solkatt

 han sveper in likt en katt 

 har lämnat solkatter på väggen

 så han alltid har ett vakat öga på mig 

 hur han jogglar med mina medicin burkar

 som de var öl burkar 

 så chill och relax han får mig glömma ibiza 

 när han delar en pizza och jag spelar mig i has ögon

 kan vi säga att jag vart knockad , att den här killen rockar 

 

trasdockan

 du får mig att älska min mig fast jag en trasdocka 

 får mig att känna mig som en supermodel 

 även än om  jag ser ut som jag gör 

 jag hörde från en vän att du har är hjärta som berör 

 var tvungen att checka in och ditt hjärtslag kan förstöra eller , beröra 

 du är en av på miljonen , vart överallt men fann dig på Garnisolen

 finner det lite roligt att du var en 10  av 10 men ändå hjälpte mig 

 och gave me that a place in the sun , där jag var med alla gamlingar 

men ibland kan främlingar vara bättre än släktingar 

och det vet du , hur du lyfte mig , hjälpte mig och blev min hjälpande hand

därför är sjukhuset mina vänner och äldre hemmet , vårdhemmet påminner om 

barndomshemmet , du klädde mig likt än stylist och sminkade mig som än makeup artist

hur du swipade dina fingrar över mina läppar , så intimt och fint 

kommer ihåg hur jag spydde i dina händer , gör det att vi är vänner 

jag vet aldrig +

bondekatt

 du får mig spinna som en katt 

 tänk att jag var avundsjuk på en bondkatt 

 men kanske är det för jag ville ligga i dina armar

 avundsjuk för att hon fick alla dina kramar 

 men du smeker mig här så jag bryr mig inte om du är 

 kär i annan katt , om  jag ska lägga mig plank 

 för någon annan men det är inte personen jag är 

 jag kommer ha dig nära även om det tär 

you give me a story and i made it to poetry

 an open road have never seem so close

when you locked behind those doors

 i remember i wore scared in the beginning 

 wonder is this how i shall be living ? 

 then you enter my room and i wore kinda numb

 fell like a wheel out the truck

 how you pick me up with your gentle hands 

 this wore when we became , friends 

 dont ever forget who i am

 the girl who ran out of control , crash in you with my wheelchair

 and so you became my character and i knew you would be my fave caretaker

 the way you stroke my spine like an guitar and how you are my favorite local star 

 i been looking all over the town for somebody like him but i think you might be a daydream

 and i know you will take the bar because i know your heart , mind and soul  and this is why you became my main character . how you got the morals of an soldier , never live an man behind 

those guys are kinda hard to find , but i like the way i crash into you - you give me a story to talk about and i know you sis would be pride for the human you are because you better then an , star 

the best friends i got in retirement ( hospital )

i know it killed me for a while 

but everyone know i nearly die 

when i fall in love , get crushed 

recall how the ambulance rushed 

into my help before it wore to late 

i wore lay in hospital bed in a month

dident able to talk , write but i understand 

it all mum and  i , had a secret langue 

a push meant with the hand meant no 

one meant yes and one miracle day 

i woke up and saw , a guy that looked liked Zedd

i like how the nurses treated me so kimd 

help me to get chat like sofia , we chat about my travelgram

and how martin brain my hair the last the day there and we chat 

about music , he dident like mine the only we had in common 

wore like oasis - and i wore impressed by joakims tattoos at the arm

then i went to the retirement where i met christian , elin , susanna , sussana

ebba och josifine - you might think i have no friends but  the best friends i got 

in retirement because they basically saved my life 

distance friends are best

i remember when felt 

there in the retirement

out of my wheelchair 

and straight into my carrier 

yeah , how you stroke my spine

and how your eyes wore like an old glass of wine 

full of wisdom and there wore here i begin to make an kingdom

the way you look at me and pat me like an cat made me feel perfect 

even if i broken 1000 parts but you never broke my heart 

because i learn that this bridge is burn 

take and take , but always break 

left me stranding in hospital all over and over 

dont even reconize me when i am falling  over 

yeah you are a sucky person 

and awful human 

think i have no deserve of friends 

but i got all lot of thems 

just because i never introduce them to you 

it dont mean they dont exist 

living abroad , dont you know the best people are distance 

to my friends

dont know if i be back soon 

but i know that i love you to the moon

are you comfortable with that 

i recall how i met the most beautiful faces

at the inn , had the most fun times at loxdale 

this wore the days i would come to cherish 

and i hope you dont will , vanish 

but these poems are my postcards

to my friends 

to those who left a mark in heart 

i tend to make into art 

how u treat my nan

are you proud how you bre ak my heart 

but i am learned from the past to not dwell on it

who need people that are sucky when there are people can stitch you together

if you only know what your mother said to me before she died , is that really pride 

over how i live my life and i dont deserve you point you all the flaws i got 

because i already knew them , you not even my friend 

why are you try to worm yourself in again 

just because you wanted an helping hand 

its pathetic because you never wore there for me

when i hardly could walk , never had any friend 

shamed to introduce and i know that you have lose 

a good friend in me and relative , and it broke my heart 

how to see you treat nan because i,wore ¨her biggest fan 

she is not a slave , and cash cow even if she lives on a farrm 

but you took her for all she got , worth - i know because i am observe 

he treat me like when i wore a falling star

you treat me like a star that you make me an falling star 

been looking for you in every damn bar 

and every guy with long hair remind me about him

sometimes i wonder if it all an dream 

how you wipe me clean from the nightmare

brush me up with some make up 

touch my face and why is this feeling so hard to replace 

you just an student but you the greatest 

never met someone that treat so gentle 

and i think you are a superman in that mantle 

how you pick out my pills from the medicine cabine

do you know you are my dream 

i sure you pass the bar because you wore born a star 

local one and when i fell for you i knew i wore safe and sound 

please dont change  , you made me realize i am not a failure 

i just tend to fall of nature 

you made me feel like a poem

once upon a time in the retirement

there wore a princess with her Birkins

got locked in because she looked like a queen

fell for that king , because he wore an awesome human being 

remember how i fell out the wheelchair into  that carrier 

when i looked up i saw an angel , glimts of an giant

appearance wore angelic and he got an look liked an supermodel

but heart like an role model which what i prefer 

how he brush her up , with makeup and made her level up 

made her feel like an daydream and poem

even though i had no hair you really dident care 

and thats what i like about you 

how you had such an sympathy and empathy 

remember i draw a kingdom in your eyes 

full of wisdom and made you the the knight 

since that day because i always comeback to you when i write 

i dont know how you did treat me better then celebrities

but i think i found my loyal star in that carrier 

t

honorable human being

 he got a way that make my pulse rise 

 still remember those heavenly blue skies

 that became my fall 

 how i went out of control 

 flied off the wheelchair and into that carrier

 so embarrassed but he treat me like an princess

 it wore marvelous ,  an i know you would be my new king 

 the new chapter because you just an honorable human being 

 i never met a person like this , not even the doctors i work with 

 but i can tell you beautiful underneath , body and soul 

 can you tell you became my starring role ? 

 i hope you will because you kinda a big deal  

the bucketlist

 he touch me up like we wore a couple 

 how you paint me like an supermodel

 since that nothing been this simple 

 picking out the colors and style myself right 

 like you did everyday , like a stylist 

 i remember thinking you must be an makeup artist 

 did you know you got  an own playlist 

 and you the first thing and last on my bucket list 

superman

 he wear an stethoscope around his neck and i like the way he grab my back

 he look so handsome as he glide in my room that morning and boys like you need a warning

 because there goes the boom in my chest and how you knock me out the feet and suddenly i am lay on the floor , i have named you je dior - do you mind if i call that because you all me fell like perfect 

when you style me pampers , and know that is my favorite outfits - how you cover the fits 

and maybe this is Maybelline but i love how touch up and brush me up like i wore meant to be yours 

never met somebody smooth , that i wanted have in the kissing booth but this wore not the place or time 

but i like how you painted my lips and made my hips , sway - made me accept me for who i am

thats the traits of a superman  , spider-man and he build me up like an doctor but he just an , student

he got a hands of nurse and is loyal like an soldier - follow you like an puppy like i follow you like a groupie , 

öss

jag vill ta dig där det bästa kaffet rostas 

hört att det är bättre än Costa 

ta och boka en biljett till Rio 

allt är så exotisk där borta 

och du skulle se så het 

i en  Hawaii Skjorta

stå där under palmerna 

men annars kan vi dra till Capetown 

 och see på elefanterna 

 köra in i lejonburen 

 och du är som klippt och skuren 

 att hänga med mig det här 

 fan att jag gjorde allt med mamma 

 och inte killen som jag gick och blev kär 

 kanske vi skulle hänga på ibiza , natten lång 

 lyssna till kygo och sjunga allsång 

jag tittar i smyg på dig men du hela tiden vet 

för jag är inte så jävla diskret 

varför är du så jävla perfekt 

med ditt änglahår 

jag kan inte dansa 

får ja stå på dina tår 

åker till tokyo och blir tokiga i stan

här skulle jag kunna mer än en dan

hänger i Seoul och på Gangnam

får de bästa bilderna på instagram

för allt för instagram

jag visar dig brighton och vart jag studerat 

ser en festival i london och kommer tillbaks till Sverige 

och är som chockad av hur livet rockade 

men kanske var det bara i min fantasi där det var vi 

my little carebear

i recall how i fell out my wheelchair 

and into that caretaker , he pick me up 

like an aupair , how he always handed my teddy bear

how you became my little care bear 

you bring me cloud nine 

and our place is on sound cloud

hopefully i see you ya around 

i remember how you put some gloss 

in just the privacy of us 

it felt like heaven 

and the way i stumble on my sentence 

but you help me out with it was like the glove fit 

perfect 

i wonder how you become that beautiful 

inside and out , do you friends know anything about me 

do you know i never felt that worthless but you made me priceless

the way you brush me up with make up and made me level up 

its ok that for me if you dont like me i just think you , heavenly 

when you wash me clean is like you make me forget about the disability 

and that is what kinda friend you are , an local star that got that - ability 

to pick me up together in pieces and i think you are better then an celebrity 

dont be a set up

 the truth with love is is nobody really get in my zone ¨

 wonder why i am stuck in the friends zone 

 can we keep it platonic 

 one thing you gotta know with love 

 it that i am all about that self love 

 health care and body empowerment

 dont touch me if you wont back up 

 every word you say , dont be a set up 

   

since that day we are friends

his eyes remind me of a kingdom 

and his heart is my prison , oh god why is he so  handsome 

with morals of an soldier , dont let an man behind 

but the most beautiful thing is his mind 

i just wanna soak up of that cleverness 

and i am so proud of being his patient

lay my life in his hands 

yes since the day you me undress

we are friends 

hands of an nurse , clever like an doctor

but only an student - mum i think i heaven sent 

did you know you are like perfect 

never seen somebody with such a good character 

an thats why you became my character 

when it comes to love

 remember i felt so awful but you made me fell beautiful 

one glimt and i get he wore gods gift 

after all the way i been through , he really come through 

i like the way you styled my body like it wore yours 

how we got this private moments that wore just ours

made me feel like i wore somebody , not longer lonely 

i cant express how much i liked to be in your company

but i got a feeling you probably know 

so why be discrete i would love to get to know 

because nothing is worse then not now 

when it comes to love 

always treat people a little , kinder

 never in my wildest dreams

 i thought you would appear 

 blue costume , maybe this might be awesome 

 i like the way he help me up like an aupair 

 stroke my spine like an kitten , babe it wore perfect 

 made me feel like i wore select , when all the other do me , reject

 i like how you me touch me , brush me up make feel pretty 

 like i wore your little kitty , even if its only in my wildest dreams 

 but the fact is you are real and everything with you is a big deal

 i am not sure if i ever gonna meet you again but i am sure i cant be just an , friend 

 i wonder if i am gonna get a happy end or this story will be sad 

 how you everything i am have and you not even mine 

  every boy think i am am just n diagnos 

 but i am so much more then a sickness 

 my illness is not my weakness 

 its my strength and that took me long time to get 

just because im epileptic i does not mean i am not perfect 

thanks for the reminder never met a guy who wore , kinder 

 thanks . 

 

purcious things

 in times likes this i became his , princess 

 i remember how i fell in , out of the wheelchair

 into your care and how you became my character 

 you looked at me like i wore an supermodel 

 and treated me like an baby in those pampers 

 the intimacy of primacy like a diary 

 yeah i knew you will get the bar 

 and i like how you are an local star

how you eyes are deep of wisdom

i have build a kingdom , in them 

babe 

about a soldier who fought my demons

how you help me there in dungens dragons 

was more then an carrier , you wore a mate

and i think that fall into you wore like , faith 

i remember laying on the floor thinking 

i just got an guardian angel 

and i have never been this grateful

he wore glorious and i got curious 

purcious that nothing will happen

blurred lines if you know what i mean

but he always appear in my dream 

the people at niva

 jag låg på NIVA , visste varför jag kom in 

 hur jag kom in likt en ambulans

 här lärde jag att livet är inte en dans 

 men de bästa personerna har ett hjärta

 som suddar bort all smärta 

 hur jag låg i koman i en månad 

 vaknad och fatta att jag lever på lånad 

 tid . det var här jag börja ta mig i kragen

  hur jag var alldeles mottagen av att kämpa för antagen 

  luft , kippar efter luft , in ut och åka in ut på röntgen

  folk bar men kroppen bara kändes så tyngd 

   något höll mig tillbaks , mamma satt på samma plats 

    varje dag , pratade med mig för de sa jag kunde höra 

    och newsflash , jag gjorde - lade märkte till allt 

    en dag vakna jag , men kunde inte prata 

    behövde träna på det ett tag med en tratt i halsen

     när jag blev klar med det ringde jag mamma 

     hon hade grått i halsen

     trodde att hon aldrig skulle höra min röst igen 

      sedan tränade jag mycket med balansen

       sitta upp och jag brukade lyssna på musik då 

       jag hade inga andra patienter på min avdelningen 

       och sjuksköterskornas älska min musiksmak 

        det var här jag mötte MARTIN 

         Jag hade armhävdningar med honom 

        det vart vår rutin 

         och sofia , hjälpte mig med talet genom att jag berätta om  mina resor 

        

certainly not a stranger

 i remember how i fell in the retirement 

 just been checked out and checked in 

  remember i wore surrounded by a bunch of lads 

  but nobody is better then a king because he made me living

  recall how the first day i wore like fell out the wheelchair

  how he help me up like an aupair , this wore when i fell for my carrier 

  i recall how i wanted to go home but somehow he became my home 

  he who got an bouncy castle to heart , mind of an genius and clever like an doctor 

  but just an student and i like to spend time with you in retirement . when i felt 

  it wore saw bright i thought i wore in heaven because you looked like an angel 

  and after all we been through you certainly not  a  , stranger 

soul food

 i been all around the world , twice 

 half up to heaven before you make me fell

 there in retirement , made me feel heaven sent 

 he got an way that he treat me like an princess

 the way he stroke my skin like an cat wore perfect

 how i find a beautiful face and mind 

 and to not talk about that soul 

 suddenly you became my support system

 that is really good when i cant handle my neurological  system  

 yeah i wore a damn mess but you made think i wore an princess

 just an student but you treat me better then any doctor 

 yeah it wore the darkest time but you brought the light 

 i remember how you smelled like coffee beans 

 and how you sat down in the corner where i wore

 like it wore local spot , was not much but beside you 

 it wore my hot spot - how you look over from the cover 

 try to be discrete but i writer always - notice 

 and i recall how yóu made food to me and i pretend we wore on date 

 how you got the recipes of my mum and we worked that , concept 

 how i got like a lot of food in my room but my medication made me vomit

 tend to do it because of a habit 

  how you help me with my pills and did you know i got lips that kills 

 or it sometimes , feels ? i know the stats of being in a relationship 

but i really like to be touch , if it only friendship 

dont underestimate platonic love 

everyone need to feel , love 

and you made me feel like that 

it wore perfect  

destiny

i fell in him like a cartwheel 

straight out my wheelchair 

and into his manly hands

i dont think i can be just friends

he is an king of this this damn castle 

and help me through the aisle 

treated me like i wore his 

i am know im not really his

but he is my secret make a wish

fist thing on the wish list 

and the last at the bucket list 

people like me rarely get their dream

... come true but meeting you

remember i wore an mess 

and how you put your hands on my body 

did you know you the only been hands on

how i begin to have this feelings 

when you kneel by the hospital bed 

how you help me up every day 

yeah i know i am quite of state 

but i do believe meeting you 

wore faith 

to a friend

i wore an mess but he welcomed me like an princess 

like that king christian tend to do , that why i like you 

i your parents know how hard worker you are 

how i fell for an local star and a health worker 

the way you treat me made me feel like , home 

how i wore spinning out of control with my wheelchair

but in your care i always felt safe - you put on a safety belt 

its hard to replace somebody with an gorgeous face 

morals like an soldier , never leave a man behind 

and how beautiful you look i always prefer a mind 

the way you handle my medication 

how i wore throw up of your manly hands 

does this means we friends ?

how you pick out what i would wear 

i love that you agreed to be my next character 

try to make you look good like you look me stylish

in those damn pampers 

how you made my makeup 

yeah you might be an student 

but you took care of me better 

then a doctor 

 

to a friend x

forever mine

och plötsligt är allt jag ser hans namn

kommer ihåg jag föll in honom 

som en människlig katapult 

hur han plocka upp mig så omsorgsfullt 

när jag gått isär , han pussla mig ihop

hur jag föll ur rullstolen in i ditt bröst 

stal det , hur du gjorde mig en bättre poet

strök mig som en little katt 

och hjälpte mig när jag var så , tafatt 

hur du var min aupair , carrier 

vet jag måste släpa taget så du kan göra din karaktär 

and nothing in life is , fear - but i like wore yours once

du fick mig tro , hoppas på romans men jag är okey med att vara bara friends

för jag vet en sak som som du inte vet och det är du aldrig kan bli min 

a smell of aroma

 i show you all my hidden spots 
show you all of my flaws
you repaired all of my spots 

how you slide in my plot 

i know i am damaged 

hard to manage 

but you enter my room like it wore your performance 

how you stroke my spine like an cat , pick me up like aupair

kneel by my bed and help me with my meds , tap me in the bed 

yeah that nothing more i like in doctors then empathy 

the soldiers loyalty

never leave a man behind

and there is nothing more precious then a , mind

fragile and delicate but i like how you get my heart beat 

like i am dead meat 

when you touch my body like this 

how you dress me , style me and how got impressed by your taste

recall you in your long hair , tied up , sitting there with an coffee cup 

the smell of aroma which wore just my cup of tea 

i know i talk to much , maybe its because i got a bit of a crush 

i dont even know how to describe you anymore

 jag kom in med min skit 
 inte visste jag du var en hit 

bättre en den där harris 

hur du gav mig ett paradis 

i ett helvete , hur jag föll ur min rullstol

in i ditt hjärta och hur du sudda bort min , smärta

sudda bort min min och gjorde mig , din 

jag vet inte hur länge jag kommer var det

och det är ingen hemlighet jag skriver om mina vänner

det är ingen helighet , nej men det är inte så jag vill bli din tjej

en tid kanske , men jag har en usel framtid och tar ett steg baks 

och älskar att observera hur du få drömmar sanna 

liksom jag gjort , hur du är absolut perfekt

sött som en konfekt

hur du rör dig så smidigt mellan avdelningarna 

läser mig som en chart and thats how you know my heart 

inside and out , how you the only guy who touch my bum

remember there in my room , how i pull of my t shirt 

when i dident saw you stil wore in the corner and how we cross the line 

from friends to lover , how you made me secure in the darkest time 

and thats how i know you wore my fave carrier , how i found my best character 

the way you style my pampers with lovers and woke me up like and angel choir 

yeah it wore magical and fantastical   

he got a heart like a doctor

 ´he got a heart of an doctor but is only an student and he treat me so perfect
yeah , the way he stroke my spine like an cat , pick me up when i tumble 
how i always mumble around you but you pick up every word which i love 
how i stumble over words and he end my sentence 
like we wore more then friends 
how everything wore blurry but i like to watch you portray my world like an artist 

just an student , but he treat me like an doctor and you know i am loyal as fan , as a friend 

to my bruises , i know life dont always get what you want so i do the platonic stuff now 

but kinda love that you the only one that see me when i wore authentic , unfiltered  - raw 

because that is when people fall in love - i think 

more then a character

 

he got a way to make me feel like i am his 

and i am not even , his 

but i got an make a wish 

and your name is on it 

i recall how i crash in straight from 7th heaven 

to embrace the real heaven at retirement 

i always feared this place but then i saw your face 

drop dead gorgeous , looked like a dream 

yeah this wore an total dream 

spending quarantine with him 

yeah i recall the first impression wore you look like an angel 

how everything wore so bright because you looked so holy 

how you grab my body for life then i feel off the wheelchair 

this was when i knew you become my fave character 

,,, and caretaker 

how i notice his morals , that he is honorable as a solider

quick on his feet and somewhere in covid19 , he got my heartbeat  

always been a lone wolf but now i am in your pack , and i think its kinda funny how we met

how we wore casual cool and platonic , how you the only guy i let take off my clothes

and how you made my makeup better then a makeup artist 

how you always remind me of coffee beans and musicals 

how i loved how you made recovery like an , musical 

when you kneel by my bed and woke me up 

with your heavenly voice like an angel choir 

and this is wore i new , you wore more then an character 

this this might be fragile like a dream and a poem 

but this is a part who i am , thank you for give me a dream x 

jag tappa bort mamma

 jag tappa bort mamma i himlen 

 när jag låg i koma i en månad 

 men hon lyckades hämta hem mig igen

 sedan dess har hon varit min bästa vän

jag kommer ihåg hur jag låg , nedsövd 

som snövit och väcktes prins vi min sida

jag kommer ihåg hur de försökte få mig börja tala

men den som inte kan , kan man inte förtala 

och hur mamma grät vid min sida , varje natt 

jag hörde allt 

a future poem

you know how the stories goes 

the stories about her, the gal who always broke an feet

lost her sense somewhere and fell in love with an carrier

just typical her , yeah you knew her 

fell straight from heaven , into you and fall out the wheelchair 

into your care , the loveliest arms i ever been in - i thought i wore lost in a daydream

because you kinda like one with your heavenly hair , manly arms the way you caught me 

like i wore circus princess wore total bad ass , and how you the only one that seen my ass 

kinda like that , the intimacy and privacy with you put some makeup on me and styled me like  a dress up doll . how you came to me the corner where i sat , knew i wore a hospital mess but you made me feel best , you have a heart of gold and this story will never get ... old , and i hope your parents know how good you treated me there because it wore like you made me forget what i should fear and i love that you have your heart on your , arm and i remember it wore so bright i thought you wore an ANGEL ( maybe you are ) because all i saw wore a crown around your head and kinda thought i wore dead . 

in the beginning but then i remember you look like like a future poem 

thanks for playing in my team

 he got a way to make me feel like i am his 

and i am not even , his 

i like the way how everything came down 

i fell down in your arm , fall out from my wheelchair 

how you became to be my favorite student and carrier

wrapped up in a bow , is this love - maybe 

all i know is you are a damn good character 

when i fell into to your chest i noticed that you wore the best

qualities that make a man , that know how to treat a woman

and i like that , how you stroke my spine when you pick me up

help  me up like an aupair . not everyone really tend to care 

but you did got those eyes of empathy and sympathy

and it nice to become friendly when all of those others wore quite elderly

how you slice my food so manly and handle my medicine so carefully 

i like that with you , how you treat me like an equal and not an patient 

and i bet you are a great student and will become better doctor 

because the way you treat me wore , heaven sent  

how you wanted to be in my team , which nobody never been

so thanks for playing in my team 

Zedd

 bet people dont like me because i am love to gossip 

i bet people dont know that i am hospital vip

got touching me up there , he like to undress me there

but the weird part i kinda like how you make me clean 

maybe everything wore a dream but it seem so real

was it or should i  forget it  

the problem with  me i dont erase anything out of my memory

i doodle it down in my diary 

done it fore ages , been through some stuff and spilled  ink over some pages 

all i remember was 4 names ,EDM and visual dreams 

of me being at festivals 

which gave me strength and power 

so when i could wake up , recover 

in my own way 

i recall how scared i wore for not being able to write 

as i do want to be an poet - kinda a vital thing make together a sentence 

but i also remember make some of my best friends there 

that wore just as gentle as dior , and how scared i wore for  not being able to talk 

i recall hearing mum , crying and talking to me while i wore in limbo 

but i like to call i went off to my own little disco 

private and handicap access - where i for a month dance go-go

yeah coma wore quite to recommend but i wouldn't recommend it  for a friend

only the fittest and strongest survive and i am lucky to come out alive 

but i drop dead when i saw my male nurse that looked like Zedd 

standing by my hospital bed 

well it could be worst 

funny enough there wore a male nurse that look exact like that dude

i like that hipster style and while i couldnt talk or write , i wonder if he wore an good kisser 

he look like one , the way he made me fell comfortable in that section , gosh 

it was almost like levitating a second time when i saw his face and i dont think this feeling cant replace 

 this feelings - but then i met christian 

note they both have same name but one point " apperence like the dj and producer Zedd " which the name lol

stuck

is for the memories and the times i stayed out past my curfew 

fell in love and find new friends abroad , abroad ,never new 

if i would survive what is worst , to live and not not take a chance

or to live and to be stuck on the damn place 

find my bff , in search of a bf ( heard they had the best ) 

but i am so over it , i am actually find the best ( in my head )

remember how we went to play on the arcade at the new pier 

because i always had to have the finest things wear

well things have change 

Tell Me About It

sometimes it good to hear to hear from the past 

dont like the fam , but i finally know who i am 

and i know witch borders not to cross , this is not us

is just a story about  how it ... was 

and she should respect that 

i dont even think she wore in the execution

the fact i am write is public information

and i think people shall get that 

 

touch it

i just want wanted to touch it 

kinda hard to do it when you trapped in a freaking quarantine

yeah i nearly broke my heart there by the valantine 

lost my mind , we all got the right to get some crazy , someime ?

how i hit my head , fell out my wheelchair and fell in to that , carrier 

yeah thats how i know how i find an new character 

hit by his lights , thinking he wore alright - you must be sent from heaven above 

is this how it feel to be in , love i dont really want to get over it because he is the the shit 

god sent an angel to watch over me

 

he got a way to make me feel like i am his 

and i am not even , his 

i know pathetic , but the way you to took care 

wore  sure you this couldn't  be just a carrier 

this must  be something beyond , maybe love ?

maybe God sent an angel to watch me to call my own ? 

i mean , you sure damn look like one ¨

how you help me up when i fell out the wheelchair 

this wore when i knew what kinda man 

you are , you not a local star - you are superstar 

how you handed my a compliment when i felt 

sad about my baldness and being a complete mess 

yeah you remind me flawless

is a perfection is a  disease of the nation  

and i dont like that combination 

clearer

i dynt know why you comeback 

maybe you because i just cut you off 

everyone know you claim to be christian

but i have done a upgrade to the new christian 

he such an babe , she just like to claim see know who i am

but he know every part inside and out and yes this is shout out 

to the people without really namedrop but yet mic drop 

yeah she so brave , clever and smart with a good heart 

wrapped in ribbon - stroke me as  a bitten , of course i bitten

while you fake as a smoke and mirror now when i seen clearer 

yeah you transparant , all talk and not that ... efficient

all about that negativity dont choose to see life positive 

what is the way to live , where you believe and hope system

when did you give up about your dream ? 

 

setback to comeback

i tap on your window , you open it and carry my luggage in 

dident know i would fall in him , i wore a wreck when we met

how i laugh out of control when i fell out off wheel chair 

how you put you arms  around my neck and with your eyes  said 

i have your back while you help me up at the bed , i wore so broken  but happy to be alive

survived , yet an other trauma caused to my health , and when anyone else left , you step forward 

which shows you not an coward and i still recall your heart being painted in neon , one step backward 

but one step forward i recall how you made an setback to the greatest , comeback   

Sundream

he got a way to make me feel like i am his 

and i am not even , his 

but i got an make a wish 

and your name is on it 

with red colors and heart  dots 

the power of believe , what you can achieve 

you can make dreams come true 

but i have no idea how i met you 

because you like an character from storybook 

i just think you should do my audio book 

and i wonder how you got stole my heart 

but i have you 101 times , forgiven 

because just a glimt in your eyes 

make me feel that i am yours 

but whatever  , i might only pull you in my poems

and you had me as your study buddy 

but i dont mind it because i find you when my heart wore heavy 

and you help me out with being such a nice soul , human being 

that you give my life a deeper meaning - thats the silver lining 

oh benjamin

 de finaste låtarna är på svenska 

 så skört och alla minne är kvar 

 nostalgi om hur det än gång var vi

 korten har suddas ut och vad är egentligen kvar

 önskar att jag kunde spela tiden tillbaks , VHS

 hur blev gubben med stil ,  kolla på den där Emil

 men vart min egen karaktär , som hela sverige vart kär 

 i , vann lets dance och fick ett television program på tv4

som inte var presenterat av Benjamin Syrsa 

han fick alla sjunga allsång , och teaterapa

som skriver fint , och sjunger på riktigt 

från hjärtat 

genomkraft

 hur ambulansen följde mig 

hur jag föll ur rullstolen 

som en smash hit - mega hit
du har matar mig mig dunder honung
och i mina ögon är du skogens , konung 
gammal själ men du vet mig så väl 
får mig känna mig som ung , igen

när jag  såg i dig såg jag en ängeln 

... vän hur du kom till min hjälp 

när jag behövde en arm 

du var mitt allt 

den där ledargestalt 

som jag behövde i< <mitt liv 

konstigt nog att 

du var upptagtagen men ditt studentliv

men för mig var det perfekt för allt jag vill hålla det , platonic

 ingen fadersgestalt jag någonsin haft , ja du ger mig handlingskraft 

 drivkraft och jag älskar hur du har sån muskelkraft ,  genomslagskraft 

att du slår igen barriären och jag vet att du måste tänka på karriär , trust i do 

men jag kommer alltid pull you down in my poems and i bet this words will haunt you down  

mega hett

hur ambulansen följde mig hit

hur jag föll ur rullstolen 

som en smash hit - mega hit

du har matar mig mig dunder honung

och i mina ögon är du skogens , konung 

hur du fann mig där vid skäret 

hur jag hittade dig där karaktären  

där på på vårt ställe . runt hörnet

hur jag alltid satt med telefonen

men lade ner den när du skulle dricka kaffe

det var min favorit stund . även om jag inte sa det

men nu är det inte en hemlighet , försökte vara cool , ja du vet

men det är svårt när man inte såg såg , mega het 

i en blöja , skallig och hur jag tog av min tröja'''

utan att jag såg du lämnat inte rummet men i hemlighet 

jag gillar det ,that you the only one thats seen my tits

and can handle my fits and tantrum , tend to have of habit 

bokslut

 vi träffades när jag åkte in med en ambulans
på hans jobb , först tyckte jag såg en snobb
men sen så jag en liten grabb som funnit sin dröm 

hur han gled från höger  till vänster 

men hade alltid tid med hans vänner 

ja , förlåt för jag dömde ut dig för snabbt

du är jag bara en kamrat 

vet du hur mycket minnen jag har av dig 

kära och det var är ära att hålla dig nära 

du är den enda som har mitt hjärta 

fått bära like kläderna du noggrant plockade ut

hur målade mina läppar som ett påskägg

och hur du hade påbörjan av ett , skägg 

ja hatade att säga hej då men visste jag vad tvungen att gå

men kom ihåg mig som flickan med drömmar om att bli poet

jag har alltid undrat om jag är ful för hans vänner 

men vad dom än säger , jag vet att du av mig bra bokslut 

kinda like you

 he crashed into me like an wave , not that i can complain¨

pierced eyes blue , not that i can complain

how i fell out the wheelchair and into  your care 

wonder ifs gonna be forever ´, they say good things dont end up together

but i kinda fond of this character , did you know how felt for you , basically jump 

how my knees got week and hardly could speak but you finish my sentence when i couldnt 

how i crash into you with my wheelchair and somehow you make me fell better 

there down the corner , this is our place now that i become to love because it remind me of you ¨

and i love that you wore just an student but treated me better then a  doctor , with hands of an nurse

backbone of the retirement and i recall when i felt for ya i thought i saw an angel because there it wore so bright , how you had an gloria attach your head and i recall how you kneel by my bed , how everything sound quite like a musical - yeah you got that perfect frekvens for my ears , i know i will probably die before you , but please remember me as you style me , stylish and painted like kinder egg ¨- i love the fact you saw me like that real and authentic , how it got more poetic - like that - is it cool if i do because i kinda like you 

bad ass princess diary

 i remember those days , hanging down the bays 

in Brighton , where everything seem so golden 

well that wore before you went an had my heart stolen

go figure but i think i had my new cure , that came to rescue 

when i felt down and depressed , you should realize 

i am  that  bad ass

princess 

diary and you cant give me complex 

i am on to the next , text 

if i got a text from your ex 

better then crutches

 i know a boy just like you

 apparently he wore heaven sent 

i roll with the punches and walk better with crutches 

nobodies favorite but everyone loves me , i just know it 

took me some time to accept it , that i wore born with it 

but now i realize i pretty lit , got that survivor insect

yeah i wore kind born with it  - got new feeling 

nothing can break me down when i am already broken ¨´

but someway i find healing and that is a great feeling 

of all the favorite places i been

i want to show you my favorite places i been 

been all around the world but fell in love for that 

retirement , where all the staff are like heaven sent 

they treat me like royalty - have such a good moral

and i remember when i fell out my wheelchair into my carrier

this was i know i gonna make you into a character 

i am quite fond of this plot mostly because he is quite hot 

and i dont mind if you like me or not , i like to be in that

friendship zone , all alone - making up a poem 

just because i write about guys , dont mean i want to be in a item 

i think it very important for them to know - that is all platonic love 

i thinking of when i writing of them and i wont get in your way 

but i will pull  you down in my poem 

i been all over the world , even half way to the heaven 

kiss the reaper , but God told me i wore a keeper 

but then i met you and got floored by Dior 

he look holy , like something god almighty sent down 

to watch over me so i wouldn't , fall down 

i know how it sound but i like to have you around 

you wore precious , gorgeous - kinda dangerous

blurred lined you know which i love 

even if nobody if approve 

but that is the fun in that 

i like that been in brighton but you got me move on

how i still ´remember you in Capetown

sail away , love the the fact you have have such an impact

those  ocean eyes   , and how you follow me to soeul 

never thought you would make an starring role

but it kinda wore the end goal 

to make  some kind´of friendship

like if i jump you jump , yeah  i always have your back 

and i like the way you fingers been all up  my scene

because that make me wipe up a dream  

 

balance act

 just like an ambulance 

 i felt out of balance 

 when you knock me out 

 of that wheelchair and into your care 

 i remember how you help me up

 like i wore an little helpless 

but loved to by yours to dress 

 yeah i remember how stylish me so pretty

in those pampers and made me fell like 

quite dreamy , the way finally see me 

for who i am , accept me for who i am 

and thats what i like about you 

for understand that how hard i work as a woman 

the light

remember back at retirement 

thought you wore like heaven sent

when i fell out that wheelchair and into that carrier 

i remember it wore so bright all i saw was light 

around your hair , thought you wore holy 

how you pick up my fragile body 

do you know you left a trace 

and know all i remember your beautiful face

i know you the backbone of the retirement

made me stronger and i cant believe you just a student 

but cured me like an , doctor - yeah you are just my type

know exact what i like - pills are my thrills and got lips that kills 

but you got a feeling the , heals 

better skills then djs

 i know a boy who is just like you 
acting all that because they want you 

transparency  , intimacy and privacy 

blurred lines and i know that you still mine 

how you heard my heartbeats in that stethoscope

i think i notice when i fell out my wheelchair , in my carrier 

just a student but clever then an doctor - better skills then DJS 

because u just save my life when you picked me up like a coffee cup 

stroke me like an little cat and said i wore pretty perfect 

in my worst moment , feeling insecure with that bald head

and how you slide in everyday , kneel by my hospital bed 

yeah i looked in your heavenly eyes and wore surprise

that i got an guardian angel by my side that looked hotter then hell

 

he wear a stethoscope like a neckless

  i remember how i fell out the wheelchair and into my carrier

this is how i roll into my new character 
i know the places been , he got my heart in his doctor bag

try to shower it away but somehow you become my new lover 

you are the reason why i stop write about union flag 

because suddenly i find a new setting , after that meeting 

in  the lock down , plotting you would become my next best character 

because after all you done he is my more then my favorite carrier 

he wear a stethoscope around his neck and listen to my chest 

could you hear my heart wore obsessed , yeah if only knew 

how addicted i would be do you know what kinda power 

you have over me  , are we really gonna talk about time 

in a time like this , why wont you give in and give me that damn kiss 

'

born out of magic

 i remember how i fell out the wheelchair and into my carrier
this is how i roll into my new character 
i know the places been , he got my heart in his doctor bag
the reason why i stop write about the union flag 

because suddenly i find a new setting , plot 

and i knockdown in that lock down because he wore so freaking hot 

i know i probably wont see him but maybe that the best 

all i do in this good times , invest 

and i like how you pick me up like an pen 

erased my writing block , you know the favorite stories dont get told 

but i think this one wore like an Hollywood old , and i like cold cases 

but not when it comes to us because wore born out of magic 

soul search

i been souls  searching 

try to put the work in 

through the 20s 

now when i am in my 30s 

i   finally accept who i am

suppose to be

been travelling the world 

twice but nothing look so nice

like Swedish summer . surprise 

i guess i am a bit grown up

but have still a lot 

to lot  to learn 

but mostly i love that i not got seduced by that English charm 

war zone

you have knock me out my feet 

but a setback is always an potential

comeback and everyone know there is nothing i  love 

that fight back , struggle - see life as an obstacle court 

but i know that i am keeper because god the almighty 

told me to be strong and i got devils kiss , they miss 

they tend to that , have more lives then a cat 

and i love that i just find my type , you know that doctor type 

that help me out when i fell out from that wheelchair and into that carrier 

i think nurses , docs , surgeries  and just perfect because i got settle in that friend zone

and they take care of me when my body wore in a war zone 

Fred Astaire

 i remember it so clearly 
how you jump over my friend
wanted to become friendly 

how you want my number

it wore in the beginning of summer

the sweetest  fragrance when i you embrace

it smell like beer and you  dance 

like Fred Astaire 

you got that old Hollywood charm 

and i remember how you first 

welcomed me under your arm

since that day i wore yours 

and i hope you now you made this 

better , healthier - like i wore your Ginger Rogers 

this is for brighton.

its been a wild decade since i met my friends

abroad  , they are the greatest but i kinda suck

on keep in touch sorry for that , had to think of myself 

i like to think we still are  friends , - if even in my head

but i left with a gift to everyone of you guys that so you had something to read

about my experience in England , brighton ,and i how finally moved on 

just liked you did with her ( It ok hun , people like my settle in friend zone )

and i am happy we not in a war zone or a battle  zone because truthfully i am  grateful

for every moment that wore an kodak moment down at the inn , with pete , marti and jim 

thanks for make my teenage dream , and i have only fond memories of that inn

how i i met that Bex that i have been text a bit for and somehow s y he become a friend in my head

how that bridget stood up for my poems when i couldnt . just because i write about you dont mean ¨'

i want to be item - i prefer to be a observer . lover . outsider looking in - so has it always been¨

but you embrace me and made feel like a local , thats why i always treat you like an royal 

you my home - my nr one better then that nr one , i stand the gift shop , my hope wore giving  up

but then i got a sign the stars wore a line and everybody know i write about the people i cherish

because i dont want them to vanish and i like that we have establish some kinda  friendship'

berts dagbok

 jag har varit i sjunde himlen
kramkalas av den bästa '
såg mig när jag vad den värsta

ja jag föll ur rullstolen  , tappa kontrollen

när jag såg dig där på hemmet 

och jag visste vi skulle bli mer en vänner 

hur du fick mig skriva på svenska 

jag har allt gillat att skriva på engelska 

men det är något skört , som en hemlis

man har mellan raderna , i dagboken

och jag gillar att du är den enda som sett mig . naken

hur du vet exakt vad jag känner där du torkar mig om baken 

 kan jag få chans på dig - snälla säg inte nej 

vad jag skriver här menar jag 

jag tycker vi ska gå publik 

om bara för att skapa , rubik 

eller ( din ) hehe 

when i met you

 

do you know what you miss , do you miss this lips 

they like drugs ´- fizzy tabs , why are you still keep , tabs 

on me after all this years , tears but i done crying 

i become writing because i am over him , finally found my closure 

dont you dare come come closer - because we are so over since 2011 

never thought you appear on my timeline , got that views     

it wore like dancing with a shadow 

hope you know i only write about those that lay dear to my heart

that i want persevere and make into art  and i think you gal shall know that to

that everything i do is about when i met you , 2011  

cup of coffee is the one you hold in

 you linger on like newly fresh coffee 

the aroma of brasilian beans 

never thought would long on this long

but the smell wore quite strong 

never been fond of how it taste 

but you do a good cuppa out it , babe 

more then friends

i remember when i met him

that made me forget about the inn

he got an body of architecture 

and he would become my cure 

who would new , that i would fall in love

it that guy on retirement  , but i must admit 

he wore kinda heavent  sent , perfect 

i remember how i fell out my wheelchair 

into his chest and have made it my home 

so i wont be less alone 

how he swept in when i fell and was like OMG X3 

and i recall his eyes be the most perfect ones i ever , see 

how he woke me up , kneel down beside my bed 

and the intimacy of when he  style me like an personal stylist

brush up my confidence by put on some make up  like an makeup artist 

how he became more of a team mate then i wore patient 

and spoiler alert , i  never felt like that - but it wore perfect

how you wash me clean well that was a dream 

and how  with me in the corner when you had break 

took your coffee , and how we play yatzy 

how you help me with the food and stuff 

small stuff like that basically is enough 

for me to notice you set the bar 

for whoever comes along in the future 

... no pressure 

and i like how you dealt my pills

so casually becuause in some hands 

and i guess that why we more then friends 

we have that trust thing going on

and i am not trusting any one 

you saw me as a pontential cure

i been working on myself 

never thought i would wake up 

fragile like an dream 

i cant get through the barrier 

doctors , surgeons , nurses , carriers 

try to get me comeback , i hear your heart stop 

the second i drop , dead for a sec but i promise i be back 

i always will - that my thing . i am not done with living 

just dont that great with healing but you gave me hope and believe

that i might be able to achieve what i put my mind in 

and i like that you help me come through when all other doctors said i wore pretty , screw 

but you support me with hope , cheering from the guideline and that why you always a friend of mine 

when all the people saw me as a failure , you saw me as a potential cure - an that made me less insecure 

rave in limbo

been all around the world , twice 

just to fall heaven above , in love 

but you caught me when i fell out 

the wheelchair and that how i met

my Carrier and you became my new character 

yeah i been walking through hell but played with demons and devils

kissed by the reaper until god almighty said i wore an keeper 

and i liked NIVA and  the neurosurgeons most because they saved my life 

how the male nurses help me when i wore scared of death and the ladies 

wore so nice , help me back to life - comeback 

yeah one month in coma , on and off meeting martin , Kristian och Joakim

but nobody is better is that other , christian 

i like how it lead me to him and how weird dream i got in the limbo

i basically dream i wore at a disco 

lisen to edm , mostly harris , garrix and diplo - yeah it wore quite an paradise 

internet friends or real

 He like to keep up with i do ¨

i dont even think i know you

but i like the way you watch me

at the Instagram

did you got my dm

i dont do love , luv 

i am more about 

platonic love 

yeah i feel real great ¨

comfortable here 

in the friend zone 

know if you wanna chat 

i am up for that 

i am learned a lot 

since we first met 

or you just wanna read about it

on internet 

this wore just perfect

i thought he fotget me when i left 
i thought he forget me when he met somebody else
i wonder if  i wore your last fling before you settle down
is that why you always come around 
i wonder if i got a special place in your heart 
like you got in my mind
do you feeel sad when you look at my feed 
i love that you saw me dancing on two feet
now i caught in that wheelchair 
but somehow i never felt more freedom here

thought i never would forget about you

but then i fell all over my carrier 

like jump out the wheelchair 

when i saw him , long hair . ponytail 

heavenly eyes that remember me about clouds 

i know because i been there and look like a hipster

i bet he will be an great doctor , because you cure my ache 

and made me forget my illness and in the dark days you became happiness

all i known is for leaving but you made me wanna stay 

and in your eyes  i am forever on vacay

skinny dip in your eyes , cherish does memories and wrap you into poems 

yeah i wore hot mess , no hair but i never felt any like somebody would care

how you pick me up like an cat , guve me and compliment when i need to feel i am heaven sent 

yeah that when i knew i got a knew muse , muhaha .. perfect 

but i   never exccpt chapter 2 would vuew my story but i should because we got some history ¨

and i think that is kinda legendary how i make them come around when i make them the starring role

in my blog 

10 years of poems ( chapter nr 2 )

he wore my english thing . i wore his swedish dream

met around 2011 and thought it would be an summer fling

but he been on my mind for quite a while 

10 years of poems , i guess that make us friends ? 

i know you got an fam , devoted to you partner

never thought you would turn be such a heart breaker

how you got a bunch of kids , basically a full of succer team

and i remember i loss hope about you and i will ever see each other 

again around 2015 , in a plane - heading back to sweden

tears ran towards my face because the the truth hit me in the face 

i had been replaced - but babe , i am irreplaceable

i been kissed by the reaper but luv above told me i was an survivor

he told me i wore an keeper  , learn that the only relationship i need 

was with my body and and i will never be somebodies object 

because one thing i learn life isnt perfect 

and if you cant handle that the only dates i make is with hospitals 

and is it weird i think retirement is better then home because i feel less alone 

like an collective and how i wore the youngest and less , sick there 

it wore perfect ( and of course we got my beautiful carrier ) 

do you know how happy i get when you check my IG views

like an blast from the past , thought you forgot but did comeback

i went all over the world to forget ya , but ya had a rent place in my head

and how you help me when i almost drop dead - and i really never been good at keep in touch

but i like that you had a watch on my ig - story because damn it boy we got to much history 

¨¨

charm braclet

 i know i am dramatic , throw fits in a chatroom 
i hate how i drum the dashboard way to angry 
and how every sound off key and i do get why people leave

give them all kinda grieve because i am loyal as an fan

but i like to refer myself as an friend in your head 

how i have no friend since i wore like eight 

made you this charm bracletet and hook on to doctors

because they make me strong 

and i know you will forget who i am but i am still a fan

of what you do , even if i have a weird way to show i like you

but plot twist , you really get who i am because you my rader 

understate i am not do this because i a reason 

but everyone know that i find my condition a blessing 

even the month in coma would lead me to to you 

and i like how i always swipe wrong to find the right 

in the middle of a storm you became my calm 

Kapitell 3

 parfym av Gevalia  . hur du gillar musikaler och jag säger till mamma mia 

jag tror jag funnit kapitel tre . under vad han  tycker om mig - är jag bara en av hans patienter 

var vi ens vänner bli du obekväm när jag sa att du var mn inspiration , men alla vänner är i riskzon 

att bli min ambition , passion - likt jag är din dröm att ,, att bota och jag älskar att du valde att satsa på hjärnan istället för utseendet för du är ju värsta modellen men du level up och blev roll model på ålderdomshemmet och jag älskar att du har en röst av sammet som smeker ljudvågorna , spränger barriären men mest gillar jag att hur jag gled in karaktären , och det var så hur  du blev mer min vän '

än doktor och hur allt kändes som en dröm hur jag föll i din famn . allt blev som ett korrektiv   awkward moments between the doctor student and the patient and who wore heaven sent but got lost in a love life 

yeah basically it wore lit , how you where treat me like an princess with no hair and thats how i notice heart , eyes filled of sympathy and empathy and the kindness of you soul ,the way you stood by me from the day i fall , i recall how you woke me up , pick out my clothes and made my makeup 

never had such an  amazing time in my life , when you touch my lips i knew i wore yours to keep 

and you made me feel so stylish even if i had no hair , but you made me realize it wore not about looks

it about the inside and trust me you are one of off the good guys and thats why i decide to make you one of my chapters