gloves off

 I remember how you wrap and made me felt 

the comfort  of my grandpa blue blanket

gave me my pink ugly doll so i could fall 

in sleep , remember how i was trying to figure out 

our monologue , during the night was wondering  

next dialogue but it wore always such a struggle 

finding the next sentence until you help me with the text

convisedence , i think not 

how you become my makeup artist , stylist basically everything on my wishlist

when you whip me ass i wore like this guy is a badass 

and i fell out of my wheelchair into your care and you pick me up like a au pair 

the intimacy of  living in the retirement but you made me felt heaven , sent 

i remember how i watch your eyes like it wore television 

how you watch mine and tried to figure out my condition

yeah you left a mark at my broken heart and i recall we ran the wall 

how the first impression of me wore how you pick me up from the floor 

i felt so awkward in yours arms but then i realize you wore an badass , nurse 

thinking life could be so much worse 

did you knew you i begin to go church because of that almighty touch 

yeah i remember you look and how i run with it 

made you a character in my blog , yeah you draw scars around my heart

how you thought i needed to go hospital but i never wanted to leave these environment 

the retirement , who grew on me like a flower and i can never shower you with enough

words , yeah i like how you slide in my world so unexpected - it felt like a house of madness 

magic , full of panic but i kinda born into,it and grown to love it . i hate the isolation with an condition

that people dont like really like hang with people like me , even if disable or invisible

never diss a person with a disability because you never knew what they cable 

of

and everyone knows a people  who gone through shit wear gloves off

manage go through life with smile and comeback , even if takes some time