i had to kill myself to find myself

i had to kill myself to find myself
run from you try my best to stay away
when everyone see me as an heartbreak
in making , you dont mind the trouble ahead
and im sorry if im a bit hard  to read
but im quite new to this
you only can do your best
i had to kill myself to find myself
run from you to be able to let you in
understand you wore a friend
was a bit scared of having you creeping under my skin
deeper than my epilepsy ever been
but now we good , we have no bad blood
people tend to come back if they ment
and you wore from heaven , sent

( when i write kill , i mean i had to revent myself )