THE JOURNEY OF FINDING MYSELF

life is not about feeling furfilled , you can live your life decent without an other half , in fact being in a partnership that will not give you anything  is not healing and i just want that feeling that i feeling , within myself . you can have that unconditional love or be platonic , not everything have to be , romantic and i kinda like to keep my friends on distance because then they wont see me break down and i am kinda fine by my own , love to met somebody , but if it not happen its cool , i know the statistic for a woman like me - so we can keep it platonic ? I know sometimes people do not like to hang with people that are weak , but if you stick out you hang out a bit longer you will notice that what doesent kill you make you stronger and i am further then , weak but i like to think when you most sad , and depressed you will get the strength and found your self worth - like after an heartache comes knocking without an warning and you , though you find prince charming - but no , not everything is what it seem and the shining in armor might be an lesson and not the one you been missing