Rolling Stone

 i like how you remind me of avicci ( but not ) how you caught me when i fell out 
my wheelchair , and basically rolled in my favorite carrier . how you smell like coffee

and always took extra time and effort with made me feel comfort when i wore there 

how you lay an extra hands of care and it how you had me swoon , or more like ... drool 

all over you -. remember how you help with the meds and i just throw up his hands 

it felt so awkward but i like how you clean me up like i wore your hopeless like a little sister

remember how i thought you look like an cool hipster and that probably wore a great kisser 

yeah i recall how i had a ball everything seems like an trouble , but i like how you made me fall over

like an rolling stone and this is how i knew i found home in an address that wore unknown 

i remember how you pick me up like a aupair , stroke me like an kitten of course i wore smitten

and i could tell you would become special never did i knew i would write one of two , chapter 

but i remember how you had the purest soul , and i bet you would make a lot of in your days , fall

like you did with me ( lit ) yeah clever like an doctor , and hands like an nurse , never met an workhorse like  him and look fragile like daydream but stronger then an solider . and i love the way use your hands , that we wore friends - do i dare to say it - best friends ,( at least in my head ) how you help me in the bed , help me with clothes and style my daily outfit and made me feel awesome even thought i had no hair which is my best trait , how you wrap me in pampers and made - i never felt so cute btw 

how you paint me like an makeup artist and had an voice like an billboard artist 

nice name

 i think you have the nicest surname 
kinda sure it would look good on me 😉

and it would look so nice next to mine 

dont know how it become sunshine 

when all i known is rain and how did you erase the pain

why are you so good to me when i dont know myself 

you make me wanna better myself 

i know its blurred lines , but i probably cross them

why did you have to be so cute i have to write this poem 

and you raise the bar , for all the guys i might meet 

in the future and did you know you better and the guys on the internet 

basically perfect 

nothing i want to loose

 he say he like my dress when i look like an mess

style me in those pampers and wipe me with huggies

nobody clean me like that rhen 

when i through up my meds in his masculine hands 

help me with my clothes , style my like an stylish 

and make me feel like and fashion model

graceful like billy holiday 

and i like how he apply some makeup 

make me feel pretty like hello kitty 

yeah thats the thing with with him

he give the extra time 

and i gonna overdose on prose

because the memory of you 

is nothing i want to loose  

the local star

you knew i am get low when i fall in love

how i tend to fall out the wheelchair 

always out of line when i just came from heaven above

but i kinda like how you came to my rescue like an ambulance 

that the perfect friends and i really like that how you catch me when i fell

i remember how you look like a hipster , wonder if you wore a good kisser

was good on mouth on mouth - got swept away in my daydreams when i dive into your eyes

basically stage dive in them but there is no chance we can be more then , friends - and knowing it suck

because you basically rock in you doctor uniform , how you always enter the room - ready to perform

and i wore more addicted by your charm then my medicine , isnt it funny how we met 

i think you raise the bar for all the guys i might met because you pretty perfect 

no damn it you are because you a local star and i like how you treated me like a star 

you the the ghost i never wanna forget , and if you do - please hunt me down 

you now our spot , the corner and around 10 minutes from where i live 

yeah i remember everything , the sounds of your  voice and how i fell into you chest 

it lit the best memory i every had . and i can tell you are an awesome lad 

potential

 i think fell out the heaven just to end up here

know you got a lot of potential 

and i wont stand in your way 

living up for greatest potential

but i think what we have wore like an a room for 2

you push me out of my element and make me heavent sent

... again , i remember fell out my wheelchair and into my carrier 

i know i am not the girl you wont take home but i am the blogger 

that will write an chapter about us because we are pretty damn

notorious - and you might have a partner by your side but i will always be down for life 

yeah you made me live up to my , potential and thats pretty much all i want of a friend 

 

raining knives

 it raining knives like all the time but i catch them like a knife thrower

we find love in the ache , when you think life about to crash - we grew

learn to become a juggler though you life is a freaking obstacle 

but its your mess to solve , sometimes i feel like an lion tamer

after all i been through and i love how you put on an show 

when i everything with me is about health , care and sickness

and i love how you saw through the illness and treat me like a circus princess

it wore magical to get that touch , how u wake me up and hand me an helping hand

everyone can need one sometimes and i got a tendency to stumble out of line 

when i see something " fine " fell out my wheelchair and into that carrier 

how i worked my stilts and you worked with you swag in that doctor bag 

somewhere you stole my heart and place it there but i dont really care 

how you wrap me in those pampers , never felt so stylish and how you apply some makeup like an makeup artist . brush , gloss when it wore just us - the intermittency of it all  . how i fell 

from the trapeze but you catch me like an gymnast and it all wore fun and games until i got everything come to an end but please not now when i find a friend 

how you won me that teddy and gave me to and a note that stole my heart 

i sleep with it now because i hate nights and hate lights 

yeah you wore my merry go round and i bet i find you lost and found 

first times rarely become the seconded ,  but i like that he show me a real man 

bragging right about this one

once upon a time there wore a girl 

that grew up in the walls of hospital

she hated it , 4 years no diagnose 

all she wanted to hang with her friends

and talk well talk about boys 

test and sample while you sample beats

one day i got labelled as epileptic 

must be something wrong 

because i never felt so alive 

time went by and i been all over the world 

even to the moon but i find paradise in his eyes 

he is just an boy , look like an hipster bet he is a good kisser 

did you hear my heartbeat with your stethoscope 

i think i read about you in my horoscope

and for sure i let my heart in you doctor bag 

dont mean to talk about it but he got bragging right 

and you know you quite an lovely sight 

yeah you make my heart rise 

and i think you look pretty nice

i dont regret i came 

even if i had to go hell to know what heaven is 

  

love to the platonic friends

remember when you sat in the end of the bed 

dressed in uniform and i had got undressed

you got a mind of doctor , hands like a nurse 

heart that is golden and i know it will be stolen 

of somebody else , its fine by me . because i am that 

friends zone type but i do like how you made me felt 

heaven sent , 2 , 0 - never thought i find it retirement

recall i wore scared for the daily dose of anger management

that came with some illness but you made me calm and safe 

and i like how you came and sat down with your coffee 

i used to hate the smell of it but i love it now because it remind me of ya

yeah how you such a man that you made me feel a kid with a teddy

how you hand my grandpas blue blanket and came to my room just like an ambulance

did you know you voice are the perfect frekvens for my ears and you say everything i need to hear 

that you looked for that sleeping mask for like 10 minutes because i cant sleep without it ( and it wore hidden in the corners of the bed but it wore fun to have some company and fell a bit less lonely for once 

how you dress me so stylish in  pampers and wipe away the fear with a removal , apply some makeup 

rouge , gloss and how i forget i wore barely naked front of ya but weirdly i was never awkward being stranded with ya because you really treat me good but they says good stuff always come to an end 

but i am really glad i came as an patient and left like an friend 

you made me feel like Cover Girl

he got a face up like sunshine 

the only reason why i smile 

cleverness and intelligence

heart of gold of course i am sold

eyes that i wanna dive , drip because of his brilliance

soak it up and sun bath in the tub and i still remember how you scrub 

the backside of me , neck back to get clean - the intimacy of it all

and how apply my makeup like i wore a Cover girl 

style me like what to wear like we had a affair 

took an extra bit time on me and of course i would , fall

out the wheelchair and into you heart - drag you down 

because there no way i am dancing by my own  

touches with your brushes , red cheeks and crushes 

does he feel the same , or am just one of those game 

felt kinda stranded when i attended but fell over 

the kindest man i ever discover , and sorry for make it all about you

how i fell out the blue , and dive into his eyes - yeah life is full of surprise 

did you knew that you the only one that seen me outside my unders and in my pampers 

dident judge and thats how i knew you what a woman worth - respect for doing her best 

and did you know you park yourself in the handicap access spot in my chest , because you clearly the best and i dont remember a lot what you said just that your voice sound like an musical and how you look like an poem - so i decided to make you into a chapter because you obvious the greatest carrier , smart student and possibly the best doctor when you take the bar , i just know it so go on and show it 

heaven in your eyes

i recall how you settle down of the end of the bed

dressed in your uniform and while i undressed for bed 

i know that you seen a lot of patients but i low you tap me in with your hands 

during the night , how you took extra care about me or at least that felt like that

i remember how i fell into your eyes like they wore a fountain ,how you gave me the strength to mountain 

erased every pain with that twinkle in your eye and how i felt out my wheelchair and you pick me like a carrier , help me like a friend , stroke me like an cat , pick me up like aupair and ever day was a twist and turn but i have never had such a good day like when i hang with you there in the corner , listen to the music and make this retirement my local hangout play . is it  funny how when i fell out would lead to this 

not much of a talker but i am do better in words and i bet you bet you never thought i would write you a novel but when you like you do , i be like noting every moment and you dont even have to comment - trust me i knew i am good - remember how insecure i felt but then you made me felt heaven sent 2.0 

been through a shit and you just made me forget it , wipe me clean for a moment and i never feel like that 

but you made me feel perfect and you do to future patient , i hope you make them feel like heaven sent 

( but dont take them there ) i think its kinda weird that you work my body like no  doctor in my hospital done , maybe this meant you wore the one who knows i hardly been in love , just tend to fall above - levitate and the only date i make is with heaven but i think i find my paradise in your eyes 

real

i recall how you settle down of the end of the bed

dressed in your uniform and while i am undress for bed 

i could care less about those celebs , know i am all about DOCTORS

like the way you heal me with magical feeling , i could tell you are a banger

the way i hit the floor as i usually do and of all people in the room , my eyes wore set on you

i like how made my heart feel like a drum set , and you voice follows me wherever 

like berlock i have around my neck with secrets i never says - yeah this is i keep you forever 

the way i fell out the wheelchair , because i thought i become heaven sent , again 

how you help more like an friend  then carrier , yeah i grade them - and nothing is that good as my carrier 

and you wore just a student , i hope you tell your folks about me because i obviously told ever detail i know - even if they made up - to you the greatest guy i know and i such an amzing soul . not a lot of people treat me like that but you did and thats why i pick u as an chapter  , you make everything real 

when i always lived in a fantasy 

the feeling of a friend

i remember when you begin you workday 

how i try not sleep because i dident want to become missed out 

of being swept away , but to be honest i wore probably the whole day

i recall when you sat down by the bed and i never saw such a beautiful eyes

depth and filled with cleverness , intelligence - i just want to dive in 

if that wore an option , yeah i remember how i fell out me wheelchair 

and into him - thats kinda impact he had over me , that carrier 

mad him my companion - for life but i remember ( i can when i write ) 

but i like those moments in life , dark you made them bright and i thankful for that

 and i remember how in the beginning at hospital i hated i couldn't go on festival

but to be honest stumble into him at retirement made me kinda star stuck 

because he was that hipster type with long hair ,  that i never ever in my wildest dreams 

and so far you are the greatest person i met , internet are a dark place and your face remind me of innocence , and furthermore you are a superstar because you are an LOCAL STAR 

promoting coca cola also lol ( for free ) 

like an musical

 i think you have the purest heart 
but i love your mind , cant get over

how you are so clever and smart 

and it how hard i had to fall 

i would do it all again 

just so i could turn the time again 

so i could meet you my friend 

carrier that carry me through 

i think its mind blow 

how you got me floored 

restored and how i felt adored 

i bet you touch plenty with your soul

but nobody have made an first impression 

like the girl who feel out the wheelchair 

and straight in her carrier ( ps it wore awesome ) 

how everything sounded like an musical film 

the way you became my stylist and make me your circus princess 

how you apply the makeup artist and intimacy and how you handle my medicines 

like  a professional but you wore just an student , and i remember i wore ,,, heaven sent

how you made every moment feel like a magic , 7th heaven for 2 - well before i had to go 

/

this dont happen of often even it happen way to often

 he got a calm that remind me of the calm before the storm

enter like an ambulance when i fell when i came from hell

and when i look into your eyes i saw nothing but heaven

he embrace me like wore FRIENDS 

and i have not stop write about him since that day 

mom think i shall not him mention but i think i pretty obvious

like there is an certain Chemistry and it cant be fantasy 

because i am not that great writer and i am sorry if i  get you mad 

it just you the best meeting i ever had 

bar by midnight

i remember lay in the bed 

when you check in on me

you dident want to go the her 

settle down on the end 

five minutes of being lonely 

together but the feeling remains forever 

did you knew i really enjoy you company

never really on of those that had many

but i love the presence of being 

a home in a evening 

and write about somebody i like 

bet i can up stay up an night 

and you know i hit bars by midnight 

devils and angels

do you know how hard to pick up sonebody in FREKINGS PAMPES 

dont that great talker but i am quite great writer , so lets  try that x

remember how i took the taxi from the hospital to the retirement 

just been signed out from heaven just to find heaven wore sent 

just around the corner , looked like an angel maybe because all i just played with devils 

felt on the floor how he came in like an ambulance and pick me up like an aupair 

i really never felt anyone cared like that which  made you the perfect , Carrier 

so thats how i label ya , try not to name you but i am pretty sure i am obvious 

long hair in an knot , look like an hipster and wonder if you ä kisser 

those lips have probably kiss a lot of miss back in the days and you look so cool  i fell for you , head over heal ( yeah its awesome being me lol ) but i think you are the greatest ,  kindest , handsomest and will crush a lot of nurses on you field wherever you go but i like those moments when you handed me out medicine and i throw up in your hands , and you help me with regular and normal stuff that i know can laugh at , will always remember that x 

siren

tend to get a bit erotic 

had to give in for the sweetest in 

my wheelchair is my bumper car 

gladiator and superstar  

dont know his name some i name you him

yeah been a bumpy ride but you catch me when i fell 

from hell , like circus princess become an goodness

how i came in with an cab and how fell but you came in like an ambulance

hit my head and thought it wore romance but i settle with being ... friends

you know i never stand in your way , just pull your in my poems 

all my friends know this 

that they are my amusement park and might leave a mark 

an attraction of surprise and i might turn you in to a king 

if you give me that feeling of healing  

and like that i have an audience when we get down 

i know i might be the class clown 

but i also like go down 

because that is how i  met them 

how they touch me up , cut me up 

that i am your petting zoo '

touch and go ¨

like a knife thrower becomes your lover 

surgery and that the closest exposes 

undercover , but and look watch there an you shall discover 

the beauty , strength and power within -  and i lure you in like a siren  

ett bra kapitel

jag vet att du är värd allt men du är inte värd en bruten själ 

kommer ihåg hur alla låtar var hans nu är de våras 

och jag kommer ihåg de där fem minuter över disken 

små pratade , vilket jag i övrigt hatar men du gjorde det så lätt

hur du kom som en frisk fläkt och inget blev riktigt som jag hade tänkt

men det var perfekt , för du vart min personliga stylist , makeup artist och den enda som sett mitt , stjärt

och jag gillar att du gav mig feeling och den smorde in mig med healing - jag typ vill gå ditt du håller till men kan det och för övrigt , är inte 100 procent säkert om du ens minns mig men jag kommer allt om dig 

för du gjorde mig hel när fem saker var fel och då visste ja , du är ett bra kapitel 

för mig 

circus comes to town

i know a place where everything just fade 

how i disappear out in the thin air but see the silhouette of an babe 

he his pretty much an babe and got hips like that Jagger and hair like that , Styles 

and he is the reason why i fell out the my wheelchair , like a freaking acrobat 

slide in when i push that alarm and i was like stung , like hitten by your eyes 

knowledge and cleverness - like it wore a freaking madness but i kinda like drama show 

nothing i like better when then the circus come to town 

face paint and ride on  a elefant , clowns on small bikes and lion in cages , thrill of a danger 

smell of popcorn and rise of the big tent on the field and i wore like heaven sent 

the fragile type

love is a verb is what i heard 

but i have never had a feeling of concern

like when i fell out my wheelchair and into  that carrier

i got that harry potter scar as a reminder of that gentler and kinder

time when you pick me up like a wand and cover it with make up

never felt so hard , heaven caught me - twice but you embrace me with your wings

did you knew you voice sound like , harmonica and strings and i cant get how you made feeling 

like i apprichiated of being living 

rules

i gonna tell you about the self care rules 

how you shall treat a woman with a sickness

dont ever tell her it is a weakness because its her streght 

i been pushed down , kicked on and asked to move 

beacause people thought i wore deserved of being loved

but i am , newsflash - i am superwoman 

and nothing can crack me , ( or havent done it yet )

people shall support and instead of pick on you

thats not how i rule , i like love - dont do hate 

i have disown a lot of my relatives because this 

if you not are loyal , to those who need it most 

and i am definally NOT A CHARITY CAUSE 

more like self made boss 

girl on vacay

the border is close but who cares when you want to hangout your lovelies

the summer is here and i crack an on other beer on the Terrence

she is the bartender and therapy session but mosly she is a girl on a vacation

holiday is a spirit of a mind , its a mood - its in your blood and wherever she home or abroad 

she got that ray of sunshine , neon hair and i labelled her   : susanna , because thats her name 

to the king

 i like how you appropriate me for the  woman i am 

understand who i am 

that i cant push out babies like because i got one interest 

and that is my self care and health , yeah how you get i am

priority number one , yeah you get casual get a show 

not that i meant to take off my cloth but you already seen a lot 

and to be honest i dident notice you there in the corner because i 

try so hard not fall but lets admit it i did it the first day when fell out wheelchair 

straight in your chest felt like a bouncy castle and now in trouble   

to the the king the help me find feeling acceptance and healing 

with myself - i cant ask for something else 

rekylen

jag vet du kommer finna någon bättre 

kanske du gjorde det när jag begavs 

vill aldrig komma men du fick mig känna hemma

nu skriker tomheten utan dig  här i rummet 

och jag kommer hur jag mötte din blick i allrummet

och hur sovrummet aldrig vart väntrummet

sen to gled in som en ny karaktär , jag kunde leka med 

det vara den bästa tiden här på " rekylen "  

hade inte förväntat att jag skulle älska den här platsen

som om det var värsta , hotell inn 

men plötsligt föll jag för den , typ gjorde en katapult ur min rullstol

rakt ner i golvet , potter - märket i pannan och fick hjälp med mitt dream team 

där på sjukdomshemmet , love . beloved and forever and thing wíth me i dont find closure 

more about expose 

BLOMSTERTIDER ( flower power )

 not have much of an life but when i get touched 
theres feelings that nobody can erase 

try the best to memories this how i went 

felt out over the wheelchair , head over the heel 

and feel into that carrier , how i hit that head 

you help me up in bed and i though i been saved by an angel

because you got an shine around that looked quite holy 

and how you clean my body 

the intimacy of it , like secrecy and games in lock down

dont care if everyone know because nobody now 

really was going on - but you had my heart won 

one the day one and i never really let you have it back 

 did you the only kisses i get is by the reaper

but something god said i wore an keeper 

been an long road and i like how you make me bloom 

there in my room , how i love when you pick out my meds 

and help me taking them " sorry when i throw up in your hands "

how you clean me up and when i forget you still wore in the room

and i begin to undress , quite awkward but i like me be best , naked 

and i bet you do to , better then the older ladies people you took care off 

because remember us be hot stuff ,that your eyes suit you perfect 

because they got that perfect amount sympathy   and empathy 

and sick person want but also that you acknowledge a women worth 

¨can i tell a bit starstruck on you and the way you  handle my illness ever done 

 thats a why you know be great doctor , nurse , brother , soldier and friend 

because you already are mine , at least four of these and i hope you know 

i write about everyone i count as friend 

first guy on my wish list and last on my bucket list

summer is sweet but you broke it  , again

remember you like the waves and i hidden myself under my blanket 

like it wore an cave , try to make the darkness but u became to light 

i got an new inspiration now , and you can tell everyone in Brighton

that he is so much better than him , real clever and help me become a survivor 

so tell everyone i am the cat with more then 9 lives - that  dont begin fights , i start them

just because i have to have something to write about in my freaking poem

but if you have an in with me , you shall be thrilled because i rarely kill my darling 

the might get a vacation for some chapters but to enter again , stir up and make the story extra " hot "

because there nothing iam better then cause drama , because i do everything for a plot 

but sometimes people really deliver and that just , awesome because then i dont have to do research 

they basically are my little helpers - the storytellers sidekicks - that slide in to perform and deliver the biggest hit and this is why every poem become - perfect , thanks for the collabs i have 

that suits u

i am scared of losing my memory , so i keep you saved in my usb stuck 

i dont mention you now by name but you are some how stuck in my brain

tried to forget , erase but you made the worst plot sound safe and sound 

and i like how i enter the place , how you made it into a palace 

when caught my hand , i also caught an penfriend and thats is nothing i like more then write about u

i love the moment in the retirement - felt like i wore heaven sent , again when i met your eyes and when i fell in your arms i knew i wore in paradise - yeah you wore my home for a time and it wore awesome 

never thought i should met somebody that looks but hide in the books , clever like doctor and gentle like nurse , yeah i remember how you pick out my daily look , streetstyling for the elderly people and i  never felt so honored to have you as an personal stylist , because you dress better then that Kendell and made my lips better then the other Jenner . yeah    basically you made me forget that i had no hair and i like that you wear , you heart on your ¨sleeve because so  do i , thats the reason why i fell out the wheelchair and i know you gonna be the best doctor ( or whatever life take you but i have a feeling - thats you because that suits you 

the anniversary of chapter 3

 so i just find my 3 chapter - and i been written about this place for 1 year and this that means i have to do an celebrate you guys , but beware i tend to get attach with my inspirations because like i did with england and brighton ( write about that place for like 10 years ) but i might think you guys - might top it because you are something perment in my life and i just want people to appreciate how grateful i am for , well living , breathing and life and hopefully it comes through even if i write about sad things to 

just friends

he tells me i am ok just as i am 

and appreciate how hard i am working

because he knows death always around the corner , lurking 

but i dont see him because i just fell in daydream 

a fairytale that took me from the hell that lead me to his eyes

that i call , paradise and i like how you tell me the greatest advice

without say a word and how long time it takes to figure out this one 

i try to make you the best poem because you deserve all the love 

platonic ofc , you know how i am -       write with no remorse 

to be honest i knew that i would make you fall deep in love with them 

because who the hell of your exes , futures bride would be that crazy 

to post poems about somebody she barely she barely knew 

good things we just friends 

the local one

he look that stylish in his uniform 

eyes shines better like a superstar 

because you are an LOCAL ONE 

is it weird that i have been all around the world 

but you become heaven on earth - retirement 

maybe its because you recognize what a woman worth

with your gentle touch , heavenly smile become my sun 

and there is not a lot people like you that i come across 

but you take your work earnest , to reap what you harvest 

and i like that with you , that you got an great moral , loyal 

and dont think you more - but did you know what i love 

that you eyes is just right size of sympathy and empathy ..

peace and calm in a storm

he got the most magical eyes 

smash hit and there my heart forget to  beat

again , know you not mine but i like the fingerpints

you should know that your hand  leaves trace 

stroke my spine like an kitten and i am forever bitten

how i know i am out of the norm but i know how to make an , poem 

know this is our spot - your eyes where i feel most comfort 

soft spot and how fell out like my wheelchair like acrobat 

into that carrier - bet you be the greatest doctor , if you so like 

he catch my hand and know i cant stop about him

talk about him , mom think i shall not namedrop - so i wont 

but sometimes i dont have control over my lips and hands 

hope we still can be friends  - you know how i am wired 

get those triggers and tantrum , specially in the chatroom

so dont play with me its all i have to say 

because when say goodbye the story beginnings , anyway

yeah you lead me home , out of a storm and made find calm 

when i had basically no one , i never felt so naked and pampered 

like here and i grew up on hospital but i like how you woke up me by my bed 

never been so intimacy , deep and connected , and i never felt i woke up i heaven 

when i just half there , but i kinda like how you care about me like an aupair 

not everything play and games

i remember the time before " love " 

when it all about games and play 

not like i have work an day 

due to my condition but i like to think

its a certain " work " to " keep up with 

a condition that nobody understand 

i cant blame them but their is a reason why

i am open about it - i know death around the corner 

and not everyone are function to become a lover

or become a mother but i know this for certain 

just because you labelled with an diagnose 

it doesent mean life is over 

never forget that is more to come then love 

self  respect 

ps not about the guys i congrats lol . just enjoy the song x

joker and quinn - the dreamteam

i like how you catch me when i fell 

everyone know that i am not that smart

good you play your part - in this game of two 

i never wanted to come but i hated to go 

because i knew when i press the alarm 

i found my next poem 

my next pudding , joker 

how i became your Quinn , QUEEN 

yeah i like the way you make me look like an dream

even if i am complete mess but you got that touch

that might say to much and sorry for that " if i sound obsessed " 

sometimes i wonder if its only me who feel like this 

like i am trapped in some kinda madness 

but i recall you being smile to so playful while i wore at hospital 

this wore the beginning of the sentence that lead to us being , never felt more living

i recall how you hold me close and this was how i got attach

like an poet to her pencil , how you made feel beautiful like that Kendall but made my lips like that Kylie ,i never really felt more stylish in those Pampers , how you wipe me in with those huggies 

fell flat on the floor , into his eyes with a splash and was like made a hit and run after he seen my bum

because i knew he hardly want to see me again 

when love isnt in your cards

the thing with the retirement is i just went from being heaven sent

to get to this place but i think you guys is hard to  replace 

i knew you wore the new chapter and i think your the best thing 

because you remind me about feeling and healing 

you got eyes of an fountain and is strong like an champion 

i bet you can move mountains , everyone know i excel through the hell

and i been kissed by death but God notice my worth and said i wore i keeper 

what hurt most , never love or losing somebody you loved so deep 

like intense that it feel stalker-ish ,  when you diagnose with an condition so hard 

that love isnt in your cards - thats when its all you can think off    

no labels

 i know a place where no place . all i  can recall is your beautiful eyes 

they clever like an doctor , gentle like a nurse and carry you like an carrier 

remember when dial the alarm and got my next poem 

yeah i never seen a character witch such an great moral and honor 

i know you probably get seduced the way i write but not the way i label

fortunarate you knew all off my diagnos because i because i have no filter

i like how you always put me in center , even how you make my stylist better 

then that jenner and better then that dash doll , yeah i remember how i fell 

for you - out of my wheelchair and into your heart , and i think i heard your heart skipped a beat

you know where my address are , in my poems ( or in your dreams ) yeah i remember how you got 

to become my friend , carrier ,stylist and best time ever - in the worst time ever - quite an paradox 

kräks upp dikter som det var piller

 ute i vår hage finns inget mer en jävla doktor 
tror han har en chans när han lockar med mediciner
men det smakar inte jordgubbar så jag bara kräks upp

och han får torka mig upp , mina läppar smakar som syra 

och mina tunga säger saker bara är dumma men han får mig 

tiden jag spendera här kommer velat hem men fann ett hem

och tycker det är ganska konstigt att i varje port jag vart i 

du bli min bästa vän , hur du omfamnade mig som en ambulans män 

och lär mig saker som endast stora bröder lär . hur snabbt jag föll

potter i min panna , och du kom till min hjälp när jag bad om , hjälp

kom ihåg att jag såg en gloria över dig , trodde jag vi himmelen igen

men sanning jag är för jag tror jag blivit kär 

bryr mig inte om han tycker detsamma 

men jag vill bara han ska veta 

killar som honom  borde vara uppmärksamma 

för det finns en chans att du hamnar i mina dikter 

departed when i noticed your heart

 of all the boys i met  
there nobody quite like him

he look like an freaking angel 

how he had a wreath in his hair

and i think wore falling into his eyes

like an stage dive , how he pick me up 

Like i falling from an heaven straight 

straight into that holy and graceful heart 

never felt such a attachment 

kinda knew that i wore heaven sent 

2.0 or third because he really acknowledge my worth 

make me pretty and confident when i wore bald 

" i really appreciate that i wore i told " 

even i dont really believe it know i do 

but i learn tons from you 

like empathy , kindness and sympathy 

and i remember the intimacy 

when you become my stilist and makeup artist 

to be honest , a guy like you is everything shall want 

basically number one at wishlist and last at bucketlist 

doktorväskan

du får mig känna mig som jag hamnat på ett paradis

kan inte fatta att du fick mig glömma den där , harris

dina bär på ögon som har ett djup , och jag tror jag störtdyk 

in din famn , kanske har jag hittat hem - vore det inte för första gången

jag gillar din stil , du vet du har mitt hjärta i din doktor väska 

hur du fick mig känna mig som hemma när allt jag levt in resväska

hur googlar min sjukdoms symptom - bet du aldrig dem hittar 

men om  du gör är du anledningen till att jag aldrig dör 

vore det inte legendarisk , magisk - jag vet inte vad du har inte doktor

väska , men jag tror att det värsta bästa medicinen för med dig känner hel

som det inte är några fel på min kropp and det är pretty awesome of just an student 

tried to get home but only find you

i was enter with that cab , while you wore heading toward me  like ambulance

typical me thinking this wore romance , we barely friends - you just my carrier 

need an connection , scared for rejection and hate to get to close

but in my experience all of the guys are not the same and some people accept for who i am 

i recall how i felt so alone . desperate try to find a way home over the phone

had not see mum or like 4 month or something like that but somehow i forgot her when i look in your eyes

because you remind me of home . how you gave me that extra minutes when i felt sad - this is why i know you are great lad , son , brother and friend ( and in whatever you choose to do i am so happy that i met u )

midsummer dreams

'

i know a place where no place . all i  can recall is your beautiful eyes 

they clever like an doctor , gentle like a nurse and carry you like an carrier 

remember when dial the alarm and got my next poem 

never thought you would become this inspirational 

your heart is full of kindness and i remember when i felt like a total mess'

but you put a wreath around my hair , like you dident care 

just about how i felt , was , and that wore awesome 

never met somebody that wore that handsome

that treat me like that wore perfect 

you tied me up in your berlock 

and if you dont mind  i keep you there for a while 

yeah there is no better place then him 

that look like a freaking daydream

but is real life prince 

and i have not stop writing about you , since 

you my peter parker

it wore in the april when i you met 

first i thought it wore some kinda hoax

that i been punk of the some awesome bloke 

dressed to a carrier but wouldn't be my handler 

wouldn't it be cruel but i new quite quickly 

when i feel in to your eyes like i wore falling into a fountain

that you would be the guy that would help me move mountains 

because you have those muscle like that superman 

and i knew you wore gentle like like Peter Parker 

but i like you outside you costume where you show off 

the empathy and sympathy and kindness that i like 

that i fell for like pretty much the first day when i you , found   

bad impressions and good decisions

my bad habits leave to chatting up wrong guys 

wrong circle - fell down out my wheelchair for my carrier 

not like i need one because i am quite of an survive 

i been run from the light , every shining knight 

because i know how to handle a sword

making up an new character and he is the best i ever fell over 

yeah , because i lit stumble in him , when you get too much 

too drunk  or just hangover - but i just picked out my character 

his name is you and how do you do . cant believe its been around a year since i left

now i just stalk you on the internet but i remember how you add me back 

when i had hard to get the word out because i am a bit shy for guy like you

i tend to not do great impressions but at least i make a mark and stay in their heart 

been touch by the reaper but god know i am keeper so  he let me know i wore loved 

never felt a heartbeat stung that hard but as you might know , i am  kinda used to hell

but when i look into your eyes - that looked like paradise  i knew i wore in heaven above

everybody knows i love music but u you are better

it wre the darkest times ,when i found the best days 

how i fell out that wheelchair and straight into his eyes 

thought i went to heaven when i hit , yes again 

and for a while i thought i went to paradise 

because i never seen a guy look so  handsome like that dude

it wore like i jump straight into fountain when i watch his eyes

and i never thought i would be around a guy looked that fly

but i must admit this wasent a super hit but you sure made my heart , beat 

its better then freaking music and everybody know i love music 

letter to the homies

all my friends know they shall run  before they get trigger something in me 

yeah all my homeboys know they shall be look away before for they address me 

because when i  am get down i dont like hang i just down with an , an bang 

collapse and fits - yeah everyone know it , maybe you shall ran before i show it 

before my tantrums come out to the right in chatroom 

yeah i am know i am quite state but you made Believe  , trust and faith 

keeper

i got bad habit and everyone of my friends know about it 

suck at keep secrets and i am the worst at start friendships 

but i think thats why you like with me , that i dont my secret - keep 

i like your eyes they remind me of something sparkly and how they always shine

wonder if they only shine for me , probably not - try not worry a lot because i bet a lot of cool chics likes you here and i dont even like beer - i just like my teddybear , yeah i feel so awkward when i fell in your arms , straight out that wheelchair but i love the fact i got the best , BEST CARRIER AND PROBLABLY  the best doctor - not that Hannibal Lecter - type ,

 no you just know to appreciate a sick and lure the demon 

make me wanna sin but i know its just an fragile dream 

i been kisse by the reaper but i also been told told by God i am an keeper 

swear this will be the last poem about us but everyone know isnt true 

being half dead makes you forget who it is to living 

but you did 

i was lookking for an long way out and you made me me pour heart out

its took a long ting until got a feeling but now i am dancing on the ceiling 

if i had them - but i get hooked on my poems instead 

sold on him

everyone that know me they got one shot 

to leave an mark at my heart and like they are a freaking poet 

and take control of the situation . never had somebody handle the situation

but you did get it , understand what i need and know i write about you until my finger . bleed 

so you have something to read , i want to be your bad habit . toxic and the thing you cant replace 

like you did with your fucking face but you honestly i got more attach to brain - and i want to sample it my heart would drop like that - it wore  perfect and body of an sculpture  and i cant believe i fell for it 

head over heals  and straight into his eyes , thought i would die but he picked me up like i wore a feather 

from that day i been sold on him  like he wore my brother 

the ambulance

 i remember you came in like an ambulance 

how i saw heaven in that christian

how i became am crime zone and then went to friend zone 

remember how i find my adress around the corner 

when i been all over the world . think its kinda funny

how i met you in the  retirement - you wore perfect 

and the only  kisses i get i get is from death , perfect 

but i think you are local star , how it was all touchy touchy

how i begin to fall for ya , LIT , yeah i tend to do that of habit 

when i see somebody i like but i never met somebody like that 

that new the rules of chess and suddenly i wore  your check mate 

yeah i could feel myself falling , how i   felt fallen - saved by an gorgeous angel 

i like how how my story always comebacks back to you  - there something with an savior 

that makes everything a bit , clearer 

i dont know if it as a crush

i remember you came in like an ambulance 

how i saw heaven in that christian

how i became am crime zone and then went to friend zone 

i do not  mind  because i love hanging my thoughts and mind 

but i do recall you enter - pouring out the  word

that i never really   had heard and i am sorry for judge a bit to hard 

but i just been diagnosed of a broken heart , i knew words can be 

when you get criticized for every movements its hard to show improvement

but then there wore a certain poet that show platonic love and thats a girl in my 

... Environment felt like she wore heaven sent , rebirth and i dont know if this just a crush

i kinda like it   , and there is a reason why i talk to much 

i bet no girl start a blog about him

 how he  came to my rescue like an freaking ambulance
how his eyes looked like that siren - i basically knew i wore at retirement

but i never thought that  i would see somebody that come through , almost felt like love 

but what do i knew ? he got an touch that make everyone falls and i bet he got a new thing 

he deserve it but i never seen as blue as on my carrier , do you know  how hard to  be in a relationship 

or have some friendship , flings is ok standard but next level is just get awkward ... 

but you get me just , perfect because  clever and show no judgement  but is all good because i want the best for him

i know he want the same for me and i bet no  girl start an freaking blog about that christian because they daydreamin

i remember you as Dr Ramoray but you way cooler

i like how the day way met 

at the retirement , felt like i wore heaven

sent when i fell in to that ... christian 

dont need to pick 7 flowers and sleep with them 

under pillow because i already know i am in love 

he dont knew it yet " i can wait " i am pretty patience

yeah i do recall how i flew straight from the entrance

into his arm , thinking it must be a sign  

how he  came to my rescue like an freaking ambulance 

and hate how everything sounds like romance 

loved the fact the best character i found here 

in the retirement  when i made my cartwheels 

through out my wheelchair and how your wore  there 

funny how you brought so fun the darkest days 

you had the lovely_ smile and i remember you as Dr Ramoray 

but you way cooler 

the best vacay ever

you are an poet undiscovered 

every sentence is to flourish

if you it nourish with your hands 

use to the days before until we went seperate ways 

i remember how you wash my clothes and made me feel so stylish 

no hair and all , thats how i knew what i real man wore 

handle my scar , dressed in pampers and huggies 

how you apply that gloss , this where i knew you the boss 

hands of a nurse but clever like doctor 

loyal like a soldier and honor me like a royal 

yeah this wore the best vacay ever 

day one i knew i wore loved

once again i head to  hospital , people think i am a freak out 

just because i tend to get tantrum but you invite in the chatroom 

chat about this and that and figure out what i wore all about 

that was i like what with you ,  there is no judement 

i remember how i fell over you in the retirement 

even it felt like an festival from that point 

when people are bit hangover and fell over 

you know , like i usually hover 

in your knowledge and power 

and how you smelled just like 

fragrance of citrus and coffee bean 

how i that is my favorite smell 

and i love the fact that i fell 

how i met heaven , 2. 0 

after went half there 

but this time it wore a lovelier atmosphere

because i knew you really cared , from the day one  

homie boys

it felt like i wore in touch by a homie 

maybe he walking beside me so i wouldent fell less lonely

during that time at the retirement , but i kinda liked it 

find it perfect - like couldnt  i , when i . when i almost died

the thought is chilling and but that is just me , thrilling 

exiting adventures through my life but never thought i would end up

a month in feb  before valenties day in coma - and then i woke up 

seeing a nurse looked liked Zedd standing by my hospital bed 

but nobody , NOBODY NOBODY - is better then christian 

pull you in my dreams

little did i knew when i enter the retirement 

that i would almost be heavent sent , it wore freaking perfect

how you brush me up , apply that lip gloss felt quite stylish 

no hair , but honestly who cared . always wanted to become shaved 

i remember how  i fell straight in you , it wore quite like an romcom

how  you had my heart won and this is how i begin to notice how it wore to have fun

i bet you get haunted by my words , poems and i am sorry for that Cristian 

but there names that taste sweeter then others and i hope you next girls dont bother 

just tell them i am just an friend , patient and you wore my carrier 

even if you got eyes of an fountains and can make me climb mountains 

yeah i think its cool how we met , at the retirement 

when i basically been all around the world 

do you thing its wrong if i mention you by name

this is addressed to somebody  that wore for a time wore my carrier 

and i am just mesmerize by his character , dignify and i bet you got a new fling 

i dont mind because i wish you everything 

well 

in life 

hope you know that 

specially a perfect 

life 

you know i am not stand in your way dreams 

i just like to pull you in my dreams 

 

50 shades of dark

in the beginning i fear him

so i was like fell for his

but i learn that the coolest guys 

might be a have have in store and that how i got restored

yeah that when i been you , adore - u know i wore in pieces 

when i met you but everything inch of you is perfect 

and i like how this became straight out of an rom com 

how you had my heart won and google things up 

when i wore like feeling bad thats the greatest feeling ever had

how  i wore laying up all night listen to every love song at radio 

and thought , bet this song is is about us - what could be the end 

become the funniest rodeo like i wore enter an , disco 

with bright light and neon light and how i love fall in your arm 

how you hover me in with your eyes - do you know how you can seduce 

a girl . i been looking sad in every nicest places but i find the retirement 

and here i found , myself heavent sent

Christian

 how shall i describe the greatest carrier 
basically i have no words - more then love 

he catch me when i fell  , welcomed me through hell 

saw me as the worst but that means he also he became the greatest

how i fell out the wheelchair like an acrobat , how stroke me like an cat 

and i secretly like that , it felt like magic !  yeah i wore a human catapult 

that went straight into your heart and you wrap me in like an artist 

like you wore my personal stylist and makeup artist 

when you apply that gloss and made me  feel like Kate Moss 

i know you will become such an boss because you got clever like a doctor 

 and the hands like an nurse , came as an patient but became your friend 

 yeah you are my best carrier x

magic

i think it kinda hard to find 

somebody with a beautiful mind

been looking all around the world 

kinda funny that i find you in the hospital

the retirement - you look like an god that wore sent 

from heaven and i dont know if there is a  replacement  

for you , you sounds to good to be true and that i why i  like with you 

that when i fall , you jump - when and how you so cute i cute i could eat you up

you and i just seem fit - like one of those couple on match.com . its just , magic 

love sick pup

 fell straight into an fountain 

when i met that Christian

how i fell out that  wheelchair

into that carrier , caretaker 

but never a heart breaker

i remember how pick me up like a child 

when i was everything but fine 

but i recall you made me  feel . fine 

 that i wont decline 

how you sound like a poet and made my poems 

so stupid  but mostly i love how you slide in my room 

deliver a dose of moments and how i  of you tend to throw up

because i wore a love sick , pup 

how you made me stylish like a vamp 

this is why i think you perfect 

because you made me an champ 

  

The guardian angel

been 'kiss the devil but fell for an angel 

i call him , - for now 

been all around the world but i must admit , luv 

cant really get some kind of a beautiful mind 

like him , he is the definition of  smart 

golden and i dont mind to if you have my heart stole 

sorry if i keep up name drop but do you know this gorgeous jawline 

how i love when you apply some pressure when you touch me bod

like i wore somebody , that deserved to be hold 

how you wrap me up pampers like a father 

tease me like an brother and everything went out of line 

but i just got to tell ya , i always felt you wore mine 

and i like that you got healing powers ,and i can spend hours

write about which make forget about  my condition 

like i dident needed any mediation

remember how you pick me up when i fell

thats when i know its wore real 

you eyes are full of sympathy and empathy 

and my eyes is pretty , lonely 

but you met me when i wore quite state 

thought i wore perfect as i am 

and thats why i think you amazing as an man

yeah i bet you wore   my guardian angel 

thinks it quite funny how you come as a patient 

but leave heaven sent  with an friend 

the great one

what is life without love 

i been in heaven and i tasted hell

you have the sweetest fragrance 

and your eyes remind me about diamonds 

i recall how i fell into you , bounce back 

and how you drove me like a go cart 

throw the corridor , i seen the an beautiful heart

but noticed an brain that is quite intelligent

yeah i think you are local star , superstar in making 

and did you know you quite breathtaking 

under your radar

 i remember it all like an party 
how you wore felt my body
crash into your eyes , most heavenly view
thinking this might be love 
babe you better then my poetry  

how i kept notes of you in my diary 

collide into you made me feel butterflies 

i rarely chat with you but somehow i feel you get me 

tried so hard not to cross the line but in the back of mind 

you mine , you got made the influence but i kinda like to be addicted

know i am an a mess when it comes around you  , maybe i am the baddest 

 when it comes to you , maybe its because i like you , maybe because i am the sickest 

sorry for all the trauma , all the drama - i am causing - when i am about you posting 

but everyone of my friends knew there is a shot  i will make you the poet 

yeah , i like to think of you as the doctor and i as the patience - and i always be under your rader 

you came with an reason

 never felt more like in present 
when i wore in retirement

i know it sounds strange 

but it where here i met , Dr Strange 

and i like to think we become , friends ?

never felt more in love then when i wore in limbo

because it felt like i wore attending a freaking disco

everyone wore there Garrix , Harris  and Diplo 

it was awesome but nothing is better then wake up 

to life again , even if takes strengths to find your balance 

voice back and be able to write which kinda suck when you like 

to become a writer but everything comes for a reason 

and i know mine wore that would find that christian

that wore awesome   

the perfect brain

the last day i felt a touch wore yours 

i miss that because its wore bloody perfect

how i tumble in your chest like an little child

straight into your arm from my wheelchair

and i have declare your the greatest carrier 

and probably the finest doctor 

when you get the bar 

because you have that genuine heart 

but everyone knows that is the brain i heart 

and yours are lit the perfect one 

christian louboutin heels and dior dress

i am pretty in christian Louisians heels 

look fancy when he wrap me in that Dior dress 

i know my hair is an mess but you make everything so perfect

like i am an superwoman , and you make everything so effortless

god i want this forever lest because you kinda ate the best 

but sometimes good things come to end 

how you loose a friend , or somebody you loved 

yeah  and all the above but i will still have the memories 

wrapped in my diaries and journals 

how i write about until my hands begin to bleed 

because that is what i need to get through it 

to deal with it 

how we sat there casual by the corner , how you zip on coffee 

and i smell that fragrance of your aroma -  beans and dreams 

and a bit of wipe cream 

time to go back

 thanks to that will i got he wore not real 
and james just played games

god i wore so naive back in 2011 

but decided to remove from that situation 

and went abroad like , twice 

which wore awesome but i never seem any guy as handsome 

fell from the sky , into his eye - met Christians eye   

such an  view - thinking it wore love 

he wore  quite an bomb and my heart just explode

again . i know its not right but i was like hey i will going back 

and when i return home all i remember i wanted to comeback 

in his hug becuase i never felt that safe at retirement 

bet you got a few new things but i still remember how you got me , laughting

you got me that way i never suspected , expected how you me - protected 

hands around my neck and all i want ro that time go back 

 

the greatest heart

 you remind me of an party
how you touch my inch of  an body
it was one of those night 
how your heart tasted like magic 
now you got my heart in your doctor bag
and i remember how i fell out of the wheelchair 
not that sauce in my bag but do got a take way 

with your heart name on it while i lay here on the segway 

yeah everything  me about ya , how you hold me 

its it  cool if i play the play the part . because you got the get 'greatest heart 

clever like  an doctors but you just an junior . how you remind me about my future 

but then again , i am yours  , it cool how it become friends - how you became the invisible bandage

and i like how you never do any damage - thats the kinda men i like , doctors in white , that look like angels , strangers met become leave as friends . yeah i like that 

best time in retirement

 I remember as i collide in you 
fell out the wheelchair into you 

you look so stunning in you costume 

50 shade of blue , god you are so handsome 

recall how i lay there on the floor 

how you made it feel like a dance floor

when you pick me up and ask me if wanted to dance

i bet you got a new thing and i bet she is your everything 

and i hold on to your like i am losing an limb 

do you remember when you came up to my crib 

how you sat on my bed , for some sec - it wore the best moment

when you said we could team up over  some coffee cup 

how we roll the dice and everything wore so , nice 

my relatives wore never my cheerleaders EXCECPT MY NAN AND MUM

everybody know nobody like me but they sure wannabe me 

got that body of  cola hour glass , and how every guys wipe my ass

never been a lot for hanging with girls because we just seem to clash 

dont know why , and dont ask why - i think they a bit scared of .....me 

but i always been hanging with guys because they just get me 

my sassy attitude , cheeky and if i am a bit weird they unlikely to get scared 

but i am aware how they feel abiut me and i dont want  to hang around a wannabe 

that cut me out from the family tree - whats wrong with your belief ? 

you tell me your christian but i but level up to an new " christian " 

that is more supportive  then the alternative . 

and thats bloody import when you sick ¨

you always thought i wore wore weak 

but the fact is i am pretty sick 

for doing a lot stuff i never would imagine 

and its wild that you wasnt more supportive 

to that , how i wore head abroad and thought like dont do that

because i knew my limits , dont you ever forget 

i am my own person , human , and you cant handle me like that 

h and p - and specially not mum 

why shall i stand on your side when you guys treat me like that 

remember you guys is not perfect and i am an observer 

that you guys are an hater , not an lover 

dedicated to my aunts 

of all the poems i met

 

i got poems to all the boys i ever met 

to those in the past and those i will everlast 

in sickness and health , you made me feel best 

and of all the boys that ever played me 

there wore only one that have me 

how you remind me like that 50 shades of grey

always pull me back the first day when i fell into you like that 

no net , but you catch me like an acrobat - slide in like that 

it was pretty perfect , how you future will become straight out NIP /TUP 

and i love that , how you decide to save  other lives then make your one 

to sum it up , you are my tea cup 

God's Plan

always thought i wore born to made it 

but last year i almost drop dead 

coma ,one month but giving up is what i am about

i wore like fought back ,recall when i wore in limbo 

image it wore  on  a festival hanging on VIP areas 

it wore awesome - then i woke up and saw zedd 

hanging around my hospital bed 

quite shook but it kinda rocked 

because he kinda look like a babe

but sadly i couldnt tell for a while 

tried for a while , describe 

but nobody really had subscribe 

on that that DJ MAG like i had 

but i had , i  also listen to some music 

and made an playlist for my recover 

that would help me be better 

inluiding calvin harris , kpop and sofitukker 

( even got a dm from the last named ) 

you my homecoming

boy it been an long ride 

byt you made it feel like a paradise 

like heaven when i wore your side 

how you got made it an homecoming party 

when you touchning my , body 

no interruption ,try to hold back 

blurred lines get erased , memories 

how you tap me in , wake me up 

i play the part  , like all the time 

how you lyrics sound like poems 

we not even a item , maybe this a dream ? 

but if is , dont wake me up and i dont know who i am 

when i am not with you ...

all my friends know they might be a poem

remember it like  a million ¨

how you stoke me like a kitten

how i became smitten ,

how it felt almost like love 

being touch by your hands 

those are my best best friends 

we rarely talk but you still on my mind 

 you made'' place quite like an party 

how you enjoy all of my body 

it wore lit how you me stylish 

in pampers and huggies 

made me forget about those tree huggers 

we dont need those english lads 

all we want is a helping hand 

had to have an GPS to get it right 

but know i think i find the perfect knight 

yeah , all my friends know that i write about them 

and there is a chance they will become an poem 

some names tastes the sweetest

 its quite comical if my like wouldn't be so miserable 

 a long ride this last decade , and i will never it trade 

 because it lead me to this chapter - the first one wore just something new

the second cut deeper but i had an kiss by the reaper so he is nothing against him 

 that jim , and then we got those lovely nurses at Niva but nobody is better then christian 

got it -  hes pretty much perfect , just an doctor student but i never met somebody with so much 

empathy and sympathy in his eyes , yeah you made the time fly  and  i recall how i watch the clock

because i wanted you to come over here and not kiss some random girl in the world ,,,,  

yeah i am sorry for all this name drop but some names tastes the sweetest 

and that why i am always namedrop the guys who are the , cutest 

hands and doctors

never thought i would find my home at the retirement 

where i wore sent after that being in coma for an month

how i would find an angel with those perfect hands 

that clever mind that remind me of doctors 

and i met a lot of them but most of all i like how you become my poem 

how everything now sounds so romantic , maybe it wore because i trip 

dip into that relationship when stage dive into you eyes , thought  i would die 

for the like third time but you help me around and grateful for that 

thanks for being so fucking perfect and made it easier to recover 

but i kinda have to close the the door and begin all over 

mostly i like that this chapter dident end , just wore a beginning 

and you help me develop a new meaning 

he got my heart in his doctor bag

 he got my heart in his doctor bag 

 got that ponytail and swag 

 hipster look and thought he wore in model book  

 but he is more into hide  his face in book 

 so i thought i wore gonna write one to you 

 all dedicated , he have kept me under rader 

 and i know your statics - dont mean to brag 

 but you better then those united lads , because you kinda clever 

 i like your casual costume and you most be the prettiest guy i ever met

 even those damn guys on internet have no shot on because you that hot 

 he erase all my memories and make new poems because he that shit 

 and i have totally forgot about that BRIT because that wore never legit

dr love

thought i knew what love wore but then i met him 

know i got a lot of demons but you shall see my angels 

they are looking like that christian 

such a doctor stud , all made - never really know how you shall portray 

but all i can tell you by your side i felt like i wore heaven sent even if i felt 

out that wheelchair into your heart like an acrobat - i could feel the plot wore coming

because you quite stunning , and even though it wore a dark time there at retirement 

all i saw different scenarios which wore fun , how you tap the jar of my medicine an collect my heart 

and all my stories pour in - yeah everything with you is quite an dream ( dont ever change ) 

bumpy ride

i remember how i slide in him 

christian , do you know you are a local star

carrier and caretaker , i am just an observer 

but i notice everything with ya  and how 

dealt with the elderly as well with with me

pretty amazing  that you are such an amazing character 

with great morals and i wonder how your parents 

raised a boy to become a men with principals 

and i know you well liked by everyone you touched 

mostly by me , but also by your sis because you got that love 

inside , loyal soldier  and handsome like a royal - yeah you got the the package 

even handle my carriage - yeah its bump ride  but i dont do getway cars 

with those i heart 

The Scientist

 i have never feel this close , almost like an boyfriend 

 maybe you just want my money , honey 

 or perhaps you enjoy to spend our together 

i could give you a life forever - no string attach 

did you knew i think you the perfect match

even search dot . com but you had my heart won 

how i about i went all around the twice 

but find something nice where i never thought i find 

how you  was all over me like an hangover 

how you become my poet and made me poetic 

yeah that such an sn science  to it 

and i find  it being , magic 

forever on vacay

 such a lonlineless when i found the one i am i proudest 
 over , just beause its  over desant mean it over 

how you handle me like slut but i am about that 

 it made me me  cringe that  i got you like , that 

it wore in  my darkest moments , not the proudest

yeah i really relize  what kinda guys i should have 

when i fall in love in retiement and become to heaven sent 

 do you know you know your eyes feels like i am  always on  vacay

 and in your eyes i prefer to , stay 

 i know i am to  prude to send nude but somehow you get me all in my feels 

 do you know how it feels and i know that you want me but it okey 

  because   i still got my fantasy 

the observer now what i real love is

 is it mad that i been write about ya for like a year 
thought i never do it again but then i met him 

there at the retirement and got to heaven sent 

i remember exactly how it went 

how i flew out my wheelchair and into you 

this i where i notice your charm 

your musclar arm and you really disarm 

my shield around my heart 

not that your heart is a work of art 

you brain is also very smart 

and i really fond of intelligence and cleverness 

thats why i think you are greatest 

even if i wore a damsel in princess 

you made me fell like i wore gorgeous 

and thats a true friend