antidote in my life

 I remember how you wrap and made me felt 
the comfort  of my grandpa blue blanket

gave me my pink ugly doll so i could fall 

in sleep , remember how i was trying to figure out 

our monologue , during the night was wondering  

next dialogue but it wore always such a struggle 

finding the next sentence until you help me with the text

convisedence , i think not 

how i fell out my wheelchair into your care 

that's how we first met , i will never forget 

... will you ?

how you clean my body from all the scars

i remember how much i hated this barrier 

the intimacy of being in your company

not knowing what say , if i wore able my  hand away 

i recall you become my makeup artist

 stylist basically everything on my wishlist

when you whip me ass i wore like this guy is a badass 

and i fell out of my wheelchair into your care and you pick me up like a au pair 

the intimacy of  living in the retirement but you made me felt heaven , sent 

i remember how i watch your eyes like it wore television 

how you watch mine and tried to figure out my condition

yeah you left a mark at my broken heart and i recall we ran the wall 

how the first impression of me wore how you pick me up from the floor 

i felt so awkward in yours arms but then i realize you wore an badass , nurse 

and i wore like life could be worse 

yeah i felt so dapper in my pammers 

remember how i had nothing to do 

so i begin to write about you 

like i always do