How you became my poem

never wanted to write this 

but i there a certain beauty 

in sadness i try to portray 

i  remember when i got rejected 

by that punk that thought he wore 

better off without an sick friend 

well , i am over it now 

after like a decade and dont really talk to him 

but i do label him : villain - well that what william

then i went to england , which i kinda write fondly of 

because i wore very healthy like 99 percent of the time

and had really good time meeting everyone '

such as Kev , Taylor , Bex , Sam 

i thought you all wore so cool 

always think i am bit foolish with poems

and then i had this major crush we all know about who 

i bet every girl at george has had it so it wore nothing new 

but i think he liked me . but its over now 

i kinda write it off hehe 

and did you know pete remind me about that " PUNK " 

so in the beginning i was frighting him but he i notice he have a great heart 

will be great dad and the rumors had  " hes had " 

so congrats and i am sorry for your sis who lost that baby 

worst thing that can happen to a new mum 

i wish i knew maybe i could help out 

because i am also epileptic 

so my new character is that ,, carrier 

he might be the greatest 

yeah i remember how i the first day fell out the wheelchair 

in to him and how he pick me up like au pair , stroke me like cat 

style me in huggies and pampers . yeah kinda awkward but i loved it 

how he become me personal stylist and makeup artist 

apply that lip gloss , the intestacy  of the privacy 

of u and i , when you handed out my pills from the medicine cabin

how i throw up in your beautiful  hands and how you wash me , up 

and how you became my tea cup