a fiction story about surviving
surround system
step by step
bravery
i know you are an subscriber to this survivor . i have been through pain , loss , heartache but mostly i find my purpose . how i wore down on life , crawl up and find the guiding light. hotter then hell but made some music at sound cloud for a month , loss my mama somewhere and my relatives dident even care , that i almost died . what a fucked up family tree do i got , know that nobody is perfect but they should even sent an text , wonder if i been an angel sent ? not like i am one , but this is how it feels to me , like i am always sorry for something , hello i survived recovering and i dont apologies for that takes bravery
beyond the title
cali dreams
he got cali dreams and i cant get that made my poems come true through writing about you . have those vitamin c eyes and is kinder than an surprise egg , i remember how i got feeling for you when i woke up from coma and had an dance party at the ward , after a while when i practice and learnt that whats go down always comes around and i have no idea how i feel this safe sound in this place like i wore in a Panic room , but i really do enjoy chat with you and excuse my tantrum and fits , i just deliver them like you deliver hits ...
research for something
cut the knife and save a live
tisdag 21 september 2021
Gillette model
gillette modellen
han är typ en Gillette model
kände mig så ful men i dina ögon
var jag en Venus model
GRÄDD NOS
han är typ en Gillette model
kände mig så ful men i dina ögon
var jag en Venus model
vänskapsboken
han är typ en Gillette model
kände mig så ful men i dina ögon
var jag en Venus model
down in the book
tro inte du är något för du liver levet , försöker få livet undanstökat , rider så snabbt i min rullstol att jag fall ut när ser ut någon jag kanske gillar , har aldrig hängt med killar men du är män , och du blev mer än karaktär och vän . kommer ihåg hur du hjälpte mig upp efter alla hade sparkat på mig , ja du fick mig så lätt , jag tror mitt liv är komplett ... nu . jag ser hur du springer som en grabb , look som en tonårsgrabb men du är mogen som en man , och du studerar min kropp som en student , suger in din look för jag har en hemlighet " you get down in the book "